日本語はラクですね--

もぅ英語ブログ辞めちゃおうかしらん。

そうそう、バイトの面接結果今日わかるんだよね。

クロネコヤマト・・・・

しかも早朝バイト。

続くのかなーーー--

生活習慣変えるにもいいかな--と。

自給もいいし。

バイトもだけど、対人関係ものすっごく緊張！

ずっとこの部分悩みでこれからもずっと悩みなんだろうなぁ。

ヤダなぁ。

頑張るしかないのはわかってるけど、正直直面するのはツライ。

自尊心をまず取り戻したいんな。

あまりに悲惨な気がするから。

キラクに生活できるように頑張ります！

Hello, how are you?
Lately I've got a part-time job for a 2 or 3 hours. It's one to give leaflet to somebody in the city center. I was very very nearvou just before beginning it.
I couldn't sleep at last but the job was easy and good for me at the moment.I've been suffering from fearness in the society and towards somebody else...I fear everythiing tiny to talk to somebody....so this job is good, only greeting &bowing, giving them...aha. I'm happy I can do job...maybe people think it's funny, isn't it!!! It's just how I am...you know? It's my slow pace, great.

i sometimes get nervous even in one day...

How about you?

Only me???

I wanna change my thinkings

It's too negative, so wanna become optimistic really!!!

I wanna your friend that are not negativet....you know?

I can't be your friend...

because I know I don't think for you

I'm kinda childish...ya

I'm in a panic even today

I can recover that tomorrow???

I wonder I wonder...but I don't know!

今日は日本語で書いてみようかな♪♪♪

英語じゃぁ疲れるのだ　考えるから・・・

一日　何してただろーなぁ

ひたすら栗むきしてたなぁ

産地　中山町--愛媛県--のくりバケツにい--っぱい

今年の栗は甘みないし　もらっといて言いづらいけど

なんかマズぃ--！

↑ごめんなさい--

お砂糖いっぱい入れて調味しますからねん

音楽ばっかり聴いてたよ起きてからね

キム・シンさんのCD大好き！！！

とっても癒されるしpopsじゃぁないけどいいカンジなのだ

韓国のOSTすっごくいいよぉ------

ぜひお試しあれ　うん！

Hai everybody. What's up to lately?

I amnot myself originally...I've been suffering from mental problem.

I got to go to doctor few weeks ago first in my life. It wasn't bad

but I fear everything out there in my world so I fear going out &

talking somebody else. I just tried to keep on going to see doctor

but it is impossible I stopped going anyway. I've had some kinds

of pills for it but it wasn't suitable. I had about 1 month yeah.

Now I cannot fall asleep soon after going to my bed but try to relax there

for classical music or other functions. I too worry about myself. It's kinda

too bad to think it over on sleeping time...I don't know why.

Tonight it's midnight here already but I am awake at the moment.

I do hope someone to help me...sigh.

Going to leave now.

I HANG OUT WITH MY PARENTS AND HAD A GOOD LUNCH

ALSO I WENT TO SEE MY SISTER. I'M WORRYING A LOT ABOUT HER

AND IT'S SURE SHE COMES HOME NEXT WEEK MAYBE.

I AM TIRED A LITTLE BIT. BUT A NICE DAY!

I WONDER IS IT A GOOD DAY TOMORROW TOO? HOPE SO...REALLY.