Hello everyone!!!

Here I am after 2 1/2 months, and I have not lost a single kilo, but instead I have put on an extra 6 kgs.

What does this mean??  That I have to work that little bit harder.

I was going to do the Terry Ferguson like BBW1, but again I dont not like the taste, so I have decided to go with the FAT BLASTER yet again.

So today is the day (again) I have been good all day, have been drinking water, had a salad for lunch, and havent felt hungry thanks to FAT BLASTER!!!

Every Monday, we will go and weigh ourselves, then come back here and update our space.  We also have photos, but will upload them when I get home.

Untill nex week.... thanks for loooking and your comments.

BBW2

Well well well....its week 2 and Im going along great...I had my second weigh in today and guess what...I lost 2.9 kg, so I have now lost of total of 7.9kgs in 2 weeks...I feel so good !! Im finally on my way....stay tuned for further results

BBW1

Hi Everyone,

Well it was weigh in time today and guess what ????? Im a loser....  I lost 5kgs in one week and I feel on top of the world.  I have worked really hard for that thou, I have been to the gym 4 days and kept to the diet 100% plus I drink 2 ltrs of water everyday.  I just need to keep this up for another 50 odd weeks..lol

Im on my way and Im so happy...woo hoo for me 

next weigh in will be the 12th of march...so stay tuned 

BBW1

Hi to All,

Well today Im back on the wagon once again.  Why do I keep falling off all the time? its so frustrating it drives me crazy, my passion to lose weight and the fact that I could die !! still doesnt make me stick to it...,what is wrong with me ????

Anyway...here Iam on the first day once again...I have started the TF (Terry Furguson) diet..I have been on it once before and it work so Im going to try it again.  I aslo joined the gym today and I have already worked out, so that is more then what I ever did since I started this my space in January 1st. 

Wish me luck again..!!!..lol

BBW1

Dear Blog,

Well.....what can I say.....!!!!!  I have been soooooooooooooooo slack and Im soooooooooooooooooo  disapointed in myself.  There is no excuse for not keeping this change of life going, but I just cant seem to do it.  I turned 35 on the 9th of February and you think by getting another year older that it might wake me up to myself...and it hasnt. 

Iam going to start again on Monday the 19th of Feb, for like the 1000th time in my life.

Why is it so hard to do...it seems so easy, but its not.  For people who have never been obese it would be hard to understand.  They say all u got to do is stop eating....well hello !!! people have to eat everyday to live, I just make to wrong choices in food.  I dont even have big portions like u think a over weight person would eat...I cant eat anymore then 3 slices of pizza at one time, I sit day to a normal size dinner plate i dont over fill it, my kids eat a bigger dinner then I do.  My problem is my little snakky food between meals, like some chocolate or some chips some lollies, coke etc...but all in all I dont concider myself as a huge eater. 

But no use worring about that....Iam the size that Iam and have to do something about it.  So Im going to start again and fingers crossed I can do it this time.

bye for now

BBW1

Welcome to week 2 for me (BBW1)

Week 2 has been a lot easier then the first week.  I still have not gone to weigh myself due to I just havent had the time.  I will definately go weigh myself at the start of my week 3.  I cant say Ive been 100% true to a diet, I have had a slice of pizza and a few lollies here and there but all in all I think Im doing really welll.

I went out for a night on the town and drunk a bit to much and I know thats no good for the diet either.  But you know what?  I think it was worth it as I had one of the best times out Ive ever had.  I was chatted up by so many men, its felt great cause that has never happend to me before.  I coulkd just feel my confidience rising by the second.  Even though I dont know if Ive lost any weight, just the thought of atleast I know Im trying and that Im not just sitting at home feeling sorry for myself is all I needed to feel better in myself.

I havent done any walking cause there has been a rapist in my area that is attacking walkers so I have been to worried to go for a walk, so I think once my kids go back to school in 2 weeks I will join a gym.

I cant wait till BBW2 start her diet soon so we can help each other. 

Till next time, take care all

love to all

BBW1

Dear Diary,

Well today is the start of week 2...I have decided not to weigh myslef untill after the 2nd week.

This weel has been very busy for me and Im pretty god damn tired.  I have not wook out or walk no where near as much as I should and I have cheated a little bit on my diet.  But all in all I think I have done ok.  Week 2 is when I will buckle down and try to walk every day if not at least every 2nd day.  I know I aslo need to drink more water I know this helps alot.

Emotionally Ive been really down, some things in my personal life have been a struggle.  Being a single large obese woman in this day and age is really hard to find a good man.  People are so judgemental and only go by looks and not heart and soul.  I find it very hard to met man as I have no self-esteme at all and people still call u names. I thought that sort of childish rot would stop when I left school...but no..people can be so imiture and still think its funny to pick on the fat chick.

Oh well I need to keep my chin up (or even chins)..lol...and hopefully I will have a good result this time next week.  Take Care All !!!

BBW1

We are 2 OBESED friends, in our 11th year of friendship. In these 11 years we have been though everything together, 2 weddings, a divorce, 5 kids, deaths, moving around, also - the kilos (gaining & losing), and not to mention a mild heart attack. We have decided that after a very serious sign, a mild heart attack, that today, January 1st, 2007 is the 1st day of a new begining for us. This group is dedicated to out weight loss, our ups & downs, our feelings & thoughts but most of all saying GOODBYE TO OBESITY for good!!! Not only is this group for us, BBW1 & BBW2 ( we will explain these names later), but for everyone out there who wants to lose weight, and who also want to say GOODBYE TO BEING SUPER SIZED for good!!! Let me tell you a little about me!!!   I am BBW2, ( we have chosen to use these names, and we are embarrassed about being so big, and will continure to hide our identy until we are at our goal weight), and much more overweight then BBW1.    At 215 kgs, and my heaviest, I am walking the short road to a heart attack, it might not be mild like BBW1's was, but am sure its waiting for me.   I have been overweight pretty much my whole life.  And I find when I am boared, is when I eat the most.  I am not a huge junk food person, I wont sit at home and think that I want a chocolate, then feel that I have to run out and buy one, but I do eat KFC, and MACCAS, its all junk food.   About 4-5 years ago, I got diabeties, not nice having to inject insulin everynight, but untill I lose this weight, thats what I have to do, and the longer I keep this weight on, the more harm I am doing to myself and my family.   BBW1 and I have been on many diets, and they have cost us alot of money over the years, but when you are this big, you will do and try just about anything.   The 1st weight loss/diet we tried, was jenny Craig, forking over $300 plus for a life time membership, and only using it for 1 week,  pretty sad arent we.  Then I think we moved onto Weight Watchers, and then there was accupuncture, lits n easy, healthy eating, weitht watchers, opti-fast, terry ferguson, we have triend them all and nothing seems to work.   Untill now that is, we are not going to do anything special, and there is no money to hand over, only what we use at shopping.  We are just going to cut out the junk food, and walk and sensible with eating.   There is no use me going to a gym, its just a waste of money for me as I am so unfit, and can only walk short amounts.   We will check in with our my space weekly to let you know how we are doing, and whats been happening with us.   I will add a pic to next time I am here.   Love BBW2

Hello to All !!

Well today is the last day for 2006 and the last day of the misreable exsistance that was my life before.  I intend for 2007 to be the start of the rest of my life.  A little about me -  I grew up in Queensland AUSTRALIA, I had an excellent childhood, wondeful parents and had just about anything I wanted.  At the age 17 my mum and dad were in a car accident where my mum was killed and my dad was very ill for 12 months.  I do believe this was the start of my weight gain as I was a normal size all the way thru school, I was taller then most but I was not bigger weight wize.  That still didnt stop kids from teasing me cause of my height.

Iam an extremely shy person and didnt have my first boyfriend till I was 18, I fell pregnant and had my daughter at the age of 19.  He turned out to be abusive and I left him when I was 20.  By this time I had put on weight and I was about a size 16-18.  When I was 21 I met another man who I ended up getting married to when I was 26 and had a son to him when I was 23 and I was pregnant with my 3rd child on the day I got married.  2 years later I had my 4th child and at this stage I was a size 22.

I got devorced when I was 33 and now Iam nearly 35 and Iam a size 26-28 at 160kg.  On Christmas day this year I was taken to hospital with a mild heart attack cause by my weight, and stress and smoking.  My heart just cant take my current lifestyle and its warning me to change or next time I might not be so lucky and live to see the next day.

So come tomorrow, Monday the 1st of January 2007 will be the start of my new life.  I wanted to start this MySpace to share my experiences with anyone else going thru the same, and Im sure there is a lot of you out there.  It also will help me get my thoughts out and express how Im coping as the days, weeks, months and yes even years go on.

Here is a few stats about me  -

DOB  -  9th feb 1972  (34)

CURRENT WEIGHT  -  160kg

HEIGHT  -  183cm

CURRENT BMI  -  47.8

GOAL WEIGHT  -  90kg