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Last Updated: 10/18/2007

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Gender: Female
Age: 23
Sign: Gemini

City: ??
State: Beijing
Country: CN
Signup Date: 2/20/2007

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November 7, 2007 - Wednesday 

the heaviest weight
the clumsiest shape
the earthiest smile
the hallowest tone

Currently listening:
Black Sheep Boy (Definitive Edition)
By Okkervil River
Release date: 06 March, 2007
October 20, 2007 - Saturday 

Freja approved my friend request, which makes me feel surreal and at the same time a little bit.... hehe, indiscribable.

the internet really makes the world smaller, but not closer. i guess all our contact is finished by her click of the approval. after all, it must seem a little strange to find some total stranger using your own picture as her headpic.
i don't think it's so pleasant a thing to have unfamiliar people telling you how much they adore you either, so i'd more like to type in chinese sometimes-,-   but the myspace.cn sucks! so i had to come back to .com and keep on typing in english. i won't be able to say every little fussy thing if i can't use chinese, anyway it's what i'm most natural with.
besides, since i don't wanna scare u off, sometimes i think it's better to say all that in a language u don't know^^

sooooo happy she now appears on my friend list.
and,,,,  wo hen xi huan ni a

 

Currently listening:
Stories From The City, Stories From The Sea
By PJ Harvey
Release date: 31 October, 2000
October 19, 2007 - Friday 

hope you two work out

October 18, 2007 - Thursday 

i wanna marry u...

October 17, 2007 - Wednesday 
for douban
October 7, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  depressed

this gre thing's been pushing me to my extremes
it takes most people more than half a year to prepare, but all i got is two months. 2 months for 2 tests, to be exact.
who can help me really, who~

if only...

Currently listening:
Hagnesta Hill
By Kent
Release date: 24 April, 2000
September 11, 2007 - Tuesday 

I'm supposed to be capricious, that what they say about Gemini, right?
But maybe this is too tricky and simply an excuse to be irresponsible.

your choice, your promise, your decision,
your life, anyway

i got it

May 5, 2007 - Saturday 

blog.myspace.com/shapesofdreams   =]

 

May 3, 2007 - Thursday 

updated my cell
however i forgot to save the contact book, so all my contacts' information are gone right now.
please please tell me your phone number, either by means of e-mail, message or whatever~~
keep in touch guys, thank thank u very much

April 23, 2007 - Monday 
--
April 22, 2007 - Sunday 

From the very first day, i never look back.
This is felt like an ultimate universe, like a different planet, the best place you can wake up, and be with everyday.

I wanna keep this expierence alive, in my mind, in my heart, for as long as i can.

I'm not gonna cry.

Never say goodbye, and if i must, do svidaniya~
 
I wish everybody well, and thanks for being there, it's been a great ride.

Goodbye, u made me real proud.

Thank u. it's been awesome.

Thanks to the people who were there, we've had an expeirence of a lifetime.

I hate u, i hate u for leaving me.

U will be sorely missed.

We will remember u, we love u.

It's always gonna be in my heart, it will always live.

I'm gonna miss u.

It's been a great ride, and we hope u've enjoyed it as much as we have.

I'm not gonna say goodbye, i'm just gonna say good luck.

If i have to say goodbye, i will just say thank u.

Thank u for letting me be part of this.

Goodbye.

It couldn't have been any better if it all had been a dream.

Farewell.
Farewell.

We, i, do our best to say, thank u,
we love u for allowing us this time,
and inviting us into your lives.

Currently watching:
Sex and the City - The Complete Series (Collector's Giftset)
Release date: 01 November, 2005
April 20, 2007 - Friday 

Current mood:  cranky

it's just a phase, to be passed.
i ran into Gu the other day, i told him u looked tired, he said so did u.
i know.

i got the discs, the videos, i found myself couldn't manage to finishe them. it did me no good. when i'm not in a great mood, a remorse one rather. or angry. if the ones talking to me right now were actually in front of me, i could scream right to their faces. i wanna get into a fight or something, to release whatever's inside of me. they say hug it out, talk it out, i wanna fight it out....

i guess i need someone to talk to, just don't know who.

memory's a good thing if we don't have to deal with the past.

really cranky

April 20, 2007 - Friday 

if everyone cared

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight
Singing amen, I'm alive
Singing amen, I'm alive


If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died
And I'm singing
Amen I..., I'm alive
Amen I..., I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
Singing amen I'm alive
Singing amen I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

Currently listening:
All the Right Reasons
By Nickelback
Release date: 05 October, 2005
April 19, 2007 - Thursday 

Current mood:not great









sigh,,,,,,so goodbye

Currently listening:
Goodbye My Lover
By James Blunt
Release date: 24 January, 2006
April 18, 2007 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  sick
got up late, missed one class
they said how can u miss a 10 o'clock class, it's not a 8 one.
given the time, i can sleep right to the afternoon~
i told my teacher the truth, he's not mad at me, he just laughed. a considerate teacher, i like that.

i've been watching "sex and the city" again , it's like an addiction. the first time i watched it was like a year and a half ago, and i didn't find it so intersting, but this time i found it fun and funny. p.s. i like Aidan way more than Big. i've always hated arrogant people.

jacky and i had dinner with Wu last night. he's gonna go to Shenzhen soon and he's moving from today. on 28th his band will have their last show on BUPT, they will play songs from NANA. but by then i will have been back home, so surely i will miss that one..... sad


i will miss him, i hate graduate time.
Currently listening:
If Everyone Cared
By Nickelback
Release date: 28 November, 2006