why i'm alive?

for many a people, this is really a puzzled question. the very thing that cause such condition existing is the fact that people are never clarify the meaning of life. they hardly notice the meaningful aspect that they are to their friends, as well as the signeficance that frends are. at any time, there is no unique answer to our question like this"who really cares us?" because the answer lies in our own hands. it all depends on whether we has or not really care our friends, whether we has or  not actually given our emotion on the relationship with our friends.

care the the friends you have, you are cared;

love the people surround you, you are loved.

Yeah,maybe it's really time for me to do something meaningful. Absolutely, I've already realize that I am having very very boring time all these days. Yeah, I must get over all these unbearable difficulties. To conquer all these terrible experience, I ought to make some exact aims or some true but also practical goals which may engage me to lift my sprite. You see, all these days, staying with my "friend", the computer, is nearly my whole life. I did have tried to change this, however, you can ask anybody around who has a computer: if he would be able to put the computer aside which means have a life without the facility of The Internet. How can you image that? Nowadays there are only people who are unable to afford a computer or those who get the pomition to bring their computers to colledge by their parents. One day if you are told that there is one person who has just bought a new computer but is not likely to have very much interest on it, that must be an April fool's joke.

At least, I can learn something on the computer such as how to use the fundamental softs and even the practice of typing letters. So I will and must change all these life style. And I know I will have a life that is unusual and wonderful, distinguishing from others'. So come on Charley, have a steady heart environment and make a wish, make a wish both for those who love you from bottoms of their hearts, and those who you love from the bottom of your heart. And do remember if you can please do not make yourself disappointed. I have a dream…