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Unspoken and unrealised hath my highest hope remained! And there have perished for me all the visions and consolations of my youth!

How did I ever bear it? How did I survive and surmount such wounds? How did my soul rise again out of those sepulchres?

Friedrich Nietzsche - Thus Spake Zarathustra
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Thursday, November 08, 2007 

Current mood:  creative
Category: Writing and Poetry

THE LIBRARIAN'S TALE (Working Title)

 

Although they possessed the strength of iron in both will and body; no member of the Adeptus Astartes since the revered Primarchs had been created from an original form that was perfect in itself.  Rather, they entered the Emperor's service in a form more resembling a rock with the ore of this metal locked inside them. 

 

They had the potential for great strength - but first they needed to be broken down; refined and purged of all imperfections by the flames of battle and the furnace heat of their devotion to the Emperor.  Then this raw material found its mould within the immortal pages of the Codex Astartes, and the rituals of the Chapter of which each Space Marine was a part.

 

To be a Librarian was to be to the light of The Eternal Emperor; as a lightning rod was to the elemental energy that existed in the heavens above many worlds.  The strength and rigidity of the lightning rod; had its reflection in the iron will and faith, that enabled the Librarian to channel His psychic energy in both attack and defence. 

 

This role required perhaps the most rigorous and imperatively arduous indoctrination processes of all.  An impure piece of iron might weaken when the raw power of a bolt of lightning suffused its fabric, causing it to bend and change in shape.  So too may the mind and form of a Librarian become mutated by the raw energy that is the ever shifting warp.

 

At all times during their indoctrination, the Librarians and Chaplains within each Chapter had to scrutinise and evaluate each possible initiate into the Order; penetrating into the deepest recesses of each individual psyche to ensure that their professed bond with the Emperor - no matter how fervently believed - was a thing of truth and not the product of a delusion. 

 

The Emperor's psychic presence within the chaos of the Immaterium, was every bit as alien to this realm as the physical manifestations of Daemon kind were on the physical plane.  Before His Ascension; within the brick and mortar, flesh and steel realm of the Imperium - He was a towering figure who held the fate of all Humanity within his adamant grasp.   Now, interred within the Golden Throne; His fate - and that of the entire species - depended on those He gave all to protect. 

 

Just as His physical form was sustained by the psychic energy of those who commended their lives unto the Golden Throne; so too His psyche drew strength from the faith of untold billions of worshippers on worlds the depth and breadth of the Empire.  Like a sea captain taking shelter in the calm waters of a safe harbour from the perils of a raging storm; the Emperor's mind found protection in the atmosphere of orderly - human - energy that insulated these planets from the madness of the warp.  Here was a place of respite from the denizens of those depths He yet fought.

 

To inspire faith among the civilian populace, it was the Ministorum's obligation to speak of the Emperor's energy within the Immaterium as a boundless network forged from His adamantine will, reaching from planet to planet; forming a bulwark against that nightmare realm and the world of man. 

 

Like gravity, this anchoring property of the Emperor's presence was in truth a pseudoforce.  The network and its protection were real enough; but its strength relied upon belief in this strength.  If they knew it was in truth their own minds stemming the flow of chaos into real space; it was likely this psychic construct would collapse beneath the weight it bore unknowingly.

 

The navigator of a ship plying the chaos of the warp needed to hear the voice of The Emperor to have any hope of reaching safety.   On the battlefield, when both ground and ether were stained with the outpourings of this primal struggle; so too needed a Librarian to be able to discern His voice, His light amidst that cacophony of power; cutting through the shadows like a beacon, the immortal guiding the mortal mind to a place of calm and strength.

 

This was not always easy.  In the darkest times it was akin to standing in the middle of a forest while a gale blew; hearing the false whispers of wind and leaf all around, and trying to discern amidst this confusion the coherent whisper of truth.  Just as the imagination could sometimes cause the anarchic rustling of leaves to seem to mirror human speech; so too it was possible to momentarily discern the illusion of order within the tumult of disorder - and reach out to channel eldritch insanity.  Just like that mirage of cohesiveness, the mind which too rashly bound with that energy was perilously close to dissolution.

 

Difficult enough was it to discern the true golden thread of the Emperor's will amidst the shifting disorder of the Immaterium; through the sediment of primal psychic struggle stirred up by the battle surrounding him.  Manifoldly greater were the risks, when the Epistolary in question came face to face with the incarnate chaos that was a Greater Daemon in material form. 

 

This was the challenge which Jacob found himself faced with, standing on a blasted heath at the heart of the battlefield which was stained dark with the shed blood of both brother and heretic alike - the final proof of the shared humanity of both foes - steaming in the frozen temperatures and reflecting the cold light of this cold world's lone dwarf star.  The sight was at once beautiful and utterly horrific, like the red stained glass on one of Terra's ancient monasteries.

 

"Come now, puny meat thing.  Sense ye not my father's power - the will of Tzeentch shaping the reality of this world even as you stand so powerless upon it?  You mock me even in your presence upon this world!  Would that your weakling Emperor would send a champion capable of besting me. 

 

There is fear in you, Librarian.  Though you try to conceal it behind your righteous façade; all is transparent to me. 

 

You seek the power of the Emperor to smite me, but it is as yet veiled to you.  It is all you can do to shield yourself from the will of Chaos made manifest here.  Why do you fear it - knowest thou not, that you could draw on the very power that feeds me; and destroy me in a single stroke?  Become what you are destined to be, and you shall rise even as I fall."

 

"NEVER!

 

Apothecary, train upon me the Bringer of Rest.  Should my will falter you know what to do - a single shot, through the lobe occipital..."

Thursday, September 06, 2007 

Current mood:Philosophical
Category: Religion and Philosophy

Imagine taking a sheet and stretching it out so it formed a totally flat, four-sided plane; and placing an assortment of marbles of different sizes and weights upon this sheet. If the surface in question was totally solid and non-elastic, like a table top; the results of this exercise would be obvious - all of the marbles, regardless of their size and weight, would all remain exactly where you left them.

However, because we are dealing with a sheet that has been made to provide a flat surface; something interesting happens. The heaviest marbles on the sheet, through their increased weight; would cause the surface of the sheet to sag in places - creating areas of a higher gradient than the flat sheet surrounding them.

The smaller marbles, unable through their weight to create a secure place on the surface of the sheet to maintain their own position; would begin to roll towards the heavier marbles on the sheet and collect around them. They would gravitate towards the heavier marbles.

Perhaps gravity works in a similar way.

Perhaps the fabric of space time stretches in a similar fashion to the fabric of the sheet, only in this case it would be necessary to imagine the effect of the marble's weight on this fabric being exerted not on a single flat plane, but in a sphere of influence.

If time slows down when travelling at the speed of light; because black holes are essentially the opposite of light, when objects are attracted by a black hole could the opposite happen - and could time appear to be speeding up? If this was the case, it could be said that there was a gradient with regards to the length of time the closer you got to the black hole.

Even objects that were travelling at a constant speed measurable in kilometres per second, would in fact be accelerating towards it - because the actual length of a second would be decreasing. Light being drawn into the black hole would be doing the impossible - travelling faster than the speed of light - and yet not so, because it would still be travelling at its maximum speed per second. Only the scale of those seconds would be gradually reduced.

Perhaps the same phenomenon occurs, though on a greatly reduced scale in comparison to a black hole; around anything that possesses sufficient mass to cause such a gradient.

Now returning to the marbles arrayed on the sheet, lighter marbles collecting around those heavy enough to create an indentation in the sheets surface - let us add a second set of objects to this scenario. Imagine taking a number of helium balloons, of various size and degrees of buoyancy; and placing them under the sheet.

In some places, the lifting effect of the balloons would be sufficient to push upwards on the fabric of the sheet with enough force that they would cause its surface to lift upwards. Marbles that weren't heavy enough to retain their position on the sheet, would be pushed away from these uplifted areas caused by the balloons. The balloons would have the opposite effect - pushing the marbles away instead of attracting them.

Perhaps light can be likened to those helium balloons and the effect they exert on the fabric of the sheet, and in turn the fabric of space time. We know that solar sails are capable of being accelerated using the push generated by light alone, so perhaps a similar phenomenon is occurring. Perhaps light is also capable of creating an amount of gradient in space time, but in the opposite fashion of a black hole.

Monday, August 13, 2007 

Current mood:  weird
Category: Religion and Philosophy

In one of his more famous thought experiments, sometimes referred to as the Fletcher's Paradox; Ancient Greek philosopher Zeno asked his readers to visualise an arrow in flight.

He asked them to imagine that the nature of time was not fluid, with every moment flowing smoothly into the next; but that time could instead be broken into a series of infinitely small moments, each existing independently of each other. Instead of moving from point A to point B in an unbroken arc, as one would expect it to travel; at each infinitesimal step of its journey (each individual moment) the arrow was in fact at rest.

Therefore; with the arrow actually remaining stationary through each point during its flight, the motion of the arrow was only an illusion.

Essentially, without realising it; Zeno had asked his readers to imagine one of the most basic concepts of cinematography. If you have difficulty imagining the above paradox, then perhaps it would be helpful to imagine watching a recording of the arrow in flight at the cinema.

Although the arrow flying across the screen appeared to be in motion; this would technically only be an illusion - because this movement relied on twenty two individual frames depicting the arrow flying along its given trajectory, being projected on the screen every second.

When these individual frames are allowed to progress from one to another at a fast enough rate, it is possible to deceive the human eye into believing that the images they hold are in motion. But if you were to take the reel of film out of the projector and look at it, you would in fact realise that even though you had watched an arrow seemingly in flight - the arrow existed only as a series of completely static images, each in a slightly different position to the one before it. It's motion was only an illusion.

Now let us expand our imaginations outwards, from the arrow projected on the silver screen and the illusion of movement it is given by the rapid progression of static images; to encompass the Universe as a whole. Is it possible to imagine a Universe that follows the principles of the Fletcher's Paradox- in which all motion is nothing more than an illusion?

In the case of the Universe, perhaps this concept would best be illustrated not by a series of images on a reel of film - but an altogether lower tech alternative. Imagine a flick book; each page bearing an illustration that has been altered slightly from that precedes it - equally static, but the image coming to life when the pages are turned in rapid succession.

Drawn on those pages are images that stretch from the exact moment in which you sit, reading this text on your computer screen - all the way back to the birth of the Universe and the beginning of time itself. Countless stacked pages, each completely static. Each infinitesimally different from the one before it and after it.

For the sake of argument, let us call the pages that carry that series of illustrations 'dimensions.' Instead of being stacked flatly one on top of the other, like pages in a book; perhaps we can hypothesise that these dimensions grow and spread outwards from a central core, in much the same way as the layers of an onion.

Maybe without even realising it, we are constantly travelling into a new dimension; leaving behind a new copy of ourselves in a preceding dimension with every passing fraction of a second.

While it is possible to imagine an endless series of subtly different Universes stretching back to the beginning of time, each as completely motionless as the illustration on the page of a flick book or a frame in a movie; perhaps time is in fact working differently to this model.

Returning to the cinematic arrow flying across the screen at twenty two frames per second - imagine if, instead of watching an image being projected from a single reel of film; the same footage of the flight of the arrow existed on twenty two separate reels, and each reel was playing a fraction of a second ahead of the one before it. While it would be possible to watch the complete flight of the arrow on any one of these reels, it would also be possible to view the same thing by watching one frame being projected from each reel in sequence.

This would give rise to the possibility of an infinite number of parallel Universes stacked upon each other, each one differing from the one before it only in the minute effects that the passing of an unimaginably small period of time could wreak upon it. Interestingly, perhaps the structure of these parallel Universes is also similar to the nature of a flick book; in that each page exists as an independent entity from the ones before and after it.

If you were to make an alteration to one of the illustrations on one page of the flick book - or even rip the page out completely; in doing so, you would not actually be destroying the book itself. Even if you tore out the very first page of the illustration, it would still exist on subsequent pages within the book. You would not be rendering the rest of the animation within this book impossible, simply by removing that initial image.

Perhaps, should time travel ever become a reality; it will be discovered that the structure of time adheres more to the hypothesis of the Fletcher's Paradox, than to the conventional theories scientists currently adhere to. If through travelling backwards in time, we were in fact visiting a dimension separate to and independent of our own; then ideas such as the "Grandfather paradox" - which hypothesise that if a time traveller killed one of his ancestors, his own existence would be rendered impossible due to the alteration of history and the time continuum - would cease to apply.

Perhaps in committing that act of murder, the time traveller would thereby never be born in the dimension in question - creating an alternate reality - but would not vanish into thin air; because he came from a reality in which he had already been born, and those events had never taken place.

Thursday, August 09, 2007 

Category: Life

In cases where there are significant risks of hereditary congenital conditions or birth defects, would it be possible to use a combination of gene therapy and artificial insemination to:

Allow the medical profession to perform testing on genetic testing on either the sperm or ova (dependant on which parent has a chance of passing on a condition or defect) to ensure they are genetically viable and are free of any significant risk factors;

And if any defects are found to exist in these specimens, perform only the most minute alterations to the genetic structure of the material required, to ensure that the resultant child will be born in good health; before performing in vitro fertilisation and implanting the embryo within the uterus?

This approach would not be comparable to eugenics, with respect to the sum total of the individual's genetic material not being disposed of due to the imperfection of perhaps a mere handful of pairs within their DNA structure. 

It would not use genetic perfection to decide whether a pregnancy is allowed to be carried to term or not - it would only ensure that the resultant life possesses a greater degree of quality than it may have, had this remedial procedure not been carried out.

It would be much easier to alter genes which could cause adversity later on in a human life at the germline stage, rather than waiting for the complete process of human development to take place and then effectively attempting to backtrack by using gene therapy on somatic cells. 

During the process of human development, the entire human body grows from two single cells through a process of cell division and replication. What would happen if, in some cases - in certain areas of a patient's body this process of division and replication was triggered, at a stage where they were no longer necessary and perhaps detrimental to the health of the patient?

We know that the human body possessed this potential for division and replication at the beginning of its development - so is it not possible for this vestigal process to reinitiate itself in some cases?

What hormones and chemicals are being secreted during the process of human development to cause this process to take place, and would it be possible to perform tests on cancer patients to see if there is an abnormal level of these agents?

Cellular replication is a completely natural part of human development, but if rogue cells existed from this period which had not shut down but instead lay dormant before reinitiating this process - the result would perhaps be cancer.

How is the signal given to the cells that comprise the human body, to cease their multiplication when the structure of the human body is complete - and could it be replicated?  If it is some kind of hormonal signal, could this be administered to a patient?

If cancer is indeed caused by rogue cells left over from the human developmental process that have not ceased to divide themselves, perhaps this synthesised approach could offer a way to ensure the cancer is not allowed to progress.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 

Current mood:  exanimate
Category: Writing and Poetry

THE NATURE OF THE QUANTUM CONSCIOUSNESS

Energy is all around us, and it is a part of us. Regardless of its precise physical properties or any other qualities which allow us to discern one particle of matter from another, it can nevertheless be said that everything in existence within the Universe is composed of energy. It is only how this energy has been assembled on an atomic level that influences what this energy has become, and what physical form it has taken on.

Just as every particle of matter shares a single unifying factor in that it is an assembly of energy; it can also be said that once it has come to exist within the Universe, all matter shares a common destiny. Once energy has entered the Universe, it does not cease to exist. Having been created; it continues to be, perpetually. However, it may cease to exist in the form it once knew.

If you were to take a deck of cards in your hands, and scatter those fifty-two individual cards upon a table; you would be aware at an elementary level, that what you saw on that table top was still a deck of cards. Instead of existing as a single entity as they had before, they would now be spread further apart - but still being able to see each constituent card, you would know it was a complete deck.

The same is true of those changes in state we must rely upon our imagination, rather than the naked eye to visualise. Take a piece of wood and throw it in the fire, and it will burn away. It would be tempting to say that the wood has ceased to exist, as it is no longer retains the same form and structure it possessed when we committed it to the flames.

But the energy that made up this piece of wood has not been destroyed. It has only changed. Some of the energy would have been released as fire. Some as smoke. Some of it would have turned into ash. But still, the energy that it was made from remains in this Universe. In this sense, the wood continues to exist.

On a physical level, reincarnation is a very real phenomenon. Every human being, every animal, every plant - is composed of atoms that have been circulating and recirculating upon this planet ever since the birth of the Earth itself.

The saying "There is nothing new under the Sun" is all too true in this case.

But on another level, this saying is inaccurate. Because every man, woman and child has the ability to create something that this Universe has not seen before. Something totally unique. Each of us has access to, and contributes to; a limitless and unique font of energy - our thoughts.

The human body is basically like an organic machine. It relies on electrical impulses in order to function and regulate itself. The human brain - and the brain of every living creature - could be described as the computer which has supreme control over these processes. To do this, it uses and produces energy - and this energy signature is totally unique to each individual; like a fingerprint.

If the frequencies possessed by the electrical impulses that travel within the human brain during the course of its everyday work can be measured and displayed by monitoring equipment; is it out of the question to hypothesise that in some way, the human brain is broadcasting a signal in a similar fashion to a radio transmitter?

Where does the energy expended by the brain during the process of giving birth to our thoughts go? One thing can said with a degree of certainty - it does not disappear completely - because that's not what energy does. Once it is created, it always exists - only its form changes. But what form does it take?

I personally adhere to the hypothetical existence of the collective or 'quantum consciousness.' The mental energy generated by every living thing could, with reference to this hypothesis; be likened to a drop of water. Every lake, every river and ocean is alike in that it is made of countless individual droplets that fell from the sky; and this liquid follows a perpetual cycle of evaporating and being reformed, falling again as individual droplets which rejoin the collective whole.

This mental energy could once again be likened to water with respect to the fact that, over a long period of time spent travelling along the path which possesses the least resistance; it is capable of forming channels and networks along which it may flow at a greater rate, which in turn goes some way towards determining the path that succeeding droplets of water will follow during their existence.

Could every brain within the human race be linked together on an unconscious level, to be operating like some kind of massive organic wireless network? And as a result of this circulation and recirculation of energy; could this be shaping the collective consciousness of humanity - and to some extent the reality we share?

Now, on the big picture - one person thinking a certain thought is equivalent to the amount of electricity you would need to run a light bulb. But a million or even a billion people all thinking the same thought at the same time…

Well, that's a different picture.

If that many people think about the same thing during a given period of time - sooner or later it's going to become real. Somebody will write it down. Somebody will make it. That thought's just going to have to be born some way, somehow. Patiently eroding away the rock of impossibility that serves to impede its flow, this stream of thoughts - of energy - follows the path of least resistance.

But I don't think it ends there.

I believe that as well as a recycling of thought; every emotion, every desire and longing, every aspect of the human experience - is likewise being recirculated through this network.

And similar to the process of filtering and refiltering a solution in order to be left with a more concentrated, distilled product - so too is our own collective consciousness evolving as it permeates us. Circulating and recirculating.

I believe our minds are being shaped by this process. But not only our minds. I believe this process is shaping our physical forms also. Perhaps this process of sharing and refining energy, is responsible for the evolution of all living things.

I believe in reincarnation, although perhaps not in the accepted sense of the word. Because I do not believe that when we die; we return to the world in another body, as a complete entity. I believe our mental energy rejoins the source from which we were created, and circulates freely amongst this network.

Perhaps to use a recycling analogy; if you recycle a plastic milk bottle, and it is melted down with others and made into new ones - then that plastic is a part of every new milk bottle to be created. In a sense, the old bottle still exists; but none of them is the old bottle. They are all something new.

Monday, August 06, 2007 

Category: Writing and Poetry

A Visitor in the Night

My earliest real memory - which I would define as being a tangible, indelible impression which is not subject to the same kind of distortion that most recollections of the past inherit over time; parts of them worn smooth like stone after much handling… Is of something which happened when I could have been no more than five years old.

It is difficult to pinpoint exactly when in my life the event took place. It is a lonely island in my mind, with no contemporaries by which to judge its position. The seas of time surrounding it, stretch featurelessly to the distant horizon. The only thing I can say with absolute conviction is this - it happened.

I'm not sure exactly how to categorise my experience. Perhaps if I were a man of faith I would call it a vision. Others amongst you would most likely choose to do as I have done myself have done - and place as mundane a label as possible on what for me was an extraordinary - and perhaps - life changing experience.

On that night when I was five years old, I had a nightmare.

I use the term 'nightmare' not to describe that which is defined on Wikipedia as "dreams of particular intensity, with content that the sleeper finds disturbing, related either to physiological causes, such as a high fever, or to psychological ones, such as unusual trauma or stress in the sleeper's life..."

No. I refer instead to the original, more arcane definition of the word - which can also be found on the page I have provided a link to. Because long ago the word 'nightmare;' referred to what Mary Shelley would later refer to in her own writing as a 'waking dream.' The present day term for what I experienced would be 'sleep paralysis.'

On that night almost twenty four years ago; I experienced what a certain Doctor Johnson classified over a century ago in his Dictionary of the English Language as a sense of:

"morbid oppression in the night, resembling the pressure of weight upon the breast."

Furthermore, I distinctly remember that during this experience of helplessness; as I lay there in what should have been the reassuring environs of my bedroom - my mind seemingly alert but my body unresponsive… I was not alone.

Forgive me - dear reader - for being unable to describe the appearance little girl whose presence I divined on that night; in any great amount of detail. Hanging in the gallery of my memories - hers has always borne more in common with a painting rendered by an impressionist, than the painstaking work of a portraitist.

Suffice it to say that I remember an air of innocence surrounding her - an impression that was reinforced by the simple white dress in which she was arrayed. She had a beautiful face; long dark hair; and could have been no more than ten years of age.

What I do remember clearly is two simple words this young girl - who was somehow there with me, and yet nowhere at the same time - said to me as I lay unable to move or do anything but pay heed to her message.

"Help me…"

To this day, I am unable to make sense of what I experienced on that night so long ago. I am unable to ignore it - just as I am unable to understand it. But as a result of that; I have lived thus far with the belief that some day, I may be able to help someone.

This feeling, this sense of obligation; has had a steadying effect on my life. I have used it to balance myself; as a tightrope walker uses a pole, to prevent himself from falling from his tenuous path into the darkness below.

I find it hard to accept that such a beneficent thing is nothing more than the product a child's delusions.

Friday, August 03, 2007 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Religion and Philosophy

First, the question must be asked. What is the maximum possible density that matter is capable of attaining in this Universe, and what happens to it once this threshold has been reached? If there is a maximum possible density that matter can attain, how does this play into the Big Bang theory?

A possible way to supplement the Big Bang theory could be to think of it as being the same as the rather smaller bang you experience when you blow a bubble using bubblegum.

If when the Universe was being formed; it grew outwards as a series of layers as new matter was formed at the centre of the Universe and new elements forced to bind with the existing elements, thereby creating successively denser ones… What would happen when the outermost layer of this phenomenon I shall refer to as the Omniverse reached its critical density - the Universal threshold above which matter is physically unable to rise?

It can be theorised that, with the lack of any further way to expand - the lighter elements forming at the heart of the Omniverse (it can be theorised that Hydrogen would have been a major catalyst) had nowhere to expand outwards to. After a cataclysmic increase in pressure, these light elements may have been forced together in a massive fusion reaction. This could well have been the explosion that triggered the Big Bang.



However, there could be another force at work at the exact same time. If light elements can produce a fusion reaction that is capable of releasing energy; then it could be theorised that the superdense elements at the outer shell of the Omniverse, having reached the maximum possible density attainable by matter within this Universe - did the opposite and imploded, becoming a self-perpetuating reaction which absorbed energy. Otherwise known as a Black Hole.

When the Big Bang occurred, perhaps pieces of this outlying layer of impossibly dense matter were thrown out in every direction at the speed of light - along with a massive surge of liberated hydrogen, and a shower of fragments of those multilayered elements that existed between the lightest and densest extremities of the Omniverse.

This means that black holes and superdense matter would be a completely common occurrence within the Universe. It also means that there could be another explanation for how planets are formed.

Perhaps there is in actuality a piece of this super dense matter at the heart of every planet; too small to form the singular gravitational effect we know as a black hole, and yet large enough to attract and compress the matter surrounding it to form the core and surrounding layers of each planetary body.

Perhaps the nature and size of a planet relies jointly upon the size of this central core and the amount of gravitational pull it is capable of exerting, and the specific nature of the far flung elements surrounding it.

it is known that even in the vacuum of space, hydrogen is the most abundant element in the Universe; so in those regions where there existed little other competing matter to be drawn towards the core (hydrogen is the lightest element and would therefore be among the final elements to be attracted,) it is possible to imagine stars being formed - their fiery hearts kindled by the fusion of hydrogen atoms as they were forced together by the massive gravity of the core.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007 

Category: Art and Photography

Monday, July 30, 2007 

Category: Writing and Poetry

REALITY - THE HALL OF MIRRORS

This whole world is like a hall of mirrors
And what we read into the things we see around us
Tells us less about the nature of the world
Than the nature of ourselves as we look upon it
We see only a reflection of what we desire or expect to see
Even if we are not conscious of this desire or expectation
We are like bats sending out our own energy and navigating using reflected echoes
Even if it is something we hate or fear that we perceive
It makes little difference because we are seeing an aspect
Of ourselves reflected in the world that we ourselves hate or fear
And when faced with these things it is wisest
For us to try to alter the frequencies we send out to find our way around
In order for us to receive an image that is more appealing to ourselves
Rather than try to rectify the situation by attacking it or taking a destructive approach
As it is ultimately ourselves that we are attacking and attempting to destroy

Through this process we have the ability to either lift ourselves up
Or drown ourselves all using the power of our minds
In this way the world as a singular thing does not exist
But it is in fact a simulacrum of six billion individual worlds
All coexisting and overlapping with each other
And this is natural
It is unnatural to expect one thing to have the same meaning
To all people
Because without the chaos of the myriad different perceptions of reality
Human evolution and civilisation as we know it would have been an impossibility

It is acceptable to show others what you believe your reality is or could be
Because they are able to take this insight and meld it with their own
Share their own perception with you and vice versa
So that you may both walk away with a greater understanding of the world and yourselves
Having once looked through one eye
And being given greater depth of vision with a second perspective
Both perceptions of reality still as unique as your fingerprints
But intertwined and reborn as the child of two minds

But it is deplorable for one person to tell another that their idea of the truth is all there is
And declare that any other version of this truth is wrong
If it does not match up with what is expected
And as such should be purged and replaced with the accepted norm
This is like a virus that ceaselessly replicates itself at the cost of healthy cells
Weakening the host and eventually leading to the death
Of the diversity and imagination that has kept us alive for so long
To do so is to create a race of Cyclopes
Living in a two dimensional world without the ability to perceive any greater depth
Teetering on the edge of blindness

Saturday, July 28, 2007 

Category: Writing and Poetry

DOMESTICATED HUMANS

Are there any humans out there anymore?
Real people who think for themselves
Wild souls
Who haven't been domesticated
And turned into trained animals
Broken in and taught to perform tricks
Like writing verbatim essays about what they're told
About the workings of life the universe and everything
Never for a second stopping to think that maybe
All this so-called regurgitated wisdom could be wrong
And they should trust their own perceptions
Be the first for generations to trust and see for themselves
Before they purge themselves of themselves
Delete their identities to become blank slates
For the reproduction of the scripture of the machine
And spend their lives running in their treadmills
As they have been bred to do
Powering the life support systems of the bloated corpse
Of a society that should have been food for maggots long ago
Obediently creating nuclear families
So that their children and their children's
Can be born into the service of a monster
Branded with a number like cattle
All the better that they can be found and fed upon

These animals look down on me
I am poor in circumstance but rich in self
While they got their thirteen pieces of silver
In exchange for the sale of their souls
And disguise their inner poverty with material wealth
But I laugh at them inside
Because one day the eyes that look down on me
Will look up at me as if from severed heads lying in streets
As they run like headless chickens
Because the sky has fallen
The farm has burnt down
The shepherd has been revealed as a wolf
Met his rightful fate before the axe
And the world is once more a place for humans
Not trained animals

Currently listening:
Believe
By Disturbed
Release date: 17 September, 2002