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Friday, March 03, 2006 
For some people, it's hard to say no to a request by someone they love. Even if they consciously disagree to the request, they'd act it out just so for the happiness of their love.

But after a repetition of this submission, they begin to close their true selves off and replace it with a fake persona that exists for the sole purpose pleasing their significant other - in other words, their love isn't genuine.

So take this thought to heart - when you really love someone, don't ask for much. Because if they really love you, the gifts will come when you least expect it.



I can't seem to get any work done anymore.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 

Current mood:  blank

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

=edit=

Must have...
Interface splitting doohickey



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Currently reading:
Antony and Cleopatra (Folger Shakespeare Library)
By William Shakespeare
Release date: 01 January, 2005
Friday, June 24, 2005 

Current mood:  aggravated

Ugh... MySpace has html code haters. Every time I try to edit an entry the codes disappear.

So anyway... I guess I'll just use this to spew random thoughts out... since I *don't* already do that in the other two blogs *ahem*... But I really just started this to be able to talk to other people on MySpace... since there are so many of you...[who left your xanga's alone... ditchers!...]

Yep. I'm downloading ThizLinux right now. CD1 is 1.24gb, and it's going to take 92 hours to completely download at 4.0 kb/s. Why is it downloading so slowly? Because it's coming from Hong Kong. Yes. I'm importing it all the way from Hong Kong. Direct. Through the miles and miles of wiring under the sea. Why is it so slow? Can't it speed up a little? Why didn't they just BT it like all the other free programs? It'd cut down on their bandwidth costs. It'd certainly benefit both parties. I'd get my ThizLinux faster, and they'd get to pay a LOT less to distribute their craftsmenship. SO much more beneficial. Ugh. 92 hours. That's like... 3 days. No. More than three days. Like 4. Minus 4 hours. So many fours. That's like... bad luck. Is that a sign? No, it isn't. I should go sleep. But I can't. Because the computer has to be on so the DAMN thing can finish downloading. HURRY! SPEED UP! It's not listening to me. 3.6 kb/s. It slowed down. Now it's at 101 hrs. Is it trying to drown me in its unepitomizing evilness? Ugh. My eyes are turning red with anger. Or drowsiness. From lack of energy. It's 2330 right now. I want to go to sleep. Let me sleep. Please? If I ask nicely will you speed up? 3.4 kb/s. OMG...

My brain hurts. And my wrists. I'll stop typing now.
Good night, everybody!
And good night, yellow eyed PC!

Nobody's seen my computer before, huh? You should. And then you'll figure out why I can't just sleep with the computer on. It watches you when you snore.

Okay now I'm really gonna go.
Like right now.
DAMMIT! 3.1 kb/s

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005 

Current mood:  bored

So bored... so very, very bored...
And since I'm too lazy to keep typing up all the crap for these little boxes

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Currently listening:
Evolution
By Ayumi Hamasaki
Release date: 27 February, 2001
Tuesday, June 21, 2005 

=_=; Yes... another blog... but that's ok, right?
And surprisingly, it has more features than xanga.
Or maybe it's because it's that premium stuff that new people get.

Hot cha... at least it's green this time haha...
I still needa change the profile colors tho =_=;
I'll spend some time figuring that out tomorrow.
For now, sleep.

After I change this color scheme.

I wonder if anyone found this thing yet.
Hrm.... 

How shall I fill this gap?
I know! More lyrics!



I Will
Sowelu

* afuredasu namida nara  ima wa tomenakute ii
kanashimi no saigo ni wa  hikari ga sashikomu hazu
  If the tears begin to overflow, it's ok not to stop them
  In the sad end, the light should come through

Stay...

sou, onaji kimochi shinjiteta
keshita MEMORI-  mitsumeteta
ima anata ni aenai kedo
setsunai omoi kakushite
tsuyoku nareru, motto tashikamete yuku no
  Yes, I believed in the same feelings
  I was looking for the memories that disappeared
  I can't meet you right now, but
  I can hide my sad feelings
  and become strong; I will go on making sure that I do

* repeat

** isogisugite  kowashite kita mono
torimodosu no  watashi rashiku aruku tame ni
  I take back the things that are rushed too much & broke
  in order to walk like myself

nee, mata anata ni au toki wa
saki ni "sayonara" iwasete
shinjite iru  kitto atarashii ashita wo
  Hey, when I meet you again
  I believe that you'll let me say "goodbye" first
  I'm sure that there will be a new tomorrow

*** mayowazu ni aserazu ni  sugite yuku jikan wa
yasashisa ni kawatteku  itami mo wasurenai
  The time that passes by without being lost, without being
  impatient turns into kindness; I won't forget even the pain

mujaki sugite kizutsuita kokoro wo
dakishimeru no umarekawaru jibun no tame ni
  I hold onto my painful heart that is too innocent
  for the sake of my new-born self.

I will...

*, ***, ** repeat

I will


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