After many times and many relationships gone bad....I keep asking myself these questions these days........

Am I giving too much?

Am I expecting too much:

Am I too willing to sacrifice what I have for someone?

Do I try too hard to make it work?

Am I too serious?

Should I rather play?

When will it be real?

Can it be real?

Is there someone out there who shares my views?

Those are some of the many questions that keeps me awake at night...... I don't expect anything from anyone, just that one would accept me for who I am, as I accept and respect everyone for who they are......

Just a small thought.......

I dunno if I should even post this, it's a little something written by a friend in the event of death grasping on another......

The Web of Lies - Neels Jordaan

are we part of a divine breed?

or are we living just for greed?

time melts away in this living inferno

trapped by a cause that we once understood

we get emotional and start relying on god's everlasting love without paying the bill.

but we are afraid...afraid we get too close to reality and start differing away from both......

in loving memory....

In the event of death, most of us tend to lose perspective and focus on caring for one another, I know, I've been there way too many times, when we lost Gustaf earlier this year, many of our friendships has fallen apart, and we'd rather keep it that way, because it would simply be hard to look one another in the eye, feeling guilt because you weren't there for them when you were supposed to be, in this case, it would've been his birthday on Monday (20-08), It would be hard to do what I have planned, but I decided to visit his family, who need it, and get a lot of friends together to make peace with the idea of never seeing him again, to finaaly get to the point of saying our final farewells, I've been there for many friends as much as I can find time, death comes swiftly it doesn't wait.............