poetic genius / rhymesoulnice / d-cipher / big skillet  (in this order)

Thanks to Big skillet poetic genius and Cypher for doing this
collab you guys are all talented much respects to each of you
© 2009-Rhymesoulnice/BIG SKILLET/Poetic Genius/Cypher
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That complexion of mine
Slowly starts to linger
Covering the perimeter
From that certain point in a
Memorable time one has had
a long time ago
Resting in a specific area
 Seen there in the backs of a state of mind
Feeling the very definition played out  in the
Reach of arms
Almost coming to life right in front of
That frigid air that happens to block out
Anything from view
any sense of reality starts to fade away
up towards that promised land Coming back from
a relentless punch one single letter at a time
Beaten and bruised thoughts laid out in confusion
Bold lips busted up deep with those thoroughly executed
Combined with well orchestrated cuts from side to side
A quick in take is performed with no mistake made
To calculate that exact second
Secretly forming an alluring expression
Inside the depths of  speech 
it starts to have that slight
switch of a personal emphasis
Towards a life time commitment
In a request to achieve that  first step
Towards a higher entity never losing focus
Directed towards that main goal in life
Rising back up from a personal downfall
This is a never ending feud  from aspiring minds
They instantly collide three hundred sixty five days at a time
Reconnecting with lines after lines chosen from the bottom up
Such a paradox to be uncovered unlike no other anyone will ever see
The intensity of articulation pulsating through  a determined flesh
To have that chance to be at the very top of constant creativity  one has
To learn how to fall over and over again to be able to raise to the occasion  of 
that unspoken  intellectual  persuasion

© 2009-Rhymesoulnice
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© 2009-Rhymesoulnice/BIG SKILLET
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thanks to Big skillet for sharing your ink with me
definitely enjoy writing with you ..

plz stop by and show him some love as well thank you everyone

Those precious moments
carefully watched from the distance
eyes shut remembering when
listening close to those tiny foot steps
darting across the room
finding their secret hiding place
trails of a toddler's tornado
is left behind
imprints of cuteness felt across
many smiles for miles
it never stops not even for
a seconds breath taken
tickles of baby talk as
one enjoys that invisible cup of tea
past the cookies please
gibberish screams
NO!!!!!! go away
bye bye running
with high heels
watch them fly
a miniature super woman
lips stick reapply
with grace on an adorable
face
devious grin
with a mass of mascara hysteria
funny antics
are always felt from a distance
left alone in their own little world
with hairs of curls standing on top
of the world
(get off the dinner table!) LITTLE GIRL!
brat face batting beautiful eyes
finding her place to hide as she
continues to reapply her mothers make-up
for the fourth time
a moment is shared and cherished for a life time
of her irreplaceable face

© 2009-Rhymesoulnice
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 Dedicated to my three year old niece

Riding to survive (my four year cancer free anniversary)


where do I go from here
for nobody new my pain
lost in my own universal life
I felt so dead and drain
four years to this very day
I almost witness that light in the dark
         of my last days
way above my mind
a faint whisper would call
out just for me
cut deep down in the depths of my
self
I knew
that it was not the
place I wanted to be
It was not my time yet
for I have faced death
already
walking in the shadows of sin
where do I even begin spineless
worth I still remain tall
with every last dropping breath
I took that day
trembles of life 
four years to this very day
I would never have thought
that I would ever see another face
in the sky
crying out loud
destiny fell right through
that single cloud
waiting just for me
droplets of determination
speared straight through
weaken chest
   unfolding before my dark
brown battered eyes
there was a test of shattered times
      a constant watched just to see
           where would I go
wondering where would I ever be 
      echoes of solitary rhymes
would be gone in a matter of seconds
living a long side an illness
that grew by the minute
I still continued to count down
to the very last lung capacity hour
that I would ever devour
having lost of power
where was that suggestion
I questioned
the demon living inside
does he really exist
I felt so lonely through my eyes
a soul aches to cry
four years to this very day
that same soul still continue grieve
for the very life I received
no one would have ever believed
in the beat of my own
heart bares that very seed
that I have painstakingly
planted on the grounds I
stepped on as the years gone by
still wondering if I would be alive
there it grew inside of me
the absolute backbone
to my very life
lifting me through
constant vulnerable journey
I continue on strong exploring
in that open field
on my hands and knees
I crawl amongst the treacherous wave
for four years to this very day
my eyes began to reach out into the world
blinking for guidance that devotional voice
gave me that confidence to know
where exactly I should go
to here and beyond four I have
lived this long
from now on nothing will ever
go wrong as the tides I ride
kept me strong for this long
© 2009-Rhymesoulnice
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HAppy mothers day everyone , today is very special to me
not only do I get to share mothers day but today also marks
the 4 anniversary of my cancer being in remission

I was diagnosed with first stage hodgkins lymphoma
cancer of the thyroid gland that affects the lymphatic system
that fights off infections
I discover a lump on the right side of my neck December 22,2003
It took me a year and a half to get correctly diagnosed with cancer
I spent 8 weeks going through chemotherapy and radiation treatment
I was told if i were to wait another year the cancer would have
spread all around my throat area covering my adam's apple causing me
to literally choke to death and that I would have not lived to see 30
and I am 29 years old . I was also born with a birth defect im partially paralzyed from
my waist down I have spinalbifida .I have had over 45 operations in my life and three of them were operations on my brain and at one point I was blind for an hour and forty-five minutes. I stood up and walked for the first time with a walker and brace at the age of 21 after spending seven months hospitalized to have my feet corrected straighten
out
I walked out of the hospital
I would not have been here today
if it was not for my family and friends love and support
to get me through this .I thank you from the bottom of my heart
thank you for letting me share this moment with everyone
 your love and friendship support means the world to me

Free fall to the unspoken universe
carefully watched as each
downward motion leaves its mark
smacked dab in the middle of her
compassionate breasts
risking it all as I continue to fall
just waiting for that moment to be
nestle in her arms
plunging through those
very breath she took
I caught a glimpse of her strength
a living testament seen
on blood splattered stones
hitting close to home
her legacy laid under exploding roads
through the open valley's of her wounds
a lasting trail of her soul followed soon
signing her life on the grounds she grew up on
she started to run the distance dodging death
with sweat and endless tears near and dear
shedding the loss of skin through Napalm fields
laid still under the night inside her Anna Jarvis eyes
she continued to harvested many lives especially mines
lifeless and almost gone forever
without a trace of a familiar face
leaving it all behind
only to find below that
blood shot eyes of the blistering sun
there is no end to her life
for it has only just begun
tears cascading from the skies
nursing this world back to life 
she was found a child of innocence
through Autumns meadow
she became someone’s
sister, friend, wife, and mother
coming straight from a world of tomorrow
I lived through it today as I still find myself
fallen inside of a daydream
there I sat although alone
admiring her face through the winds
she was the strength that made me
see what I have become in a matter of time
experiencing the changes of seasons
right through my open mind
with my head held high above Heavens brume
I have seen it all for she was my unfading thought
to appreciate what I got for what she had lost long ago
I still noticed in her eyes
she still continues to grow
the more I become
that very life in her eyes
of what she has always
wanted me to have lived and for that
I would continue to fall out of this world
just for her and stand back up
in another life time and remember what would it be like
to grow up with nothing and be born into something to someone
she is my one thing the meaning to my life and so
Here I lay twenty-nine years to the day coming face to face
to the birthplace to where It all began asleep in my mothers arms
falling from her face and onto mines I felt her love
for the very first time I knew I was alive
when I cried out for mother twenty-nine
endless cries.
© 2009-Rhymesoulnice
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