so it took for ever but we got our new car today and it is awsome!!!!

we got a G6 GTP. Its an 07 but the odd thing is that it is new...i have no idea why the still had it on the lot. It has everything you could want in a car.

well we love it ,

white with tan and black leather...sun roof..xm...heated seats..six cd

anyways....

happy new car

so that is my status given to me by my owner on own my friends ap. i think some one is mad at me.....hey it cool though i think everyone is a mess in one way or another.

 so peeps asked me about why my status on my page says " is trying to stay in my own yard" it just means that i am working really hard to try and stay out of other people buss. Not any easy thing for me to do, but i have been getting alot better about it. I still need to get better about it.

So i was watching power walking in beiging. It is so funny looking. They look like funny little ducks and the have people who have to watch it and make sure that the power walkers dont cheat and start running/ jogging.

oh i love the odd sports

its late i cant sleep

fucking sucks

big time

bored

just a mess

i dont know.

so this weekend i went home to cali. it was nice , i spent alot of time with my family and also with some old friends. it was really nice to get to hang out with my cousin. She is so awsome these days. my stepfather still drives me crazy.

it was nice to get back home. My puppy missed me alot which was nice.

i got alot ooooo thinking to do right now about the people who are in my life, which is so hard for me to do. I dont know how to stop being friends with someone. I feel so bad and i really like them i just feel that they are sometimes harmful to me.

so it was odd to be back home a part of me feels like it is still home while the other part feels weird there and that texas is my home. I feel kinda trapt between two worlds.

crazy crazy crazy meeeee

crazy whore crazy whore crazy whore