Well it seems the Island View restaurant C&G's has recently lost damn near
their entire staff, they've fired 13 severs and 1 manager for comp fraud,me and
another guy named Patrick and Marley and Debby are all that remain from the
initial crew, I swear I've seen at least 50 of them go, losing their jobs for a few
extra bucks, I don't get it. We make good $ money, its a greedy fk who has to
steal with what we make.I just could'nt believe there was so many of them doing
it, fkn blows my mind. Hate to see some of ya go, but you cant steal from a casino(well not for long).Keep your heads up though, its a tough world but you'll be fine,take heed to the fact that your name is all you got,you know that thing you walked all over on the way out.Now you got all these pecker heads looking at us, like yall must've known what was going on, I've seen enough of em go where I'm
fully aware of how their doing it, but I've never been any part of it. Gotta have
principles,ironically prison gave me those.Now we're all under the microscope, frankly its some disrespectful bull shit you ask me, should acknowledge the rareness of my non stealin ass rather than assume just cause I got a record I did it too, that I'm just slick, prove it, or stfu, it feels more like a police station down there than it does a job lately, but hey you got to pay the bills right?
All I know is that the TRUTH is powerful and it will always shine bright in the
end, assume what you will, but the burden of proof is on you.

I found out recently, a good friend of mine was murdered in prison, he was like me (SCR). He was killed because he stood up for what he believed in and I'll do my best in these small paragraphs to exault this brother to his proper placement, he was a visionary, saw all the flaws in what we call organization, tried to make an impact on the nation. But we squashed him out, because change scares the rank, they thought he was after their status, my boy just wanted to implement the love we say we have for each other, handing me a shank and tellin me take care of bre is not love. Thats me handling your business where your biatch ass cant, he took the shirt off his back for you mutha fkrs and if I ever hit that land again, I'm gona cleanse it with your blood, Kaos was the toughest meat head fkr I've ever met,
he had to be, he took yall on, but we know how you kick it, like a thief in tha night. I dont agree with what yall call righteous anymore, all that power has gone to your fkn head and if catch a case, I'm gona honor my friend and brother by crucifying the rank from the top down. So send your lame ass do boys, I'm no longer one of them, or atleast I dont answer to you, your in a cage biatch, your never gettin out, think on that for a second Yank. You know best that I dont start shit I handle it, its time you come out of the clouds and realize you bleed too son,
and by god you will, via a scroll or my own hand. O they hate you, their just scared of ya, take away that fear and give them a righteous cause and guess what, thats that ass.It's time we take your gavel and beat you with it, your bad representation of us, its time we see that. I'm that whisper in every 10-2's ear
to take your head, you fkd with the right one. On everything I love, your days are numbered, all nations are about to converge on you hoe.I hope you cry like a biatch when them jukes come for that ass, you weak pussy mutha fkr, mark my words.

You know ppl have their ideas of things, you know ppl who count, they wear gowns and make laws, you know em. But looked at more closely their reasoning is not for the best intrest of society, but rather what is more lucrative for their realms. Take for example the obvious fact of why marijuana is illegal,hmmm you cant fkn tax it, you now how hard it is to harvest tobacco,but you can grow weed with ease and they wont stand for that.Alcohol is the ultimate hitman, wackin ppl left and right, it makes you ten feet tall and bullet proof, when is that ever good?Potheads dont resort to violence as quickly as ur average bar fly, I mean wtf, "I'm gona cut u man as soon as I cut some cheese for these crackers" lol. Very seldom does it happen, I mean theres some gang bangers in tha hood who smoke blunts and do drive bys but thats a rare breed, its not tha herbs their just crazy.England decided awhile ago to lighten up on things,we need to wise up and quit letting these law makers pimp us out. Corporate america makes me sick, cause theirs to few a mutha fkr sitting at the top, its more cut throat than prison,
ppl need to open their eyes and atleast acknowledge that this is why, rather than follow suit like a good biatch, "O ok whatever tha fk u say " dont be their biatch.
Fire it up, find a happy place lmfao, rather than drink yourself  sloppy and get your ass beat to sleep somewhere and robbed, fk all that right.Speaking of I had a guy try to rob me the other day, went in the store to buy a pack of smokes, pulled out a fat knot of $ and dude was peepin me out from the side, he left back out the store. When I came out and walked over to my car, he was standing there talking bout " hey man you still work at the grand" b4 I could say "naw man never have" he yanked this crome 380 out his pants sayin " give me that" I'm like "give u what"
lol. Lucky I left my shit cranked, its a stick, I had opened my door got in b4 his pistol yank, I noticed his finger way away from the trigger, this gave me respect for the gun, yet his hesitance fed me, so I bucked, "fk u man get off me" pokin my head with muzzle of tha shit. Going for my pockets, I'm choppin his wrist away and bam I slam it in reverse, pop tha clutch, fellas hung in the door, Lmfao, slam the brakes and catapult his ass, he slid on that concrete for about ten yards,tore the hide of his hands arms and knees,lucky he didnt have the balls to shoot me,I made a good call,or rather I'm still here. Guess where his leper lookin ass is LOL, I wanted to stop him and give tha fkr some pointers lol,this is not how u do it fella lol. Anyway, bud saved me that night,why you ask>? It unlocks the mind, takes the oblivious thinker and gives them a methodical mode, I solved my problem, which was a light finger biatch with a gun in my face.Yet thats probably more me than weed, lol, but hey yall get off my girl Maryjane, I'm out.

You might not have noticed but I'm an excon, I've spent most of my coherent life behind bars, might say I know that world best, not proud of it, it just is what it is. I see all these guys I used to know from inside getting out, only to find a gautlet thats allmost sure to send them back, without family, without ppl who care, odds are slim that they will make it. Theres the battle of getting a good job, the catch 22 of saying you've been convicted of a felony and them not calling, or lying and saying that you havent only to get the job and be fired when the background shows up. Some of these career criminals dont deserve shit, but some of em do, we all make mistakes, after pickin produce in the fields of parchman, fighting somebody elses wars for them and watching calenders fall off tha fkn wall, we get out and face this ridicule to no end. Noone cares, we cant get an apartment (well not a good 1) I mean we cant work at fkn mickey d's, thats crazy. The so called programs they have for us are in limbo due to lack of funds, how does that help my fella who paroled out yesterday. Whats that saying to him, srry sir get it how you know, mind you, most these guys are sportin a 5th grade education and a PHD in street ability. Yeh, the most taken for granted power in the world is the power of choice, yet when all your options are the wrong direction, what are you left with. I'm sick of seeing it, its inspired me to try to help them in some way, maybe some kind of transition center, actual help you know?

The majority of these men and women have children, if the icon of their past is plenty for you to cast them aside, think of their little ones, think of your own, dont they deserve a fighting a chance, if not for themselves, their families. Trust what I say, prison was enough for them, here they are free again, only to be imprisoned by societies ridicule. I speak on behalf of those who didnt get ruined in there, who still have their minds, wants, and dreams and know that they're better because of the things they now know, the thresholds they may have had to cross to stay alive.
If I could go back,I would'nt change a thing, all the wars, stabbings,murders. They strengthened me, molded the solid rock that will not break and at the very least has empowered me to help my fellow man and not take for granted the most  minuscule things.Everyones kin to, or atleast knows someone who wears the shoes I speak of, dont be so quick to say its easy man whats the problem, because I dont have the time or the justifiable words to convey to you just how uneasy it is, so I suggest instead that you inspire the strength that is in him/her to
overcome these odds.