This maybe my last blog until after 2012 cause the Shadow government knows everything about every individual(s) thought processes from the time they were born to the time they expire in life. In order to comprehend some of my blogs, I would not doubt it that some computer savvy nerds retrieved all of my previous blogs in which I had some deleted starting with me being a blogger under former website Teegeeack.com and alienufo.org, etc., (and earlier) which has been shut down by the NSA. Another thing about the huge massive recall of Toyota is probably due to not the brake/floor mat problems, etc., but mostly has to do with some electrical problems due to design flaws pertaining to configurating frequency flows I think. Like they say in Murphy's Law, TO ERR IS HUMAN. I swear everything seems to be orchestrated of how this world is run to this day until the beginning of the end and so on, and I guess I am living on borrowed time (I think). 

During early 1980s, one day in San Jose (I think), Dr. Marian C. Diamond who was the professor of Neuroscience and Anatomy in the Department of Integrative Biology at UC Berkeley (who dissected Albert Einstein's brain) saw her somewhere in a restaurant I guess. She gave that very alluring looks on her face sort of in which I could tell that if I ever kicked the bucket before she does, I know for damn sure she wanted to very much dissect my brain. But if she knew NOW back then, she would of avoided me at like a plague due to the fact she might somewhat consider me 'a nut case' since I am seeing a shrink at VA Mental Institution in Menlo Park, known as the Pink House. Also I am pretty sure that I am also in the 'NEWS OF THE WEIRD' I think due to the fact that one day on ABC channel 7, they mention about a guy who did something very inane thing in one of the major airlines of the United States in the early 1970s thus I knew it was me in which the culprit was one of those Southern Belles stewardesses who she thought I was sort of ignorant and was witnessed by one of the stewards with furtive glance for few seconds thus his face was hidden of what actually happened and witnessed the whole incident in a stealthy manner due to the fact that if he showed his face, he might get fired. I will disclose it if I get any requests from other bloggers or whatever. About the Olympics of 2016, in my opinion it should be held at Rio De Janeiro because the landscape is somewhat similar to the Greater Bay Area, and  due to the fact that the medias also will be taking videos, pictures of beautiful women wearing those dental floss panties at the beach regardless of their sizes (probably from US sizes 4 to probable 12 or bigger) due to the fact that women are very much self assured of their bodies unlike here in the United States and elsewhere where they are labeled as dumpy, fat, and other malicious gossips, whatever, etc. Also I noticed myself that I am a very slow learner due to the fact that when I was taking a chemistry course, I could not distinguish the difference between quality and quantity thus it took me few more years to figure that out but prior to that, the chemistry teacher read my paper out loud in which I wrote that a billion candles would pollute the room and everybody in the classroom started cracking up. I also noticed that I am also (sort of) a semi-dyslexic and sometimes could not tell the difference when it comes to simple Algebra. Maybe it might have to do with the head trauma from the past in my preteen years could be catching up to me and being experimented (without my knowledge or approval) against me somewhat in which I only ask for a huge compensation will keeping on blogging even though my MacBook is already infected easily by the NSA which is pretty damn obvious. Even I am typing away, even if I delete few letters by letter or even paragraphs, they will know that also. They (the NSA) can anticipate your every move thus they can compare your typing techniques alongside with your thought processes, sort of mirroring each other. Like in the very first X-Files movie, the Shadow government do not make mistakes. Probably approximately 30 or more years ago, few pharmaceutical firms who had a (secretive) government contract were doing weird experimentations like crossing human beings with pigs, etc., which is in one of the open files of the OSIR. Also one of the tentacles of the Shadow government is the CIA in which one or more compartmentalized departments would do bizarre experiments thus they must know about some of those creatures of cryptozoology in which the majority of the scientific world would not or refuses to recognize it, like in the animal channel pertaining to Lost Tapes. 

I AM STILL SORT OF MAD AT THE SHADOW GOVERNMENT. I think I will go a tad bit deeper (of maybe or maybe not) thus during early 1980s at now defunct Condie Jr. College at 1 West Campbell Avenue, I had a very personal one-one-one chat with Hillary Clinton, then the wife of the Governor Bill Clinton, and will carry that secret to my grave, Bill Gates, then the CEO of Microsoft, Chris Carter, who later became the executive produce of the X-Files, Jaime Lee Curtis, and other prominent people on a very personal one-on-one chat. After meeting with them, I went back to class in which one of my classmates gave who I did not know, but he handed me a 1 by 1 inch aluminum foil, when I crushed it, it automatically went back to its original state and sort of floated very slowly down onto the table I was sitting on while other students looked with awe. After that few years later, my life started to go down (see under alienflea's interest). Like I stated hundreds of times before, like in one of the episodes of the X-Files, my life was threatened by MIB (Men in Black), and then by passed his holiness Dalai Lama the 14th, and soon afterwards I encountered those flying giant alienfleas that can fly just under the threshold of the subliminal in the realm of cryptozoology. Like I stated, just ask them all if you do not believe me. If you have read all of my previous blogs, you may rationalize of what have happened to me to a certain structural extent including under posts from tblog.com. I used to be a blogger under Teegeeack.com and Alienufo.org which was up and running in the mid 1980s I think, I started blogging at Martin Luther King Jr. Library (which is in cahoots with the FBI which is damn obvious due to the fact that when I advertently mentioned names and after typing for alloted 2 hours, after I click on to post it, the screen stated the I cannot do that thus the screen went blank and wasted my damn time in which if I had known, I would of approached from a different angles similar to Nostrodamous Quadtran. I was INDIRECTLY involved in at least 3 or more of those X-Files episodes and probably one or two open files from the OSIR. After the incident when it happened to me called  'the host', the residual effect from the slug that exited from my mouth had a profoundly affected my bod to this day. When people over late 40's to 60's of age, for immunization purposes, each student was given those sugar cubes thus contained a nano chip thus what you think, see, or hear, the Shadow government can keep track of each individual(s) thought processes which is mentioned in one of those X-Files episodes. After sugar cubes, student starting grade school were given injections that also contained nano chips. In other words, the Shadow government knows everything about you and with the usage of those extraterrestrial time machines, they know everything from embryo to the time you die, what kinds of diseases, cancer, etc.,  you are prone to, and so on etc., etc., etc., etc. Even if you are a shooting range, and the bullet hits a rock from over 50 meters away and richochets after hitting a rock or whatever, the Shadow government can keep track of the rebounding bullet of its projection rate, etc. That is it for now unless I have people asking me pertinent, then I might go deeper depending upon to a certain structural extent. Everything seems to be orchestrated, and why would the Bush administration bought over 100 thousands hectares of land in the country of Paraguay, seems fishy, like they know what will happen in the future, but then anything is possible due the fact that extraterrestrial could be living among us (just read David Ick's many book publications) or they could be the remnants from Atlantis, or what ever. Then why is is mentioned in those Egyptians showing engraved UFO, very old ancient paintings in those caves in France, etc. Now at this present day 2009, approximately 20 years ago, since all human beings runs on electricity, the Shadow government can pick your mind through air waves, which is simple unless people who are in the military who are so ingenious into the realm of counter-counter, etc., etc., etc., etc., electronics that can counter react it to a certain structural extent, which is obvious. 

I do not care whether whether I get sued or not. If I did I will definitely mention names, and go a lot deeper than now as what I am blogging etc. About Project Mogul, some say it is a crashed UFO, while others including the military states that is is a top secret high altitude balloon, then why it never ever showed the part where if you crush the (sort of) aluminum foil, how come it never retracted into the original self. That is what happen at now defunct Condie Jr. College when one of the student in the class I was attending, he showed and let me handle this 1 inch by 1 inch (sort of looking) aluminum foil in which when I crushed it, it retracted to it original and sort of slowing floated it down. In my mind, it felt like (which is the malady among the Japanese I think) nothing thus my mind did not register that I ACTUALLY DID NOT FELT IT WHATSOEVER but told others that it felt like so and so which is malady. It is obvious that it is either extraterrestrial (which could be the aliens, Atalanteans, whatever) or extraterrestrial could be posing as humans. Just read David Icke books in which he states that the reptilians were were already here. Since the Shadow government knows how to use deception to a tee, and can easily fool simple minded people. Heard rumors that the most easiest people that can be fooled is people with PhD's which sound sort of preposterous but then anything is possible. In human nature there is no such thing as 'that is impossible' due to the fact that the second most powerful force in the world is psychology. What is the most powerful force in the world that we cannot comprehend, it is obvious, it is the MIND. In my opinion, everybody is somewhat hypocritical whether they know it or not. When Martin Luther King Jr., said things like 'it is the context of their character and not the color of their skin.' If context of character that includes values, morals, then why did he himself plagiarised a third of his thesis? I know that some people believe in his ideas (of whatever), but what they just don't it about copying someone else's ideas and adopt it as their own, and that is called CHEATING in which a lot of graduate students or higher got expelled from school for just that. Maybe the faculty just overlooked  King's thesis or he just got lucky, whatever. Since the majority of the Japanese is born with 'minutiae' they seem to notice things just a level below the television series of 'The Mentalist.'  Maybe it is the malady to the Japanese. Even if they are dying, the Japanese would rather pay off all their debts before they kick the bucket while the other races don't give a damn. It is sort of a urge to pay any debts off to (maybe) ease their minds I think. Since human beings runs on electricity, the Shadow government can pick any individual(s) thought processes thus I think that is why the Shadow government is letting people do things of what they do. If the US military used their most sophisticated technologies in Iraq and Afghanistan, only few hundred is needed to run those sophisticated machines to run them behind enemy lines thousands of miles away, very much away from danger so there is a guaranteed no casualties. Seems likes everything is orchestrated. Like Carlos Mencia: Peformance Enhanced, he stated that instead of using bombs, just use bits of pork thus it would have a profound effect upon those Talibans and their allies similar to that of Iran displaying their prowess of showing force by testing those long range missiles, the US should of of used Mencia's philosophical views by stating about their former supreme leader pertaining to Ayatollah Ruhollah Musavi Khomeini's GREEN BOOK of Tahrirolvasyleh in which the book states that A MAN CAN HAVE SEX WITH ANIMALS SUCH AS SHEEP, COWS, CAMELS AND SO ON. HOWEVER HE SHOULD KILL THE ANIMAL AFTER HE HAS ORGANISM. HE SHOULD NOT SELL THE MEAT TO THE PEOPLE IN HIS OWN VILLAGE; HOWEVER, SELLING THE MEAT TO THE NEX DOOR VILLAGE SHOULD BE FINE. The majority of those IED's was given to those Talibans and their allies which is still being upgraded to counter those MRAPs which can be upgraded to better protect the American troops. And to this day, a lot of hardliners in Iran still today idolized him which sounds like they are being brain washed akin to the that of Germans idolizing Adolph Hitler during WWII. Another version (see thelastcrusade.org at towards the bottom) is that there is NO PEDOPHILIA IN ISLAM which is very preposterous and sic from Western points-of-views, but what is normal. My true opinion of what is normal is WHAT SOCIETY DICTATES. Khomeini wrote the little green book while in exile in France. Like John Lennon's song, if there was no religion, this world would be much, much better than it is as of now, due to the fact that many skirmish is being fought over religion which is pretty much ridicules. It is like tit for tat thus men (seems like) are not fully grown up but still has more of a child then men since every individual(s) has a bit of man, woman, child, and tad bit of god in themselves thus I respect women due to the fact that they are a tad bit smarter then men. Ouch! I had to admit to that.  

AS I AM BLOGGING FROM THIS MacBook, I am being monitored, which is too damn obvious. About Roman Polanski, why is the justice department still after him after so many decades. It is commonly known that majority of the people remembers the bad and rarely the good. Seems like the shadow government is making the populace somewhat detached due to the fact that the shadow government can easily manipulate the populace as easy as taking a candy from a baby thus those HAARP frequencies is affecting peoples' mind that they have nothing to worry about since the  populace is so much inundated with so much information, entertainments, etc., that they do not have time to just look at everything thus they are just into things that they like or could focus on. Just look at Kelsey Grammer, Ellen Degeneres, they had sex with minors so what is normal. Look at Hawaii, a guy can marry a woman (with their parents' approval) and get married at 16, thus few states govern their own laws. Even at (former) Senator Edward Kennedy's nephew raped a woman at the Palm Beach compound and as William Kennedy was raping her, Edward was walking down the hallway naked (which is just rumors) watched his nephew do his thing for a few seconds and then walked on.  All of my blogs looks like it is in a schizophrenic state similar to one of George Carlin's book called 'Brain Droppings.' What pissed me off is that when I hurriedly move into my own studio pad after falling out with one of my classmates from high school at French Quarters [(which at this present day, it has changed quite a lot, right across the street from HOOTERS (with those babelicious employees)] the carpet was damp and went I step on it and felt this sharp pain, I put on my tennis shoes and immediately went to one of my neighbors in which I befriended them and asked if I can borrow their vacuum cleaner, thus the vacuum cleaner accumulated at (approximately) least ten pounds of diodes, eaves dropping devices, etc., including various types of wires used in electronics. Then I immediately I knew my whole pad is bugged including the bathroom with a see-thru mirror, etc., so as long as I lived there, I did not live normally but sort of acted 98% of the times and even gave them a weird kinky show in the restroom to see how they would react in the future, and sure enough few of those undercover personnel gave me clues by giving out (subconscious) key words in which they have not noticed themselves thus I knew right there and then. The only thing I could think of is if my pad is locked heavily from the inside, how in the hell did I get a small hole in my right forearm which was quarter of an inch in circumference and almost half an inch deep without no trace of blood, thus I showed it to few of my co-workers at DEC in Santa Clara off Augustine Drive, and the next day, I looked at my forearm and it looked as if nothing had happened, no hole, no scar marks, etc. That was a weird notion. From then on I knew I had to be on guard and let nothing get by me unless I am tired, or don't give a damn, whatever. I knew damn well that I am being monitored/observed 24/7. Even when I worked at this communication center at Quarry Heights in the Panama Canal Zone in the early 1970s, there was a small sort of isolated room where male and female military personnel would have sex during graveyard shift hours akin to that of this Apple Computer back in the mid-1980s off Stevens Creek Blvd and Saratoga Ave where there is a building where the 4th and 7th floor is connected, thus in the 4th floor, all the security guards must have a minimum of at least a top secret clearance to work especially on the 4th floor where the co-CEO's Scully and Jobs (who was ousted I think), one side of the building would be sort of a recreation room and had a very big circular bed in which I would not doubt it that he (Scully) would have sex with one of his secretaries, whatever. Like I stated before, certain frequencies can make certain people sleepy, anxious, nervous, agitated, irritable, sad, happy, etc., etc., etc., etc., and so on. Like I stated in my previous blogs, if the military can see engravings on a head of a Roosevelt dime from a spy plane over 60 thousand feet from sea level during the late 1960, just think of the potential. I would not doubt it as of 2009 they have military satellites from 600 miles above sea level that can see hairs on a marijuana plant which is obvious. More on this later................................

THE BIGGEST MISTAKE THE SHADOW GOVERNMENT MADE WAS TO LURE AND EXPERIMENT ON ME WITHOUT MY APPROVAL even though they very rarely makes that kinds of silly mistakes but they did due to (probable) insufficient knowledge into the realm of Epistemology, due to the fact that I can do abnormal things in my mind unlike other human beings. Like in my previous blogs about those smart genes living in sperms in which they will do anything for survival purposes akin to that of HUMAN BEINGS are CAPABLE OF ANYTHING and will do anything for survival regardless of the laws pertaining to (after Apocalypse) when planet Earth sort of wobbles and tilts its axis and cause world wide cataclysm. If it is does happen (with a big IF), there could be a chain reaction of global catatrosphies like super tsunamis, super volcanic eruptions, etc., etc., etc., etc., and asides from that the military has the technological knowhow to control weather. It is widely know that some brilliant geneticists already found to prolong life of making people become somewhat immortal. But there is a very evasive genes that is so smart that can elude the best of the best of the best geneticist. It can mimic, do things like being a combination of both a Chameleon and Shapeshifter which is mentioned in one of the opens files of the OSIR that can REVERSE the aging processes. Near 2012, it could be plausible that there could be usage of limited nuclear warfare between superpowers vying for natural resources like platinum, gold, water, and most importunately BLACK GOLD and so on. During very early 1980s, I usually go to Swedish restaurants including Smorgasbord thus all I can say is thank goodness for the Swedes. Like this Swedish proverb which states "Fear less, hope more, eat less, chew more, whine less, breathe more, talk less, say more, love more, and all good things will be yours."  and aside from that I truly love those Swedish pancakes. When it comes to Scandinavia, they have the most drop-dead gorgeous women aside from the British Isles. When it comes to one minute religious dictation from few cults, churches or whatever, if electricity comes from electrons, does morality comes from morons?  I did not know why, but it just dawned on me in which I sort of plagiarized it akin to that of Martin Luther King Jr. who plagiarized a third of his thesis thus attained his PhD. Many years later I heard rumors that the Viking arrived around 1000 AD thus their maps and knowledge passed on to other explorers and plausibly to the religious order of the knights known as Knights Templar who are said to be the keepers of the hidden treasure including the HOLY GRAIL itself with other artifacts and when they amassed wealth, influence and fame, the Templars were sentenced to death on (ironically) Friday the 13 by a weak pope and a king with a vendetta, and those who escaped the killings had to flee and could have come to America to reestablish their order. In Minnesota a farmer in 1898 uncovered a runic stone known as the Kensington Rune Stone which was carved into the stone that dated 1362 which was over 100 years before Columbus who was sort of connected to the Templar order in Portugal, the Knights of Christ, and connected to ties with Sinclair through marriage (which the offshoot of the Knights Templar is the Freemasons) discovered America even though he was over few hundred miles off. The rune stones was common place in Mediaeval Scandinavia in which they were carved to memorialized the dead or mark (their) territory I think. The Knights Templars knowing that they are surrounded by enemies left few months later due to black plague. During the 1893 Columbia Exposition at the worlds fair in Chicago honored Christopher Columbus' discovery of American thus the Vatican wanted an Italian (which took the credit for discovering the United States of America) and not the Vikings which is sort of a slap to the face of the Scandinavians. There is also a place of stone settlements called L'Anse aux Meadows was found in Newfoundland that was dated 1000 AD. Around 1398 Henry Sinclair met with the Mi'kmag Indian tribe thus their flag is similar to that of Sinclair/Templars cross. It is very much plausible the the "real" HOLY GRAIL could be at Oak Island because one small company used a drill and found pieces of gold and other artifacts before it caved in. Probably the Vatican Church has a DUPLICATED HOLY GRAIL. If 2012 turns out to be true, then it is definitely the beginning of the end but not that traumatic like in the movie coming out in November of this year. If it does happen like in the movie, then there will be some lawlessness no matter what the circumstances maybe for a brief moment which could be months or more. About the Okinawans' 80% rules of healthy living, people who eat those healthy natural foods usually dies from natural causes thus health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. As for me, life is just too short so might as well party because 2012 is just around the corner until I kick the bucket if not earlier from unknown (outside) causes. I am also a blogger at another website in which the majority of them are sort of spiritual in nature so I have to use sort of political correctness. There is a lot of controversies pertaining to the Holy Grail in which some states that it is the last cup used by Jesus, some states that it is KNOWLEDGE, but in my opinion I'll take the latter. If I had to GUESS where the Holy Grail is hidden, it could plausibly be dead center buried beneath within 10 by 10, ten squares by ten squares times Pi I think, and the Freemasons considers the United States of America as the NEW JERUSALEM.

In my previous blogs, I mentioned about J. Hoover who was gay even though as I am typing away, I damn well know that I am being monitored (due to the fact that AT&T and NSA/CIA is sort of cahoots with each other akin to that of libraries throughout the United States is sort of cahoots with the FBI) and I do not give a damn. At Washington, D.C., at the FBI headquarters there is J. Edgar Hoover building named after him. Why not put a small parenthesis stating BUTT SLAMMER. I have nothing against gays, due to the fact that since dawn of man, there has always been gay due to fluke of nature? (I think). Even though United States is sort of a sexually repressed society, which is obvious like if you go to some museums, there are naked statues of men and women anatomically correct, but in Europe, there is museums showing naked statutes of Hermaphrodites which is damn obvious. There are statues that shows both female and male genitalia unlike the United States which is a shame since knowledge is power (even though all of my blogs are being blocked by outside viewers which is obvious of maybe or maybe not). Even Alexander the Great was sort of gay even though many of his troops are married or are living together, and or having sex with their main squeeze of either sexes. There was a homosexual who broke the German Enigma code during WWII, but due to him of being gay, he was hardly recognized for his contributions to shorten the war. Even this homosexual during WWII who was awarded the "Medal of Honor" and was highly decorated who single handily killed approximately 33 German troops. The Dutch Army is pretty much open even though the majority of the elite units mostly composed of gays. In my opinion the US educational system should teach every college students about intersex if they choose. There is one genes that is so smart, cunning and so evasive that for survival purposes, they can mimic other genes and can even fool the best of the best geneticist from around the globe, because that elusive gene(s)  can reverse the AGING PROCESSES which is in the open files of the OSIR. For example, if a guy masturbates by himself or even with a woman, and shoots his load and each of his sperm contains that particular smart genes, while he is asleep, the next day, he will wake up with a lot of pimples where he had ejaculated due to the fact those genes will do anything for survival so they immediately starts to embed themselves into the skin before the semi-fluid is fully dried up akin to that of Human Beings are capable of anything. If a individual(s) thinks of something, it is already have been done, but if not it will be in the future. If they could find that particular unusual genes(s), in my opinion (I GUESS) could extend human life by 200 years or more. Even the longest living group in Japan are the Okinawans, and (unfortunately) they are considered SECOND CLASS CITIZENS due to color of their skin of being brown sort of and aside from that I cannot follow their 80% percent rule due to the fact that I am a carnivore and prefer meat over fish thus will shorten my life due to the fact that this world will get a lot worse before it gets better, and beside I am sort of over the hill, physically because I am way out of shape.   

I WISH I NEVER HAD BEEN EXPERIMENTED BY THE SHADOW GOVERNMENT BUT IT IS ALREADY TOO LATE AND ASIDE FROM THAT I THINK I AM A GONNER ANYWAY SO I AM TYPING THIS BLOG. One of the tricks that NSA can attain all infos from various people that caught their attention is sort of simple I think. Once u click on sierra wireless watcher and it only goes up once, u r not connected. If it bounces like a basketball, then u r connected to the internet after clicking on either the firefox or the safari. One of the ways they can get easy access is the when the MacBook needs to be recharged, the light will turn orange and the battery is recharged, it will turn green. Every time sometimes I would go on on the laptop and for few minutes and shut down, wait few minutes get back on again, if the sierra wireless watcher just bounce only once, and it would not connect then either u have to shut down or put it to sleep mode and start the whole process again and the light turns from to green to orange, then the NSA got all the info that u typed that day or hour or whatever of maybe or maybe not or I could be sort of paranoid. Like in the book the Art of War, it would state trust no one. Even one or two of my roommates could be on the government payroll in which as soon as I leave the house, they could of used a sophisticated airport card and gain all the info within seconds. Maybe it is in my mind or whatever, knowing that I am being observed/monitored 24/7. About the upcoming 2012 movie coming in November (the SCORPIO month including later half of October) 13, if various oracles from the past and a lot of various talented mediums including the sleeping prophet Edgar Cayce also stated that will happen, it maybe true even though I am sort of tad bit skeptic. If I am wrong and the prophecy comes true, then it is THE BEGINNING OF THE END. The Mayans were so accurate that it is commonly known throughout the populace of the globe, they predicated when the white men would arrive including the year, month, and the day, but they also knew down to the hour. If they can map the solar system 7000 years into the future, I wonder why the Mayan Calender would stop on 12/21/2012, including I Ching, the Hop Indians and many other foretold that the beginning of the demise all stated on the exact date including Nostradamus. They must of known something would happen to the demise of human beings which is only the beginning of the end of the world. I'll just wait until it happens of maybe or maybe not. If I die or get killed, no problem, no worries. I cannot be thinking about those kinds of things because life has to go on. After seeing the movie, it could have some profound effect on my mind depending on the plot, climax, etc., of the movie, but then it might not since it is only a movie, which is one of the sources of entertainment in which I know that I will be glued to the huge screen. Even when I was in the military, one African-American who used to belong to a gang member once told me that the Japanese die hard. Maybe or maybe not since they are the only race to commit hara-kiri or Seppuku of stomach cutting using a small  (approximately 9 inches long) blade without no drugs or alcohol while attempting the "L"  shaped disembowelment. Even during WWII, high ranking brass of the Allied powers wished their men would take orders literally with any questions asked just like the Japanese. I guess that is why the US military is trying to indoctrinate all newcomers by stating that "u ain't suppose to think, u r supposed to listen." (I also noticed that where http: is on the top of the screen keeps on blinking on and off which is hardly noticeable or could fluctuation of electricity or whatever). As of now I am trying to enjoy to its fullest due to the fact that 2012 is just around the corner. 

I SWEAR THE SHADOW GOVERNMENT HAS NO RIGHT TO USE ME AS A GUINEA PIG WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE. Since I am a civilian, if I was asked to and given some huge compensation, I would of certainly will be obliged to. If I was still is in the military, I would of volunteered out of duty and patriotism even though I may end up dead due to the fact that since I am old school, some Japanese do not care whether they live or die, but enjoy life to its fullest, due to the fact that there so much information out there since life itself is a learning process. I love America because it is the LAND OF OPPORTUNITY thus almost some people around the globe wants very much to live in the LAND OF THE FREE including FREEDOM OF SPEECH.  Even though Einstein was a brilliant man, he was also (secretly) known to be a Heroin user thus it is plausible he came up with the formula E=MC square akin to that of the DNA discoverer James Watson and Biologist Ed Wilson who both won the Pullitzer Prize were also (secretly) known to use LSD. But in my opinion, the geniuses of all geniuses is Nikola Tesla who was born in todays Croatia, he did not use any illicit drugs (I think) and used his profound creative mind in which during his height of his career, he wanted to give everybody the opportunity to use free electricity throughout the globe, but since the United States is a capitalistic country, the elite society made him to be a kook thus he died an lonely impoverished man. After he died, few days later the FBI went to his place of residency of a small room and went into his safe and confiscated all his papers thus his knowledge in the realm of electronics which is applied and still is being used today and applied by the NSA, CIA, the US military etc., including other developed militaries around the globe. Even Steven Jobs and co-founder of Apple computer Steve Wozniak at one time used marijuana and pressumedly use other illicit drugs I think including Bill Gates the former co-founder of Microsoft. Some of the Lost Tapes episodes on the animal channel (APL), the majority of them is the secretive experiments by the Shadow government that had gone wrong, like for example chupacabra near the Caribbean areas like Puerto Rico that flies, chupacabra south of the border along which separates United States from Mexico, that runs like dogs, and so on. It is in the open files of the OSIR located in Washington D.C. ( I think).

THE SHADOW GOVERNMENT or secret government of whatever HAS NO RIGHT TO EXPERIMENT ON ME WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE SO I AM WRITING THIS WHACKED OUT BLOG! Like I stated before in my previous blog, the shadow government knows that I do not care if I live or die, but enjoy life to the fullest. I think I must of in advertently deleted the part about the former director of the FBI who was blackmailed by the mob thus they had many pics of Hoover wearing women's clothing, including all kinds of female stuff of any kinds and probably butt slamming his deputy director. The why would he deny before the Senate Congressional hearing during the late 1920s that there is no such thing as organized crime syndicate when they asked Hoover about the Mafia. If those dental floss panties existed back in the 1920s, he would definitely wear them with a lot of plaque. AT ONE TIME, HE WAS THE MOST POWERFUL MAN IN AMERICA. Even this full 4 star US Marine Corps general in the early 2000s who stated over the medias that minority groups living in the United States of America is not that smart enough as the whites, but why would he come up to me and extend his arm to shook my hand which was (hypocritical) unusual ways of his thought processes. I am still pondering over that, but oh well life has to go on since my true opinion is that everybody is the same since intelligence comes from the the environment .......depening upon the genes in which one of the employees working at Fry's in Palo Alto who happens to be African-American told me so. The only thing that sorts of concerns me is that when it comes to education, it is not a even playing field. Even this one Afro-American told me that I need a place of my own which is so true thus he hit a bulls eye in one of my compartments of my thought processes. Well anyways, I'll be writing more blogs until few days to weeks to months, or whatever due to the fact that I am sort of burned out. I guess it has to due to those secretive experiments by the shadow government without my knowledge I think. In my opinion, I think the Dutch is one of the smartest people in the world due to of maybe smoking 420 and go into deep thought in which I sort of second that cause when I worked for Zycon in the early 1990s which does not exist anymore that was bought by Sanima Corp. right across the street from Santa Clara University which was eventually torn down to make way for some sort of apartment complex and other university facilities thus during the swing shift late at night when I smoked with one of my co-worker who happens to be a Sheik (I think) in the Zycon parking lot while other employees watched us during night time and then we all went back to work and the other co-workers wanted to see how well I performed (under the influence of 420) at my job and overheard rumors from other employees that I do a little better and faster than my usual self. The Dutch invented the crypto enigma machine and had it patented (I think) during the early 1900s used by the Nazis during WWII  or I could be dead wrong due to my crossed mindedness because of my abusive upbringings and being used as a guinea pig by the shadow government and besides I am typing it after drinking little over a six pack of beer which tasted like water compared to those from Europe which I still have this urge to go over there if I had the chance but is held back because of my disability pay scale thus more on this later because I am sort of semi drunk and man do I have cravings for the true European beer which is superior in taste in which was similar to Coors beer of the old before they nationalized it during the early 1970s I think which tasted sort of bland after they changed the formula akin to that of Coca-Cola changed their formula and sell it as classic coke. The formula they change was from regular sugar cane and replaced it with high fructose. Thank goodness for the country of Mexico that still sells and retains the old formula and I usually buy them at Costco Wholesale.