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Sexe : Female
Statut : En couple
Age : 21
Zodiaque: Verseau

Ville : Glasgow
Pays: UK
Date d’inscription :: 29/10/2004

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vendredi, décembre 08, 2006 

Humeur actuelle :  accablé

There's this man in a bar and he sings and he plays

Singing sad, sad, songs about even sadder days,

He's been fighting in the war now and he thinks that he knows pain,

He says that when you come back you're never really the same way,

The kids are all grown up now and they're out there on their own,

You always said that you would leave him when your children had left home.

And Los Angeles refers to me by name and then he tells me that I should not go home.

 

There's a man in a bar and he thinks he knows what's best

He says, "I'm gonna take you home now and put you straight to bed"

My addiction is getting very quickly out of hand,

With no divine intervention or sweet friend who understands

And I would stop if I could, and I would change if I could,

And I'd be a better person and I'd be there if I could.

And I've lost all self-respect, and I'll wait around the corner,

So no one sees you take me home.

 

I'm screaming at a man in the dead of the night,

And he says, "Why did you come here if you only wanna fight?"

And he says, "Listen, Rach, when was the last time you slept?

Was it three or four days or do these pills make you forget?

And if it hurts so fucking bad how about we just call it quits,

I'll fuck anything that moves and you can find someone to miss,

And I cannot help you if you will not help yourself,

So I won't ever take you home again"

 

xxx

mardi, novembre 28, 2006 

Humeur actuelle :  optimiste

So after all my essays and crap are due (Wed) Dave and I have decided to put down some tracks and take over the world. It's been such a long time since I've been excited about music so this is deffinitly a good sign. Things are gonna change before things have gotta change.

This is gonna be amazing.

xxx

Actuellement j'écoute:
Noise Floor (Rarities 1998-2005)
Par Bright Eyes
Date de publication : 24 October, 2006
mercredi, novembre 08, 2006 

so I thought i'd do one of these quiz things.

* YOU
1. A Cuddler?  Hell yeah! Cuddles rule!

2. A morning person? Once I've woken up properly. Funny things seem to happen in the morning

3. Are you a perfectionist? Not really. Well, as far as music is concerned, I am.

4. An only child? Nope, I have an older brother.

5. Religious? Nope

6. In your pajamas? Nope, it's only 7pm.

7. Left handed? Nope

* LAST
1. Friend you saw: Gordon

2. Talked to on the phone: Alex

3. Message over myspace: Erm.. that thing from Freddie to get us to vote for him.

4. Wore: Jeans, t-shirt and Dave's hoodie.

5. Was today better than yesterday? Nah cause yesterday was a great day.

* FAVORITE
1. Number: 73

2. Color: Violet

3. Season: Winter

* CURRENTLY
1. Missing: Dave and Martin

2. Needing: Sleep

3. Wanting: A lover I don't have to love (it had to be said!)


* QUESTIONS & ANSWERS
Q: What was the 1st thing you did this morning?
A: Put on some music.

Q: Last thing you ate:
A: Food from Curlers

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: Yeah but nothing major

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Friday 13th with Gillmo.

Q: Where was the last place you went?
A: Uni then to the pub for a study group. Twas good.

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: Depends on who I'm with but generally yeah.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: No. Well, sometimes.

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: Not really. I don't make very good first impressions.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?:
A: In my own bed but only for like an hour.

Q: What colour shirt are you wearing?:
A: Brown.

Q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?
A: About half and half. Actually maybe more boys... hmm.. *ponders*

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: At the weekend when I was back at home.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: Erm... no comment.

Q: What are you about to do?
A: Call Alex.

Q: Rate life as of right now, 1-10.
A: 7

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Let's not shit ourselves.

Q: If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
A: Some green tea... yum!

Q: Anything hurt on your body right now?
A: I'm pretty achey all over today actually.

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: September

Q: What's your favorite bottled water?
A: I've never really thought about it.

Q: What are you doing at 9 pm tonight?
A: Who knows! Might see Alex, might go to the QMU,  might go to sleep.

Q: What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
A: I don't drink their filth.

Q: Did you attend your High School prom?
A: I  did indeed. I had a great time! (tee hee hee)

Q: Did you go to someone else's prom?
A: Yup, Craig's. I was going to go to Stuart's but I couldn't manage it.

Q: Do you prefer coffee or tea?
A: Tea

Q: Something red within 5 feet of you?
A: My guitar.

Q: Least favorite color?
A: Green

Q: Favorite kind of pizza?
A: Chicken and bacon

Q: Ever had Dippin Dots?
A: I have no idea what they are. Are they an American thing?

Q: Ever make fun of a homeless person?
A: Probably at some point.

Q: How many kids do you have/want?
A: I don't want kids.

Q: Ketchup or Mustard?
A: Ketchup. Mustard is nasty.

 

xxx

lundi, octobre 23, 2006 

Humeur actuelle :  merdique

Now I know that Stuart has already done this but it's just such an amazing song.

The animals laugh from the dark of the wilderness. A baby cried hard in an apartment complex, as I pass in a car buried under the influence. The city is driving me out of my mind.
I have seen a child is caught in the sad trap of gravity.
He falls from the lowest branch of the apple tree and lands in the grass and weeps for his dignity.
Next time he will not aim so high. Yeah, next time, neither will I.
A mother takes loans out, sends her kids off to colleges.
Her family is reduced to names on a shopping list.
Meanwhile, a coroner kneels beneath a great, wooden crucifix.
He know that there are worse things than being alone.
I have learned to retreat at the first sign of danger.
I mean, why wait around, if it's just to surrender? Ambition, I have found, can only lead to failure.
I do not read the reviews. No, I am not singing for you.
I stood dropping a coin into the pit of a well. And I would throw my whole billfold
if I thought it would help. With all these wishes I make,
I should buy something real, at least a telephone call home.
My teachers, they built the retaining wall memory, all those multiple choices I answered so quickly.
And I got my grades back and forgot just as easily, but as least I got an A.
So I don't have them to blame. I should stop pointing fingers;
reserve my judgment of all those public action figures, the cowboy president.
So loud behind the bullhorn so proud they can't admit when they have made a mistake.
While poison ink spews from a speechwriter's pen, he knows that he doesn't have to say it,
so it don't bother him. "Honesty" "Accuracy" are really just "Popular Opinion."
And the approval rating is high, so someone is going to die. ABC, NBC, CBS: Bullshit.
They give us fact or fiction? I guess an even split. And each new act of war is tonight's entertainment.
We are still the pawns in their game. As they take an eye for an eye until no one can see,
we must stumble blindly forward, repeating history. Well, I guess that we all fit into your slogan
on the fast food marquee: Red blooded, White skinned oh and the Blues.
I got the Blues! I got the Blues! That's me! That's me!
Well, I awoke in relief. My sheets and tubes were all tangled weak from whiskey and pills,
in a Chicago hospital. My father was there, in a chair, by the window, staring so far away.
I tried talking, just whispered, "...so sorry...so selfish..." He stopped me and said,
"Child I love you regardless and there is nothing you could do that would ever change this.
I'm not angry. It happens. You just can't do it again."
So now I try to keep up, I have been exchanging my currency.
While a million objects pass through my periphery. So now I am rubbing my eyes because
they are starting to bother me. I have been staring too long at the screen.
But where was it when I first heard the sound of humility? It came to my ears in the goddamn
loveliest melody. How grateful I was then to be part of the mystery,
to love and be loved. Let's just hope that is enough.

xxx

Actuellement j'écoute:
Lifted or The Story Is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground
Par Bright Eyes
Date de publication : 13 August, 2002
dimanche, septembre 10, 2006 

Well I'm back from Sardinia and am lucky enough to just chill out till I start uni in a couple of weeks. Very exciting stuff. Sardinia was absolutly amazing! Lots of drama, just the way i like it and lots of sun. I'm really sad to be back, I think i've found my spiritual home. Anyway, photos to follow.

 

xxx

vendredi, août 25, 2006 

Humeur actuelle :  agité

Yup, thats right! Rachel is off on her holidays yet again! This time i'm jetting off to Sardinia to meet up with Victor and Alijandro who i haven't seen all summer. Can't wait to see them and spend all my time lying on the beach and listening to tunes! But how will i cope without internet?! I'll live.

 

See ya suckers!

xxx

Actuellement j'écoute:
Yes, Virginia...
Par The Dresden Dolls
Date de publication : 18 April, 2006
jeudi, août 17, 2006 

Humeur actuelle :  triste

So it's the night before i go back home to Glasgow and to my utter shock, i'm actually pretty upset. I said goodbye to the folk at work and that was when i realised that that job was the only one i've ever actually enjoyed. I'm looking forward to going home but for some strange reasong Aberdeen seems to have a grip on me. I think the thing i'm worried most about is that when i go back home i'm gonna have to face some real home truths. I only ever feel really happy when i'm drinking or taking drugs. Either this is the effect Aberdeen has on me (the joy of being out and about) or... well. Self destruction is a form of creation.

xxx

jeudi, juillet 20, 2006 

Humeur actuelle :So fucking angry!
Fucking Glasgow Uni are so fucking stupid i could just rip my fucking eyes out. First they send me two fucking forms meaning i'm actually registered to two fucking courses! Then, when the course that i can actually  be fucked to do comes through, of course, the fucking password doesn't work so i can't fucking reigster and hence can't get one step closer to fucking uni! I'm so fucking angry! Why is nothing ever easy!? Even whilst typing this I've made so many fucking mistakes that i'm just gonna go now and put my head in the freezer. Fuckedy fuck. fuck. AAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
mardi, mai 23, 2006 

Humeur actuelle :  froid

Write ten statements,
intended to different people.
never tell which one is to who

 

Even when everything is going wrong, i can always count on you to make it 100 times worse... but at least we can laugh about it.

I hope this doesn't hurt you but I honestly don't know how much longer we will be friends.

You're my little ray of sunshine.

I love you more than you love me.

Sometimes you drive me crazy and i hate you so so much but other times you're just the best.

I always feel like a total disapointment, probably because i am (in comparison).

You don't know it yet, but you're my angel.

I can't help but admire you.

I miss you.

You always put up with my shit (even drunken talk) and stand by me. You're the best.

 

xxx

mardi, avril 18, 2006 

Humeur actuelle :  vidé

Sometimes I want to:

 leave here and never come back.

Make myself a missing person.

Decide to be on my own with no other options

Never speak to any of my friends again.

Cut myself off from everybody i've ever known.

Have a past to be sad about.

Mean everything to you

Mean nothing to you.

Understand why he left

Know if things will be the same.

Be sure of myself.

 

xxx