gomez...

........................................vertabrae by vertabrae.

i'll tell you of boiled eggs, wooden hearts and how to let me down.

 how i soak in this low moons glow.

the way the pennies steal my dreams.

the envy in your withdrawn touch.

how loneliness sits like ash on my skin.

the way i rest my head on the pillow night after night.

the erratic moans.

crumbling beauty.

derailed shadows.

and the terror of your tiptoeing.

..."the thought of being washed up like some god forgotten whore"...

.tint my lashes whore style baby and spit on my nicotene stained teeth.

leave my backs' crimson under your nails.finger my bruised heart and lick

those legs.these indigo ducts spilling caramel dipped pearls. i feel no breath

near. a hollow embrace.dirty knees. bursting, bloodied bubbles.no matter

how hard that sandpaper hits my skin, ill never be clean of you.memoirs of

your softcore promises.lime pearls draped across my rotting shell.

the stench so spineless.my nails now glisten to the tune of your ignorance.

just one breath.

for you .

today.

.i want a clean skin. milk white flesh and teeth of pearls.allow me to be every

 imperfect perfection, a faded canvas, a rotting soul and a jaded sound.

..baby is 3!woo,go baby go!..

. my mama and i bonded to cyndi lauper over chocolate coated coffee beans.who woulda thunk it.