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Laura Lasley


Last Updated: 4/14/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 40
Sign: Leo

City: Los Banos
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/20/2006

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Tuesday, July 07, 2009 
I never thought of myself as someone who has an addictive personality. I mean I smoke ciggs, I watch bad television, but I don't do any other drugs, I don't gamble. I mean really so who would have thought me, that I would be addicted to mmo's.
Massive Multiplayer Online Games, like eq1, eq2, city of hero's and city of villians, I don't play  any of these anymore. In the event anyone was wondering.
I am now playing wow. And I gotta tell you it's a whole new ballgame.
In eq2 I lagged my butt off half the time, but could not afford to get a top of the line computer with parts I had no idea even existed.
In wow I have only lagged a few times and that was when every one on our server was in the same place at the same time.
Easy to understand and play, yeppers I have been able to go online and look up anything I could ever want to know.
Did I ever think I'd be playing wow, Ohh hell no, in fact there are people out there reading this right now that will assume that some pod person took over my body.
I love the graphics, I love the fact that they have holiday's, I mean thier version of Christmas, everyone from the lowest lvl to the highest lvl toon gets presents, it's so cool.
So if you want  to know more I figure I'll let ya'll know what server I'm on, what toon I'm on most the time, and of course our guild name since I of course am the guild leader yet again.
Mashadeava-40 Knight Elf Hunter
(realm or server)Llaane
Guild name/ Hunters of the Blood
Our guild tabard has a read background, with white edges and large fangs on the front.
Okay well that is the latest update if you have any questions be sure and let me know.
/hugz
Laura
Thursday, June 11, 2009 
I know it's been a while since I've blogged but really it's because I've been kinda busy and with that has been a ton of stuff that I was like.. not really bloggworthy.

Until today........ Actually as usual it will be kinda ranty, I know I should really learn to not rant and rave so much but hey better here then anywhere else. That way if you don't like the way it's going you can just click it off and ignore it if you so choose.

One of the people I read on here did a blog about getting older and what I took from it was that people that get older freak out cause omg they may die in 30-40 years if they are 45-50.
Well Duh!!!!! I don't know if any of us really believe that we are immortal and we won't ever die.

And I know I don't see aging like other people do, my sister and my mom are fighting it tooth and nail, they aren't going to age without a fight lol.

Me personally there are two reasons why I could care less about getting older.
One it's too damned expensive to keep up with all the regimens out there, Oil of olay, placenta for your hair (I'm serious ewwww) Hair color. etc.. so many things now claim they keep you looking young forever.. hahahahahah why would anyone wanna be young forever or even look young forever how freaky would it be for you to tell someone your 60 and you look 20. It would be creepy.

second reason I don't care about getting older is that as hard as life has been at times, it's also had some really great times and God willing if I get to live another 30-40 years I plan on living every day as if it was my last.

One of my favorite times with my friends is reminising about funny stuff we have done together. It is usually just as funny the second time.
Or you cry together over the loss of someone. these are all normal things.

I want to grow old with my daughter and my fiance. I'm not afraid of getting older even with the new aches and pains that creep up on me. or the new wrinkles and gray hairs I keep finding. I just look at my laugh lines and smile even wider cause I normally can think of about 20 things that mighty caused them and I start laughing again.
And lord knows my daughter gives me reasons to smile and laugh all the time.

My grandma used to say every gray hair on your head is something you have learned. So why would I want to cover it up. I have seen some beautiful gray/silver/blue headed little ole ladies.
I wanna be the little old lady who still knows how to use a washboard.
I wanna be the little old lady who still knows how to make homemade hot rolls and fried chicken from scratch.
I wanna be the little old lady who still remembers when manners were expected from everyone.
I wanna be the little old lady who people bring thier babies too to kiss and tell how cute they are.
I wanna be the little old lady who jokinly tells kids "to get off my lawn ya hoodlums. "
I wanna be the little old lady sitting holding hands with my fiance and have people go awwww ain't they cute. ( and ya'll know you have done it)
I look forward to having that soft sweet skin that I remember so well when I'd kiss my great grandma and my great great grandpa.
I look forward to smelling like baby powder and honeysuckles (my great great grandma smelled like that most the time)
I look forward to my grand kids playing with my curls in my hair just like I did to my grandma when she was alive.
I also look forward to being a cat lady, they are warm and purr so nice it's like having a heated vibrater on your lap.
My grandma also used to say she wanted to live to be 106 and get shot by a jealous wife climbing out her 18 year old husbands bedroom window. (she didn't make it)

I don't think we stop living as we get older, I think we just appreciate every day more.
I know that I love harder, and longer then I did at 20. I'm more loyal, more centered, more silly, more tolerant, more patient.
I don't wanna sail the world, I want to sit and have peace and quite as I sit in my own home, with homemade hot rolls rising in the kitchen and my family around me.

I know I'm not the average person. So tell me how you want to grow old. Do you look forward to it or dread it and if you do either I'd like to know why.

/hugz to you and yours from me and mine
Laura
Thursday, April 30, 2009 
Story postponed
I know it sucks but there are some very valid reasons why.
1. My lovely fiance decided to download a program from a site he didn't know and it infected all three hard drives on our computer, darn near killed it for good. So we had to wipe three hard drives.  Problem with this is that all of the Hunter of the Blood stories got wiped with it. before you freak out and think of ways to kill him {I already thought of them all belive me} there are back up versions on the fan site. {if your not a member and want to be a member let me know}

2. We got a house so we are in the process of movingl, getting set up, praying to the Gods that be that we are able to get internet.

Also a little note to any of my new friends on my friends list. I know quite a few of you are Christians {hardly ever get them on my friends list lol} The Hunters of the Blood books are more then likely not going to be your cup of tea, the sex and violence is graphic, the f bomb is dropped more then once so I'm warning you now just incase you accidentally stubble on it and decide to write me a nasty little email or do a hate blog on me about it. You have been warned.

Okay on to the happy news we got a house, we got a house we got a house **happy dance of joy** it's not ours as in we own it but we are renting and we are hoping that when we get taxes back next year that we can talk to him about a possible 2k down payment and rent to own status **pray for us** it's the perfect house for us really.

/hugz to you and yours from me and mine
Laura
Friday, April 24, 2009 
Sorry to interupt the story but I have some awesome news.

First a little back story, Back in Feb we moved from Los Banos California with 7 cats one child and all the stuff we could stuff in a cargo van to a little town in Oklahoma a few miles outside of Oklahoma City.
We did this because for three years we lived in Los Banos Robert had been trying to find work, with no luck and we just couldn't afford to live there anymore.
So we loaded up the van and we moved in with Robert's parents, now don't get me wrong they are great people and like I told Robert once your over the age of 18 it is no longer a parents responsibility to take care of you anymore {provide food, shelter, vehicles} I know alot of people don't agree with me on this one but it's true, once your 18 you are an adult and shouldn't have to rely on family you should be able to do it yourself.
So them being wonderful people let us stay with them, It is almost May and we finally have found a home of our own, it's about 7 miles away from them, it's little but perfect for us two bedroom nice kitchen and living room, huge yard.
So yea I just wanted to let everyone know that your prayers were answered for us, Robert loves his job and Morgan loves her School and well the cats will be happy no matter where they are as long as they are with us.
/hugs to you and yours from me and mine.
Laura
Thursday, April 23, 2009 
Hunters of the blood Sidhra's Story part 3

Well in walks mr. gorgeous with a plastic tumbler I about jump him to get a drink, it tastes a little funny but at this point I don’t' care. He is also holding a smoke which I grab.. taking a longgg much needed drag..
OHHh dang darn near better or at least equal to the sex.. ** and don't say OHHh hell no.. a true smoker without a cig for a bit, really wants the cig that badly**
Okay, where the hell am I? what the hell happened? where is my scar, my tattoos, ,what happened to my hair, my clothes? How long was I asleep?? And who the hell are you???
He smiled at me that same sweet seductive smile.. "OHHh no we aren't starting that shit up again.. Last time we had sex as incredible as it was, I woke up in a strange place.. unless I'm dreaming".. Leaning over he kisses me sweetly..
"shhhh be still my dove, you are safe, you are fine, well that is such a relative term.. I'm swan or that is what I'm called here anyway.. it's the only name people know me by. My friends and loved ones call me swan, my enemies refer to me as the black swan.."
While I was looking at him I noticed something I'd missed before, he had a white streak in his hair that went from his right temple all the way back, but his was about 2 inches wide.. Wrapping his hand around my waist he sat me down on the bed.
"I know what I'm about to tell you may come as a shock. but you are no longer a member of the human race.. You are a hemer.. or hunter of the blood.. a vampire, nausferatue." he started to go on but I was giggling..
"No really where am I what is going on?? I started to ask my questions again.."
He tried to kiss me again.. I pushed him away..
"Okay stop that and just tell me the truth.."
He held up the glass and poured some of it into his hand.. it sure looked like blood, he placed his fingers into my now open mouth ** my jaw had dropped open** yea tasted kinda like blood only there was some other familiar tastes as well..
"So umm what your telling me is that I was turned into a vampire???" I smack him in the arm.. "would you like to give me one good fucking reason why???"
"I mean really I'd like to know.. No warning. no how would you feel about this.." I'm a very emotional person so I actually start to tear up.. my voice quivering..
"OHHh honey, don't cry, it's okay. I'll take care of you.. it will be alright I promise.."
At this point for some reason I got a little pissed..
"Alright?? You promise?? Motherfucker you don’t' know me, hell I don't know you, and promise's why the fuck do you think I have so many trust issues.. too many promises broken, to many I'm sorry's said but not meant.. I'll love you, until your no longer funny or entertaining, I'll take care of you.. bullshit, don't bullshit a bullshiter Swan.. I don't believe you for a motherfuckin second.. So step off give me my fuckin clothes and you go your way I'll go mine.." * starting to cool off a bit since I just blew up** "Although I must say the sex was incredible, I'd have to give you an 11 for sheer greatness on that one**"
I start to get up and he pushes me back down on the bed..
"No you don't understand, Laura no longer exists, she is dead, we faked your death and made sure that your family had a nice insurance policy that they had no idea that you had. You are someone else now.. a member of something much larger then you can ever imagine.. You are now a Hemer.. a hunter of the blood.."
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 
Hunters of the blood-Sidhra's Story part 2


That was when the world went upside down. If I live to be 10,000 years
old and that may happen I'll never utter those words again . . .

I felt the head of his cock enter me slowly, filling me, almost too
much.. I heard him utter a growl, not a usual growl but this one was
guttural, animal, and the smell of leather was about to overtake me.

I wasn't completely honest he said, I tensed. It will hurt a little but the pleasure is all worth it.

Considering the position he had me in I figured he was going to pull out and try the other hole . . .

But then I felt very sharp teeth pierce my skin, as he started pumping
in and out, the second they were thru the skin I felt blood running
down my back, pooling in my lower back. I

Tried to buck and scream but he put his hand over my mouth. I felt his
tongue lap at the blood and he continued to push all of his cock into
me. Then he started sucking from the spot he had bitten, that was when
the pleasure started, with every suck he would pump in and out, the
pleasure was intense like mini orgasms every time he would suck the
blood from my shoulder. Faster and faster he moved. Deeper and deeper I
didn't remember him being so big the first time, but every inch of me
was filled.

I felt light headed, I wasn't sure if it was from pleasure or the pain.
Each blended together. I felt him bite again. This time it hurt more
then the first time I cried out but it came out as a moan, he moved his
hand from my mouth and turned my head, I could see two long sharp
canine teeth and his eyes were white now. Almost glowing.

He kissed me and I could taste my own blood in the kiss, I could feel
the blood pooling underneath me. And tried to remember how much blood
you had to loose before you lost consciousness.

He whispered in my ear. It won't be long now.

I could feel him tense again, feel his cock growing even larger inside
me. He bit again on my shoulder, He must have hit an artery because I
felt the blood gush out, and heard him utter a guttural groan as he
started sucking even faster, as his cock moved with the same swiftness.
I could feel my orgasm building and the pain from the bites faded away.


He bit one last time, as the bloodflow stopped, and as he shot deep
inside me, I came harder then ever, and I drifted off into either death
or sleep, not sure which.
 

Okay so the last thing I remembered was incredible sex with a gorgeous
if not somewhat insane guy. something about trust and then sleepy time
for me. I awoke to find myself in what appeared to be a rather small
room, not the one I went to sleep in. and realized . . . Umm this could
be bad. I was wrapped up in a black sheet, on a king-size bed in a
rather small room, no windows and didn't look like a door anywhere.

I'm not normally claustrophobia but I was beginning to really start to
worry and my mouth felt like I'd drunk 2 gallons of tequila that didn't
agree with me. Ewwwwww . . .

I was thirsty, I wanted a smoke and worst of all I really wanted to
know where the fuck I was. I got off the bed wrapping the sheet around
me like some kinda messed up toga and noticed something else.

I was slimmer. Not a little slimmer, but a lot slimmer. ** Holy Shit, I
thought how long has my ass been asleep**
When I went to sleep I was a
good sized 16, okay, okay a size 18. I wake up and I'm lucky if I'm a size 10.

Where the hell did, I go? I drop the sheet to the floor to see what
else might be different. Hmm okay ass is smaller..My boobs are Umm
perkier. Happy about that. Waist is smaller. Stomach is flatter and
where the hell did my scar go? And my tattoo's okay now I start to
worry that someone must have slipped something in my drink, yea that's
it I'm hallucinating. This is all a bad dream and here in a little bit
I'll wake up. I pinch myself and realize okay I am awake.

Okay then I really did die and I'm currently in hells waiting room. Hmm
the decorations seemed about right. Black sheets, pillows, feel like
percale. I'm really getting thirsty. This sucks I start looking around
the room for something to drink, leaning down I realize that my hair is
about down to my waist.

OHHh hell no. this so sucks. Don’t get me wrong I love long hair on a
guy, but on me, it's naturally curly, and it gets in my face and it
frustrates me. And what is up with this white streak. I notice I have a
pure white streak of hair that goes from my right temple all the way
back, about 1/4 of an inch wide. while I'm trying very hard to not
freak completely out I hear the door open I quickly grab the sheet also
looking for some kinda weapon.. hey my momma didn't raise a complete
idiot although at this moment I'm feeling pretty damn stupid.

Trust me my ass, you'll never hear me say those words again, ever.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 


Part 1

His rapier wit was what attracted me first.

Then I moved onto the way he moved across the room, His hair was long
but pulled back, his eyes sparkled when he laughed. I looked up to
notice he was looking back at me, our eyes locked and the sparks flew.
He made his way over to me as I was inspecting a plant. I didn't hear
him as much as feel him, I felt a heat behind me, smelled a manly
scent, no cologne just all man. I felt just the brush of him against
me. I backed up and realized that he was quite hard against my ass. A
soft moan escaped my lips.

I turned to look up into the most beautiful set of eyes I'd ever seen.
A smirk played across his lips . . . teasing me, making me wonder what
it would be like to kiss those lips, taste them, feel them on my skin.

Hi, was all I managed to stutter out thru my attempts to gasp for air.

So Mae West? He said.

I turned my head to the side in that quizzical manner, then realized I
was at my best friends costume party. His very presence had made me
forget where I was in the world . . .

OHHh yea. I said.

Nice.

I looked him up and down and he was dressed conservative in a nice pull over a cargo sweater and jeans, doc martins.

And um you are?

To find that out you will have to follow me. He said with the faintest hint of a smile.

He leaned down so his lips early touched my ear. The vibrations sent shivers all the way from my head to my toes.

And said. Do you trust me?

I laughed a little and pulled back.

I trust no one. But we can see can't we

I followed him outside, down past the pool, into the pool house, it was
set up to look like a medieval dungeon. He walked over to a near by
table and grabbed a pair of handcuffs . . . ran his hands down my sides
and whispered again.

Do you trust me?

My heart was racing but I thought what the hell..

For the moment I do. He placed my hands in front of me and cuffed my wrists kinda tight.

He told me to close my eyes. That if I opened them, he would stop.

My pulse was racing my mind going thru all kinds of things. I felt his
hands at my back, undoing the zipper, feeling the warm air touch my
skin as my dress hit the floor.

Felt his hands in my hair undoing the many pins and clips keeping it
up. it tickled my skin as it touched it. I couldn't hear him moving so
I jumped when I felt his hands on my back, softly stroking. Almost like
I was a cat., the goose bumps were now covering every inch of my body.

I could smell him. It was like a cross between fresh leather, and
horses, and the smell of the sun on skin. My nose was about to make me
orgasm just from smells alone.

I was standing there my breasts hanging a little lower then most but
they are large, he took them both in his hands and lifted them up
supporting them like a bra, then I felt his hair brush them, ever so
slightly, like a breeze, tickling the nipples making them pop like jack
in the boxes.

I felt his hot breath on them, then felt his mouth engulf one,
flicking, biting, pinching. My breath caught in my throat, swaying in
the same rhthym as he was sucking . . .

I hadn't had anything to drink but at that moment I felt as tho I was drunk, the world seemed surreal around me.

He places his hands on my shoulders and I could feel him moving me from
behind. I heard him sit and he moved me to sit across his knee, I could
feel the rough material of his jeans brushing my thighs, and my
underwear was starting to get soaked.

He kissed my closed eyes, moved his lips to my ear again and said,

Do you trust me?

Not a bit, but please go on.

He kissed my eyes slowly, then down the bridge of my nose, then slowly
moved his tongue across my lips, I moved in to kiss but he pushed me
back, making me rub myself down on his leg.

He licked my lips again this time I held very still, he nibbled them,
he gently bit them, then he kissed them, softly at first a friendly
kiss, then parting them ever so gently his tongue searched out mine
playing tag. Then he took a deep breath in, literally stealing the
breath from my lungs as well as my soul with it. He gently finished off
the kiss with a kiss to my nose.

His lips made a trail back to my ear. Breathier this time.

Do you trust me? Again my answer,

Umm no but please don't stop.

He moved his hands to my back, pulling me close to him, the roughness
of his sweater caught me a little off guard because I realized I was
the only one here who was mostly naked. The only things I was wearing
was my heals, hose, garter and panties. While he was fully dressed
still.

He started off early petting my back like a cat. causing me to arch and
moan, and press myself down on his leg, squirming . . . the world
seemed to be spinning. Then he started scratching, long scratches down
my back, making me cry out in pleasure, I then felt his lips on the
curve of my shoulder on the top, softly kissing as the scratches
continued.

I was squirming even more now, so he moved me so my back was facing
him, and sat me down on his lap so I could feel how hard he was. Only
thing between us was cloth and mine was quickly getting wetter by the
second.

I squirmed a little more and he leaned over again and asked,

Do you trust me?

Moaning more now. No but please don't stop.

I heard the sound of a knife blade flicked open. I tensed not knowing what was going to happen.

Leaning over his hair tickling my skin,

he whispered, I'm not going to hurt you just sit really still.

I felt the coldness of the blade slip between the waistband of my panties, and felt them cut away. Fall to the floor.

This will make some things a little easier he chuckled.

Giving my ear a gentle bite that relaxed and tensed me all at once.

He picked me up like I was weightless to him. No small feet considering
I'm a substantial amount of women. And laid me on the rack. Tying my
hands and feet, my legs were apart, but arms close together.

He started at my ankles strong hands, rubbing out all the tension,
working his way up my knees, to my thighs, so close, I could feel the
heat from his hands brush the hair of my mound. I was squirming so hard
I thought I was going to come off the table. Sighing and moaning. My
eyes still tightly shut. Hell I sure didn't want him to stop.

His hands worked their way up my stomach, along my ribs, massaging my
breasts, up my arms.. Then I felt him use his hair like a feather
duster and run it down the length of my body. Every cell screaming for
release.

His breath again near my ear. If I asked you a question would you be honest with me?

Of course what is it?

Just curious if you believe in Vampires?

What? Like as in blood suckers, gay looking guys wearing black capes? Well no. they are only in movies.

Well you wanted to know what I was dressed as. My costume is the modern day Vampire.

I laughed and started to open my eyes. He placed his hand over my eyes . . .

Ready to quit so soon?

OHHh we aren't finished? Well by all means please continue.

So you wouldn't mind if I bit you?

Well uummm I guess not.

I felt his lips trail kisses down my body, along my ribs, down to the
backs of my knees, licking so sweetly, then up and up. I could feel the
breath tickling me, I heard him inhale, then I heard him moan for the
first time. I felt his hand part my thighs, felt his hair brush me as
the fire in me started. He parted my lips and gave me such a gentle
kiss that I was unprepared for what happened next.

His tongue was lighting fast, faster then any vibrator, faster then my
own fingers, it caressed my clit, it battered it, it soothed it. I was
carried up, up, and as soon as I was ready to go over he stopped. I
could barely breathe my breath coming in gulping gasps. My whole body
shaking.

I felt him move up my body again pressing his still clothed one to mine.

Do you trust me?

Huskily I said, no but if you stop now I'm pretty sure I'll die.

I felt his hand move down my body, tweaking my nipples on the way by.
Moving down, his hands so soft gently tickling, he moved his fingers
the way his tongue had moved, faster and faster,

Until I was read to go over the edge then he stopped, leaned over I
could feel his hair on either side of my face, And kissed me full,
hard, demanding, sucking the breath from my lungs again, and in the
middle of the kiss I felt his finger probe me, search me, he moved his
tongue and finger in the same motion, I was moving my whole body with
the kiss, I had forgotten I could breath.

And he pulled his finger out and started back to work on my clit,
moving so fast, as his kiss speeded up, he sucked the breath from my
lungs as he let me climax, the pleasure washing over me in broken
waves.

Leaning down next to me as I lay bearly breathing.

Do you trust me?

Umm well Umm no. but that is sure one helluva good, start . . . OHHh my thank you .

He asked me to open my eyes. I stared at him, he had taken his shirt
off and as I gazed at his beautiful skin he started to remove his
pants. He was wearing black silk boxer shorts, and it was obvious that
he was very excited.

He walked over and placed his knees on either side of my shoulders. I
watched in awe as he pulled out his cock. It was harder then anything
I'd ever seen, the skin was smooth as silk as he brushed my cheek with
it. He kept it a little distance away from me, almost as if he was
unsure if I wanted to. I flicked my tongue out to the head, and he
moved forward a little more to allow me access to more of it.

I wrapped my lips around it, and pulled it in with the section,
wrapping my tongue around it, tasting him, smelling him that same
intoxicating smell was even stronger now that I was down where I wanted
to be. I looked up to see him staring down at me smiling. I hadn't
notice how white his teeth were before. His eyes that incredible blue
was almost myst colored now.

I moved my tongue under the head teasing it, flicking it, moving my
head so I could take him all the way down my throat, moving the head to
the back of my throat so I could constrict the muscles making it
tighter and tighter as I pulled his cock down my throat to his balls .
. . the scent of him so close was making me feel that drunk feeling
again. His soft moans were making me move my mouth faster and faster. I
could feel his balls twitch ever so slightly against my chest.

I saw his stomach starting to twitch, felt his body tense and moved his
cock to the back of my throat so his hot cum could shoot down my
throat. It had an odd metallic taste to it but other then that was all
right.

He moved down my body, just laying on me, brushed my hair from my face, and kissed me sweetly on the forehead,

Thank you. It’s been a long time since anyone has done that.

So do you at least trust me a little more now?

Still, tied down to the table.

Look hon, it's nothing personal, I'm just weird I have a lot of trust issues.

Don’t worry none of them are concerning sex.

But as far as honestly trusting anyone. It is never going to happen.

I felt him starting to harden again.

I can show you such pleasure, but you have to trust me, even if it's only a little bit. I promise I won't hurt you. Ever.

I started getting scared at this word ever. I mean here I am, naked, tied down to a table. I don't even know this guys name.

I might but tell me your name.

He leaned down and whispered it softly in my ear, almost as a moan.

OHHh okay well I'd shake your hand but Umm I'm a little tied up at the moment. I'm Laura.

He untied my feet, but left my arms secure and flipped me over onto my
stomach gently. His hands moving me up onto my knees. He begged me,
pleaded with me. Just say you trust me. Just a little . . . and I
promise pleasures beyond your wildest dreams. I could feel his hardness
stroking me, almost as if it had a mind of it’s, own, silky sweetness
brushing my thighs.

I trust that you won't hurt me. But that is as far as I go.

I heard him let out a moan behind me. Felt his cock grow even bigger
then it was before. As it brushed my leg caressing it. His moan in my
ear the scent of leather grew stronger.

I've waited so long I wasn't sure if I could hold out any longer he said.

Waited for what?

I felt him start to kiss the hollow of my shoulder near my neck,
nibbling sucking. He was right this felt really good. I was starting to
get all worked up again just from a few nibbles. His breath was coming
faster. He was moaning loudly just from nibbling.

His voice became insistent . Please. Just tell me you trust me and it can begin.

I figured what could it hurt.
He seemed to be in almost physical pain.
I thought maybe he had a sexual hang up where he felt like he couldn't
have sex without complete trust.
So against my better judgement I said
it. Breathy, and filled with Lust . . . Those three little words . . .

I Trust You..



Tuesday, April 21, 2009 
Well it looks like the votes are in.
And the books win yeaaaaaa Just remember that I will not be posting the entire book.
Cause if I did ya'll would never want to buy them.
I would like to remind everyone that there will eventually be 9 books in the series
The Names of them are as follows
Sidhra's Story
Arkain's Chronicals
Tales from Dixie
Snows Memoirs
Morgan's Tail
Sidhra's Story and Morgan's Tail have been written by me.
They have very graphic sex and violence in them {{{Warning Graphic Sex and Violence}}} So if you are easily offended by that sorta thing you will either wanna skim over it or skip it. I have been asked before if I plan on taking it out, and me and the other authors have agreed no.
If you look in my picture section you will be able to see the faces of the characters. All of them are real people that I found here on Myspace.
I am horrible at spelling, grammar and punctuation (as if you ain't figured that out already) So if you complain about any of it, I'll laugh at you and tell you I told you so.
If it bothers you that much I am more then happy to let anyone that wants too edit the content. Although realize that I'm a broke woman and will be unable to pay you.
But should and when I finally get them in print I will give you honorable mention and if they ever do make it big I'll then give ya some money.
I will start posting them one part a day until the end of what I posted before, if you are not a member of the fan club Hunters of the Blood let me know and I can shoot you an invite.
Also The book covers are on my profile page at least I think they still are **thinks to self, I might wanna go check**
So I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I enjoyed writing them.
They are based on a role playing game {kinda like Dungeons and Dragons} That I invented back in 1992 to help introduce my then husband to the world of gaming geeks. It  was ran from 1992 until 2007. So between me and my friends who played we had a lot of material.
Each one of the books is written by someone different with the exception of Sidhra's and Morgan's. The books are about Vampires, Werewolves, Ghosts, Demons. This does not mean that me or the other authors believe or disbelieve in the existance of any of these things.
So please do not send me emails telling me I got it wrong. This is all the ideas and musings of my sick twisted little mind.
I just hope you guys enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
I'll be posting the first part tommorrow Morning around 730am and will be posting each additional one around the same time (since that is when I get my daughter on the school bus)
/hugz to you and yours from me and mine.
Laura


Monday, April 20, 2009 
Hunters of the Blood

Just wondering if ya'll want me to start reposting the story again for those who have missed it, or for those who want to re-read it.( Sidhra's Story and Morgan's Tail)
If I get enough yeas to the cause I will if not I'll have to come up with something else to bore ya'll with.
/hugz to you and yours from me and mine.
Laura


Friday, April 17, 2009 
Baby Girl

Anyone who has looked at my pictures on here, knows that I love my daughter, in the pictures those aren't posed, that is really me and her laughing, playing, having a great time.

I tell people all the time that my daughter is my little gift from God, my favorite toy.
She is growing up so fast, it seems like only yesterday I had her on my lap in the bathtub singing to her and she was laughing and splashing and humming back to me because she couldn't talk/sing yet. (she was 8 months old)

I see a smart, funny, intelligent woman, sometimes a smart ass, to stuborn (have no idea where she gets that from) a big old softy, quick to defend her friends and family. Talks way to much ( oh yea like that is a big suprise considering I'm her mom lol)

We have recently been having talks about puberty, boys, sex, drugs, alchohol, I was really hoping I'd not have to talk about these either ever or until she was ya know older say 16-20.

But with her getting older she doesn't like to do the mommy/daughter things anymore, it's hard to get her to kiss me in front of people, or hug me, or hold hands. But sometimes I tell her to bad so sad I'm your mom and your gonna hold my hand.

We blow bubbles in the moonlight, count the stars, have puppet shows with her stuffed animals, at least 3 times a week we lay in bed and just talk, about everything and nothing.

They grow up sooooo fast you can barely believe it, soon I'll be like Avalon and be taking pictures of her in her prom dress, then I'll be taking her to her dorm room for college.

I already know these moments are coming, and I know I'll cry and cry as they do, but I figure it's not like I'm losing a daughter, I'm gaining a best friend, and woman I can be very proud of.

/hugz to you and yours between me and mine.
Laura