MySpace http://blog.myspace.com/cybastella http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/85/m_f82a975aadf1466b86c6dfe280572f75.jpg http://blog.myspace.com/cybastella en-US Wed, 06 Jan 2010 05:56:50 GMT http://myspace.com blog.myspace.com 60 8794355 I guess it's time for an update.No big surprises -- The son of a deadbeat has become a deadbeat himself.  He sees Lola every other Wednesday for therapy, then takes her back to his house to cook dinne... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=517259995 Life http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=517259995 Thu, 05 Nov 2009 08:37:00 GMT Maybe if I put my goals out for the week, I can actually accomplish them.Ahem.1)  To regularly do ROM and stretching exercises with Lola.2)  To clean Lola's room and restart the "falling asleep in bed... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=511114408 Life http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=511114408 Mon, 21 Sep 2009 11:10:00 GMT ... and I am trying to muster up some enthusiasm for the weekend.  I am as broke as broke can be, so I will take my son to Downtown Alive.  I'll be sure to bring the mosquito repellent, because I have... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=510691662 Life http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=510691662 Fri, 18 Sep 2009 09:13:00 GMT I haven't blogged in so long, it feels different.I am no longer that person who needed to pour out paragraph after paragraph of pain and sorrow.  I live on a much shorter fuse now.The boys are doing o... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=510548435 Life http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=510548435 Thu, 17 Sep 2009 08:45:00 GMT It gets more and more irritating each day because it's a variation on the same old theme:  It's STILL All About Him.  Where will he live?  What happens if he gets a stroke?Sorry, dude, but I felt for ... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=491630805 Life http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=491630805 Thu, 28 May 2009 13:32:00 GMT ... and I can honestly say that I am so through with this man and this marriage that I wish I had a big fast forward button so that I could make the time go quicker!  He makes it so.  I can't stand th... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=490490221 Life http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=490490221 Fri, 22 May 2009 09:38:00 GMT It's all very, very sad.  I finally ousted PIC, and I was okay, I really was.  I felt really, really good.Then I arrived home and Ian burst past me, not saying anything.  So I followed him to his room... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=487553931 Life http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=487553931 Wed, 06 May 2009 08:44:00 GMT I survived the weekend, but barely.  I have been struggling against insomnia since I was a kid, and it only seems to have gotten worse now that I am older.I can go to sleep (sometimes) but I sleep in ... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=487137310 Life http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=487137310 Mon, 04 May 2009 07:48:00 GMT ... and I am pondering a great many things this morning.  Like, my teeny weeny bladder.  I seem to have been cursed with the family tiny one.  I'd better become a Kegeling fool, especially since Jamie... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=486553259 Life http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=486553259 Fri, 01 May 2009 06:36:00 GMT I have just the worst "face-ache."  My whole T-Zone feels fuzzy, right down to my throat.  I would say swine flu, or psychosomatic response to swine flu, but really, I think it's just lack of sleep.I'... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=486373775 Goals, Plans, Hopes http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=8794355&blogId=486373775 Thu, 30 Apr 2009 08:41:00 GMT