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July 8, 2009 - Wednesday
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gahhh...i hate dealing with people. I got another appt made for GYN..more fertility shit. Took me FOREVER to get anyone to answer there damn phone. then after 50 diff calls and lots of fun around i FINALLY got the right person to really get things going with our claims she tryed telling me it's not their fault it's taking this long. When they recieved my claim on 6/18... r-tards. She said she needs to find who actually has my claim..(they lost it)..but it's not thier fault..whatever. She said she will know by tomarrow. If i don't get a call by NOON i'll be calling them..i really would like this all settled out. i opened up a saving account today..to go along with our checking. I opened it for the deployment. I am gunna put the extra deployment money into it. So when he gets back he has a good chunk of change to play with. He deserves it. It's aside from our main saving cause that ones not supposed to be touched, I'll probly set up a higher allotment to Emm's savings too during the deployment cause i would really like to see that higher then it is. I know i wanna do some saving bonds for her too, like on her birthdays and stuff. Patrick said he had those as a child and they really helped him when he went to college. So i gotta watch the mail for the forms. I made Family Picutre appt again :) I wanna get alot taken so i made then 2 paychecks out so i can save alot a lil more for it. Aug 2nd 4:00pm i love getting family pics taken. i dunno what we are gunna do this time. Last time it was white shirts and jeans w/ black shoes. Then times before that it was whatever. Patrick said maybe a fall theme like sweaters and stuff. Patrick doesn't wanna do black shirt i know that. I still got 3 weeks so i got time to figure it out and buy outfits. We bought some curtains rods lastnight so we can start putting some curtains up. Still nothing in the living room. Cause i honestly still have no idea what i wanna do with that window. I dunno if i want a heavy curtan or just something sheer with a scarf. A valence maybe..who knows. I've enver had a big window like that. We got the sprinklers set up last night, hopeing our desert for a front lawn will come back from the dead. The back yard too, the back yard has tree coverage so the lawn isn't completly dead so i know that will come back pretty quickly. ugh and i have been doing field problem laundry...Oooo'eeee..DOUBLE the oxyclean and wash EVERYTHING twice. His name tapes and such are the only things giving me a hard time with coming clean. I soaked them and they still look like they have a layer of plaque nastyness on them. Honey said it would be a normal day today so he should be home soon enuf :) I wanted to uplaod some pics, but my camera is my truck. Which patrick has. thinking about making a pot roast for dinner tomarrow :) doesn't that sound gooooood!!! 
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July 8, 2009 - Wednesday
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Current mood:  distraught
i hate pregnant people..it's true. After 8 months of trying and nothing..and everyone who does't even try or hardly trys at all gets pregnant...whatever. i know it's not a competition..that's have nothing to do with my hard feelings. It just hurts me.. I hate seeing them..i hate the baby section..maturnity store...ANYTHING to do with it. I hate it. I genuinly get upset everytime i see a pregnant person.
If your pregnant and reading this..don't take offence. It's a personal thing..it has nothing to do with you. Also, if your pregnant don't comment. Cause you'll just make it worse. i'm serious.
My body hates me...it truly does. I love how everyone around me is pregnant..opr trying to and has allll the time in the world. My body is being an asshole..and my husband leaves in 2 months. So no getting pregnant for me....i wish i could just STOP wanting it. Or stop caring about it all together. I'm just starting to hate the whole thing..
I'm just hurt..and this is just me ranting. If you've got anything negative to say..shove it honestly. My blog..you read it...
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July 5, 2009 - Sunday
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Well patrick said his time of coming home is pushed back til late evenin tomarrow :( It's ok tho, at least he's coming home tomarrow RIGHT!! Woot Woot!! I'm ssooo excited to see my loverpie.
Right now i am cleaning house or trying to do as much as i can when my house is 80 degrees again.
Emma slept til 2pm today, now it's 3:30pm and she fell back asleep already...she didn't have a nap AT ALL yesterday tho. She stayed up during the fireworks too, she's probly just catching up.
Her feeties look ALOT better, even the cracks and stuff are healing real good. Now i know if ever this happens again what to do, say screw the doctors and just go buy tons of OTC stuff and load her up. It's not completly healed. I know Patrick said he wants to go to the ocean on his 4 day, so i hope Emm's feet are healed by then otherwise i don't think we will go. It's not fair to Emma.
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July 1, 2009 - Wednesday
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Current mood:  drained
so after talking with my husband this evening still not any closer to knowing when he maybe home... anything from 3rd - 9th. I mean it's only a week difference i guess but still annoying. i know i should be used to this type of thing, and really it wouldn't normally bother me but patrick said they are done with field problems, they have packed up all there shit, tomarrow they put the viehicles onto the railheads then thats it..he says nothing planned after that. soooo what is he gunna be doing for a week?! Whatever. He'll be home soon enuf. Oooo, heesh and the way he was talking to me today  I can't WAIT til he's home.
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June 29, 2009 - Monday
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blogging to the music of Emm's screaming :)
I love her soo much. Since Patrick has left tho...wowzers. Fits like i've never seen before, super dependant on pacy/blanket and me. She's impossiable when it comes to eating, she would gradly live off string cheese, grapes, apple juice and mac'n cheese. Which isn't gunna happen...thats what her current fit is about. Not wanting to eat what i made. She refuses ALL veggies, there isn't ONE vegtable she will eat. The ONLY way i get her to get her veggies is V-8..wierd huh?!! she doesn't like veggies but she LOVES V-8. Ugh, her screaming is turning my brain to pudding..i KNOW she is hungry but she will not eat. When she is hungry enuf she will eat.
I have been feeling super icky since last night, i felt Soooo tired and sick and cold before bed last night. It was 77 in the house and i had to get my heating pad out just to warm up my feet. They were sooo cold it hurt. Then 2am i woke up and my heart felt i had just got done running, i felt nausious..swore and unable to fall back asleep. I woke up feeling a lil better but that was short lived back to feeling tired, sore and just ucka.
I got to talk to Patrick last night for the first time in over a week :) yay! So he's done with the field problems back down in Lousianna. She should be home in a week-ish. He said it's rumor they maybe leaving on the 3rd. I won't plan on it, but i can always hope.
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June 27, 2009 - Saturday
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only two more days til my husband is done with this damn mission and i am able to talk to him :) i can't wait. A week without talking to my lover..i miss him tons I can't wait til be gets back  less then TWO week away  So i think the meds are working for the actual infection cause the bog sores are going away, but the fungi stuff i swear that cream just made it TAKE off..like it's spreading it's not gettin worse like in how bad it is it's just spreading out...i'll give it a few more days and if it doesn't improve i guess i'll have to call them back and see if they can put in for something different. I have no idea what i am gunna do this weekend. Or even for July 4th. I need to read the paper and find out whats going on for the 4th around here. Any Ft. Lewis 'ers now whats going on in the area?!!
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June 25, 2009 - Thursday
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called the appt line, and they said NOTHING IS AVAILABLE TODAY OR TOMARROW!!!!! I'm NOT WAITING TIL MONDAY!!!!!! I called the MOMENT the appointment line openned!!!! [7am] and the ER is a JOKE about this. (i know i went last sunday)... I'm getting super pissed off.  Her sores are getting bad and this fever is making me nervous. WTF?!! You better believe i called my clinic and threw a darn fit..even with a statement from the ER to make a appt i still can't get in. The lady said after active duty sick call she will call me back and try to get her in. I will bring her to the ER if i have to, or make them referr me off post..she WILL be seen today. I will make sure that happens. I just wanna know whats wrong with her.  Just needed to vent that..i wish patrick was over with these field problem missions so i could talk to him, he would make me feel a lil better
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June 25, 2009 - Thursday
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when Emma gets a fever..it's always crazy high. It's now 103.2, she looks like a tomatoe, i can't get her to eat-inface when i offer she crys at me. Earlier i could get her to drink IF i held the sippy cup, now she won't drink at all. I just broke out the cool patches for her forehead...they are nice but her head is so hott it doesn't stay cool like it's supposed to. She hasn't gotton up since like 4pm, she just lays there in & out of sleep.
Ibuphrofen & Tylnol does NOT work for her fevers..but of coarse i'll keep giving it to her. I think i may wake her to give her a cool bath..and set up a fan in her bedroom cause she is burning up.
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June 24, 2009 - Wednesday
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Current mood:  sympathetic
Well, i noticed Emm was warm this morning but didn't think anything of it since it was 77 in my house. Well it's now cooled down and Emm is only in her diaper- just took her temp [102.3] yikes..when she gets a fever she sure gets a darn fever. Her feet arn't any better, i noticed her feet friday last week. I hope it's unrelated. But i know it's not her teething cause those molars are threw now. I just called to make her appt they told me next available follow up appt from her ER visit on sunday is AUG 5th!! Yeah i don't think so.. so, tomarrow i have to make sure i am awake 7am to call the appt line and PRAY i get a same day appt. Otherwise tomarrow it's back to the ER. This place has TOOO many people for the hosptials and clinics they have. My poor baby is sick :( She's super mopey too..like just laying on the couch and watching tv. She NEVER does that, she's ALWAYS running around being crazy. So i know she's not feeling good.  Taking it easy today. Edited to say: I just checked her feet out, and since this fever showd up i swear her feet have just suddenly gotton worse both feet are equally as bad. Before the other foot had just a few bumps. I'm getting worried. But there's not alot i can do, just gotta keep the fever down and hope i get her an appt tomarrow. Keep track of her temp and write it down. It's frusterating not being able to get her in to the doctor the exact moment you feel she needs it.
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June 21, 2009 - Sunday
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ugh, ok remember that blog i poste with Emm's foot sore thingies. Well, now it's bigger and there are more of them but littler ones. They are kinda spotted too, like.... HAND FOOT & MOUTH DISEASE!!!
Gosh i really hope i am wrong, i don't see any on her hands/mouth YET!! The only reason i fear this is cause at the play land we went to i forgot socks for Emma. My friend Jessika said thats how her kids got it. OMGG..i think i'm calling the E.R. screw waiting til monday. I had it when i was young and it HURT LIKE HELL!! *ugh* Maybe i'm paranoid, but there's deff something up with her feet cause it's on BOTH feet now. ** Jes, how did it start out with your kids i'm totally freaking. Just got back from the E.R.
Yes, it's viral They won't diagnose it cause it's only on her feet so far. I have a follow up next week at Nisqually Medical. Right now it's a wait and see kinda deal. Medications: Children's benadryl , tylnol, inbuphrofen :) Go back to E.R. if symtoms get worse, or something crazy happens.
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