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Last Updated: 7/9/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 30
Sign: Taurus

City: PORTLAND
State: OREGON
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/28/2005

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 


 I encourage all of you virtual buddies to explore my disaster sound machines. Befriend them, embrace them, and open your heart til it dries and then snort it.

Pang Gnang
- Plunderphonics & turntablism glee. Audio glitch wildfire & the loop-de-loop of all the classic hits. This is my personal beast I use to digest media saturation.
www.myspace.com/panggnang
 

Madman Prophecies
- The madman prophecies is a futuristic present-state of post apocolyptic disaster. Just a few survivors exist in this underground bunker, armed with only instruments, recording devices, and various psychedelics, they must pass the time while waiting for the rest of the world to heal. Deep underground they perform; while the sun has collapsed in on itself, under dirt, wood, and concrete rest the madman prophecies.
www.myspace.com/madmanprophecies

Jesus Burger
- "The best named band in Portland." Performance art over music mostly. Still a classic for any unsuspecting booker of a venue. Noise dismemberment. Best served live.
www.myspace.com/jesusburger

Thank_you.
- Craig
Currently listening:
Chocolate and Cheese
By Ween
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 

Category: Art and Photography
Currently watching:
One Night Stand
Release date: 2002-12-03
Friday, October 17, 2008 

Current mood:  smitten
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
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"Rape-based economy"
"Wonderful, cuntiful....Cindy"
Gotta love it.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 

Current mood:  ninja
Category: News and Politics

After watching last night's debate, I reached the conclusion that I am, in fact, an undecided voter. The same type of voter which the media seems to be counting on to create the notion that it's going to be a close race....




I have made a few decisions though. I will not be voting for John McCain, and I will not be voting for Barack Obama. With both candidates agreeing to keep the war machine rolling along [read this article by Noam Chomsky - Can a Democrat change US Middle East policy?], with both agreeing that same-sex marriage should not be legal (what are they afraid of exactly?), with both agreeing on "clean coal" and nuclear energy as viable long-term energy options, with both voting for FISA illegal wiretapping and Telecom immunity, with neither calling for impeachment and war crimes against the current administration, and with a quiet, if not passive approach to any truly progressive and necessary ideas, it's clear that neither candidate is representing what I believe in.

The debates are nothing but stump speeches broken up into soundbite-sized segments, nothing new or revealing is being said, as each candidate won't take a risk to alienate voters. When looking at 3rd party candidates, you won't see that restrictive tone being used, you don't see a careful PR marketing commercial when addressing/ignoring issues, you hear actual thoughts even if deemed controversial or unconventional.

The recent financial bailout reveals another attempt to deny reality - [Listen/read Naomi Klein's speech replayed on Democracy Now! - Naomi Klein: Wall St. Crisis Should Be for Neoliberalism What Fall of Berlin Wall Was for Communism]. It's totally unknown what will come of this trillion dollar payment to the exact companies which contributed top dollars to both Obama & McCain.

To admit that the economic situation of the U.S. is flawed is an understatement. But to not include the entire system within that admission of guilt only reveals the larger, much more destructive elements which make up the problem. Besides being a bloated illusion of power and might through the use of the military industrial complex, we're also corrupt to the core in many ways. Our electoral process itself is flawed to the point of absurdity, yet the mainstream, consolidated media will not bring these crucial issues to the forefront. The corporate influence of this government is clear, and neither candidate is making it the priority which it should be.

So, where to go with my one lone vote then?

I voted for Dennis Kucinich during this year's primary, and have always held him in highest regard since helping his campaign in 2004. Obviously he's not running, but he has offered some of best ideas to genuinely transform this country. His speech at this year's DNC was the most energized and moving by far (with the obvious exception for his endorsement of his party's ticket). He's one of the most outspoken, truly progressive, and honest politicians involved in this year's election. Above all potential candidates, I would support a Kucinich presidency first and foremost.


Ralph Nader is running again. Regardless of the dismissive tone of many folks, he's been a citizen-activist longer than anyone running for president. I volunteered for his campaign as well in 2004, which, even in Portland, was met with hostility from most people I spoke with. He's still taking on the electoral process overall, revealing how difficult both Democrats and Republicans have made it for a 3rd party candidates to get involved with the race. His platform is as it's been for the last few elections, with a few new added issues. He's talking about things which either Obama and McCain agree upon so they don't discuss, or he's talking about things which neither even consider - such as decreasing the military budget. His energy policies are much more appropriate for our current crisis than the 2 leading candidates. This note on his website shows the sad fact that nothing much has changed since his last run for office -





[Matt Gonzalez's piece about Obama, mentioned in the video above, is available here.]




The Green Party this year is offering the first all-women-of-color ticket for President. Cynthia McKinney and Rosa Clemente are an energized team which would bring an amazingly fresh perspective to the government. I first learned about Rosa Clemente while attending the 2008 National Conference on Media Reform. Her powerful speech can be seen here. The Green Party platform is what I believe in and how I think we should approach the world in these times. The "10 Key Values of the Green Party" addresses the crucial needs which are being not being discussed in the current political forums in the mainstream media. Issues like ecological wisdom, non-violence, true social justice, community-based economics, feminism and gender equality, and sustainability are crucial and need to be part of the foundation of a presidential candidate. McKinney is also the ONLY candidates (which I know of) who is an active member of the 9/11 truth movement:




So the McKinney/Clemente ticket is a great option for people who want to vote their values.



There are other 3rd party candidates running this year which although I don't agree entirely with their platforms, I think their voices are needed to create a truly open political dialogue this year:


The concept of "vote for a Democrat this year and THEN force the change you want" does not work. For example, fair elections & open debates, in reference to 3rd party candidates, in no way benefits the Democratic Party. They will never bring up these issues as important ones, and thus will continue the two-party duopoly. Each election cycle brings forth the same "urgency" which keeps 3rd parties out of the picture, instead they're painted as spoilers which can't be taken seriously. I can't buy that argument, weak as it is, when it's the 3rd party candidates which are raising actual pressing issues, issues which the two main candidates are not addressing due to the riskiness of an election. It's transparent, and it's not acceptable.


I do think there is a difference between McCain and Obama, and I believe Obama will win the election this year. I also hope that he does surprise his critics and cynics (like me) and becomes a progressive which he had initially potentially presented himself to be, but I won't be holding my breath, and I won't give my vote to someone I cannot fully get behind. For me, one of the most pressing issues (besides the wars and U.S. hegemony overall) is media consolidation and corporate ownership of the public airwaves. I believe the only way towards a truly open and democratic dialogue within this country is through a media which contains the voices of actual citizens instead of capital-fueled companies. All other political issues can be discussed much more thoroughly if a media which voices opinions and facts and investigative journalism existed rather than what we have today, sensationalized fluff to fill a 24-hour newscast. (In all fairness, John McCain did vote against the 1996 Telecommunications Act, which was a Clinton backed bill which led to massive deregulation of the media, he has since become less of 'maverick' on such issues.)


If Obama is elected, he needs to adjust the FCC so that minds like commissioners Copps and Adelstein, who understand the importance of a fair media, are in charge. He might also listen to the voices of the actual people, not the power surrounding him, but the people which get him elected. He needs to come to terms with the fact that America as a global empire is dead, and that a humble approach to foreign affairs is more crucial now than ever. Time will tell.




Currently listening:
The Complete Stax-Volt Singles 1959-1968
By Various Artists
Release date: 1991-04-30
Monday, October 13, 2008 
Currently listening:
Doolittle
By Pixies
Release date: 2003-05-20
Tuesday, October 07, 2008 

Current mood:rested
Think what you will about him running, but Nader has repeatedly said things which no other candidate will say. Yet many people agree with his core beliefs.

That's the catch, we now must naturally despise a 3rd party candidate just for the fear of "losing" an election.... when the candidate which we vote for (the "lesser of 2 evils") is a compromise, far below our expectations as a leader.

Ralph Nader is a constant, he's been a constant for the past 3 elections. Just imagine what his voice in a presidential debate would do to the conversation.

http://www.votenader.org/debates/

Nader on the issues






Currently listening:
On the Beach
By Neil Young
Release date: 2003-08-19
Thursday, September 11, 2008 

Current mood:  relaxed
Category: News and Politics
Currently listening:
Son
By Juana Molina
Release date: 2006-09-18
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 
Not really.






Saturday, August 16, 2008 

Current mood:  hot
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
So CD Baby has finally been sold. no longer "independent" as the company's bio reads:

[In•de•pen•dent: (adj.) Not having sold one's life, career, and creative works over to a corporation.]

That corporation is called Discmakers. You may know them as the massive paperwaste of a catalog which shows up monthly in your mailbox. They've taken over the little CD/DVD manufacturers and even disguise themselves under competitor's names (they own Oasis).

Discmakers paid Derek Sivers about $20+ million dollars. That's over $20,000,000. To date, CD Baby has paid out $80,000,000 to artists. 1/4 of that amount went to Sivers this week, in exchange for him doing something he's claimed he'd never do. Read here from a fall 07 interview Sivers did with Berklee Today (of which I'm actually in one of the photographs, perfect!):

"You've had people offer to buy your company but you've never taken the deal. How come?
I didn't get into this for the money, so I'm not going to get out of it for the money. That was never the point for me. In the dot-com boom, you saw people start a business with good intentions, but the investors wanted bigger returns, so owners began to compromise their original intentions and started mildly screwing people. Once that happens, they have to shut down because people know they are getting screwed, or the owner sells the business and becomes miserable because what started as a golden egg turned into a rotten egg. To me it's failure when what you set out to create becomes corrupted-even if you are making a lot of money."

Even at the time of the interview, Sivers was entertaining the idea of selling CD Baby to Amazon.com. Rumors were circulating and he was actively denying each and every one of them. He continued to deny the rumors, even during the due dilligence process when Discmakers were in the building. When finally admitting to key employees that he was trying to sell the company, he excused his behavior by citing trust issues - the richest excuse for him to use (some pun intended)

I left CD Baby after spending a few days with Tony Van Veen and his cohorts at Discmakers. They were in Portland in April during the original due dilligence period. I was less than impressed with their vision for the new company post change-in-control. Tony talked a lot about "low hanging fruit" in the workplace; easy means of getting some of the $20+ million dollars back right off the bat. A lot of talk involved fees which were never a part of the CD Baby culture. Stretching past the $35 sign-up fee, the company would then start to mimick the layout of chief competitor Tunecore. He took a very monopolistic approach to things, saying artists would have to pay these extra fees, cause where else could they go? He wanted to aggressively go after competitors, not just let CD Baby stand alone as the successful (but not perfect) model it's been over the many years. This may make sense as a business tactic, but it wasn't something I wanted to lend my energies to.

VanVeen was also personally insulting our employees. He was overheard joking about how our tattooed warehouse crew would have to be checked for hepatitis. He also made some disparaging comments about other employees as well. His frathouse approach to welcoming himself to the company left a bad taste in my mouth, along with several other employees. After I announced my leaving the company, several other employees quit as well, key department managers and folks who'd worked there for years.

Derek at this point told the entire company that the deal was killed by him, and that he wouldn't be selling the company, all was back to "normal". Any employee who'd been there long enough to experience his less-than-honest communication with the crew was skeptical at best. Sivers then kept it a secret for the next 3 months that the deal was still going on. Lying to all his dedicated and loyal employees. At least he was consistent; he went out in the same manner as he'd been over the last several years - avoiding conflict, outright lying, and manipulating and using the employees who made him so wealthy and kept his business so successful.

Sivers treated his employees as if they were a burden. This was in direct conflict with my job duties and personal ethical beliefs. As I worked towards socializing the workplace, which was an idea briefly accepted by Sivers, it would inevitably be reversed back to a standard capitalistic US business, despite it improving morale and the cohesiveness of the crew. While Sivers read business book after business book, seeking out newer directions to take his company, the 80+ employees suffered his whims yet kept the place running smoothly. We had a profit-sharing program set up for 6 months which was received with great enthusiasm by the entire company, only to be ripped out of our hands once Sivers bought the company from his father (a lesser known fact about CD Baby!). The internal drama of the workplace was far more traumatizing than anything the shaky music industry could put us through. We were dealing with essentially a child, with narcissistic tendencies and a cold disconnect from humanity. That may sound extreme, but it really was the case. Derek is deceptive at best, a marketing agent now, a social chameleon who thrives on presenting himself as an innovator and experimenter... yet in reality, he was lucky in his timing of starting the company (plus born independently wealthy helped a great deal).

Once he left CD Baby, he really wasn't involved in the day-to-day operations for the past several years, the employees took over and made the place what it's become. Unfortunately, they were always unable to reach their true vision for the company due to Derek's inability to let the programming go (this is important when you're a .com business). The employees kept hard at work and tried many times over to both keep the company fresh and competitive while aiding artists all along the way. Derek's whimsical visions changed weekly at times, with nothing ever materializing. We'd meet and hear about a rewrite of the entire system, visions of an going international were presented (and at the cost of one key-employee, were absurdly pursued until it was realized that it wasn't going to be as easy as getting money from your folks and starting a company in your garage).

After being repeatedly confronted on his erratic behavior by a crew of managers and executives, he began to call for an open dialogue with all employees. This quickly soured once it was realized that the problem was him, his lack of professionalism, his lack of respect for his employees, and the way in which his ego effected the day-to-day operations of his company. He then went into hiding, never to return to Portland. He fired two manager out of the blue for comments said in meeting which were "unrestricted in content." 2 weeks later we found ourselves dealing with 2 old businessmen, strangers to the music industry, strangers to CD Baby entirely. They were hired as COOs to "clean up the place" - it was a $100,000 disaster which fortunately only lasted 3 months.

From there things didn't get better, Derek would dip into the company business at the strangest moments, micromanaging which offices were being used, who's salary was what (after publicly releasing those responsibilities to us), and other random things. He found a book which he fell in love with which stressed outsourcing all aspects of the business, so he cut the workload of our customer service crew and sent work to India. (This too was a disaster which backfired.)

Rumors circulated for months about the company being sold, but he would deny it each and every time. As the actual sale did approach, he still kept it quiet and was furious to find out that we'd learned otherwise, saying he couldn't trust us. Most employees welcomed a change in control-anything had to be better than a spoiled, isolated paranoid who happened to make millions off the hard work of his employees, while ignoring their ideas and publicly dismissing the hard work they did by acting as if he'd creating a smooth running business that didn't need him. In reality it didn't need him, things were under control and were heading in the right direction-but that wasn't enough. Getting out of the company was essential for Derek, and getting the most money he could was key. Derek talked about offers of hundreds of millions of dollars being turned down in the past from huge media conglomerates trying to buy CD Baby, but the company was no longer that valuable (questionable if ever really was of course). So the $20 million or so he was able to get from Discmakers' investment firm was the most money possible.

At one point we honestly did try to present the notion of an employee-owned company to Derek, but he never liked the idea. Even as the pending sale of the sister company Hostbaby was occurring the employees approached him with the idea of buying it, but he wanted more money than they could afford. The employees were the people who make the place work, who would be the best caretakers of the company, and who knew Hostbaby would need more than anyone. Instead it's now owned by folks who want to turn their investment into the black as quickly as possible. All the elements which kept the culture at CD Baby alive and thriving are now being strangled by pure business culture. Make no illusions, the fun is over.
So now Sivers is free from the burden of owning a successful business with a crew of people who actually care about their work and want to help the artists. He's starting a slew of vague ideas which will take advantage of independent artists and use their work to further the image of him being a musician's friend and guru. After years of dealing directly with his narcissism and ego, I do wish him the best in coming to terms with what a selfish and dangerous person he is. Even employees who had never met him but worked long enough at CD Baby to understand his behavior have spoken out.

Since the official sale was announced, 2 key employees have left the company thus far. Time will tell how long things will last there.

So what can be learned by all this? For me it was a lesson in business ethics, as well as the value of every employee in a company. The one "boss-with-total-control" situation is something I don't ever want to work with again. Co-operatives, employee-owned businesses, and socialized workplaces offer the most potential and rewards for the most amount of people. I never intended to be a Human Resources manager when I first applied for a warehouse job in 2004, but that's how things came to be. I'm proud of my hard work at CD Baby and love all the great people I worked alongside while dealing with the ego of a lone owner, but I couldn't do it again like that. I value the term "be your own boss" more than ever now. Also, there is music available at CD Baby which is some of the greatest, most unique, and original sounds you'll ever come across. This in no way is a knock against the hardworking artists of CD Baby, just my experience concerning the people behind the curtain.



Originally posted here
Currently listening:
Decade
By Neil Young
Release date: 1990-10-25
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 
Old videos have been uploaded and are now visible to the eye. Some are from the Salvationinc era, some prior.

Most are enclosed here, the rest are on the youtube.

Wal*Martians


Buy Nothing Day 2003


Martian Winter


Skull & Boner


Morse Code Sadness


A Spirit in Observation of a Fool


Community...


Jacob