I love like I'm used too, never get tired of the pain that we went through
looking up to the rain of anger that wets me
so deeply mangled in the game that we play
i tired to forget it, never again was the swear from my lips
God strike me as my lies drown me
it's like we never fell in the first place
but when the match is lit the rage within us races
maybe just maybe we truly never forgive
we most defiantly never forget...

By Adam Farhoud

I'm feeling a bit of emptiness…Yet I feel complete
Everytime I think the story ends it begins again
I don't waste my emotions on a guy… I waste them on his heart
But like I said… when you think it ends it begins again
His carelessness is my pain, his ignorance is my hurt
My heart feels shallow and my stomach is twisting
It's not him… it's the pain that he is causing
And it's not me…
It's my heart he is breaking and my feelings he's destroying
I feel complete and I have clarity
But I feel empty
I'm not lifeless…it's my heart that is struggling
I'm not empty… it's my soul that is bleak
I'm not worthless… but it's my mind that tells me so
It's not a boy that I'm hurt over… it's the pain he caused
I thought my story ended… but it began again
I wonder when my story will end with love

By Adam Farhoud

© 2007 Adam Farhoud (All rights reserved)

Together
 

In a tone exchanged on a line A strong feeling now defined Distance constrains our physical passion So far away from me... you're so far away from me Still your voice finds a way to make my heart melt And when the line is disconnected my heart still shatters into a million pieces I scream for you in my solitude hoping you will guide me through the darkness I toss and turn through out the night still hoping to wake up with your arms around me It complicates us day by day however love will never allow me to let go In a tone exchanged on a line A strong feeling now defined Deeper than any ocean and higher than a mountains highest peak Though I am here and you are there Are hearts still find away to be together By Adam Farhoud © 2006 Adam Farhoud (All rights reserved)

In and Out Of Time

The sun has come.
The mist has gone.
We see in the distance...
our long way home.
I was always yours to have.
You were always mine.
We have loved each other in and out of time.
When the first stone looked up at the blazing sun
and the first tree struggled up from the forest floor
I had always loved you more.
You freed your braids...
gave your hair to the breeze.
It hummed like a hive of honey bees.
I reached in the mass for the sweet honey comb there....
Mmmm...God how I love your hair.
You saw me bludgeoned by circumstance.
Lost, injured, hurt by chance.
I screamed to the heavens....loudly screamed....
Trying to change our nightmares to dreams...
The sun has come.
The mist has gone.
We see in the distance our long way home.
I was always yours to have.
You were always mine.
We have loved each other in and out
in and out
in and out
of time.

By: Maya Angelou

Withdrawal 

i dont wanna get up tomorrow, it's too hard
i hope dreaming of you keeps me sleeping
i dont wanna say goodbye...
i rather choke on those words
i dont wanna wake up tomorrow
...because you will already be gone...