1. Can you tap dance? - yes... not well tho'.
2. Do you own a pair of see-thru underwear? - no                                                                3. What color is the sky today? - navy blue
4. Do you own a classic brown teddy bear? - yes
5. Is your favorite holiday christmas? - yes
6. Is there a candle by you? - no
7. If you had an iPOD mini, what color would you have? - red
8. What song are you listening to? - still - brian mcknight
9. Is it your favorite song? - nbo                                                                                           10. How many myspaces have you had? - 1 for me, 1 for my band
11. Have you ever made a friendster survey? - No
12. Are you wearing any jewlery? - no
13. Where does your grandpa live? - 3 blocks from our place
14. Are you an angry drunk? - no, i just sleep
15. Do you prefer pen or pencil? - pen
16. Are you wearing deodorant? - yes                                                                                17. Ever been in an earthquake? - yes, nagearthquake kahapon, 8 secs. nasa SM ako
18. Is your birthday this month? - yes! next week!
19. Do guys suck? - Imma guy!!! HELL NO!
20. Are you afraid of the dentist? - no
21. Do you know exactly what car you want? - no
22. Have you ever bought something from ebay? - No
23. Ever seen "boy meets world"? - No
24. Own a locket? - No
25. Do you share a locker? - yes, 4 of us.
26. Ever dissected anything? - frog and cat
27. Ever had a referral? - Yes
28. Still play with legos? - no
29. Do you know when easter is? - yes
31. Last time you wrote a note? - kanina
32. Ever been on a cruise? - No
33. Ever gotten pregnant by someone on a cruise? - me!!! pregnant?
34. Dyed your hair? - nope
35. Like your handwriting? - NO!
36. Do you eat? - duh!
37. Are you wearing lotion? - no. rarely
38. Last time you talked on the phone? - kanina
39. Do you know Victoria's Secret? - where's that?
40. Are you nice? - VERY...
41. Ever been in love? - If i say no, would you believe me?
42. What were you last halloween? - Alfonso
43. Ever met a midget? - yes
44. Ever been to Cuba? - no
45. Ever cut yourself shaving? - yes
46. Ever owned an exotic pet? - yes, bayawak
47. Is it your birthday? - next week pa nga!
48. Is it someone else's birthday? - that's for sure
49. Had a good day? - kinda
50. How long did this take you? - huh? not long...

Wow, my sched was full tlga the whole week!!! I had my mid term exam, Nag defense pa kami sa term paper ko, at may gig pa kami pag friday...

Midterm: Ewan If pasado ba ako nun, I really don't care... Basta pinagaralan ko tlga un...

Term Paper: for the whole week, doon ako na2log sa bahay ng groupmate ko sa Thesis which is about the level of awareness and degree of nvolvement on smoking sa Nursing students sa school ko. Tig-3 hours lang 2log namin coz of research...

Gig: naku! may gig pa kami pag friday. Y101 event. at least 4 songs lang perform namin at hindi whole set. Di na nga kami nakapag reherse ng maayos kasi bz kami lahat. At least ok naman ung performance kasi sanay na kami sa 4 songs na un.(Dance intro, free<--alkaline orig, so sick, run it, gyrate/game called flirting/we gonna do this all night<-- alkaline origs)

My sunshine was busy rin... pero nasa Danao City kami ngayon nagbabakasyon. Overnyt kami di2 tapos beach nanaman kami bukas.:-) yey!

"Happy You Are Here"

(by: alkaline)

I used to think that love and everything was just a game never knowing what it means to feel true love emotions or experience the pain

And every girl was just another game I need to play but I needed something better so I left them all away

Then I found someone who changed it all, You came along and made me fall

So happy you are here with me, sharing the moment intimately, showing me what love really means and what it is

Took my dark and lonely days into the light, so happy you are here...

I used to think that love is just the pleasure you would get, then you taught me that love is sharing what you are and you surely won't regret

Damn! I never felt this special! Since this is what I never did come to understand

Then I found someone who changed it all, You came along and made me fall

So happy you are here with me, sharing the moment intimately, showing me what love really means and what it is

Took my dark and lonely days into the light, so happy you are here...

Its 10:30 in the evening and just dropped of my sunshine to her boarding house. Both of us need to sleep na coz we did'nt have sleep last night because we were at The Jamaican Nights 2006 party @ Cebu Beach Club (www.jamaicannights.com). Wow, Talk about amazing tlga. I got in for free (Monster Radio was a sponsor) and just paid for my sunshine. We went there at around 12:30 midnight while the party was at it's climax. Yeah, so I missed the bikini competition but that's actually my sunshine's reason why we went there late. The place was flooded with people... An estimated 8000 people were there. Reggae then House music was played. Everyone was hyped up when we came coz maybe tipsy na sila, kami hindi pa kasi kararating lang namin... Fashionably Late so to speak. Hehehe The stage was big and the whole audience side had rain machines all over so everyone was wet! It was so fun dancing in the rain (fake rain that is.) and getting all wet and sexy with my sunshine.:-) Took a break from dancing at around 3:00 am and drank Tanduay with cliff and the Monster crew. After that, mas naganahan kaming sumayaw thanks to alcohol. Di na kami huminto till the music stopped at around 6 in the morning. So, after that, we ate breakfast there and took a swim sa beach ng saglit and went to the room rented by our friend (Which is so full of people in bikini sleeping by the way.) and slept sa sahig. While my sunshine was already asleep, I continued drinking with Cliff coz he was kinda depressed that his special someone wasn't able to be there with him. And we talked a lot then we realized that It was already 10 am so nakaw kami ng tulog sa room dahil kailangan nang mag check-out at 12 noon. We woke up at 12 at punta sa poolside. Dun kami natulog ulit sa mga mga sunbeds (with umbrella) doon. My sunshine woke me up at 4pm and bought me lunch. Wow, i feel so blessed with her around me. I still can't get over the fact na kami na tlga! Finally, I found someone to dedicate my favorite song that I made called happy you are here because when I made that song, I didn't have somebody(I'll post the lyrics next week). Anyways, at 6, we finally went back to the city. Then, we heard mass... Then we ate at this barbecue place with a really delicious mami which only costs 15 bucks. For me, my sunshine and Cliff, I only spent 84 pesos and we were so busog already. Cliff had to work after that so he's at work now. And then balik na ako sa where i started that its 10:30 in the evening and I just dropped my sunshine off to her boarding house. Talk about an amazing experience

Among the super many beauties of Pinoy showbiz today, dalawa lang ang inaadmire ko ng todo: Si Bianca Gonzales and Nikki Gil. Besides the fact that both of them are morena(It's really not my type... nagkataon lang), I find these girls very attractive because of their intelligence. They proved that beauty can be brains too. As for Bianca, crush ko na tlga cya since her MTV VJ days pa. For Nikki naman, I fell for her sweetness (plus her smile, her voice, her hair, ay lahat na lang. hehehe) noon pa.

Kahapon, pag lunch break ko, I went to Monster Radio with Cliff (He's a dj there.) Surprisingly, ang daming ilaw sa loob! when we went inside, Nandun pala si Nikki Gil for Radio Myx with Ryk Orion (Watch out for me there kasi nandun lang ako when they taped the intro... Nasa background ako.hehehe) After their taping, I finally shook hands with my crush, Nikki. Mas matangkad pa pala cya sakin pero she was wearing really tall heels anyways. Sayang at hindi ako nakapapicture anyways, ok na sakin un. It really made my day kahapon...

And ei, about me and Sunshine? nag-cool of na sla ng bf nya kaya she's much more open to me na... pero hindi pa tlga kami. But It's a good thing. Till' next time.

Good Friday:

Kahit di kami kumain ng kahit ano except fish, egg at rice the whole day, masaya pa rin ung good Friday ko. Di rin kami nagkita ni Sunshine pero k pa rin. We went to my lolas place and stayed there the whole morning. All I did was eat, text and sleep. Di naman boring kasi kausap ko sis ko palagi and I had this serious talk with my dad there Kailangan ko tlga un. Tus we attended the procession of Jesus dead body then uwi after. Mga 7, camote and cheese for dinner. Then tawag ung cousin ko long distance from Cagayan de Oro thru Sun Cellular. Ask nya ako kung housemate ba ako sa PBB Teen Edition kasi kita na nya ung flashed trailer daw at kala nya ako ung isa. Tlaga? May kamukha akong bagong housemate? Well, I have to see it pa kung tlagang totoo na kamukha kami kasi di ko pa nakita ung trailer eh Then I texted Sunshine again This time, di na cya nagrereply. Could this mean iniiwasan na nya ako? What if alam na ng boyfriend nya or maybe she decided na na pipiliin nya boyfriend nya. My God, wag naman ganun, I hope naubusan lang ng load Even at least magkakasama pa rin kami kahit friendship na lang ulit basta nandun lng cya. Ewan ko na nga ba!!!! Buti pa 2log na lang ako

I woke up at around 8:30 and went straight (pero naligo ako ha!) to the internet caf to update my blog. When I got there, it was closed so I went to 3 more internet cafs but still, all of them are closed. Naku! Penalty na naman 2! Limutan kong halos may open na establishments kapag holy Thursday at good Friday. So I went back home na lang I guess I have to write my blogs ahead sa computer ko then just transfer it on Saturday. So after writing a blog entry, mag lulunch na For lunch, we were invited by my tita to eat at their place. This tita of mine is an interior designer. So naturally, her house looks amazing. Grabe! Its a small cottage inspired abode. Nipa ung roof (actually pinatong lang ung nipa sa roof tlga to give that whole cottage feel.), may patio na ang ganda ng colors, parang rice terraces inspired ung yard nila na may old bathtub na ginamit nilang fishpond. Its really a creative home. For lunch, and sarap lalaga ng handa! Thai rice (ung may bagoong), baked tahong, bangus in gata, and shrimp sinigang. So busog tlga then I remembered na I have to meet Sunshine at 1:30 kasi nagpapasabay cya in refunding her ticket (Di kasi cya nakauwi sa province nya.). Text ko cya na mga 2 nalang kasi layu pa ng place eh asked my mom if I can go na but didnt allow me coz ang layu raw to the corner. To make the long story short, I went to her boarding house at around 4 na. Wow, pagkakita ko s kanya e parang galit na galit. So ginawa ko nalang ung ginawa nung guy sa Fita commercial: bakit ngayun lang ako? Di ko ba alam na naiinis ka na sa kahihintay sakin? I hate me! I hate me! At least nagwork at tumawa naman cya. So we went to the ticketing office near the pier to refund her ticket. After that, I treated her lunch nalang kasi kawawa naman di pa nakakain sa kahihintay nya sakin. Sabi ko nga sa kanya mas mabuti pa dinala ko nlng cya doon sa tita ko. And guess what she ordered: Thai rice! Eh at least para na rin cyang kumain dun sa tita ko. After eating, grocery kami for her dinner and for good Friday kasi for sure wala na tlgang open na store. Then on our way to her place, umulan. Wala naming jeepney so kailangan naming maglakad. After that, ininvite ko sana cya na mag bisita iglesia with my family ngunit nahihiya cya so ako nlng umuwi. Bisita Iglesia from 7 to 9 tapos McDo kaagad. After that, uwi kami Text lang kami ni Sunshine till tulog.

It has been two years since my last serious girlfriend. After that, I became the usual college stud who prefers short term flings than a serious relationship. But then after more than a year of doing that (19 months to be exact.), I think Im finally ready to be in a relationship again (A serious one this time. Im tired of playing around.) So Ill just go straight to the point. I am so into this girl right now. Actually, I already noticed her since we were 1st year but we never got introduced or anything. We just pass each other by in the hallways or something. That was until now when we became classmates in all subjects. Since tatlo lang kaming magkatulad ng schedules, kaming tatlo ang parating nagkakasama since last week Ako lang ung lalaki. Ung isa, nagging classmate ko na for 3 semesters now. And the other one, is Her. When I finally got to meet her, na-confirm ko nga un mga 1st impressions ko that she was sweet, humble, mapag-aruga, funny, smart, and well disciplined. We got really close because weve been hanging out whole week last week. We ate lunch together, watched Dvds at my place, went to Colon (Its like Divisoria here in Cebu) to go shopping for cheap blouses and shirts, and I even helped here in moving from her former dorm to the new boarding house where she is living now. So in short, we really got close in a span of a week. Having noticed her since before, it is already predictable that I fell for this girl. And why not Shes a fairly attractive girl plus the personality to match. And I also feel na comfortable cya with me. But, heres the catch: She has a boyfriend. I knew it all along but then I was never cautioned about it. But then, I did not expect myself to have that certain feeling for her. And another thing, her boyfriend is studying in Manila so they really arent seeing each other that often. Feel ko rin na naoobvious na sa kanya na Im interested in her and feel ko rin na she is welcoming it. So basically, Im in the same situation that happen between Zanjoe and Bianca. The difference is that walang cameras na nag su-surveillance naming which makes it a little more easier. So puedeng-puede na maging kami without her original boyfriend knowing about it. But like any ethical guy out there, I respect the fact that she has a boyfriend and I dont want to make a move if they are still on just for the sake of respect. But what really got me thinking right now is how to control these feelings for her. What I really hate about it is that Im starting to get jealous with her boyfriend and to any guy who even just talks to her. Alam ko naman na I never had the right to get jealous because there was never a relationship between us anyways! Its her boyfriends right to get jealous! (And Ive never felt this much jealousy before not even to my ex-girlfriends!) Whats making me more bothered is that she always compares her boyfriend to me. Shell mention that we have the same height and she wishes if only her boyfriend was as may-laman as me (her boyfriend is so thin.)
Tonight, shes going home back to her province for the holy week and I know that shell be with her boyfriend there. Just thinking about it makes me boil with jealousy and want to do something really stupid!
Why does it have to be someone whos attached? Meron naman akong kilalang girls na single na umaamin na maypagtingin rin sakin. Why didnt I fell for them? Im so bothered right now. I guess I have to live with it. Come what may!

Heres the best song that describes my feelings, Its called Wish and its by our fellow Cebuano artist, Soulstring (www.soulstring.tk)
Oh It hurts me when your with another,
but I have no right coz Im not your lover
Wish I may, wish I might,
Get your love, get things right,
Baby youre the one thing that I might never have,
And God knows where, God knows why
Maybe now, till I die,
But theres only one thing I am sure for now,
There was never us somehow

Its another relaxing Sunday morning woke up at 11:34 and here I am, went straight to write my blog. Kinda having this little headache pa coz I was drinking again kagabi. Actually, I was drinking with my dad and his friends last night in the wake of my moms friends mom. Thanks to Ate Maristel for keeping me from getting bored there coz we were texting. Anyways, yesterday was so of full activities. My first class was Research Writing. I got teased to this girl whom I had a little debate with for the title of our research. Hey, dinidefend ko lang ung point ko, di ko intensyong awayin cya. So yeah, our classes just started at may ka love-team na ako in that class. At least we got along after that and besides, cute cya! hehehe Then after that class, I had lunch with two of my classmates, Roxie and Faye. We ate at Ayala then watched Just Friends which by the way is so hilarious (Especially the Britney Look-alike.) Then went back to class at 2:35 and we were already 5 minutes late for our History test. Our test was about the Philippine map. Binigyan kami ng blank map at mag identify kami ng at least 4 to 7 provinces each region with their respective capitals. Although I studied that pag Friday, I was totally carried away by the movie. Ewan kung papasa ba ko nun.hehehe Well on the brighter side at least I learned a lot from it naman at least alam ko na gaano ako kalayo with other places in the country. After that, simba ako sa palm Sunday mass. Actually, plano ko na after mass, punta ako sa Monster Radio kasi DJ dun ung bestfriend kong si Cliff na part rin ng Alkaline. Tutulungan ko sana cya sa playlist kaso lang after sa mass, dumerecho kami sa patay. At least may kainan naman dun which was what I did to pass d tym besides texting Ate Maristel and drinking red horse wid my dads barkada. We finished around 12:30 at pag uwi ko, 2log agad wala nang bihis, toothbrush, hilamos sa kakaan2k. That ended my Saturday with the thought that I had a good day and that after the fun, tomorrows gonna be all laid back. And today, I have no plans nor schedules to pressure me and the only thing that I am looking forward to this day is magtamad-tamaran and also the TV special sa National Geographic na The Gospel Of Judas which airs tonight. Till next blog!!!