For some reason, I can't describe it, how i feel, why i feel the way i do or what makes me think the way i do; i just do.

I'm sitting here, alone, smoking, chilling, and yet i feel uneasy, silent, different. I write here what i wouldn't usually, i write how i would as if i were speaking to someone, because there isn't someone.

The thing is, i feel incomplete, jsut not myself, i feel unhappy with everything, but yet something. I wanna do so many things, be so many things yet i can't, but i desperatly wanna be.

Why is it that whatever life throws at us, good or bad, we can't truely deal with it. If you're rich you get use to life being the way it is, all the things you want etc, yet, many people aren't always happy. When you become ill and try to be happy, more than likely you're not. When you love someone greatly, you still can't deal with it.

My question like the question to many other things we all contimplate is, why? Why anything? Is it because we think too much of what could be rather than what is? Or that it is human nature to do so? It gets to me really, i want answers that aren't existing, i'll always try to find them, yet, there aren't any, not one.

I could go on all day but, really, you'll get bored, well hey, there's a conclusion, but again not an answer.

Write back, write to me, write how you feel, let it out, shout, scream, do whatever, talk to me, let me know, let's talk.

Peace&Love,
Alex.

do this quiz plz

1..Whats you name?

2..How long have i known you for?

3..When and How did we meet?

4..Are you glad that you know me?

5..Your best memory with me?

6..Ever wanted to be with me?

7..Have i ever made you smile .. not meaning to?

8..Describe me in a few words?

9..What do you like best about me?

10..What would you change about me if you could? (watch it!! :) )

11..Have i ever made you cry?

12..Are you goin to put this on your blog to see what i say back?

13..What would you do if i told you i was goin to die before i was 20?

14..What would you do if i told you that i loved you?

15..What would you do if i had to move to the other side of the country and wouldnt be able to come back and see you?

16..What would you do if you found out i was in trouble?

17.What would you say if i asked you out?

18.What would you do if i died in your arms?

Now, tell me if im wrong but are these the lyrics or are they not?

I could stay awake, jsut to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you’re far away and dreaming.
I could spend my life, in this sweet surrender.
I could stay lost in this moment, forever,
Every moment i spend with you is a moment i treasure.

(Keep lookin back at the lyrics if you get lost)
Right firstly, i wouldn’t go out of ’my’ way to watch someone breathing because 1) its pervey 2) its just pointless lol. Smiling in their sleep, yes but ya know, when im in bed, dunno bout you but, im either having sex or sleping, to me, this line would indicate that he/she is on pills/speed and just cannot sleep.

When i see people surrendering, i never see them doing it sweetly, like imagine a terrorist and a victim in a scenario such as the following, " Put your weapon down and surrendor!"
"Okay i surrender"
"Awwwwh, ent he sweet? Aww little bastard hehehe"

No... It just would NOT happen, and i very much doubt they would feel lost as to what is happening to be very fair lol, and the victim would not (or i hope would not) treasure the above moment forever and for that matter, throw a party on the anniversary.

Maybe i take things to literally, or maybe im just an immature critic, but twas fun to do lol.

COMMENT ME BACK BOUT THIS!!!