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Last Updated: 7/9/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 34
Sign: Gemini

City: Las Vegas, Sin City, Sacramento, Roseville
State: Nevada
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/5/2007

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Thursday, July 09, 2009 

Current mood:  handsome
Today must had been a dream well maybe not but if it was it was the type of dream you never want to wake up from. As I sit here and veg I know odd to eat this late but I was not feeling well. You see I worked out and injured my back again so I am in allot of pain. I had to let Millie go off the phone tonight we were discussing cultural things tonight.
 
As I woke up this morning I checked my email and had a text message it said I am on my way to your place with a kiss. So I jumped immediately up jumped in the shower got dressed and by the time I shaved my company was here. She has been such a sweet friend to me the past week and we had a great time today.
 
Ill tell you younger women are the sweetest and I hope to maybe down the road find a younger gf for Millie and I. As I get older I am getting more into submissive girls because the ones who are dominating take it beyond the bedroom which sucks. But its easier to deal with younger women there more open and less impure towards my beliefs or lifestyles.
 
Anyway's I spent the day in bed relaxing it was allot of fun she dressed sexy for me....she painted my nails....and we listened to music most of the day. I toked one today.....and just had allot of good times. Wouldn't you wish everyday was like that where you wake up only to have someone snuggle up next to you or just enjoy eachother with no bad thoughts. I miss that pure affection and well today was a me day really.
 
This morning my son cooked me bacon and eggs......my friend she pampered me....and I can actually say there are a few on occasion real girls out there. I did take photos and made a pets album you know me and my foot fetish lol. But not only that I want to develop portfolios for later down the road for my other side job which grrr has not been making me money for a long time so at this point I do photography as a hobby and all my work is generally passionate to an extent.  As some of you know if you want photo shoots done all you have to do is ask.
 
Anyhow my friend is bisexual ladies and her birthday is coming up she is only 18 but she told me that she would love to find a female for her birthday to play with and me too. So if you are interested let me know. I did tell her I would spend the next week trying to connect her with another female she wants to experience things and id like to do that for her. There is beauty in everything I always think its sweet when two girls are loving with eachother I miss having that thought I had it with my exgf then it was the drama she caused as some of you know. I take one day at a time and each it gets better I am making new friends....finding new fantasies....eventually I would like to find a permanent gf for Myself and even to share with Millie when she eventually is ready to be with me.
 
Maira was really nice to me today before she left she gave me one half to her ring I never had anybody ever do that. She said in case I never see you again I would like you to have it and keep it. I am sure that our day was very nice for us both and will be something we both remember.
 
After she left I made the boys dinner tonight I cooked Spanish Rice, Pork Chops and Veggies. The house was quiet the roommates kids were gone my boys were outside.....I made a nice meal we all sat down then after dinner I put in the moving called Knowing.
 
I am not sure how many of you see it but its about the end of the world. The movie does hold some truth possibly in the year 2012 our sun may erupt causing extreme radiation on this planet. If this happens you will die and I hope some of you have made your peace with your sisters and brothers. The sad reality is some of you spend your lives mistreating others or your to caught up in your own worlds to smell the roses. Treat people how you want to be treated remember life is short you only get one chance at it.
 
What would you do if tomorrow you found out you have 24 hours to live? This is a question some need to think about. See not only am a truthseeker of the unknown but I also try to seek out the good in other people. I never once turned my back on women despite in my past the horrible things they have done. But I know what its like to lose a friend to death without warning and when someone mistreats a person it makes me sick they do not take these things into consideration.
 
Will a solar flare hit earth in 2012 I do not know although many years ago I had a psychic vision of Vegas burning. My exgirlfriend Brenna told me she would never leave this city but she also never seen the things I have seen.
 
I liked the movie though its the statement that it makes and there is more then one statement in that movie. Would I have preferred to have a girl to watch it with yes because of the movies statement.  Most of you go on with your lives not thinking about the end times but see the real reality is that life on many planets ceases to exist and mankind will die we will die out. I have a pretty good feeling that I may live to see that apocalypse when it does I shall not fear it but embrace it. Humans are greedy they will loot, run, scream, rape etc it is there nature they will not embrace what is meant to be.
 
They say if you were to land on our moon the radiation is so strong during solar flares its enough to get through a space suit and kill you. That same radiation they say may hit our planet in a few years you cant stop it. I live and so should you the problems is the man that lives is the man who faces the most persecution for living.
 
I can only teach others I am who I am a mentor what I teach you varies soul to soul. Everything I almost do is an art  See most humans are deathly in fear of what I am not. Most humans are scared of ghost, end of the world, demons etc on the other hand each day I go to bed at night I want an end to this world because as beautiful as this planet is there are things here that were not meant to be we as humans have evolved to thousands of years of murder, pain, massacres, wars, disease, famine etc.
 
I appreciate the smaller things in life flowers blooming....kissing....the moon......being held etc the problem is most of you never take a second glance at such things. We as humans take so much for granted I see it all the time. I sometimes seek out certain souls hoping to make a difference in there lives often they do not take that second glance shorting themselves of something more beautiful. So on a general note to the jerk who ignored my beautiful private email the other day bye bye.Id be depressed too if I was like that towards other people I wont mention names. Some of you women are cold and some of you are not the ones who are not well then I welcome new loves, friendships and romances.
 
I no longer care what others think about me or what they assume. I know that no matter what in the end we are all going to pass on or that something big is going to happen to this planet not just to one person but perhaps as much as all of us. Each day for me I live like its my last toke up, hug my kids, kiss sneezers nose, call Millie let her know I love her and also try to make a difference in some of your lives to if possible.
 
Aside from the movie being awesome will not ruin it for anybody I was able to get my roommates kids to settle down and enjoy it. His kids are starting to latch onto to me I think they like how I run things around here hahahaha.
 
My son and I after the movie worked out I ended up hurting myself so look forward to hearing me bitch about my pain all week long. I am not even sure I can sleep tonight although the meds are kicking in a little bit the pain is easing up but I do not look forward to waking up in the morning. You see tomorrow morning I have to meet with a surgeon at the hospital. So tomorrow ill take my son will go get coffee.....and make a morning of it maybe go for breakfast or something who knows I try to find little things to do to pass time.
 
I am very happy to be a dad tonight was a great night I spent time with my kids...my roommates kids....we all laughed had a great time. I sometimes miss having a woman around all the time though. This is a boys house where I live serious.
 
Maira said something to me really sweet today. She told me that she cant even tell I am 34 she was like you look 25. With me flattery gets you everywhere hahahaha. It is true I sometimes can fool you with my age and I don't judge on age I love to be loved and give love. I just felt good to know that someone complimented me. You see Brenna my exgf from May and June told me I was old, fat, dying etc those words hurt me allot ya know? Then to meet this sweet 18 year old girl who treated me so much more better and pure it lifted my spirit today. I needed that and it will help me move on.
 
I am very paranoid about my age because I still am the guy who wants to climb the mountains, go on dates with younger women, and feel like I am 18 again too. I know what its like when women judge me for my age so I never judge girls for there. As a matter in fact I KNOW I got more to offer some of you then what you keep dealing with and I am proud to say that. I know that I got something to give whether its being romanced, taught something, a relationship, love, friendship etc I like to know I can make others smile or make a difference in there lives even if it was just for a short time.
 
Things are going to get busy for me Friday is my radio show please tune in guys I work so hard at putting it together for the fans. I dont get paid I work for free for you because I care and want to make others happy. Tomorrow like I said the hospital....then tomorrow evening more website updates. I will be on throughout the day after the hospital if you wish to chat about something.
 
It definitely was a better day then yesterday. Yesterday I had nothing but a bunch of mental people bothering me. I had some NY bitch who kept lecturing me on every little thing I said. So yeah a nice change to have someone be real come on over spend the day with me.
 
I need to give Sneezer a bath right now my son is half asleep with his head resting on his tummy and sneezer is on his back paws in the air. I had to take a photo of them both snuggling. Anyhow perhaps I should go to bed I could keep this blog going but ill stop.
 
I am not sure what I am doing this weekend perhaps day dreaming.....lol. Ill get on up in the morning make me some coffee....do a morning wake n bake....enjoy my morning drive looking at the mountains....and get into trouble at the hospital just as long as I dont end up in the operating room like I did last time lol. That was madness I had some nurse coming on to me she was letting me touch her.....by accident I got lost the door didn't close and I snuck in there was people laying down on tables being operated on and shit.
 
So tomorrow who knows what could happen did you know that your life could change just like that. Tomorrow for all I know I could fall in love.....or have a producer take my million dollar challenge....or find out that one of you has a secret crush on me. I mean lets face it today little did I know my son would cook me breakfast and a great lady friend would show up at my door with heels:) but the point I guess I am trying to make is that the world is full of surprises or perhaps the universe we still know a little about.
 
Now I must rest I am in allot of pain I do many things to keep me young unfortunately those things do not always go as planned lol. Poor Sneezer he just looks up at me staring him and I we speak the same language soul to soul.
 
Do you know that when I meet some of you even though I will admire your outer beauty. I will also look into your soul. My exgf did not like this about me she said that when I looked at her it bothered her because she could tell I looked not at her but through her. Only a person with something to hide would say such a thing. I may not meet all of you but the ones I do meet I will value having that chance. Now I must depart but not forever!
 
What is forever...well if you listen to the words of that song I posted the other day that is a good definition of it. Forever is the soul which is more important then diamond rings or how expensive your clothes are etc.
 
But I know how it is to be lonely, scared, sad etc so with that thought in mind just know that some of you women can always come to me and ill cherish you. Have a nice night and love to Millie.....and some of you will get to hear me Friday on my show.
 
Also for the girls who delete me because you do not like the idea of the memories I create to bad. I put myself out there all the time most of you do not take it therefore I move on and meet others who will. I know when to have fun and when to be serious. I know one thing my son James told me last night he said dad you deserve better and you know it.  Because I asked him about the exbf and he was like I wouldn't talk to that girl ever again just find a girl who treats you better.
 
So with that I am always seeking those who want to give to me and get twice as much back from me if that makes sense. So sweet dreams tonight I will put on my dolphin lamp and I will imagine the days I spent in FL fishing in the ocean while dolphins would swim by me.

Now I will awaken from the dream I wish never ended but in theory a dream like this would seem so much sweeter if it never ended.  But the truth is their are so many endings to so many things and where one thing ends a new thing begins. Dreams as good as this do exist in the minds and hearts of us all.  I am not a dream I am more then real....enjoy dreamscape I am attaching with this blog just a little bonus. I am my own god this is me sweet dreams! 


 
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009 

Current mood:Electrified



For those checking out the blog tune in to my show this Friday 7pm PST 10pm 10 EST I look forward to seeing you.  The birth of a new age come on out..... come chat ask me anything and ill give you the answer. You have no idea what I have up my sleeve!
Lord Rick

http://www.livevideo.com/liveshow/AngelOfThyNight

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Tuesday, July 07, 2009 

Current mood:Feeling It In The Air lol
I hope that this does not sound like desperation its not its just me trying to move on in life and see a ladies smile that I can kiss. I decided randomly after the doctors to go to the store.....I rented Inkheart and Knowing that came out to watch tonight. I have pizzas and sodas. So if one of you would like to come over it would be a very nice family oriented type of night as my kids will wanted the movies to. My oldest son says he would love for me to have a date tonight hint hint lol.
 
I may be open but that does not mean I expect anything for being kind I just want in my life good karma. I am so close in life to having everything I could want even if its just my kids.....a lunch today with my son of crab legs and Chinese food because its his two favorite things so i spoiled him today and he won a spike ball etc.....or being grateful for today's sunny skies while racing my son. I am grateful to have some of you that I can call friend.  
 
I know others thing that kindness is malicious when I use to treat my recent exgf with kindness she said to me that I was out to get her and had intentions. But my only intent is to love the woman I am with or women based on the ones I meet on my journey. I have met so many over the years and so many more I will meet.
 
But even if its to Kiss under the full moon I want that one moment is never regrettable because you never will have this moment back. I have tried to make new friends some of you are sweet to me and I cant wait to actually see some of you face to face even to hug you.
 
I do a radio show online and so many already know me and ill know you if you give me that chance. I am very resilient but also know how to make things happen and get what I want exactly. So what I want is some of  you to be brave enough to face my soul tonight :) of course I promise you I am only called the devil in disguise occasionally because I am who I am a tattooed bad boy who has trouble find me or I get into trouble just a little hehe so if we get into trouble and toke one up late tonight then what the hell you only live once.
 
My son was at the store throwing things in the cart I was like hey you only live once kiddo he is like you arent kidding me lol. I had quite a day today I will not talk about it till my show but again I try to make things exciting for my fans, readers and radio show listeners. Its who I am.
 
Now I know I am the big bad wolf but i wont blow your house down but I might pull into the garage okay okay bad joke:) but anyway's really my kids love nothing more then to have a lady in there lives that is with me to watching movies and eating dinner with us.
 
Never assume always ask and say hello to me early enough....and ill call you and we can get this to work today. I in fact know if i can find a cutie to eat dinner and watch these movies that we will see allot of eachother. I have not much else to say in some ways today I had good news in others kind of bad news. I am trying to party like a rockstar and turn those negatives into positives.
 
Randomly out of nowhere I will tell you something lol....over a year ago I lived in Florida by the beach. Well I put my family into a safe house and I stayed in a rotting plantation home during a hurricane. The house rocked and almost blew down i spent many nights with spirits in the dark people evacuated their was ghost in this house they walked down the halls and they are real. But this is not a ghost story just the fact that nobody was outside so I went outside in my underwear even harassed it in the hurricane and I danced in the high winds and hardcore rain and the reason? To say I did that! So if you are okay with that then maybe we can live to get along with one another lol.
 
See I know if you can tolerate me you can care so if you think you can tolerate my antics.....very very sweet heart then tonight I call for someone to hold and enjoy the night away. I hope someone replies....oh and I love sweet, feminine, loving, down to earth women and if you toke its a plus.....and im a foot and leg guy forewarning since a certain someone dumped me for that or part of the reason because i gave foot rubs to her oh wow nice girl lol. Okay I am getting silly but yeah i just want someone sweet and attractive inside and outside. I FIND many different women attractive as the exterior of a female comes in many beautiful forms such as the eyes, smile, hands, feet etc many of you are pretty I adore most of you even when I add or look at you so lets adore one another and im sorry im ranting on. I got stoned early this morning and im chill right now wanting to chat.
 
Ill be around please let me know ill come back after I cook my son lunch today and clean up a little. I have new photos of me to add in a bit to I took today don't laugh. I was just trying to be real lol:)~ well you can laugh if you want to but keep in mind I worked hard to get the photos!!!

If you find beauty in the darker things in life then come talk to me and ill show you something you never knew. Enjoy this song gothic is in my blood and just for the record Millie shares although she is very far away someone emailed me with concern there are no concerns with me I am who I am so I welcome all dialogue and new found romances in my life.
Love,
Lord Rick
 


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Monday, July 06, 2009 

Current mood:Chill
I generally find all my paranormal investigators from myspace that is one of the reasons I use myspace its not just to kiss some of you beautiful women but to also educate you on the world you never knew existed.

I had taken off a couple months off for my exgf to build a relationship and well it got me nowhere so its time for me to continue my journey into the unknown. You must understand who I am and my life long goal to uncover some pretty deep things.

It will not be easy but I will never put you at risk trust me ill go in the hole to hell before you. So if you want to join my team this is what I need. I need someone with a good vehicle we will go out every two weeks mainly allot of outdoor trips in the desert to mines and ghost towns.

We will hike under the stars allot and ill provide food.....drinks...you provide the ride. Ill train anybody who wants to learn to grow stronger as I am trained in survival and many other things.

I will not be in Vegas forever as I must move on soon and start investigating out in Central CA because I am into old cemeteries, haunted houses and things. The desert for me is a pit stop and trust me I know whats in the desert I been there done it and I know what I seen a few months ago so im done here almost.

But I need to get my society back up and start drawing in the world again. If you want to be a part of it contact me who knows you might even get a nice kiss under the stars lol. I am not innocent by any means:)

But you will have fun and you will see things others will never get to see. There is allot of work climbing, hiking, off roading etc its not easy I have done some of the most extreme stunts and investigations you could ever imagine. I do not talk about them all the time except on my site and show but I have no regrets accept flying naked on a helicopter lol.

Anyways contact me if interested.
Lord Rick
Founder
www...paranormalghost..society.org
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Monday, July 06, 2009 

Current mood:  catalyzed


I will walk this ground forever
and stand guard against your name.
I will give all I can offer,
I will shoulder all the blame.
I am sentry to you now,
all your hopes and all your dreams.
I will hold you to the light,
that?s what forever means.


Want to live forever let me show you!! BTW yes I can sing this song lol
Lord Rick
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Monday, July 06, 2009 

Current mood:  animated
I want to take this time to thank all of you who have shown me support even the ones I have known since early 2000 that is a pretty long time eh?:) It almost seems like I am frozen in time! I look forward to spending sometime with some of you ladies here too. Each day I grow stronger believe me but could not do it without you.
 
Paul I hope you can come on out here bro you will have a blast ill take to a gothic club will pick up some pale chicks haha. If I can get my settlement ill come out to England ill see you for Fridays show.
 
I have to go downstairs I am cutting a water melon tonight its big and I promised the kids they could eat the whole thing ha. I have met allot of new friends today well not physically met but for the ones who offered their phone number awesome now that I can dig the more real you are with me the more real ill be with you just remember that.
 
I am sitting here thinking about toking one up serious I am in allot of pain tonight grrr massages are hard to find lol. Massages with happy endings :)~ I know I am so so bad slap my face just do not kick me in the balls like my exgf yeah she tried to hurt the baby maker lol.
 
I spent the day relaxing.....I have slept horrible the last few nights my son is much happier living here with me Im so glad to have him around. Mommy dearest has not written me she is fed up with him. He is a munchkin but he called me an old man today that I dont like lol. I can do a 100 meter run faster then a college athlete not kidding about that either. I may be a little off but I can shoot accurately a hockey puck almost 200 feet and score to.....and you see the mountain on the North side of Las Vegas? I free climbed that bitch with no shoes lol!!!
 
I need to start talking with some of you about getting paranormal investigations back up I need people who can drive and help out. We will go to some very scary places trust me if you dont want to deal with these things DONT go im leaving you that option. I know what lurks in the desert like I said a couple months ago I seen something you would not believe things pull me in different directions.
 
Anyways I am inviting you all out to my show this Friday its my first exgf pot roast hahahaha I do not want to get into what I got planned just show up and piss your pants laughing. Ill leave it at this my fans are so loyal that some listen to my shows over and over id like to get them for sale on disc that way most of you can own my collection I am raw and I am bad and you will love it.
 
Anyhow I wanted to make it a point that if some of you need your profile on myspace designed contact me privately. Tell me what you sort of want etc etc and ill get a layout done for you. I might add a few things also like our radio widget it helps me trust me when I say that. Of course I have to log into your account and yes you can trust me I dont go reading emails I am just here to help others because its good karma for me.
 
I talked to a girl on the phone I reallly really really like but I do not trust easily but if she is what she says she is then wow is all I have to say. I am gf searching again because I am very driven that is why im still one of the best paranormal investigators in the world if you take me to a place and tell me find a way in I will even if it means going up the wall lol. I get what I want and take it. Ill have my Millie and ill have you to wink wink.
 
Time to go cut the watermelon much love!!!

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Saturday, July 04, 2009 
I have a special announcement to make at AngelOfThyNight Radio I am going LIVE for a half hour in 5 minutes hope to see the fans there!
Lord Rick
http://www.livevideo.com/liveshow/AngelOfThyNight
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Friday, July 03, 2009 

Current mood:  stoked
This might be my last blog for the next couple of days I will be rather busy. Today I have a party to go to beer, bbqing probably, Jacuzzi and pool. My friends are dying to hear about Brenna you see they never liked her either so what's that tell you? lol....Anyhow the kids are excited its a birthday party so I did manage to get some money together to buy something and it should be a nice time.
 
I actually have a friend coming to hang with me for the day she told me she specializes in massage so later I get a body rub down yay I am excited because I suffer from chronic pain. Some days are okay ya know? But other days walking is hard for me or moving around.
 
Right now I really am seeing whats out there nothing to serious so if anybody else wants to hang out on the 4th of July your all welcome to come over. I am not going to turn away new friends some of you have been supportive of me and id like to give back to each of you who have.
 
I did not sleep well last night I get like a big kid I get excited cant sleep ya know? I just got done wrapping gifts...putting in a load of laundry and squaring away my plans for the party. My son went with my roommate last night a party they blew off fireworks right now I have all my kids with me my ex is like I dont want to be around any kids so this is a real special weekend for the boys.
 
I am hoping for some good news from Millie she might move in very soon with me you have to understand that id drop anything for her to do so but she never ask me to drop anything not even you ladies so she is a wonderful lady. Unlike my exgf Brenna who told me looking at a girls feet is cheating when she is the one getting shoved from behind by the candy stick while I am sitting at home with my kids lol.
 
Yes Brenna its nice to see that your casing my profile hope you like what you read more so darling I have not been with anybody in 3 months but YOU only. How does it make you feel to know 4th of July weekend ill be having fun inside and outside my bedroom lol. I am done playing the good Lord at least for now and hell you can join me Millie I know you would if you were in Vegas baby:) your so much more playful and fun then that Ogre I was FRIENDS with. Will say she was just a friend since that is what she use to do is tell men on myspace I was only a friend. I hate to see when she is an engaged is she going to call that person a roommate lol:)
 
Its been an amazing couple weeks all you people who consistently read my blogs means you listen to what I have to say. I hope you sign my presidential petition if you can read what I say you can sign it and give me a chance to compete in 2011 against other politicians which I do believe I can win serious.
 
I know some of you are excited about the upcoming show my friend Chloe is designing us a new logo. We may have it out prior to our show next week Friday. Id done a show tonight but like I said I am partying tonight something I dont get to do to often. Ill be smoking...toking....cigars...beer you name it and hell I want sex tonight to lol. At least I am honest about things.
 
I have made so many new friends the last few days right now I will be soon looking for a new girlfriend to spend time with. I am just meeting others to see who is out there and find someone who is cool with Millie but also accepts me for me and the fact that I am a father. The kids always come first and well with that exgf of mine she use to tell me she comes first its like ummm yeah.
 
I do not want to find someone who is like my exgf do not want someone used, abused, a liar, cheater, someone who has been in mental hospitals or someone who went back to a hotel with 4 guys just to steal there wallet. I do not want a nomad someone who just finds good guys just to use there pc or a place to stay that's not cool but that's how my exgf was. I feel sorry for whoever's pc she used last night to harass Millie and I. I seriously do its like lady you walked out on my kids and I, you went nuts, and what's done is done end of story.
 
I try to be as specific as I can in my blogs because sometimes when they are public we get people who read them people like the ogre who not only hurt me but turn around and stalk me to apparently lol. Pretty lame if you ask me if you tell someone to get lost then go away seriously.
 
Anyhow if you want to know what type of women I like well lets put it this way NICE is the number one quality. If your NOT nice I wont like you. I do not like beast, ogres, manly girls, or women who are slobs. I like sweet, feminine, down to earth, fun loving, simple type of girls. I love my women bi there is no lie about that although on occasion I do enjoy straight women to because sometimes you have to teach someone different lifestyles, fantasies and open up others to new things. I like women who accept my kids I love ALL kids and so should you. You have to be into simple things like stargazing, hiking at night, cuddling to movies, chilling to music and toking up. I hate drama I seriously do my exgf Brenna was all about cops, cheating, arguing because she said it is fun, and games. I do not like materialistic bitches I should have never continued to do things for Brenna considering 2 days of knowing her she was asking for diamonds. I like my women in stockings, heels with painted toe nails. I do not like drunks, druggies, or hoes its the truth. Generally it is nice to have a girl who knows how to please but romance wins me. I like affection girls who cuddle, kiss, hold hands and are romantic RULE. You will find out that no matter what you do you cant buy me with sex I am not like other men. I am very sexual but the exgf use to tell me I gave you sex now you do what I tell you that's not cool.
 
The other thing is finding women who are cool with Millie. I have known Millie just about 5 years id say I had the privilege of holding her in my arms back in May and yeah I shared her with a jerk of a woman who took advantage of her and when Millie didn't put out the jerk tried to cut her out of the picture. Millie takes things much slower then me I do it all sex..massage.....foreplay...intimacy and I move rather quick however Millie is not like that she wants to get to know others and yes ladies she loves to kiss. She is the sweetest woman your ever going to find you have my word on that. I have started to slowly introduce her to some new lady friends after all she does help run my radio show and other things so say hi to her.
 
Its going to be a hot day out I cant wait to get wet today. Ya know life is about living Id like to be friends with most of you. My blogs are done to teach others I am a mentor a master I train people how to be paranormal investigators for a living and how to survive. People can learn from me or they can shun me in what I say.
 
I have also come to realize that their are bad people in the world but their are also good people. For example I posted a personal ad yesterday and two lady friends wrote me a single email. They told me that I am a good man and they hope I find a sweet lady who will treat me right. Even though their are people who have hurt me I never give up I always keep moving forward. My life is getting better all the time. My living situation is pretty stable and good right now. My kids are happy right now. Millie might come be with me soon. Plus I might get my settlement I have to talk to my attorney and do one more hearing but if I win ill be buying me a truck and getting rid of my Subaru lol.
 
Nobodies life is perfect my back is finally feeling better so I am feeling much better if you cant tell. Next week I have more doctors appointments. Today I am just going to chill out and party. My fun weekend is beginning and I hope yours is also. Remember for tomorrow for the 4th of July a party is what you make of it so ladies if your interested in smooching under some fireworks ill be more then happy to. I love a woman that can kiss. Maybe later play some fusion fury or toke on up who knows.
 
But I been waiting for this weekend so ill make it a blast. I must go now get a shower, call my storage, going to pick up stuff for the party.....I also have a phone so if anybody wants to pass me there phone number privately ill give you a call.

I want to wish everybody a very happy safe independence day!
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Friday, July 03, 2009 

Current mood:  amused
Hey Chris we know your my exgf using a fake profile for your intimidation, threats of law suits, judges..... blah blah blah they do not scare me. You have to understand if anybody wants me its the government considering I have been on military soil over the last decade in search of Aliens and other top secret projects.

Let me give you some key tips A.You must have an attorney which you cant even afford the one you have for the previous bf you battered in the face let alone file a civil suit on me B. You must prove that beyond a doubt what I say is NOT true C. It is NOT against the law to post your opinion publicly however to write me privately with threats is against the law something I DON'T do:) since you initiated contact 1ST D. It certainly wont make it any easier when you go to court against my 13 year old son E. I do not look at your profile have not looked because you are as I said before a liar, cheat, user and abuser F. You will read this you cant help but look your obsessed so its fun for our viewers G. What am I defamating your not a business owner....you have no assets....your not a politician....you have not loss funds due to my blogs, you have no drivers license, oh wait this might ruin you reputation as a playa so other guys know not to let you in there houses so you can TAKE H.I will add you on Theatrical Clowns if you do not leave Millie or I alone deary trust me when I say Theatrical Clowns gets 10 times the amount of traffic then this blog does. My viewers want a new section on Clowns you could make the news keep it up! Who wants to see a new hall of clowner at theatrical clowns anybody? lol
 
I hope you enjoy my Brenna addition to my radio show next week as I am sure you will stalk me tuning on in and hell ill even do a Chris Priss addition to what can I say when you have over 20,000 people tuning in from your widgets you cant let the fans I love down so what the hell right?:)I changed my mind considering the threatening email I received tonight there will be a nice Brenna skit for the show and ya know what? Millie is going to join in on it the same girl you called fat and a whale for two months all because you couldnt bare the fact that she cares about me and has been my best friend for 5 years. 
 
Its ashamed I almost thought you were a dude sending me that nasty note but then Millie unmasked you since she did take military intelligence years ago. Of course only YOU would call her Free Millie we both know that besides the other obvious. Only a retard would threaten me over my foot fetish or bring up the girl that they are so jealous of that they have to steal her profile song and add it to her own. Didnt you threaten to kill me two weeks ago because I looked at an asian girls feet at a grocery story? hmmm!!! So yeah we know its you give it up you walked out on me of course after you took what you wanted and now I have moved on its working quite nicely I got a date for a pool party tomorrow wink wink.

What is even more sad is the extent you will go to just to get attention. People who have known you for years tell me the same thing that your mental, have split personalities, that your crazy and will ruin peoples lives. Sorry you wont ruin my life you abused me for two months and used me. Then you turned around tried to stab the one lady who was good to you in the back Millie. Not to mention how you had your mom dump me and screamed how you don't love me a hundred times in my face yeahhhh ummm okay sorry not interested.  It was a valor attempt though but being the owner of PGS I get death threats, law suit threats and even crazy people to deal with on a DAILY basis!!! But little do you realize that you signed in under your name blocked me on the pets game then turned around right after signing under the Chris name threatening me SMOOTH MOVE!!! I guess you finally found someones PC you could use took you a good week and half though huh? But then again like you always said you offer guys a little tease to get what you want which makes you a what can someone fill in the blanks here!!!
 
Millie nor I want nothing to do with you Brenna as a matter in fact I am pretty close to finding me a new girl in my life to share with Mills and I lol. A much more sane one if that who does not hurt a good man or puts herself before that mans children. My kids DO NOT like you Brenna either based on my son seeing you hide in my closets.....swear at me all the time....and walk out on them multiple times. ONLY LOSERS do that!!!
 
Brenna you lost two good people in your life Millie and I....my kids trust....and for that matter most of the women I am friends with think its sickening what you did to me these last two months. I have no shame in saying that I met you and my heart went out to you because all you did was bitched how you were a victim of all sorts of men...a broken home and other things. My mistake was I gave to much to you in such a short time and you took me for a two month ride.
 
Millie nor I want no part of your games and yes she is engaged I only marry women who do not cheat, who do not lie and who do not hit me on a daily basis. As a matter in fact now that you ruined what we had it just allows me to find a much more intelligent, sexier, loving female for the both of us. I really do not think Millie nor I will have a problem finding that type of girl since we are ehhh a pretty damn attractive couple.
 
That's right viewers a fake profile threatened me tonight ranting on how they are going to put me in jail because of my blogs about Brenna. Sorry but by law there is no mention of your last name, contact information, a link to your profile and considering the Internet is based on free information you cant touch me nor can you sue AngelOfThyNight Radio for doing comedy skits on your mental behavior. You DESERVE it!!!
 
Ya know Brenna I never did tell you this but I am about to win my settlement its pretty big and it looks like you wont be getting that diamond ring after all but some other woman will Go find some other sucker that is going to smoke you out, cook for you, do your laundry, and give you joy rides all over Las Vegas. Just thought id also let you know Millie is moving in with me soon and we wish you the best in life from the both of us:) we have ways of tracing others afterall I am a paranormal investigator. But even more so Brenna learn how to spell and well I took law not you so ummmm now what? Are we done here lol!

Also have no worries Brenna...... Millie made a new album on photobucket just now relax relax it doesn't show a face thus there is no validation that you are actually that person in the photo therefore you CANT TOS it like I said we both know our limits within the guidelines of TOS:) which we follow completely. But since you go around laughing at women on my friends list who have curves, meat on there bones, and call other women fat which Millie is NOT but you kept saying it the entire time you were with me. I thought you would enjoy her new album dedicated just for you sorry CHRISSSSSS ooops Brenna:) think before you call others Free Millie!!! Feel free to check it out folks including all those people that the ogre has burned. ENJOY

http://s668.photobucket.com/albums/vv45/Lalalandpics_2009/
 
Sincerely,
Millie & Lord Rick
 
PS I do this for a living Brenna we match peoples letters and typing to find out who they are. You cant change typing style much like handwriting during a criminal investigation. I suggest you go find another sucker because I am done you lost a great guy and hell a great gf too and now I can look back and laugh at all the strange things you did. Like slapping yourself in my closet all because I caught you cheating or picking your nose in the grocery store....or telling me you come first not my kids.....or all the piles of animal crap all over your moms house while you sleep in your brothers bed next to him and tell me I am the loser hmmm yeah whatever. Sorry is there any REAL women here who can handle a guy like me and hell Millie too lol?:)
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Friday, July 03, 2009 

Current mood:Stoned
AngelOfThyNight Radio is back!!!! With a new episode coming July 10th with a special episode called "Welcome To Hell" with our Co-Host LadyOfThyNight and the very lovely Angel in an unforgettable episode. We have allot to celebrate over I been doing radio for over two years now and will be airing from nowlive.com and our main interactive chatroom at http://www.livevideo.com/liveshow/AngelOfThyNight our show is not just a talk show its one of the most extreme radio shows your ever going to tune into. Anything can happen at anytime and we would like you to come on out next week Friday at 7pm PST 10pm EST we lost allot of fans during my transition of moving and vacation time. We hope to rebuild the show to what it was and get thousands tuning back on in. We will have all our shows available for sale in the near future all the way from my very first episode to even the devil calling on in. I hope to see you there mark it on your calendars and come party with me LIVE one of the first toking shows ever to be hosted. Let us show you why our radio show is the best!
Lord Rick
Talk Show Host
AngelOfThyNight Radio

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009 

Current mood:  depressed

Illuminated Darkness

 I fell into the light from the lions eyes
And was dropped onto the ground with a million faces,
All screaming.
All wishing for peaceful sleep,
But it never comes to those like us.
I screamed too, but no one heard.
No one ever hears.
The lion waited and waited until the others dissolved into the earth,
I was the only one left standing.
She came to me
With eyes looking like luminous ghosts
Of everything beautiful that once was.
They said it all.
What I had done to be in this place.
The mistake I had made.
It was a look of sorrow
Because if he would've came only seconds earlier
I wouldn't be here.
I am too young for this, but at the same time too old to be having
Nightmares such as this.


© 2009 Lyra (All rights reserved)


Love To You Millie & All You Wonderful Women In The World!
Lord Rick Your AngelOfThyNight


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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 

Current mood:  discontent
I would have typed this blog last night but I passed out I was loaded on a ton of medication last night muscle relaxers....pain pills etc my back is hurting so bad all week I am having trouble even moving around. Unfortunately most people do not suffer from chronic back pain but I have most of my life and it never gets any better some days is okay but other days its like whoa no more.
 
I had to go to the doctors yesterday found out they don't do xrays there they lied to me so they sent me over to another freaking place so tomorrow I have to go there. My doctor had to refer me to a surgeon I have a lump in the inside of my groin and it has to be removed. When I will go for surgery could be in a month or two who knows. But she said cancerous or not it has to go. I also have chronic pain and they put me on lyrica for it if it even does any good who knows. A massage helps a little but its no cure believe me.
 
I wanted to thank all those who added me as a friend like I said back to the drawing board time to find me new friends in life and lovers. I still do not know what's going on for the 4th of July I want to find someone to spend it with but if I cant even get some people to hang for a cup of coffee I surely am not going to find someone to watch fireworks with me ya know? :(
 
Yesterday when I woke up I freaked out I heard bells like goddamn Santa Claus thought I was in some dream wandering the house. I look and there is a Chihuahua running around with a diaper on I was like WTF......then I go downstairs get me something to eat another goddamn one appears. Both are growling at me and barking I was practically getting attacked by Chihuahua's all over the place.  
 
Now we have two cats here, a fat pug, two Chihuahuas which I want to grab and kick like I am punting an NFL football between the uprights. Yesterday was an okay day I guess like I said ill miss my exgf for a very long time I just do not miss the abuse she put me through. She was not a nice girl and that is where I made the mistake I usually try to connect with nice girls but her she has a Nazi attitude throwing trash out my car window giving people the finger etc not even sure why I kept her in my life but then again I am a loyal guy and I put up with her and in the end I still got ass banged minus the penetration lol.
 
I am eating this morning raspberry pastry its so damn good with my coffee. I got my son off to school this morning he is a good kid.  All my kids are good boys. There is a little girl that lives next door and I feel so bad. The parents throw her out first thing every morning and she don't go in the house till 10pm at night she even eats her dinner outside like a dog. I so want to have a little girl and well Brenna took that from me to so who knows. You start to learn no matter how rich the neighborhood you live in the more weird people are. Like across the street there looks like drug deals go on people in and out all ghetto all night long. Yesterday some ugly ass chick with a nasty manly voice got in the car with two guys all ghetto. I live in a nice place not as nice as my last location but that's how Vegas is that's why I want to get out of here. I am working on a place and ill continue to do so. Although like I said if you want a roommate or someone to split a place out in CA etc come talk to me we can figure it out.
 
I found out my favorite band played up in San Fran last night just imagine if things worked out last year ago in CA id had gone to see them in concert but no stuck in the goddamn desert grrrr. Ill post a song below a newer one they did you will like it trust me. VNV Nation rocks straight up from Germany YEAH!!! I have German heritage also as some of you know.
 
I think I like shopping at Albertson's I have like a dollar off per gallon of gas that's good I can fill up my tank tomorrow and get 30 dollars worth of gas only for 20 not bad not bad. Ill need it considering my exgf used me for two months. I spent like 300 in gas on the user. She would give me 5 bucks here and there but generally I ran her all over Vegas burning through 10 dollars a day to pick her up take her to work etc.
 
I have no plans today if anybody wants to hang out just keep in mind I am very sore between my back and neck so I just want to chill out. I cant move around to much allot of pain right now so that means I have to be on the bottom okay? haha just kidding well not really a little TLC would help me get over my ogre of an exgf at this point.
 
Last night I got up 3am sat up for an hour in pain was at my pc just staring at it. I had to take more meds then I went back to bed. I may go get my son tomorrow as this weekend I might spend it with my friend Lance and Sarah do a little swimming with the kids....bbq on there grill etc I have nothing else planned hell this Saturday is the 4th sighs its just not fair at all I use to throw big ass parties on the 4th and look at me now.
 
Yesterday the boys and I went shopping and I made marinated garlic/herb steaks, with Brussels sprouts and mushroom rice. There was nothing left it was a nice meal I made. But after eating I just passed out here I have not felt to good between being sad and in pain its not a good combo trust me. 
 
Anyhow its time for me to go I have to call my insurance to approve more doctors for authorization FUN FUN. I have to use my computer to call others because my damn phone is missing. I am not sure if my exgf took it on purpose that way nobody can call me or talk. I do not trust others very easily that's the thing sad to say there are people in this world who will steal from a single dad with nothing and what's that make them? A crook? Thief? etc
 
Well here is a song for everybody below enjoy...I wish got to see them in concert pisses me off. Its another hot sunny day in Vegas I need a beer bad! lol They are not coming to Vegas which blows. So who wants to hug me? No fake hugs the real embrace is what I seek!! I would freaking roll a joint and be smoking at this concert I love toking at concerts man. Time to go punt a Chihuahua they are barking and howling grrrr so annoying take me away!!!

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Monday, June 29, 2009 

Current mood:  chill
If you are heartbroken, need a hug, need to talk, want to make friends,our some sort of counseling feel free to join my support group at CLICK HERE: A World In Tears

I offer confidential counseling as well as public through my group. Some of the members are experienced with this as well.

Do you know what is strange? I can heal a million hearts the only heart that will never heal is my own.

Feel free to sign on up and say hello to everybody.

Love,
Lord Rick
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Monday, June 29, 2009 

Current mood:  complacent

This is from my Millie feel free to add her on and say hello. Also read my detailed response in the comments area to this blog further below.  I fixed Millies account to accept friend request You can add Millie on at
Click Here: LadyOfThyNight's Myspace Profile
Lord Rick
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You're right women have to SHARE you with me. I see lots of women right now who are forgetting that I'm with you, that we're together and who choose to ignore that I am your girlfriend.  If a woman wants a relationship with you, I'm fine with it but ignoring me will not help their case.

So this message is to the women who're all messing Rick and posting obsessively:
-I am his girlfriend, so keep in mind that you need to be able to share Rick with me!
-As long as we share and get along it's cool.
-IF YOU HAVE NO INTENTION ON SHARING RICK WITH ME THEN FORGET IT! I'm serious!!
-DO NOT ignore me, and by that I mean do not ignore that Rick and I are together right now and
  have been for the past years. I am seeing some women who are acting like I don't exist.

I don't mean to sound like a bitch but Rick and I just got out of a relationship with someone who wanted him to dump me. I am seriously not going to be ok with a woman who wants Rick only to herself. I want Rick to be happy with a woman who can share him with me. And right now I'm seeing some women who think they can move in and make him monogamous and totally ignore the fact that I, Millie, and his girlfriend. By all means reach out to him, he's a great man. Just remember that he is polyamorous so he will have more than one woman. So if you pursue anything with him keep that in mind and don't whine later down the road about him having me as his girl because you will be out!
Thank you.
Millie
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I was going to post a comment but its easier to keep everything collaborated. First off Millie and I are both being cautious. You have to understand that both of us shared a friendship/relationship with my exgf which in turn that exgf turned out to be a very dishonest, conniving, and hurtful person. I just wanted to get that part out of the way.
 
Remember you do NOT have to be bi to be Millie's friend all I ask is that nobody will hurt her or try to cut her short of what she has with me. I am polyamorous so yes I am seeking someone in Vegas to love likewise etc. Their are many women who are NOT okay with this and their are some who are. I have a friend but were just friends that her dream is to be poly with one man and another woman unfortunately we are two different people. But my point is that nobody will ever change my views I am not a devout Christian man I spent my years as a child with a polyamorous mother and spent most of my marriage living with two women. I do not like to be alone I spent my life alone most of it hence part of the reason why I am the way I am.
 
I am so sick of jealous women who think because they get on there knees and enjoy the tower of power that all of sudden I am going to be with them and them only. Millie and I have known eachother for many years now as of last month in May she came out to spend time with my exgf Brenna and I. Well Brenna and her got along however Brenna was doing things bad things behind Millies back constantly and mine to yet writing other guys telling them that Millie is her gf so that other guys would be like YUMMM lesbianism because some men think that way. But unlike most men I really do not think that way I live a very harmonious life with my children and when I am out of town on investigations  I like my girl to have somebody since I am a paranormal investigator.
 
There is no jealous between Millie nor I which means this. YES I can date anybody I want YES I can have all the sex I want and YES I can have a relationship. However down the road the right woman I do meet must be openminded, accepting of this and learn to get along. I get along with most women in general accept the ones who lie, cheat, steal, use, abuse etc I wont tolerate it.
 
I have come to realize their are many types of friendships in our world and relationships. Some of those are friends that share romance others might be toking pals. But I believe people meet people for a reason. I know I met some of you for a reason whether its to advise you or help you in your hour of need throughout life.
 
I am a lion hearted guy I like generally all females and if someone shows me kindness ill give twice as much back. But Millie is very upset with how women act. You see a week ago a girl starting coming on to me by the name Kelly and Kelly apparently was taken yet passing hints that once I am with her I wont want Millie. Then before that for two months was Brenna. Brenna kisses Millie on the lips many times yet behind Millies back Brenna was like get rid of her she is a slut and inexperienced etc etc. Brenna would not even allow me to call or write Millie at times then it got to a point where Brenna was like I am taking Millie for me and tried to even cut me out of the picture lol. Brenna was like I am going to do her good and let her live with my mom....and make her my gf alone. Millie or I do not need bad women around we both welcome new friends and although I live in Vegas and she lives in CA we do have plans in a few months of finding a place together and if we can find the right girl to do that with GREAT if not no big deal.
 
Millie is a nice girl ladies and she knows me better then you will although I am willing to give each of you a chance at getting to know me and becoming my friend. I am not closed to great sex, a date, a girlfriend, or all of us getting a place together. I want more kids I want a big family and I want a couple women to be companions with. I give enough love to a girl so she never has to feel jealous or feel threatened by Millie ever. The type of woman that might suit me is someone who is bisexual who is tired of meeting bimbos and stupid bitches and wants a solid girlfriend but also wants a solid man in her life. I am a very stable choice to have a relationship with and so is Millie considering Millie hasn't been with anybody really I been the only man she has ever kissed passionately and my exgf Brenna was the only female Millie has ever kissed.
 
There are no games their is no dishonesty I welcome all good intelligent conversations over a cup of coffee and the more you learn about me the more fascinated you will get or the more jealous some of you women will get. I do not like women who try to change me by telling me to cut my a hair...or get rid of my painted black nails...or my poly lifestyle. Millie will always love me as I do her but there is so much more to enjoy more love more passion etc I am not a player I only been with 1 girl in a few months I am not seeking a ton of gfs I just want a girl who can click with me but Millie to even if the two of them are not at all sexual with eachother its not about sex its about LOVE or should I say companionship is more valuable. I would rather take both my girls out to dinner hug them both and come home watch a movie then to deal with someone jealous person like Brenna who wants a diamond on her finger the first 3 days we hang out.
 
I am allot of fun I enjoy having women over for dinner I cook, love video games, cuddling, holding hands at the mall, taking photos, paranormal trips and I wont lie I love SEX. I am sure a few of you will have a chance with me to enjoy pleasure but for the ones who might consider a relationship take into consideration everything. Do not watch my blogs for 6 months and try to conjure up ways to hurt Millie. I honestly think Brenna did this she even admitted watching me for months then when I met her she thought because we had sex Im supposed to diss Millie marry her etc and instead I found a way to comprimise things by having them be together and share me to equally. Accept that Brenna pushed on for weeks to keep hurting Millie and honestly no good girl deserves to be hurt I wouldn't hurt a good girl and I hope the women I date feel the same way.
 
Many of you bi girls here tell me the same thing your tired of cheating, lying and stuck up bitches. Well Millie is not only a pretty girl but she is a LOYAL girl to me but also to the women I am with if they are a true person. I did not like what Brenna would do she would try to cheat on me writing other men bragging how she  has a gf then when her friends would ask why is Rick have Millie up on his myspace with hot comments...etc she would tell these guys I am cheating and that was not true. Every woman I date or get close with damn well knows who Millie is so if Brennas family reads this now you know the actual truth not the one that ogre tells you.
 
I am NOT ashamed to be LORD RICK I am not ashamed to love more then one woman I am not ashamed to treat all of you with respect and love. I am not ashamed of my life its how I was raised and its not going to change. I do not like to be alone I love to be loved and I love to make a woman smile. The prettiest thing on a woman I think is her smile not whats between her legs okay? So were clear!!
 
I am very openminded yes I have done threesomes with girls hell I lived with two women when I was with my exwife sometimes my ex shared women with me. It works if you make it work its not for everybody and I respect that as long as you ladies respect me. Ill never force my ways on somebody but dont date me for 3 months then try to change me or what this is.
 
Its okay to love me its okay to care and as long as you make me happy ill make you happy. Brenna called Millie here and there it was a 3way relationship. Problem was is Brenna cheated on not just me but Millie to did it right in front of her. Not to mention all the other bad stuff.
 
I know there are a few nice girls here who LOVE Millie and you girls are cool as hell. I know there is a few who would love to be with a couple like us vice versa. There is no third wheels in my lifestyle when I am with a girl or girls I give EVERYTHING they want because what I do comes from the heart and soul.

Sure I have lost women due to my practices but generally its not because of that its because the girl screws a good thing up. For example I had some woman live with me who lied about being married for many months and was sneaking behind my back to be with him. I had another woman who was a drunk and she was mad I wouldn't touch crack so she wanted someone who would. But one thing is for sure nobody can judge me I see women who want monogamy yet those women are married 3 times, 40 and single, or even the monogamous guys they were with didn't pan out. Those girls that left or hurt me would still be with me all they had to do was respect me that's it.  All it proves is whether your monogamous or your poly it doesn't matter nowadays people HURT people true or not? You might  meet me and I might grow old with you then you might be a monogamous guy who dumps you 5 years from now THINK about it its a fact.
 
Guys will always be jealous over that shit just like that girls bf mocking me about it because he damn well knows his girl isnt going to allow him to do that. But in my lifestyle the women I date do allow it. I do not cheat I do not play anybody. If I want sex ill tell you up front if I want a life with you ill tell you. But I will NOT exclude Millie because again I am a man of oath and promises. I proposed to Millie on my radio show I wont take that back if I got to marry both women then ill marry both women if I want ill have kids with both women to weird ummm NO just weird because people are taught one thing and dont explore the world to see that there are other things out there that are worth living or trying.
 
Millie is a lucky girl because for the rest of her life ill always be honest to her, loving, and ill take care of her when she is sick...or old or whatever. I am willing to give the same courtesy to any other girl who can treat me with a little respect. My last gf was abusive, lied, cheated, and allot of other bad things. She tried to blame it on Millie but deep down inside I have photos from the photobooth of all of us and it saddens me that someone could ruin a good thing like we all had ya know?
 
There is no drama here Millie isnt going to email you girls telling you that you cant have sex with me or date me or sleep overnight at my house. She doesn't care she just wants her space but she also would like to find a girl she can mesh with when she comes out to visit or when we get a place together does that make sense now?
 
I am a very kind man and if I got it ill give it that is how I am. I am very scared of women right now because of what Brenna did. I am not sure I want another gf right now Id try eventually but you have to understand this week I just want to have sex and try to forget my exgf who would tell me to die.....and eat shit....and would hide in closets beating herself. I cant deal with that anymore. Millie is a professional classy girl and I need a girl who is sane and not full of drama.
 
Its not complicated its that cut and dry. Most bi women would kill to have a bf and gf like us so think about it then get back to me. I keep my promises I wont break them with Mills and I wont break them to any other lady who gets closer in the heart to me. Right now I am very sad Brenna is not around anymore I enjoyed holding her at night I enjoyed kissing her back and I enjoyed cooking good meals for her. Ill never have that back with her but I can have it back with some of you.
 
I tear in my eyes as I type this because deep down inside Id like the world to be a loving place and ya know what? Its not a loving place I know I experienced this world more so then any of you. I know what its like to be robbed or have a gf who was raped on the streets its a bad world. But I am here to take care of you if you take care of me just as I am here to take care of Millie as she will take care of any girl that I love it goes both ways or all ways in life.
 
For the rest of my life I have to deal with a girl who used me to get pregnant just so she could abort it or use the baby to get sympathy off others that's sad. Now all I can do is once again start anew with someone here in Vegas or if I move out to Central CA.
 
I have said what I wanted to say I write from my heart. Millie is the sweetest, most sensitive, down to earth girl you will ever meet ladies. She is soft......exotic....can cook....and I know the girl that I find she will treat golden all you have to do is give it a try that's it.
 
I said what I wanted to say put some thought into it do not write me in response arguing how you are straight or how you are monogamous or this and that. I really honestly do not care if you judge me because a majority of you have had relationship issues or your single or your alone or divorced etc. I do not care if you do not wish to share its not sharing its called respecting Millie and respecting my wishes as well. I am not your religion nor will I ever pay for what some other guy has done to you. Some women say my man use to cheat well im not cheating now you all know who she is accept her and she will gladly accept you. No drama no games no bs no hassles.
 
Be grateful for what you have be happy that I am able to share my love, heart and companionship with some of you. I use to tell Brenna things could be worst then they are but they were not because Brenna got made love to 4 times a day everyday, cooked for, rides, favors etc etc and she took advantage of me and Millie eventually to.  I understand the heart I am an empath, psychic, talk show host and many other things. I raised kids my son is almost a teenager in two months trust me I know.
 
I am going to try hard to find a new girlfriend in my life I do not want to short someone any love so if any of you ladies want to start off right spend the 4th of July with me will have a blast I PROMISE but do not sell Millie short of love. Brenna called the cops on me to spite me she figured if she couldn't have me then nobody would but instead she got arrested and that's not my problem.
 
I love those who love me just remember that!!! I do not want to be an object or feel like someone owns me. Brenna use to say to me I own you, your dick is all mine, and you will do what I say. I am Italian so I am old fashioned keep that in mind although I have poly practices I do believe in having kids and sticking with a girl. I do believe if I love a person in living with that person. I do not believe in cheating or lying I am to open and blunt for that shit and to old ladies. So add Millie on all good things start with a hello I am so and so and lets see if we can make something work I think that sounds fair right?
Lord Rick



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Monday, June 29, 2009 

Current mood:Pissed
The threats continue this time from this guys gf she denies she requested a photoshoot yet I have the comment from her stating she wants one here on myspace. Then she threatened me this morning on my aol saying how she has no idea what she is capable of and her bf. WTF is wrong with people seriously?The girl asked to come to my place on the phone and she was like ill stay the night blah blah yeah umm okay. Then I catch her in a bunch of lies confront her and now the two of them are harassing me. WTF ehhhh!
 
So anyway's as some of you know I gave her bf a link to her profile on another site. Well this morning after her threats that profile is deleted she is like you faked those emails to my bf and I was only your therapist. What a sick bitch. Then she is ranting on how she recorded my conversations VIA CELL PHONE lol. Do these people think I am stupid or something. Its like good record me all I ever talk about is the paranormal, my exgf, and my crazy roommate lol.
 
Then she goes on to say how I am I made those emails up in my blogs...how I lied...how she never wanted to meet...hang out...spend the night etc am I in disarray or shocked? NO because I know for a fact that this girl seen that Brenna was gone so she came on five times stronger and like an idiot I needed a friend and the girl brings drama or Internet drama rather.
 
Why the hell are all these women full of games! I can almost bet you this she wrote me the letter right in front of the guy to make him believe that she didn't contact me or give me her number etc. So anyway's get a laugh here is the highlights of the emails very lady like huh? Now according to her I am bothering her and her bf does this girl realize I just got out of a relationship or is she retarded?
 
Just another loser out there who lies and plays games with no conscious or recourse for their actions. That is why her profile is deleted on the dating site lol. So I guess the bro with a fro didn't get to his emails first because she deleted everything to cover her tracks shame shame sooner or later people like this get caught anyways ya know? I know Brenna did and everytime I caught her she would start screaming...throwing stuff...hitting herself...threatening me etc same thing just another girl getting caught in a lie saying she is single and turns out not to be.
 
Even after I blocked these idiots there still trying to write me who says things like this take a guess? A LUNATIC!!! Just as I said the apple does not fall very far from the tree lol.
 
I should have screen capped all her emails about how she wants to give me a massage and cook me dinner. What is wrong with these people ya know I can honestly say in my time I have met allot of people and I can only say out of the thousands I met only 5 or 6 turned out to be genuine trustworthy honest people. That is sad!!! A cheater never likes to be caught second girl I have seen this with in a one week span wow!
 
"I woke up this morning to your forwards which btw we both know are a complete joke. If you choose to not respect that and continue bothering me or even david by internet you WILL regret it. I can promise you that.  Youll wonder how and thats the beauty of it all you dont want to find out what some people are actually capable of...."   "I also have our phone conversations recorded Rick so if you want to play the game than your playing with the wrong person. You just have no idea yet. I am just so angry that you make ME out to be the bad guy when I was helping you out by playing therapist with you basically. "
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