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Monday, April 13, 2009
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Current mood:  anxious
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Thursday, February 05, 2009
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPnRFkPWyDM
LOL....some people should promptly purchase!!
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Friday, January 30, 2009
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Current mood:  animated
2008 was interesting, and as I look back on it, there were many lessons learned, many tears shed, and added goals that were added to "the list". Although, I sometimes get caught up in where I want to be, and how I'll get there, there are moments like this that allow me to stop and relish in this very moment. Each and everything that has happened in my life up until this point was designed to happen, and my steps have already been ordered for what is to happen in the future! That's the amazing thing about life, we can try and make things go how we want them, but there is a higher power in charge, and he will direct and lead you down the path that you are suppose to go. I'm realizing that enjoying every day, and moving in a positive direction with a positive mindset is key....be happy!!! What is there to be sad about?? Why stay at home and say "why me?" Why not get up and go for a run, or go enjoy a drink with friends, or go see a movie or a play...WHY NOT??! STOP LIVING LIFE WITH RESTRICTIONS AND HAVE FUN!!! OUT WITH THE OLD AND IN WITH THE NEW---> NEW PEOPLE, NEW EXPERIENCES, AND NEW ADVENTURES!!PEACE AND LOVE 
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Friday, January 16, 2009
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Current mood:  cooky/wacky
The love that i desire is that best friend kind of love
the love that goes beyond the physical, and beyond sexual chemistry..
the love that lasts a lifetime...
THE LOVE THAT LEAVES YOU FASCINATED...
THE LOVE THAT STIMULATES YOU MENTALLY.....
THE LOVE THAT EMBODIES HUMOR AND LAUGHTER..
the love that you enjoy whether you are in a room full of people or in a ROOM all alone...
the love that you see in your dreams--I understand that nothing is perfect, but I do believe that there is a love out there that is tailor-made for each and every individual...not the obsessive overzealous love, but that love that not many understand....
the love that even a stranger recognizes.
the love that feels so good, you never want to let it go, so you cherish each and every moment..
The love that you feel when you look into their eyes, and you just get the "this is right" feeling...
This type of love can be sort of esoteric because only some are patient enough, or blessed enough to be graced with this type of L O V E
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Monday, January 05, 2009
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Current mood:  stoked
The new year is upon us, and everyone has their resolutions. I have none because regardless of the year i feel as though we should all be constantly changing, and more importantly growing!! 2008 was absolutely amazing, but it's time for 2009 and i expect GREATNESS....IT'S been fun...
i believe in love, i believe in progress, and i believe that we all will be a great success.....if you have vision and a plan....you WILL MAKE IT...IT May not be in 09, but it will come...be faithful, and continue to persevere...if greatness has not yet come, it shall be near!! Remain steadfast and focused and all of your dreams will eventually come true :-) If it is LOVE that you seek, remember to wait on it......GOD IS IN CHARGE AND YOUR STEPS ARE ORDERED!!! I believe that our lives are pre-designed, and what's suppose to happen will indeed come to fruition...be blessed, and welcome to 2009!!! ..  ....
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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Current mood:  awake
The love I dream of leaves me feeling mesmorized
The love I believe in leave's me with one of the best high's
The love I envision leaves me weak
The love i see captures my inner freak (lol)
The love i share, is, in a sense, quite "rare'.
I approach it directly... leaving behind my boundaries, and not allowing my thoughts and actions to be engulfed by fear
I continue to reminisce on my love, but realizing that there is none like this..
This is the beginning, and the end is far from near...
Imagining what my "love" should represent, I am reminded that situations do not always turn out how you think they should, but there's no harm in releasing, or taking time to vent
It captures my soul, and remains consistent...
Never did I think I could love someone who was distant...
Literally thousands of miles away....my love keeps me sane...thinking of no other not even the glitz, nor the glamour and fame.
As I gaze into the sky, I think back on the journey asking myself...
"How did i get so high"?
I place my feet back on solid ground,
And pray that this is true love that I've found
~AMT
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Human
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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Current mood:  froggy
"TTLO"
The words you uttered were always of truth.
Your statements rarely required much proof..
The sincerity in your eyes could never tell ferocious lies.
I watched you pray with no fear, and your humility caused me to remain near :-)
I surrendered myself with no thoughts of turning back. I thought i'd never see a day without you in it...
But God's plans at the time, for you and I, just did not fit.
So we moved on, but in my heart I knew you were one of only a few.
Your distinct outlook on life, your giving heart, your passion for God, and your willingness to be YOU.
Those seemingly minor characteristics kept me looking back..constantly wondering "what could have been?"
One on ones to 10...watching the sweat trickle down your face and then hearing you say,
"You WIN"
I Enjoyed the look on your face when we played our favorite video game, but now when I play it, it just isn't the same :-(
The writing sessions that lasted through the night, stimulated my mind and reassured me that WE were right.
I miss those days.....
When I pray during the sunset I continue to pray for you, and i know "he's" watching, and his presence interferes right on cue...
I will remain peaceful in mind and heart because i know that with him both you and I are forgivin'.
"Third time's a charm, and reluctantly, I wrote this poem meaning no harm!!
It's been quite some time, but It felt good to release this.....what I wouldn't do for one last FIRST kiss!!!
~AMT
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
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If you want to take your mission in life to the next level, if you're stuck and you don't know how to rise, don't look outside yourself. Look inside. Don't let your fears keep you mired in the crowd. Abolish your fears and raise your commitment level to the point of no return, and I guarantee you that the Champion Within will burst forth to propel you toward victory.
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Monday, December 08, 2008
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Current mood:  blissful
Kanye's lines...obviously, money isn't everything...…. My friend showed me pictures of his kids, And all I could show him were pictures of my cribs. He said his daughter got a brand-new report card, And all I got was a brand-new sports car. ... Dad cracked a joke, all the kids laughed, But I couldn’t hear him all the way in first-class. Chased the good-life, all my life long, Look back on my life, all my life gone, Where did I go wrong? ... My god sister getting married by the lake, But I couldn’t figure out who I’d wanna take. Bad enough that I showed up late, I had to leave before they even cut the cake. Welcome to heartbreak. 
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Monday, December 08, 2008
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Current mood: animated
Numbness overcomes me as my eyes beam.Realizing what 'was'.... it was all a dream...The past circumstances subdue my thoughts, encompassing anger but fueling what is saught. Admiring the future, but still gazing back understanding the purpose and what it is that I lack. It was grand, to say the least, but at this moment I do not wish to saver the 'feast'. What was had was undoubtedly the best, but I must admit that it's time to put those thoughts to rest. Moving on, and desiring more leaving it behind at the shore. I thought it was my destiny, but it is no longer here, so it is obvious IT was not for me. Getting over the figurative hump seems to be a daunting task, but as I keep my eyes forward I know that these thoughts shall not last...... ~AMT
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Friday, December 05, 2008
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Hope Floats while rivers flow...
Eyes gleam, while watching love grow.
HOPE FLOATS
Dreaming about the distant future , wondering what;s in store, wondering what i'm here for.
Clouds of uncertainty hang in my vision, but i leave my faith in God hoping to make the right decision.
Where will i be, and how will I get there?
Lifes light blinds me with its distinct glare.
With a mind full of thoughts, and a heart full of love, I will continue to live my life with my direction coming from up ABOVE!
AMT~
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