Paintball Sports Magazine Launches Brand New Website

Deer Park, NY (PSM) March 18, 2009: Paintball’s fastest growing magazine launched a brand new website - PaintballSportsMag.com. The cutting-edge articles and full-color photos that capture the true essence of the sport of paintball at every level are not only available in print, but at Paintball Sports Magazine’s website.

We’ll also bring you weekly blogs from celebrity athletes like Greg Hastings, Mike Paxson, Nicky Cuba, Todd Martinez and Chris Lasoya, along with a Scenario/ Woodsball blog from Dawn & T.J. Allcot, “Montydoom”, “Blue & Deuce,” and other well-known players.

Some of the features within this newly designed website will be:
· PSM’s “On the ‘Net” virtual online magazine,
· Streaming video with a video archive,
· Web exclusive interviews and stories,
· Up-to-date industry news and press releases,
· Instant updates and images from major industry events submitted by our on-scene staff of reporters,
· Product reviews,
· New product announcements and more!
Paintball Sports Magazine – We strive to provide our readers with in-depth coverage of the hottest players, products, and events, while increasing the general public’s awareness of the world of paintball.

www.PaintballSportsMag.com

CONTACT:
Bea Youngs
Editor-in-Chief
Paintball Sports Magazine
513 Commack Road
Deer Park, NY 11729
Editor@PaintballSportsMag.com
www.PaintballSportsMag.com

So the Ironmen won their first prelim game of four against Impact by a score of 7-3. They play Chicago Aftershock tomorrow morning and then in the afternoon, same day, they play Dynasty. Saturday, that's when the PSP Webcast begins, and you can tune in to see the Ironmen take on SD Aftermath at 1050am.

Some changes to the Ironmen roster, as I am sure some of you have already learned...
Johnny Perchak
Greg Siewers
Marcello Margott
- these three guys are no longer on the team.

Johnny went back to Dynasty.
Greg?
Marcello went back to SD Aftermath.

The 1050AM game against Aftermath should be a really interesting match to watch. Tune in at PSPEvents.com and click on the WEBCAST. I'll be watching.

I'm not there in Phoenix... Decided to stay home because I had some important doctor's appointments... I'm 5 months pregnant. :)

I may go to USPL's Huntington Beach event, however, April 3-5. I'll be a big mama ('cause I already am! and proud of it!).

Anyway, Go IRONMEN!

Go to:
TeamIronmen.Blogspot.Com

The paint​ball equip​ment that the NPPL had, the websi​tes assoc​iated​ with Pacif​ic Paint​ball,​ and more all being​ aucti​oned off on Febru​ary 24th.​ See blow and also go to the websi​te for detai​ls.​
- Bea

www. Asset​Relia​nce.​ com

Aucti​on:​ Tuesd​ay,​ Febru​ary 24, 2009 at 11:​00am PST
Addre​ss:​ 891 Iowa Stree​t,​ River​side,​ CA
Previ​ew:​ Monda​y,​ Febru​ary 23, 9:​00am to 4:​00pm
& Morni​ng of Sale from 9:​00am to 11:​00am

www. Asset​Relia​nce.​ com

See websi​te for list of that being​ aucti​oned and for the image​s.​ Or just look below​.​ Have any quest​ions,​ pleas​e go to the websi​te above​ to ask.


100"​"​s of paint​ball guns,​ mostl​y SPYDE​R “Xtra​”,​ JT TAC5”​,​
JT Syner​gy & misce​llane​ous brand​ guns
Blow-​up bunke​r sets,​ canva​s sidin​g,​ netti​ng,​ tents​ for (4) compl​ete field​s
Artif​icial​ turf for appro​ximat​ely 3+ paint​ball field​s appro​x.​ 85) 15"" wide rolls​
Paint​ball gun racks​ & multi​ple sets of prote​ctive​ cloth​ing

FONTA​INE flatb​ed trail​er,​ year 1990,​ mdl. FT-​4-​8048W​8AW,​ 49"" X 102”W​,​
GVW 76,​518,​ vin# 13N-​14630​-​1-​15512​62
AZTEC​ flatb​ed trail​er,​ year 1987,​ 48"​"​,​ GVW 60,​000,​vin#​AZB22​AI8H1​01871​4
TRAIL​MOBIL​E flatb​ed trail​er,​ year 1990,​ mdl. F7AT-​6MMA,​ 48"" X 102”W​,​
GVW 80,​000,​ vin# 1PTF7​ATR81​19001​274,​ licen​se #​4JY66​81
FONTA​INE flatb​ed trail​er,​ year 1990,​ 45"​"​L,​ GVW 76,​518,​
vin# 13N-​14830​-​3-​M1551​263,​ licen​se #​4JY66​83
Flatb​ed trail​er,​ brand​ unkno​wn,​ 45"​"​,​ GVW 60,​000,​ licen​se #​4AY60​70
FRUEH​AUF box van trail​er,​ year 1986,​ mdl. FB9-​T2-​48-​LLW-​3.​0, 48"​"​,​
GVW 68,​000,​ vin# 1H2V0​4828O​A0099​81,​ licen​se #​4EX73​30
JOHN SMITH​ & SONS porta​ble press​ure washe​r,​ mdl. Super​ 7, 4-​reel with
8 HP Honda​ engin​e,​ with 90-​gallo​n poly tank
YAMAH​A trail​er groun​ds cart
Box van trail​er,​ brand​ unkno​wn,​ 45"​"​,​ licen​se #​HT106​55
Custo​m flatb​ed with ramp,​ 10"​"​,​ 2-​axle,​ licen​se #​1HZ77​41
TOYOT​A Tacom​a pick-​up truck​,​ year 1996,​ XTRA cab, 79K miles​,​ 4-​cylin​der
HAULM​ARK enclo​sed 2-​axle utili​ty trail​er,​ 20""
YACHT​ CLUB flatb​ed utili​ty trail​er,​ 8"", singl​e axle

Telep​hone syste​m - Trave​l cases​ - Comme​rcial​ pro audio​ equip​ment
(​speak​ers,​ mixer​ board​s,​ amp) - (2) large​ porta​ble press​ure washe​rs -
RICOH​ color​ copie​r,​ Afici​o MPC35​00 - ACER Aspir​e 3000 lapto​p compu​ter -
(10) GATEW​AY lapto​p compu​ters - (2) SONY Vaio lapto​p compu​ters -
(1) DELL Latit​ude D610 lapto​p compu​ter - Execu​tive offic​e divid​ers and
works​tatio​ns - Large​ quant​ity of execu​tive offic​e furni​ture/​cherr​y wood
with leath​er chair​s,​ desks​,​ round​ table​s,​ conf.​ table​,​ crede​nzas - MINOL​TA
copie​r,​ CSPRO​ 3000 - Print​ers and ID card print​ers - Fans and ladde​rs -
Porta​ble baske​tball​ hoop - Foldi​ng table​s - 10"" tall palle​t racki​ng - BILLY​
GOAT blowe​rs with 5 hp Honda​ motor​s AND MUCH MORE!​

Also,​ over 70 Domai​n Names​ being​ aucti​oned off, like the follo​wing:​

NATIO​NALPA​INTBA​LLLEA​GUE.​ COM
NATIO​NALPA​INTBA​LLLEA​GUE.​ INFO
NATIO​NALPA​INTBA​LLLEA​GUE.​ TV
NPBL.​ COM
NPBL.​ INFO
NPBLI​VE.​ COM
NPBLI​VE.​ NET
NPPLL​IBE.​ COM
CPAIN​TBALL​.​ COM
PENDE​LTENP​AINTB​ALLS.​ COM
XPSL.​ COM
XPSLI​VE.​ COM
THEXP​SLSTO​RE.​ COM
PAINT​BALL2​EXTRE​MES.​ COM
PAINT​BALLL​IVE.​ COM
PB2X.​ COM
REGIS​TERMY​TEAM.​ COM
XPBF.​ COM
PACIF​ICPAI​NTBAL​L.​ COM
PACPA​INT.​ INFO

www. Asset​Relia​nce.​ com

I feel the need to share things with you because I want you to know how much I love my dad. I want everyone in the world to know how fantastic of a man my beautiful father was.

I've been crazy for these last few days and the craziness gets worse. I cried even more frequently once Mike got here. I feel bad for Mike because he has to witness my mood swings. I start by wailing, I cry out loud just like my mother, then I scream really loud. Then I stop, I'm calm. I start talking to God and ask a ton of bizarre questions that I already know the answers to about my father's peculiarly rare and disgusting disease. I pace the house. I stare at pictures, watch videos of Dad when he was sick, the only videos I have of my father, which I then start feeling regret. Regret that we didn't record my father before he got sick, but we didn't know he was going to be diagnosed with this neurological progressive disease.

My dad's body is going to be turned into ashes and for some reason, that bothers me even more. As if my dad's body is still perfect and can come back to life. I know that my dad was real sick, I saw it.  I took care of his sick body from the moment he couldn't do things for himself. I have recordings of my dad's voice still saved on my cellphone that I played for the first time today and just balled. Things really got bad at the start of 2007 when Dad started to lose his voice. I started to learn how to interpret dad's jibberish, and it sucked when not just me said, "What?" but everybody. It used to make me feel so sad for my dad, because it must have been so frustrating for him to have to repeat himself. But he always tried, and if he couldn't be understood, he would just blow it off and motion a "nevermind" gesture.

Uh. I'm just irritated. I am angry that my perfect father had to live out the rest of his life with such an imperfect illness that no doctor really knew how to treat. The only things the doctors knew was that the disease was going to get worse and be the death of him. The good thing, though, is that this brought my dad and I even closer to one another and it made me look at my father with even more admiration.

He was a hero because he never gave up. He always ate 100% and also took anything healthy I would give him, even if it tasted bad. My father wanted to live, and wasn't afraid to die at the end. I remember asking him the first time I dared ask the question, "Are you afraid to die?" And he said, "Yeah." Then, months later, as the disease hurt him even more, paralyzing him from the top of his head down, I asked him again, "Are you afraid to die?" and he said, "No."

I know things about my father that even my own mother didn't know.  She knows things about Dad that I don't know, either. We both shared in seeing my father breathe his last breath, and that's the other thing that drives me insane. I was so devestatingly shocked that it happened. But, it's probably better that it did take us by surprise so we didn't have to mourn even more. Earlier that same day he died, both my mom and me cried over my father, he saw and heard us. I layed my head on dad's chest and grabbed his hand, felt his skin, touched his face, kissed his forehead, massaged his legs... I'm so hurt. My heart bleeds.

When noone was home last night for a bit, I called out, "Dad?" and repeatedly said it and my calls to him got louder and louder, while sniffling at the same time, tears falling, legs kicking, as I laid on the bed, grasping the pillow. I started to think, "I better calm down. The neighbors are going to hear. I would sometimes yell at the tv when the Florida Gators or one of my favorite football teams would score a touchdown, and he'd say, "Shhh... The neighbors will hear you..." But, what my father didn't realize, I learned that yelling at the tv style from him. We cheer as if the tv people can hear us.

When I start getting upset, angry, frustrated, irritated, I always answer my own questions, and then start to feel better again. This is the very first time I have ever had to go through something this painful, this atrocious, this unbelievable. The relationship I had with Dad was a unique one in that my father's age was too young, and my life during his illness and what we all went through during it all, I believe, no one will believe. My brother went through the nastiest divorce and child custody battle, I almost got thrown in jail because of his ex- (and I have no record with the police, whereas she has several pages of charges against her), my mother was there only half the time, if not absent more, but I accepted her absence and sacrificed my life for her to deal with her own issues, not knowing what "power of attorney" meant, getting married to Mike and him still wanting to marry me, knowing what he was marrying into, trying to manage paintball things like a team and becoming the Editor at Paintball Sports Mag, while still caring for my father for almost 3 years at a full-time level.

GOD. I don't know what I'm going to do without Dad. I told Mike, "I wish Heaven had an 800 number so I could call my dad." Yeesh, stupid, right... I'm so tired, my eyes are still burning, and I have no make-up on, so that can't be the reason why they're burning. Maybe rubbing them, pushing my eyes in, and crying alot is causing it to burn, you think?

I still have to write the eulogy and obituary and I am so afraid I will leave out something. So, I have to write a book, and that way, I will have plenty of pages to write an extended eulogy, right?

My father lived for us, I finally came to realize, and all he wanted was to be loved by his wife, children, and other important family members like his favorite brother, my godfather, my Uncle DAN. He was the "cool" uncle to my cousins, too, in that he wasn't as conservative as my uncle, but was conservative around his brother's presence. I could cuss around Dad, both my brother and I could, with Mom in the kitchen saying, "Why do you have to talk like that?" It was just a matter of using an expressive word that isn't used in public so frequently, thus the reason why the use of curse words were so freely used in the privacy of our own home.

I just think about my dad's awesome demeanor, how everyone he met loved him, how even the nurses and CNAs and doctors all thought my dad was the most adorable and nicest person. He made people laugh and he loved to laugh when people treated him like he was just a healthy person like the rest of us, and not a sick man dealing with a nasty disease.

OK, I have to go. I'm getting irritated again and it's 430AM. I could write forever about my dad and tell a million stories... that's how much my father affected me. I live to be like him, man, I even looked up the possibility of joining the Army just so I could follow in my father's footsteps... ugh. I even thought maybe, I will see what it takes to work for American Airlines as a ticket agent. Wow.

Finally, I found my dad's necklace... the one my friend Christine, a person I met through paintball, that she sent me as a gift a couple years ago. It's a glass pendant with like a laser-engraved color picture beamed into the glass. It looks like a Christmas ornament, a rounded shape, and I thought I had lost it. But, it was in the couch and the only reason I saw it was because I punched the couch with both fists as I squirmed, frantically talking to Mike about the curiosities of life and death. The couch's seat fell off a little, revealing the necklace... of course, I wailed outloud again, for the ninth-millionith time today...

Help. Is this normal? I feel like I'm a basket case full of grief, regrets, remorse... Yet, then, I will feel a sense of hope, faith, belief, and slight happiness that my dad can breath again and see a vision with my eyes opened of my father in Heaven in his teenaged body with a full head of hair.

Please come to the Memorial Service in Florida.

It will be November 29, Saturday (the Saturday after Thanksgiving) in Fort Myers, Florida, at Lee Memorial Park, at 11:00 AM. We will be at the site where the Veteran's Memorial is located, they call it, "Lee Memorial Gardens".

Lee Memorial Park Funeral Home
12777 State Highway 82
Fort Myers, FL  33913

Phone at Funeral Home 239-334-4880

We will have the Memorial Service near the Veteran's Field of Honor. A Honor Guard will be there. I will attempt to sing for my dad (he wanted me to, and I really think I'm going to have a hard time, but will try for him), and shouldn't be more than 40 minutes long. We want it to be the same length that a Veteran's Memorial Service is. My father and I went to Memorial Services in honor of Veterans since I could remember. It became tradition for us. So, we're doing it at this location to honor that tradition.

Afterwards, we will have a gathering at the Lehigh Acres American Legion, but I still haven't finalized all of that, have to make sure it's ok with the Legion. But, we'll definitely be going somewhere afterwards. I will keep you posted. I really want as many of you to come, especially those of you here in Florida.

We are having more of a private service up in New York for family, where my father will be buried. I will be staying in Newburgh over the weekend during the Friday night Visitation and Saturday Funeral Mass at the catholic church, Sacred Heart, in Newburgh. If you are near New York, and you want to attend, let me know, and I will get you the details.

Love to all. I hate to ask for financial help, but I just didn't know where else to turn.

Paypal: Mike@BeaYoungs.com

or Send a check and make it out to my Mother, Mae Youngs:

Mae Youngs
202 8th Avenue
Lehigh Acres, FL 33936

I CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH... I will repay you all somehow... even if it's just $10, or $6, every little bit counts. Our flight expenses alone for the five of us to travel up to New York is $1100 for the five of us. We still have to find ways to pay for the services up in New York. Thankfully, Dad chose to be cremated, which is what I want, as well, when it's my turn, but it made things alot less expensive. Thanks again...

Love,
Bea