Its been awhile since i have posted anything on here, nm is new..job hunting seems pointless but i still am..been thinking lately of just packing a bag..saving up money and going somewhere for a weekend or so..alot of people love this town, but it makes me feel like im in a episode of dawsons creek..happy rich white people everywhere..at this stage in my life im feeling lost..like im 70 years old and there isnt much left..so wtf to do? most days i feel like getting a 8 ball of speed and just saying fuck it..now yes thats just the addiction talking...i have been drug free for almost 3 years..its been tough, but im glad that i have been able to stay on the wagon..there are chapters in my past i cant seem to close..well truth is id rather burn those pages... just feel like my passion for things is dissappearing..for photography..for finding real love..and idont know why...they dont tell u in high school hey your early twentys are going to kick u in your balls kids...

and yeah, things will get better..i have heard that so much..but when? i seriously want to dissappear..people do it all the time. i dont mean i want to die, just move..start new..i just have been feeling bleh lately..

THIS FILM LOOKS GOOD, I THINK ITS FROM A OLD OLD EPISODE OF THE TWILIGHT ZONE

HOT