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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 32
Sign: Gemini

City: Redditch
State: Midlands
Country: UK
Signup Date: 8/19/2006

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Thursday, July 02, 2009 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
I cant think of anything harder to bear than the loss of a loved one. To live at all, to engage with the world is to become open to this inevitable grief. One of the things that makes us human is our awareness of death - and our own mortality.

Living forever, when those around you will die, seems like hell to me. It's one thing to grow old yourself, to be part of the natural cycle of things, embracing your own mortality and awaiting the mystery that is death...but to watch those you love die, when you cannot follow them? Is it possible to endure that and still be human? If you had eternity to live, would you still seek relationships with mortals, knowing you will watch them age and fade?

We mortals can realistically expect to love people for all our lives, and that maybe they will love us that long in return. But when you have hundreds of years to endure, unchanging, can love survive that? Would immortal lovers tire of each other?

I would not want immortality. I think the costs far outweigh the possibilities. There are people I have little desire to outlive, but probably will because they are older than me. One human lifetime is enough. None the less, like many writers, I speculate about what eternal life might mean. I think it would be lonely, and difficult.

Over at www.loveyoudivine.com we're doing an Immortal anthology, and its been interesting seeing how other authors handle the issue. M King's story takes up the issue of what happens to your humanity in face of immortality, and Clare London explores the reluctance to live forever, and the cost. Add an undying element to one or more characters, and it changes so much else in a relationship, as Jaime Samms explores in her story. Sometimes, it's looking at what isn't human that really shows up the essence of what it means to be alive.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 
I've been neglecting myspace, somewhat seduced by the allure of twitter - www.twitter.com/Bryn_Colvin lots going on.
 
I'm working on an anthology at www.loveyoudivine.com - Immortal Fire - m/m stuff, with immortals and some wonderful stories from assorted authors.

I've taken up blogging at http://thepaganandthepen.wordpress.com/ too, which is rather fun.

I'm writing things for Tom Brown and copper age. News of that as and when things start to move (fingers crossed).
 
I've played music in the street, at a local school, in the shopping centre, in a greenhouse... some of these are captured on video and available at www.youtube.com/mistressnimue

I've a new story out from LYD - When The Doctor Comes.

This last weekend I was at Alcester folk festival - much good music, and friends, and not sleeping. Played in sessions, danced on the car park. Still very tired from that.

My head is full of chaos and magic, these have been crazy times, and its likely to get more so. I find my courage and determination being tested, and tested again. I realise just how deeply and serously I love some of the people in my life, how precious they are to me. I also realise that no matter how much or how fiercely I love, I cannot keep them safe. Not any of them. Life is harsh sometimes, and I do what I can, there is nothing else.
Thursday, May 07, 2009 
Here's a little tease from the start of my new pirate story, The Devil's Rose.

Thanks to the blend of airborne smoke and alcoholic haze, Stefan mistook the figure before him for a boy, until she spoke.

            “You are in so much trouble.”

            The sound of Charlotte’s irate voice had the effect of sobering him up a little. Prising himself out from between the two wenches who had been keeping him company, he made a valiant effort to stand up.

            “Bloody hell,” the trousered female before him added, evidently amused. “Look at the state of you. How long have you been in here?”

            He pondered the question for a while before replying. “What day is it?”

            “Thursday.”

            “Only since yesterday then.”

            “She knows what you’ve done, and she’s very likely going to kill you.”

            Leaning on the table for balance, he said, ‘Slow down. Who knows what? Which ‘she’ are we talking about here?”

            “Mother.”

            “Ah. Oh.”

            “Too bloody right ‘oh’.  There were a couple of men came round last night, said she’d been given as a guarantor for a debt.”

            “Oh. That.”

            “Right now, I think it depends on who finds you first, them or her. They may break a few bones, but she’s likely to shoot you if you show up at the house.”

            “She’ll calm down in a day or two.”

            “I wouldn’t bank on it.”

            “Are you here to round me up and take me back then?”

            “Not likely! I thought I’d come and give you a hiding on my own account, but in the state you’re in, I don’t think that would be much fun.”

            “Thank you so much.”

            “Any time. So, how are you going to get out of this one?”

            “I’m sure something will occur to me.”

            “You think?”

            “And you have a plan then?” he asked, tone as withering as he could manage.

            “Well, in the short term I thought I might take you outside and sober you up, and then kick you repeatedly in the shins. How does that sound?”

            “Can we miss out the bit with the shins? Actually, I’m not so sure of the sobering up bit, or the out...”



Charlotte and Stefan aren't planning on a life of piracy, but for the siblings, it's that, or a very long swim! Find out more about their exploits and conquests by visiting http://www....com/c9evo5
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009 

Category: Writing and Poetry
Not long after Christmas, Claudia at www.loveyoudivine.com sent me a short story from a new author. Poison struck me at once - a short, brutal, beautifully written piece. I knew nothing about the author, but soon I had her vampire fiction to edit, and got to know her a bit online. Jane Bled is an intriguing person, so I thought I'd interview her for the blog.

Bryn: What attracted you to writing about vampires?

Jane: Vampires have always fascinated me, especially after I had an encounter with a wannabe bloodsucker at this nightclub in Windsor, Ontario.  See, when my best friend and I were younger, we used to go over the Michigan border to Windsor because the legal drinking age was 19.  Being young and adverturous, we decided to try out Joker's, one of the most popular clubs on the strip.  We got inside, and the place was packed, but there was still room enough to dance--just the way we liked it.  We were shaking our booties and having a grand old time, when all of the sudden, this pale man appeared at my side. 

 

He was tall and thin, with over-emphasized eyes that seemed somehow empty inside.  I could tell he was appraising me by the way his gaze narrowed a bit as he studied my face.  A little weirded out, I resumed dancing.  Suddenly, I felt a body pressing behind me.  It was the big-eyed weirdo.  Not wanting to make a scene, I allowed him to dance with me a bit, but I tried to get away when he wrapped his arms around me in an iron grip and kissed me hard on the mouth.  I pulled my mouth away, looking for my best friend, but she was busy dancing in the corner with another guy.  I turned back around to face my captor, to perhaps give him an angry look or give him a verbal lashing, but before I could do anything else, he squeezed me tightly.  Swaying to the beat, he bent down and bit my neck.  I gasped, horrified and panicked that this strange person had my delicate flesh at the mercy of his teeth.  I don't even remember how I managed to get away from him--maybe my friend saw me and helped--but once I escaped, I was confused, freaked out--and mad as hell.  The vampire wannabe, of course, had disappeared into the night. 

 

Luckily, the bite wound was only superficial--it looked like a severly perforated hickey.  Of course I wasn't bitten by a real vampire, but this incident stirred the juices of my susceptible imagination three years before I started writing MASTER.  When the time came to start the Crimson, first book in the series, I had help from a friend--the cover artist, Aoi Shu.  I told her I wanted to write the story, she gave me a basic plot bunny for the first chapter or so, and I played with it and turned it into a book.  I'll always be grateful to her for that.  Besides being a fantastic artist, she's a talented writer herself and a lovely person.  She's also one of my biggest supporters.  I can't say enough good things about this girl.  Her belief in me helped me get where I am today.

 

There you have it!  The tale of my vampire attraction.  Anyone else feeling thirsty?

Bryn: Aoi Shu's cover art for your book is fab. Does she have a website you could point people to?

Jane: http://aoishu.deviantart.com/

Bryn: I see 'Crimson' is the first installment of a series. How many tales are you planning to write about these delectable vampires?

Jane: However many LYD lets me!  I envision no more than 7...but it's still early in the series, so I don't want to say for sure how many there will or won't be.  It all depends on the story development, I suppose.  I have a general outline of how I want the series to go, but honestly...MASTER writes itself.  Book 2: Luna is turning out lovely so far--hope it have it out by the end of this year!

Bryn: Well, that's one happy editor then! Any clues about where the story might be going?

Jane:

Hmm.  I have big plans for MASTER--I want it to be a tale of epic proportions.  Though I'm not sure of all the twists and turns the story will take in the future, I can give you an overview of Book 2: Luna.  Raiden and Gabriel go to California to shoot Luna Sunset, and all kinds of chaos, havoc, and tension ensues.  During the shoot, the celebrity bloodsuckers find their mutual attraction harder to control--and harder to keep secret. A staff member discovers their vampire identity, putting the boys under more pressure to keep their true natures hidden.   The readers will learn more about Raiden's tragic past, and Gabriel will break away from humanity more than he could have ever imagined. 

 

That's it in a nutshell!  Don't want to give too much of the plot away, but I will say this: Luna will be bloody, action-packed, and above all, sexy.  I can't wait to finish writing it!

Bryn: Sounds great. Where should people go to find out more about you, and to buy your book?

Jane: I have my own website, www.janebled.com. Here, my fans can learn more about me, The MASTER Series, and any other creative-type projects in which I'm involved.  Customers can go to The Links section to find all the purchase information for my books.  Soon, my website will also feature a completed discussion forum, a section for my band, LOVEZEN, and a contact page so that readers can reach me directly with any questions. Steffy Cervera, my talented webmistress, will update the site every time I have new releases/announcements/anything else to share. My other web pages are as follows:

www.myspace.com/janebled

www.twitter.com/janebled

http://jane-bled.livejournal.com

 

My stories can be purchased on www.loveyoudivine.com and www.allromanceebooks.com.  In case you need the direct buy links for MASTER Book 1: Crimson, here they are!

Loveyoudivine

Allromanceebooks

Thursday, April 16, 2009 

Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm toying with the idea of doing another otter shapeshifter story. I saw wild otter tracks last week, (first time!) and there have been stories from a muse, about swimming in lakes and rivers. I've never really done justice to the playfulness of otters, I should remedy that.
The first otter shapeshifter tale of mine was written for Magic Carpet, in about 6 weeks. 1900 Fens setting, lots of sex and madness, seduction and sporadic violence. 'The Shifting Heart' is rather a gothic book, and you can get copies on Amazon.
My second otter book is not a sequel - contemporary timeframe, banks of the River Severn, 'Hunting the Egret' is dark fantasy with bdsm elements and more gothic-ness. It's available from www.loveyoudivine.com (copy and paste the url)
So where is the third one going? I've got to have some crumbling gothic decay in there, but I'm aiming for lighter moments too. Working title 'Under Your Skin' with a very high probability of it being f/m/f. We shall see where my muse takes me.
Monday, March 23, 2009 

Category: Music
I first encountered Damh at the Clun Green man event, quite a few years ago. Intrigued by the name, I went along, and there was this fabulous bloke with a guitar, copious amounts of long blonde hair and an amazing singing voice. He sang about Blodeuwedd, in a way that made sense to me, and I was blown away. He was the first person I encountered who really shared my perception of my Lady of owls and flowers.
Not so very long afterwards, I ran into him again at the West Midlands Paganfed conference, and was again seriously impressed. I bought CDs and I started trying to book him. It took a few years, but finally we got there and on the 14th March he performed for Redditch Folk club, in a hall we had hired.
Weirdly, I think we're the first folk club he's played. Damh has his roots very much in the folk tradition. His original material is very folk-druid and he does some excellent versions of traditional songs. He's an engaging performer, funny, informative, good at getting the audience involved.
His recordings are much more layered than the live performances - inevitably, there being only one of him. Both are good. I'm very keen on the CDs, and his songs are all strong enough that you can strip them down to just voice, or voice and an isntrument and they still work perfectly well. I've stolen a fair few of his songs, in fact, I can't think of another songwriter I've nicked as much material from, which says a lot.
He's on myspace and is in my friends list. Check him out. And, if you run a folk club, or know someone who does, consider booking him!
Friday, March 20, 2009 
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 

Category: Writing and Poetry

These days, Seale Hayne in Devon, is a college. http://www.seale-hayne.com/ During the First world war it was a used as a hospital, treating shell shocked soldiers. Under the remarkable guidance of Dr Hurst – a medical man who was also a Major in the army, Seale Hayne cured shell shocked men. The vast majority of those who came through its doors were able to return to service within a matter of weeks. I have no idea why Hurst and his exceptional success aren’t better known.

                When the British Expeditionary Force first went to France, shell shock was an unknown issue. Warfare was radically changing, with new technology, and the advent of trenches. At first shell shock was ascribed to cowardice, then came the theory that it was a result of physical trauma. It took a while for the nature of the problem to be understood, by which time a great many men had suffered from mental breakdown as a consequence.

                Hospitals active during the war years concentrated on getting men fit so they could be sent back to face the guns again. Dr Hurst had a remarkably simple strategy for treating the afflicted. He fed them well, encouraged them to take exercise in the fresh air, gave them farm work to do and encouraged them to talk about their troubles. Apparently he also used hypnosis, and the men’s belief in his extraordinary skills as a healer. His methods included sending groups of men out hunting on the moors to get them sued to the sound of gunfire again.

                But what of the small percentage Dr Hurst could not save? What of the men whose trauma could not be relieved by a few weeks of peace and decent food? In my research, I found nothing to say what had happened to them.

                There began the story of Captain Jack Hunking. Writing a tale involving a mix of real and imagined people was challenging indeed. I hope I have done some justice to the brilliance and vision of Dr Hurst, and to the courage of men caught up in the bloodiest years of modern history.


 

‘The White Hare’s Lament’ is a mix of history, fantasy, madness and magic. It’s now available from www.loveyoudivine.

Saturday, March 14, 2009 

Current mood:  vibrant

Nix Winter is one of my favourite authors. She’s the person most responsible for getting me into m/m stuff, both as a reader and a writer. I love her stories, and she’s a joy to edit. She agreed to do an interview for me! Yay.....



Bryn: So, what are you working on at the moment?....



Nix:  um... I'm finalizing Knowing Curves, working on the edits for that with my editor and the cover.  I'm also working on a free read for The Pet, The Pet 11, Cain and Shelly, poshing up Sarah's Hawk, Mark and Luke needs finishing, and there's London Heat that needs to be finished. My final project for my lighting and textures class is a scene of Jewls the Lucky in a castle hallway, so I need to model both Jewls and the hallway. My final for the modelling class is my violin. I also have a couple of canvases I'm paining, a prize art piece that I promised someone and I just have to figure out what it might actually be, and a cover with a pirate ship I want to do!  I'm having a lot of fun!....


Bryn:
I'm taking it sleeping doesn't feature heavily in your schedule then? Very much looking forward to seeing what you do with my pirates. I think Sarah's Hawk was the first story of yours I encountered at a certain, now defunct publishing house. Are you planning to re-release that one? And if so, where?....



Nix: I promised Mary Winter I'd give her a story and I hear so many good things about here. She was also at that same pub where Sarah's Hawk started. The story needs to be updated a lot... Jewls' world has changed a lot since I wrote that. I think I'm a stronger writer as well. The editor I had for Sarah's Hawk didn't like the ending... It wasn't supposed to be a HEA... I might get brave and take it back to that.  But I'm going to offer it to Pink Petal. I hope they like it and that it does well with their audience.....



Bryn: Sounds good! HEA is over rated, in my opinion. You mentioned having updated Jewls world, how organised are you with that? How do you track how your fantasy worlds grow and change?....



Nix: With a world like The Knot Universe, where Blue Promises is set, organization is really important and I am working on character sheets, on timelines.
            With Jewls -  a lot of it is more concepts, playing with how social groups interact, trying to understand how values would be translated into the world... So like the bards, and a lot of people around them, believe the gods are spirits, and a mix of the dead, of nature spirits, of the waiting to be born (born again), and that these spirits are moving around us constantly. There is a belief that if the spirits get stuck, that events that should happen for the good of all life, may not happen, and this can lead to illness, poor luck, lower fertility, these kinds of things. Many people believe that right angles cause the spirits to become confused, trapped, and so the circle is a sacred shape. Buildings are built round, all corners need to be curved at least a little, so that even if  a spirit lingers, the curve will guild them out. Keeping the spirits moving is also a function of the bards. If they sing in a down, in each house, at least once a year, then that will keep life flowing well.
            Jewls' world should have more notes, more documentation, but right now most of it is all in my head. Aside from the bardic alphabet and such. :)


Bryn: And finally... what's your latest release and where can people find it?....



Nix: Blue Promises! :) It's available from Loveyoudivine. www.loveyoudivine.com (cut and paste the url)....


www.nixwinter.com
http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage.asp?id=PINKCHAOS....

Monday, March 02, 2009 

Current mood:  pirate
Category: Music
Just spent an excellent weekend at the Alcester Winter Festival. The weather was kind, the beer was good, and the music... excellent. Here's a few highlights.
Friday night - an excellent set from Duncan McFarlane, followed by him running an impromtu session which also included Tony Portlock, Jon Harvison, the girls from Isambarde, and lots of other really lovely people. Having taken no toys, I sat in a corner and enjoyed tremendously.
Saturday highlights for me were Dave Webber and Anni Fentiman in the afternoon, and Dempsey's Lot in the evening. I kicked off the big sing in the rotunda, aided and abetted by Pauline, Hajni, Belinda and Mick from the folk club. That was a blast.
Sunday - the highpoints were sitting in the sun listening to Jon Harvison doing a sublime arrangement of Scarborough Fair, and his set later. His Worship and The Pig were a hoot, although I was wondering quite how to explain Cosgrove to the child! He accepted it as 'a song about a man with a big willy'.
I'm very much looking forward to the summer gathering! 3 months, ish.