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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 43
Sign: Capricorn

City: Tuscola
State: TEXAS
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/6/2006

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Monday, July 28, 2008 

Current mood:  cheerful
I just got a phone call from a friend who I haven't talked to in a long while. It really came at a great time because I have been feeling a bit sad and down. I hate feeling that way. I try hard to shake it but sometimes when your heart is hurting all that will heal that hurt is time and plastering a smile on your face. Anyway my friend whom I have been missing but she has been busy and so have I we have not talked in a while and due to a third party who is really mad at me she stayed away. She has really had a hard year & i have been thinking of her often. her call today has really made my day. we both realized how much we have missed each other. neither of us should have let the 3rd person interfere with our friendship. because she has been friends with this person so long i was afraid that it would affect hers & mine friendship and it did and she who hate any form of controversy was I suppose afraid to be around me because of this 3rd person. How silly have we been.....it has been nearly 4 years. I told her she made my day today. on a day I was forcing a smile her call put that little zing back in my step.
 
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007 

Current mood:  artistic

Tiffany is having a blast in Poland I can not wait to see all the pictures she has taken. She tells me I would love it there. I love to travel so on her next journey to Poland I think I shall go too. Tiffany said Marions family  is so funny and such a delight. She also said I would love the beautiful houses there. I am staying very busy with my 3 horses & 3 dogs and now Tiffanys 5 dogs. Feeding time takes about an hour now.  I am so glad I could do this for her because bording all the dogs would be out landishly expensive...  I am sooooo loveing Fall.

Hope everyone is enjoying this wonderful weather.

 I have been doing an art form called glass fusion. I am sooo hooked now I could spend all day doing this stuff.

well off to the real world.

That reminds me of a sign Tiffany and I saw in freddricksburg

THIS WAY TO REALITY ----->----->

HEE HEE LOVE IT MUST PAINT ONE!!!!!!

Currently listening:
The Last of Seven
By Pat Monahan
Release date: 18 September, 2007
3:13 PM 
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007 

Current mood:  bouncy

OK I ONLY HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF TIME TO GET A FEW THOUGHTS OFF MY MIND. I HAVE SPENT ALL MORNING READING ALL MY FAVORITE BLOGS. I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO WRITE ALL MY THOUGHTS DOWN SINCE WE GOT BACK FROM MEXICO BUT GETTING CAUGT UP AT WORK AND GETTING THE YARD READY FOR WINTER, AND GETTING IT READY FOR MY DAUGHTERS 5 DOGS COMMING TO VISIT WHILE SHE IS IN POLAND FOR 2 1/2 WEEKS HAS LEFT ME WITH LITTLE FUN TIME. BUT I HAVE ENJOYED WORKING IN THE YARD AND EVERYTHING. SHE LEAVES TOMORROW. I AM A LITTLE WORRIED MORE THAN I WANT TO SAY BUT SO EXCITED FOR HER TOO THIS WILL BE SUCH AN EXPERIANCE FOR HER. SHE WAS TOLD LAST NIGHT THAT MARIONS FAMILY DOES NOT HAVE GUEST BED ROOMS AND THEY WILL BE SHARING A BED AND BED ROOM WITH MARRIONS DAD. HOW FUNNY WE TAKE  HAVING AN EXTRA BED ROOMS FOR GRANTED. TIFFANY INFORMENED MARRION SHE WAS NOT SLEEPING NEXT TO HIS DAD. I THINK I WOULD OPT FOR THE FLOOR OR COUCH. I BET HE SNOORS TOO....

SHE IS GOING TO GET TO SEE THE WORLD FROM A DIFFRANT POINT OF VIEW AND I LOVE IT..... I CANT WAIT TO HEAR ALL THE FUNNY AND FUNKIE STORIES SHE WILL TELL ME.  MUST RUN MUCH TO DO STILL BEFORE THE BIG DAY TOMORROW.

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Sunday, July 29, 2007 

Current mood:  content
Category: Sports

Yesterday was a blast. Robert & I got up early to join lots of other bikers in beautiful buffalo gap for the tour the gap. I chose 25 miles Robert road 48. I had a lot more fun this time because I was in a pack of bikers. You can catch more air going up those hills.:) the weather was perfect.. I was a bit slower this year too but still in the top riders. It took me two hours, last year it was an hour 1/2. I had to stop 4 times. twice to save my water bottle from slipping out of its little holder, and the other two times to let my butt and wrists rest. I  learned when you freeze the water bottles that they clopse into themselves when melting. This is why my water bottles would not stay in their little holders. Roberts friend Scott & his daughter Ell followed Roberts race in their truck with bannans & water a suport team like the tour de france guys. Scott said lots of ridders came up to him and Ell for bannans and water. Scott had so much fun being a part of it all. It is such a blessing to have such happy fun friends.Robert has needed a guy buddy for a long time. And because Scott is so upbeat it really helps robert to be up beat. The 10 mile riders came in first and then us 25 ers. I road in , in time to see the big Buffalo Gap peraid.(sp?) all 4 minets, of it. heehee. about 15 min or so here came the top 48 mile riders. WOW are those guys fast. They road through the hills of hwy 84 and that road if ruff..... Robert was in the top 15or 20 and he did the 48 in 3 hours. We watched some of the 70 Mile guys ride in & man oh man do some of those riders have legg muscels . We ate hot dogs at the plaza and headed home for a long nap. The day was finished off at Pernies with Scott and Ell & a drive of the corse in the red convertable. Wonderful Friends & great food & fun.

Great memories as Sott always says.

 

guys ride
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007 

A friend of mine called the other day to just say hi & wanted to know if all was ok. She said she had read one of my blogs. Gee I could not even remember when the last time I blogged was or what it was about. so I had to check it out. I have been enjoying summer so much I really have not loged on to my space in a while. So yesterday I cheked out all my favorite blogers. Everyone seems to be having a great summer.

So for now I am just enjoying summer, gardening, running ,hiken, biken,and being outdoors.

hope everyone has a fine summer.

HH

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Monday, May 28, 2007 

Current mood:  peaceful
I haven't written in a while, not much to say except about work. I must say that the past two days have been wonderful.a Hugh weight has been lifted off my shoulders, I am not even sure what the weight was, just something weighing me down. most likely relationship problems, work problems, and probably not having enough fun. but yesterday and especially today I did nothing but what I wanted.  I slept in till 6:00 which I rarely do, I watched a movie a cute quirky romantic one, I took a bubble bath in the morning no less, listened to music, danced ( working on my belly dancing love it) sang out loud good thing I live in the country, and I drew. I really can not remember when I have enjoyed drawing as much as I did today. I worked on 2  fairy drawings. I love to paint and draw things like they are in a mist or fog like a dream. Mermaids are my favorite though. My mother in law popped in to visit with Robert and that did not even bother me. She is very self absorbed and I can only take that in small doses, but hey that even felt in harmony today. So when my mom and grandmother popped in with my niece tabbie, I decided to cook a big family dinner. I even enjoyed that.  I set the table like I always do, laid it out with all the proper silver etc. and I realized I have missed just having family over just because, no reason or holiday, just because.
For 20 years the whole family all 28 of us would always gather at my house for all the special events of the year,but the last 5-6  years,  everyone has moved away, died or become way to busy with their growing family's. So I somewhat resented doing all the work but at the same time I wanted everyone around. So tonight was a wonderful surprise on how much I miss our big family being close together.. and realizing all the work was always worth it to me even if everyone else did take advantage of it. I loved having them there and doing things for them....................
Today also, I realized I need to take time for me. I do take time for me, I just need to do more things for me that make my soul sing & feel free.
I think now that I write that, that I have been feeling like I was in a cage like a bird.  I also realize though it was a cage I put myself in, I was the only one with the key. I could of let myself out any time. So why did I Waite so long??????????????  
I hope I dream of the ocean once more, & how free it feels to be swimming weightless, so efortless, not like walking through life where each step is weighted down.
I think I will post pictures of my fairys tomorrow.
Currently listening:
Cieli di Toscana
By Andrea Bocelli
Release date: 16 October, 2001
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007 

Category: Blogging
 
 
LOVE is a four letter word. Hate is a four letter word.  Love and hate are both capricious.
So who in the end has controls of your emotions?? Should only be you right??...
So why when Love or hate comes into play we sometimes feel so out of control?
"He who angers you controls you."  So does this apply to Love also? Sometimes it sure feels this way.
"Don't let the unexpected control your attitude." What if Love or hate are an unexpected emotion, that takes you by surprise even to you. Our emotions are so powerful, they are the driving force behind so much of what we do, feel,  say, believe,  even buy.
"Qualities you see in others, reveals something about you."
"Your mind can shatter your limits." This is especially true for love or hate.
"Change the way you think and you will change the way you feel."
Sometimes changing the feeling of love or hate is very difficult.
Is it because part of our emotions are ego? And the ego will not allow us to let go of the love or hate?
I have unconditional love for my daughter there is nothing she could do that would make me not love her. I might not like her choices  she has chosen for her self but not loving her, it is not an option (she has always made good choices for herself!)
But my husband is another thing you do fall out of love or you become so resentful about certain things it feels like hate.
So I suppose blood is thicker than water when it comes to love for me.
 
Discomfort is a small price to pay for growth. If we see something in someone we do not like or we do like, that is a signal to ask our selves why we feel like we do.
 
Currently listening:
In the Name of Love
By Hapa
Release date: 01 July, 1997
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007 
You know the old saying if you chase happiness it will always elude you, but like a butterfly if your are still , it will light upon your shoulder.
Well, last night I was sitting under a lamp that hangs over my big chair and I thought I heard a moth fluttering around the light bulb. I ignored it because I know a moth will not hurt you and Lowe and behold the darn thing started to land on my shoulder and flutter through my hair near my ear. I shooed it away and it flew back to the inside lamp shade & was quiet. I had not even bothered to take a look at the bug, and Robert said that was a beautiful butterfly. I looked up at the lamp shade and sure enough there was a beautiful butterfly, she was just watching with a curiosity look on her bug face. ( if that is possible for a bug to have expressions I sure think so).
As I was contemplating this beautiful delicate creature &  it accrued to me that that is just like life, we get so busy & happiness is all around us & sometimes even lands on our shoulder, but we are too busy to take notice until it is too late,  or we shoo it away like I did. Then later  we wonder why didn't we take the time to enjoy and savor that moment. Happiness can be as  fleeting, fast and elusive as butterfly wings.
I turned the light out hoping the butterfly who was still watching me might land upon my shoulder again, but of course she just watched me from a distance almost taunting me with, see you had your chance and you shooed me away.
 

Currently listening:
The ALTERnative, Vol. 1
By Butthole Surfers
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007 

Current mood:  energetic
I have been feeling out of balance for a while now there are times I feel like ya I am back, but it doesn't last long.
So last night when I went for my monthly massage with Enrique at Cassey's I had decided to ask him if he  could correct my aura. I had a feeling he could, if he could help with my past lives he could surly correct an out of sorts aura.
I guessed right we did a cleansing of, or corrections of all my chakra's. My sacral & heart chakras are still not moving as well as they should he said they were very sluggish. So in turn it made the rest of me out of alignment.
He said I need to dance more. I love to dance and have shut the door on all kinds of things I love to do.
At first I felt a little dizzy afterwards and a bit tired but I could sooooooo tell a  difference in my whole body. Afterwards I went on a fun run with the top down in my little red car with my music in my ears and a Hugh smile on my face I felt like I was glowing. When I got home I ran in got the dogs and headed to the barn with my i-pod blowing in my ears. I danced my little but off I use to do this all the time.  A storm was blowing  & I love the feel of storm when it is rolling in.  So  the dogs & myself  headed out to the pond and I danced all the way there feeling so free and part of nature. I have not slept so sound in a long time and I awoke to the most wonderful feeling of peace in my whole body. I am still smiling !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will write later about seeing the acupuncturists who has helped me so much with my migraines and allergies. ( I have had sleeping problems and migraines since I was 6)
She said I had too much adrenalin in my system which kept me from sleeping at night & I needed to quite taking all the vitamins I was taking they were doing me no good, more harm in fact.  I have not had one migraine since I have seen her and I thought I was eating good but she told me some things I really needed to be eating and a few I needed to stay away from. I have so much more energy now it is amazing. and the needles did not hurt.......
I am finally on the right track. wooo hoooo

HAPPINESS IS AVAILABLE.... HELP YOURSELF......
YOU'LL SEE IT WHEN YOU BELIEVE IT - NOT VICE VERSA!
Currently listening:
Drunkard's Prayer
By Over the Rhine
Release date: 29 March, 2005
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Monday, April 16, 2007 

Current mood:  content
Category: Life

Sometimes Life has a way of making us forget who we really are. The everyday stress & silly little trails of our lives puts a cloud or a haze over what really matters. Family & Friends, the simple things in life that truly bring us great joy & serenity.  I love a soft summer breeze that carries a whiff og roses, lavender & jasmin wafting up to my sences. How beautiful the clouds glow at the very edges of their shapes during a sun rise or sun set. A low whinnie from one of the horses out in the pasture. The way my dogs wag their tails as they come running to greet me home, always happy to see me and making me feel so special & loved. A sweet smile or hug from my daughter. I love laying on the trampolean on a moonless night and gazing up at the stars a reminder of how big the universe really is and then the sudden thrill of getting to see a falling star zoom by in the nights sky, leaving you feeling breathless and wanting to see one more. I love a really good belly laugh, & afterwords when you can catch your breath and dry your eyes you start to chuckle again. Later when ever I think back on this fun instant in time, It warms my heart and you can not help but smile. I have my Grandmothers old glider that I had powdered coated black. It is sitting on my back porch facing my pond and steamboat mountain. I love just laying there listening to the sounds of nature. This simple pleasure always reminds me of sitting on the porch with Grandma T in Ohio. These are true simple pleasures that sometimes if I am not careful & I allow lifes hectic ways  to take over, I run through the day and fail to see what really matters, or fail to take the time to just breathe.

when we try to hold on to life to tight we choke out all the really good stuff & we realize we have just crushed the beautiful flowers of life that was given to us.

So breathe, relax, life will snatch that peace from you if you let it.

 

Currently listening:
Ben Kweller
By Ben Kweller
Release date: 19 September, 2006
12:50 PM 
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