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Sign: Aquarius

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Country: US
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January 19, 2009 - Monday 

Celebrate the temporary


Don’t wait until tomorrow


Live today


.. ..


Celebrate the simple things


Enjoy the butterfly


Embrace the snow


Run with the ocean


Delight in trees


Or a single flower


Go barefoot in the grass


.. ..


Don’t wait


Until all the problems


Are solved


Or all the bills


Are paid


You will wait forever


Eternity will come and go


And you will


Still be waiting


Live in the now


With all the problems


And its agonies


With its joy


 And its pain


Your despair


Your anger


It means you’re alive


.. ..


Look closer


Breathe deeper


Stand taller


Stop grieving the past


.. ..


There is joy and beauty


Today


It’s the temporary


Here now and gone


So celebrate it while you can


Celebrate the temporary


.. ..


Author  unknown

September 25, 2008 - Thursday 
What was going​ throu​gh your mind durin​g your last kiss?​​​


Who is the last perso​n that drove​ you, under​ the age of 18?
i have no idea


Where​ were you at eight​ last night​?​​​
working

How did you and your numbe​r 4 becom​e frien​ds?​​​
i dont have a 4

How late did you stay up last night​ and why?
as late as i stay up ever night

Have you ever dated​ someo​ne longe​r than a year?​​​
Nope

Do you like to cuddl​e?​​​
with who?

Whats​ your hair look like today​?​​​
up

Who was your last hug?
hmmm idno i can think at the moment


When is the last time you saw numbe​r 1 on your top frien​ds?​​​
Sunday

Where​ is the perso​n you want most?​​​
out of town


Where​ will you be 2 hours​ from now?
Going to bed i hope
​​​


Where​ were you at 9 am this morni​ng?​​​
sleeping

What does your last text messa​ge read?​​​ Who is it from?​​​
Maddie. tells me 2 call @ 11 am

Who was your last call from?
um my mom

Are you happy​ with the way life is going​?​​​
Some of it

Do you have a best frien​d?​​
Many

Are you good at hidin​g your feeli​ngs?​​
if i want 2

Has anyon​e ever told you you have prett​y eyes?​​
Yeah


Have you ever made anyon​e laugh​ when they were cryin​g?​​
Yeah

Would​ you consi​der adopt​ion?​​
yah

If someb​ody liked​ you right​ now, what do you think​ a cool way to let you know would​ be?
Not telling me

What would​ you say to your last ex?
Nothing


Would​ you rathe​r go to a party​ or go out of town?
out of town

What was the last thing​ you drank?
water



Where​ was your defau​lt pictu​re taken​?​
at my house


What color​ hoodi​e did you wear last?
Black

Are you alone​?​
yes

What was the last hotel​ you staye​d in?
hmmm it was in mexico iam not sure of the name... wait that was a condo .... hmmm..

Would​ you ever dye your hair blond​e?
no

Do you sleep​ on your side,​ stoma​ch,​ or back?
Depends

Can you touch​ your toes?
no prob

Name somet​hing you CANNO​T wait for?
friday



Have you ever falle​n compl​etely​ in love?
Nope


What's your view on taking risks?
As often as you can you might not get another chance.


You see a shooting star, do you make a wish?
yes

Where are your parents?
at home i would think

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
Not entirely

Do you have any bruises?
Yeah, lots

From who?
Me



Do you have any strange phobias?
fear of intense and prolonged  physical pain

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
Depends

Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
Eyes probably
September 16, 2008 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  weird

Hope it the thing with feathers

And sings the tune without the words,

And never stops at all,

And sweetest in the gale is heard;

And sore must be the storm

That could abash the little bird

That kept so many warm.

I've heard it in the chilliest land,

And on the strangest sea;

Yet, never, in extremity,

it asked a crumb of me,

-Emily Dickinson 

 

April 7, 2008 - Monday 
hey everyone iam leaving for a part of china ware i will have no contact so keep me in ur prayers dont forget me and ill talk 2 u all in mid june
March 1, 2008 - Saturday 
And so my prayer is that your story will have involved some leaving and some coming home, some summer and some winter....My hope is your story will be about changing...about learning...to love...about learning to love other more than we love ourselves....We get one story, you and I, and one story alone. God has established the elements, the setting and the climax and the resolution. It would be a crime not to venture out, wouldn't it? ....And you will not be alone. You have never been alone. Don't worry. Everything will still be here when you gey back. It is only you who will have changed.

Donald Miller
Through Painted Deserets
January 14, 2008 - Monday 
Brovo! iam in china! it is so cold i think i am going to die! other than that it is great to be back. Iam staying 30 or so min out side of the city, no to far from main land china. The village that i am in is one of the oldest in china. HMMM as i just got to HK a few hours ago there is not much to tell.

ahh  as a going away some friends took me out to eat at a Cambodian place and i ate brain for the first time. It was good but felt funny. I dont think i will try it agian.
December 4, 2007 - Tuesday 
I am so tired of being sick. Wednesday two weeks ago I had a bit of an accident where I got a major concussion. My concussion does not seem to want to go away and it's really hard to function at times. If it does not go away soon then I will have to go back to the doctors for the fourth time in the last 2 weeks. I am so tired of taking pills and doctor visits. Although the people that work there are great I would really like to keep are business relationship to a minimal. Please keep me in your prayers for a speedy recovery.
November 20, 2007 - Tuesday 
"I want"—it pleaded—All its life

"I want"—it pleaded—All its life—
I want—was chief it said
When Skill entreated it—the last—
And when so newly dead—

I could not deem it late—to hear
That single—steadfast sigh—
The lips had placed as with a "Please"
Toward Eternity—

Emily Dickinson
 
November 14, 2007 - Wednesday 

Another night of restlessness, random thoughts run through my mind keeping me from finding peace. Constantly skipping from each thought to the next. Tossing and turning I lay still for hours. Even after I find sleep there is no rest. I constantly find myself awake as the thought process begins again. My mind still turns. Three days I have not been able to sleep well and it is starting to take it toll on me. There is nothing in particular that I am thinking of. Nothing that I concisely know of that preoccupies my every thought. There is no dominating thought just a million little things. I wish I could sleep.

 

November 10, 2007 - Saturday 
a few more weeks and i have to leave for  china and i dont have a flight yet. I cant find one under               1000 US. ahhh this is not good i must find one under 1000 or i am not going back to the states. I hate looking for flights