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Sunday, November 20, 2005 
thanks everybody for the concern.

will be flying off tomorrow morning already.

will let u guys noe when i return.

wont be attending prom already. people, enjoy. =)

especially u, thanks for being there, pampering me with love and showering me with hugs. without u, i wont noe what to do.

nights.
3:55 PM 
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Friday, November 18, 2005 

Current mood:  scared
home sweet home at last.

finally it is the end of my exams and im totally exhilerated! its finally like over? hahas. celebrated the night out and the company was great. hehs.

but the service at the resturarant was simply lousy. lols. ryan was incredibly funny still. hahas.. and we topped the night off with the scariest movie of emily rose. it was byfar the most horror movie i ever watched and i was really very very freaked out by the whole thing. it made me stop and ponder too.

its just the beginning. many more fun to go. yawns. byes!
4:49 PM 
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005 
i just needed a breather and a space fer me to do some ranting so here i am.

4papers down and 4 more to go. 2 more days left and 6 pm 18th september will be liberation. cheers. =)

lets not digress. im simply pissed. i cant say much and neither can i quite comment. but i simply cant fathom his way of thinkin. ur complacency will be ur ultimate downbringing. sometimes stop pause and ponder over things you have spat out. cz they can somehow hurt others and i dont think you would enjoy havin ur own pride hurt can u? now i fully understood how she felt den cz u spat it just before me and how is that tolerable when he is before us. this remark had brought abt disentment towards u. im sorry i just had to spill my piece. there you got it. its out of my chest and i feel better. you should be thankful he chose to turn a blind eye and close his ears to that dumb comment you had made. where would such critcism place you in future i reali wonder.

anws, im happy besides that incident aside. thanks to the boy who sat by my side watchin me taking in those gross physics details fer the whole morning. its very much appreciated. hehs.

and i simply cant wait for the o's to end cz girls, it marks the adding tails date. LOL. and cant wait is an understatement. hahas. okays. off to books again.

nights.
2:15 PM 
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Sunday, November 13, 2005 
everything's back on track. im glad.

and a special thanks to melinda and vivien. =)

aye, woman, im cooled and calm. hehs. thanks!
2:40 AM 
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Saturday, November 12, 2005 
it hurts to know to hear to see to even care
the heart aches.
and who's gona pick up the shattered shards?
and mend them back for me?
it all seems like yesterday and today its gone with the wind.
is it bound to end so pathetically or is there a way to slavage it all.
finding my way but im lost within the crowd.

my scars remind me the past is real
i tear my heart open just to feel
drunk and im feeling down
and i just wana be alone
im pissed cause you came around
why dont you just go home

cause you channel all your pain
and i cant help to fix myself
your makin me insane

cause your drowning in the water
and i tried to grab your hand
and i left my heart open
but you didnt understand
but you didnt understand
you fix yourself

-papa roach-
10:42 AM 
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Friday, November 11, 2005 

Current mood:pleasant
e-maths is over. that fantastic.the first week is over. thats wonderful. but sadly it marks the coming of the next week which would be kinda of hell.



reali touched by what mrs chung had said and now, im reali thinkin real hard, tryin to figure things out, weigh the issue and make a decision. its tough and i dont want any regrets. i mean thats what life should be aint it, one with no regrets. so put on da thinkin cap and make a wise decision. prollay make enquires abt this whole thing first.
would i wana return to the ug lifestyle once again? and the answer only i have,

anws, vivien! yes yes. i love you! LOL. our tailing and oilin date obviously is waiting desperately for us. and 22nd i shall wait girlfriend. =) till then, learn to dig the books. LOL.

and to melinda and shermaine, fun and laughter after the next week. so hang on there ya? we shall engage in our silly girly stuff right after this.
a huge love to u girls. hehs.



 the girls i miss so much!

lester and daniel, i remember e date alrights? hahas.. fear not, i will turn up.
LOL.

and to you, i will make up all the lost time after this. =)

sugar we are goin down swinging!
till then, and so long.
9:44 AM 
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Thursday, November 10, 2005 

Current mood:  ecstatic
im bubbling with ebullience.im fanatically exhilerated!!
please let me screaaaammm and rahhhhhhhhh with excitement....!
geography is finally over and i created my legeng again. yeps.

7 paper down, 9 more to go!

fridays the 18th will be my liberation day and the fun begins!! yays! =)

please pardon my nonsensical jubilence but im pratically tearin up from the joy!

LOL. he cant stand me. oops.. hahas.

contemplating if i should attend da night of glamour or otherwise..

whatever so, big moves and a breakaway to exotic thailand is zooming my way prettay soon! and what beats spendin more time with him and the girls?

im fantasing a lil too early. LOL.

and loving 3 months! giggles.

peace
3:39 AM 
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Monday, November 07, 2005 

Current mood:  enthralled

hurrays! first two papers are finally over! somewhere closer to the ending already! pardon my hyper-activeness today cz im simply too elated. im pratically leaping and bouncing away. lol. he couldnt stand me fer jumping all ard him. LOL. partly must be excited to see him after so long. haha.

a tinny weeny break fer me tmr and say hello to da english papers on wed. i hope everything goes on smoothly. cheers!

lester chee! better thank me alrights? *winks* i wan a public thank you! hehs. and a big fat treat. lols.

everybody work hard. =) especially to the dear girls in my life! !

and to my dear boy, work hard fer the rest of the papers. hehs.

a huge sloppy hug going out to you!

9:30 AM 
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Friday, November 04, 2005 

Current mood:  crappy
the morning started off with breakfast with the two guys, lester n evan. it was simply worth the wake up cz i find myself havin this really strange fetish for breakfast. cant wait to get on the mouth-watering better breakfast at other breakfast joints!

lunch was hilarious with that bunch of people. daniel, tsk tsks. grandmother?? hahas. we had e great laugh but its mean. LOL. i think only we will understand the joke but its over. hahas.

sometimes i find it reali disgusting and low-down to have such people existing in this world. so what if you are a femme fatale. please check your ways. think twice and look ard at the people ur gona hurt with ur actions. i choose to believe not but sometimes actions speak louder than words and the tales simply put me off. sorry. but its e truth. stunners are human too. to eer is human. hopefully it aint true and even if it is, mend it.

heard more shocking news which totally stunned me. anyhow its out of my leaugue. so all i can do is listen and perhaps take it in as a source of entertainment. hahs.

been seeing so many gettin paranoid over the o's. im nort gona be e dumb hero and say oh im not afraid. thats total bullshit. cz who aint afraid. but plp, have faith yahs? it will see you through the impossible! so simply just do ur preps and go out there and strut your stuff. in this case, in ur papers. hold on cz its just another few more days! put up with the lil rain now.

mr dumb, dont do that again. so blur. hahas. =)

nights!
2:55 PM 
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Thursday, November 03, 2005 

Current mood:  sleepy
its such an unearthly hour and im stil up. hars. seriously speakin im quite sick of facing books every single day. but its just another 15 more days or so? so brace up! its gona be over faster den u think. so whats there to mourn about.

takin e breather as i come over here to blog. waste of time yeas. but i jus need e BREAK!

glad to noe im not e only one awake. dearest n lester's stil at work. so i shant waste any more time and back to the books.

breakfast with the guys tmr. =)
coffee. caffine. whatever to keep me awake.
nights!
5:15 PM 
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Thursday, November 03, 2005 

Current mood:  bouncy

the one that eats nonstop and just wont slow down on his consumption rate despite the numerous times i tell him to enjoy his food in pleasure. the one who doesnt mind me torturing him .despite how much he complains he never retaliates. the one who listens to my rants and rambles and loves having me make his life equivalent to an inferno. the one who paints my skies blue and yet grey at times. the one who lifts his hands up to brush the hair out my face and embraces me tight. the one who has enchanted me.

STOP ASKING ME TO EAT MORE!

i dont wan to be as fat as you. oops. hahas. just kidding.

ur the star thats in my sky.

8:49 AM 
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005 

Current mood:  accomplished

hehs. its a rather productive day. cz i studied quite alot e past 2 days. and im steppin into e next day alr. =) hahas. i feel accomplished!

evan heng! thanks so much! hahs. the best guy friend e girl can ever have. hahas. u nv fail to cheer me up. and i haven had e chance to say this but THANKS ALRITE? for that nice letter u had written fer me during grad day too. and we should try demanding mac breakfast at 12 am cz they said 24/7 service yeas? and its e morn alr! hahs!  

anws, happy public holiday! =) enjoy plp! hehs.

the boy in my life ur so missed!

3:25 PM 
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