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Carol Alban, flutist and composer



Last Updated: 7/4/2009

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Tuesday, May 05, 2009 

Category: Music
I just returned from a fun trip to NYC!  I attended (and turned pages for) the world premiere of my pianist friend Matt Herskowitz's Jerusalem Trilogy, played a very cool vegan gig with him at the Caravan of Dreams in the East Village, played at a fancy schmancy $300 a ticket benefit for the NYC Convent of the Sacred Heart (I attended CSH in San Francisco many moons ago) and had the honor of playing with the Poogie Bell Band at the legendary Blue Note Jazz Club.  That was so fun!!  If you have a chance to hear them live you should definitely check them out.  They put on a great show!   

I wanted to go the Guggenheim but I ran out of time.  : (   
    
 
Thursday, April 02, 2009 

Current mood:  luminous
Category: Music
Hi!  I am so excited this CD is finally out!  There are some amazing musicians on the album including bansuri master Ravichandra Kulur on track #7.  Check him out!  He's one of my top friends.  I'm on track #11 (Daybreak) which you can hear in its entirety on my myspace page. 
Carol
http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/houseofbamba
Thursday, January 01, 2009 

Current mood:  awake

I just found the following quote by Mark Twain and thought it would be great for the New Year.


Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do.

So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.

Explore. Dream. Discover.
Saturday, October 04, 2008 

Category: Art and Photography

Fire Cools. Water Seeks its own Level.
An excerpt from 365 Tao by Deng Ming-Dao:

"No matter how extreme a situation is, it will change. It cannot continue forever. Thus, a great forest fire is always destined to burn itself out; a turbulent sea will become calmer. Natural events balance themselves out by seeking their opposites, and this process of healing is at the heart of all healing.
This process takes time. If an event is not great, the balancing requiring is slight. If it is momentous, then it may take days, years, even lifetimes for things to return to an even keel. Actually, without those slight imbalances, there could be no movement in life. It is being off balance that keeps life changing. Total centering, total balance would only be stasis. All life is continual destruction and healing, over and over again.
This is why, even in the midst of an extreme situation, the wise are patient. Whether the situation is illness, calamity or their own anger, they know that healing will follow. "

 


 

Monday, February 18, 2008 

Current mood:  inspired
Category: Religion and Philosophy

 "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." -Marianne Williamson

Currently watching:
La Dolce vita [Region 2]
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 
Pale Blue Dot - - Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you've ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there-on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam. The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves. The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand. It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known. - Carl Sagan
Currently listening:
Left of Cool
By Béla Fleck & The Flecktones
Release date: 09 June, 1998
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 

Current mood:  thoughtful
Category: Pets and Animals

I found this powerful and disturbing poem on my friend Jim's page.
Check him out!
myspace.com/darthmaul005


The Panther - by Rainer Maria Rilke

From seeing the bars, his seeing is so exhausted
that it no longer holds anything anymore.
To him the world is bars, a hundred thousand
bars, and behind the bars, nothing.

The lithe swinging of that rhythmical easy stride
which circles down to the tiniest hub
is like a dance of energy around a point
in which a great will stands stunned and numb.

Only at times the curtains of the pupil rise
without a sound . . . then a shape enters,
slips though the tightened silence of the shoulders,
reaches the heart, and dies.

 

 

Thursday, May 10, 2007 

Current mood:  awake

I originally posted this as a bulletin.  It received such a positive response so I thought I'd post it here as a blog.  Enjoy!  I have a whole book of these so if you want more just holler! ; )  -Carol

"Nothing is more odious than music without hidden meaning."-Chopin

"The colour of my soul is iron-grey and sad bats wheel about the steeple of my dreams.' - Debussy

"My music is best understood by animals and children." Stravinsky

Currently listening:
Copland Conducts Copland
By William Warfield
Release date: 30 September, 2003
Friday, April 27, 2007 

I was interviewed just prior to the Women's Work 2007 concert at the Greenwich House Music School.  To hear the concert please visit  myspace.com/womenswork2007

http://www.gharts.org/ww2007podcasts/carolalbaninterview.mp3

 

The concert was reviewed by Mark Greenfest.

"This piece, an elegy for the victims of Hurricane Katrina, is a gorgeously crafted short piece, with lovely melody – even harmonics – insightful and moving. " - Mark Greenfest

 

 

Wednesday, April 25, 2007 

Current mood:  thoughtful
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
   If this be error and upon me proved,
   I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

~William Shakespeare