Last night I had attempted to break the curses on me, which I visualized as thousands of "connections" simply snapping.  Upon waking up this morning after doing so I realized my depression has left me.  I am beginning to think the "curses" were mostly connections I had established to people with my subconscious which connected physically into my brain, messing up my perception.  I am somewhat bored, but the depression is gone.  I have noted many flecks of light which still sometimes travel to or from the moon, disappearing within seconds after leaving a short distance and sometimes a farther distance  from it's diameter.  Two nights ago (?) I had attempted to summon other people onto it's surface, after realizing the failure of the experiment, and noted flecks of light appeared when I attempted to do so.  It is possible they are aetheric, and possible they are flesh and bone.  I do not know and have no way of confirming this.  Tonight I attempted to start a spell to make vegetation grow, and I do not expect success, but with the recent light shows thought it might be worth extending some effort to.  I felt no successful confirmation.  I am mostly just glad that the energy that had been bothering me is gone and my depression has been lifted since then from what I can tell.  Although not expecting success I drew a simple one card answer and received "The Hierophant."  I'm not sure what to make of that, but most likely no form of summoning to create vegetation grew.

Today my depression is worsening.  I mostly slept all day.  I called Dave and had him channel the Asura.  When he contacted him it felt like a different person to my psychic perceptions.  The Asura assured me, according to Dave, that it had reached the earth.  However, the Asura had "forgotten" that it was supposed to summon the other Asura.  At this point I realized Dave was still fabricating the whole thing, although he was trying his best, as Dave had also forgotten.  The body on the moon had been summoned, but it most likely died up there or is still dormant of a presence.  Most likely it died and this is what Ginger perceived, the spirit as an Aetheral force going into the afterlife.

After talking to Dave, I did a standard, "past" "present" "future" tarot card reading.  The question was "Am I going to get into my new body?"

In the past spot I found the Queen of swords, indicating that we had gotten to the heart of the matter already using intuition and understanding.
In the present was the King of Wands reversed indicating to me that we had duped ourselves into thinking this was possible.
In the future was the Six of Swords reversed.  (AKA Science reversed) indicating being "stuck in a problem with no apparent solution."
The best bet I could think of was to find some manner of figuring out if the new body was still alive, and if so to find a method of entering it.  It would most likely be more practical to re-summon another body, enter into it, and bring it down to earth.

I just wish I could summon a body directly onto this earth.  The best I've ever done with summonings on this earth was flies.

This afternoon I talked with Dave.  His channeling for some time had been mostly non-connected and based on his perception.  I asked Him to link to Asmodeus and we discussed for a bit his lack of opening the inward connections by not "concentrating" on receiving the connecting message as he had done in the past.  This time felt more believable as Dave contacted Blue with "Static" and Asmodeus was speaking in a manner I knew to be more reasonable and less justification, stating that our communications before had been vague, and that he was unable to enter the body here physically.
Asmodeus connected Dave's telepathy link to an Asura who I attempted to put into the body.  My visualization was uncertain, but it seemed that I had placed Him into the body, and I visualized the body opening it's eyes.  He stated, for some reason, he needed one hour before he would be able to make the jump, which made me believe Dave may not truly be channeling Him as the moon's orbit would not change so quickly nor the ability to make the jump be in any way affected by the moon's orbit, but hopefully the message had gotten through.  Also, it is possible the body might not be designed for planet to planet jumps.
I asked the Asura to find me here on earth, and summon the other Asura then switch bodies with me.
Most likely if a body was summoned up there it is dead from the amount of time it went without food, but I am hoping the body made it to earth.  It is supposed to be able to lay in a dormant state (such as in a coffin) for an extreme amount of time and should not require oxygen.  It is entirely possible the body is still up there.  I am hopeful on getting Dave to confirm the telepathy to see if we can confirm the Asura and the body being connected.
I have a bad feeling the jump, or even something before it did not work after the summoning.

On this night I put Blue Dragon's essence inside of the Body after having a telepathic conversation with David several hours before sending the Blue essence into the body.  I visualized the essence entering it which felt like a successful confirmation.  I remember one of my spirit guides being alarmed and sensed him saying "He's a demon!"  
A Large white light left the moon, physically visible 20 minutes later and traveled across the sky quite a distance then disappeared.  I was on the phone with Ginger and discussed it with her.  She channeled the being, perceiving it as a white Aetheric cloud of energy and asked it to come to earth for me instead of escaping into the void it was trying to leave for, which she described as looking like a "black hole."  I felt dubious of everything Ginger was saying when she referred to the body as Aetheric, which may have been subconscious disappointment with refusal to face a non-physical summoning, but  may have been genuine intuition.
The body agreed to come to Earth.  Ginger said it felt "safe" and "changed course."  Ginger stated it would decide when it arrived here what form to take physically.  I asked her to tell it to take a human form.  She said it contained "parts" of Blue, and it was "very happy."  However the white speck in the still blue sky had already faded from my vision long before this conversation started.

I performed this part two days ago and neglected to log it, but this part is for 06/26/2009.
Notably I can only do magick which interacts with space.  I.E. Magick requires a vacuum (void) reliant on stars as energy sources.  I drained a star and attempted to summon into it my new body.  It lay their dormant on the closest place to this planet which I could summon it.  The Moon.  A huge white light surrounded the crescent area of the moon, and a beam of light shot out of it onto the moon's surface.  I did a Tarot reading, one card, asking if I had successfully summoned my new body onto the moon and received a "Wheel of Fortune" upright.  This was an online reading at facade.com.  Hopefully this meant a physical body was there.

Notations for that night were that several white flecks, from my physical perception, appeared outside the moon and appeared to enter it's surface.