EVEN AFTER ALL THE DRAMA AND HEART ACHE IVE BEEN THROUGH THROUGHOUT MY LIFE, IVE LEARNED ALOT. I ALWAYS USE TO WONDER "WHY ME?" I MEAN WHEN I PUT TRUST IN SOMEONE AND THEY CONSTANTLY ABUSED IT I WONDERED. "WHY ME?" WHENEVER I WAS PUT IN THE POSITION TO HAVE MY HEART BROKEN AND GOOD TURNED OUT FOR WORSE, I WONDERED "WHY ME" WHEN I PRAYED EVERY NIGHT FOR GOD TO HELP ME THROUGH MY TRiiALSz. FOR HiiM TO TELL ME WHY... ii NEVER GOT AN ANSWER. ii FELT LiiKE PRAYiiNG WASz A WAiiSTE OF MY TiiME, NOT KNOWiiNG THAT THE DOUBT ii HAD WHiiLE PRAYiiNG WAS JUST THE BEGiiNGiiNG TO MY LACK OF FAiiTH. THE MORE ii GOT CAUGHT UP iiN SiiTUATiiON AFTER SiiTUATUATiiON, ,THE FURTHER AWAY ii GOT FROM THE LORD, THE MORE ii BEGAN TO TAKE ON THE ATTiiTUDESz OF TE PEOPLE ii SURROUNDED MYSELF BY, THE MORE ii BEGAN TO GET FURTHER AWAY FROM THE LORD, UNTiiL FiiNALLY ii STOPPED CARiiNG, ii FELT LiiKE LiiFE WASzNT MEANT FOR ME TO BE HAPPY, BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT ii DiiD... ii ALWAYSz ENDED UP SAD. ii KNOW iiM NOT THE ONLY PERSON TO GO THROUGH SOMETHiiNG LiiKE THiiSz, TO FEEL LiiKE THERESz ALWAYS SOMETHiiNG MiiSSiiNG iiN YOUR LiiFE...TO CRY WHEN YOUR ALONE AT NiiGHT, HOPiiNG THAT ONE DAY LiiFE WiiLL GET BETTER. TODAY MY LiiFE iiSz BETTER NOT BEKUZ OF MYSELF, BUT BECAUSE OF THE PRAYERSz OF MY MOM, MY DAD, MY CHURCH & MY PEERz. ii DiiDNT KNOW THAT THEiiR PRAYERS COULD MAKE SUCH A DiiFERENCE, BUT THEY DO. THE PRAYERSz FROM YOUR LOVED ONESz ARE WHAT PROTECTSz YOU, AND COVERSz YOU. EVEN THOUGH ii HAD MY DOUBTSz... ii EVENTUALLY BEGAN TO PRAY MORE THANKSz TO THE LOVE AND MERCY OF GOD, THiiNGSz BEGAN TO CHANGE BECAUSE ii BEGAN TO LiiSTEN. BEFORE THEN... ii THOUGHT PRAYiiNG TO GOD WASz LiiKE TALKiiNG TO MYSELF. WHEN REALLY, HE COUD HEAR ME ALL ALONG, iiTSz JUST ii HAD GONE SO FAR FROM HiiM, ii WASNT ABLE TO HEAR HiiM. SO FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE GONE THROUGH THiiSz, I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOUR NOT ALONE, & LiiKE EVERYONE ELSE iiM HUMAN, NO GREATER THAN ANYONE ELSE...GOD LOVESz YOU AND ME, AND HESz BEEN THERE ALL ALONG. HE ALLOWSz US TO GO THROUGHT THESE TRiiALSz AND TRiiBULATiiONSz SO THAT WE LEARN FROM THEM, HE CONSTANTLY SENDSz PEOPLE OUR WAY TO HELP US, BUT iiNSTEAD WE LOVE THE PEOPLE WHO MiSTREAT US, AND MISTREAT THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE US. SO LETSz US GET iiNTO THE SiiTUTUAiiToN UNTiiL YOU DUG A WHOLE SO DEEP, NO ONE KAN GET YOU OUT, BUT GOD. BUT ALSO... NOT EVEYONE HAS TO GO THROUGH THISz. NOT EVEYONE ONE iiS TOLD BEFORE IT HAPPENSz. SO iiM TELLiiG YOU NOW. DONT GO THAT WAY... DONT PUT YOUR SITUATION TO GET HURT, JUST WAIT ON GOD. IF YOU DONT HAVE PEOPLE WHO CARE ENOUGH TO HELP YOU, THEN SURROUND YOURSELF WITH PEOPLE WHO DO. FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL PRAY FOR YOU IN YOUR TIME OF NEED. & IF THERES NO ONE, PRAY FOR YOURSELF WITHOUT DOUBT... PRAY AND BELIEVE. ILL PRAY F0R Y0U, JUST D0NT G0 THAT WAY...WAIT 0N G0D. I D0NT WANT T0 HEAR Y0U SAY "WHY ME." I L0VE Y0U & G0D L0VESz Y0U. L0VE&G0D BLESS..

    Hello to all my Dear family and friends;
  This is a different email that Ive ever sent before, but this is the second time, Ive felt i need to do it,
only this last time (which was last night) i was awakened and  couldnt get back to sleep.
  Well let me start with; our God is good ,faithful and  never returns void!  Well im sure we are all aware
of His second coming, and where we might not know the exact time or hour, (MATTHEW 24:26)
we know the signs given to us .
in  Gods word, and that it will be soon. I have such a passion for losts souls, what im trying to say is we all need  to
be fishers of men. I mean that's why we are here right? maybe a neighbor, friend, stranger, or even family
 needs to be shown Gods awesome love through us. when was the last time, the one whom cursed us we said
  God bless you. or persecuted us , we went straight into  prayer over , (LUKE 6:28)instead of gossip or put downs,
 when was the last time we really showed Gods love in all areas of our life, behind the screen as well with
our immediate families .  The biggest burden upon me is lost souls, those whom are lukewarm (carnal) and
cold. to reach one soul even is one less soul going to hell. if we bestow Gods love upon these  precious people
 God will show up and do His part!  two special people that are near and dear to my life,  just rededicated
their lives back to Christ. Praise God!  which will call  Joe and  Mary.they were living lukewarm lives,
now Mary had a fellow person (who didn't show Gods love)come down on her for living a lukewarm live.
as well as calling her names and such. Well  Mary was hurt and  frustrated by this lack of love. and a
soul wasn't won back to Christ. Well this Mary called me  and I asked her well  if you died today
would you go to heaven. She responded "well yes I believe God looks at my heart" I answered well
God does look at our hearts, but that's not what gets us to the kingdom  of heaven .(MATTHEW  3:2)
it is written we must  repent, and turn from our sins being washed clean from them, giving our
hearts and lives... not just our hearts and live for Him. (EZEK  18: 21-23) I asked her would you like to do that right now?
I   added it is written Behold  I stand at the door and Knock,if anyone hears My voice and opens the door ,
I  will come in and dine with him  and he with me. ( REVELATIONS  3: 20) she cried
and said yes rededicating her live to Christ. soon after  Joe did as well AMEN. well this is a true
story , my point being we can either  be like the judgemental, hippicritical type which is not of Christ!!
and loose a soul, or we can use Gods love and the word of God to reach peoples lives.   so I encourage you
today to open up to someone in Gods love and reach the lost ,  we dont have to be preachers
to reach the lost,  if we do are part God will show up and do His! (AMEN)
 God bless each of you in all areas of your lives, may the Holy Spirit flow through you today
and  move through your lives in a huge way.. until we meet again ,for sure when the trumpet sounds. AMEN    XoXoXo you may reach sister Ophelia at ot3871@yahoo.com
she loves to pray and fellowship.

GOD WOKE ME UP AROUND 2 AM THIS MORNING & WOULDN'T LET ME GO BACK TO SLEEP. I HAVE HAD SUCH A BURDEN ON MY HEART THIS MORNING FOR THOSE SUFFERING FROM SUICIDAL THOUGHTS,TENDENCYS,CUTTING,SELF MUTALATION, ETC...
THIS ISN'T SOMETHING FOREIGN TO ME. I HAVE COUNSELED A LOT OF PEOPLE & HELPED THEM THROUGH THIS ISSUE. I MYSELF HAD MY OWN PROBLEMS WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER, SO I KNOW FIRST HAND THIS STRUGGLE, & I ALSO KNOW HOW GOD CAN BRING YOU THROUGH. I DON'T TALK ABOUT THIS MUCH OPENLY, ALTHOUGH I HAVE SHARED IT WITH THOSE GOD HAS LED ME TO. I FEEL I NEED TO REACH OUT TODAY TO THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE, OR ARE DEALING WITH THIS, OR HELP THOSE WHO HAVE FRIENDS OR FAMILY WHO DO.
GOD SAYS IN JOHN 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." (KING JAMES)
I KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE WITH OUT HOPE, OR HAVE LITTLE FAITH. ALL WE NEED HOWEVER IS THAT MUSTART SEED FAITH, & GOD WILL GET US THROUGH. WE DON'T ALWAYS SEE HOW, NOR DO WE UNDERSTAND, BUT WE AREN'T TO LEAN ON OUR OWN UNDERSTANDING ANYHOW. PEOPLE WILL LET YOU DOWN. THAT'S LIFE. THEY MAY NOT EVEN REALIZE IT. WE MUST FORGIVE & MOVE ON, WITH OR WITHOUT THOSE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES, & TRUST GOD TO DEAL WITH THEM IN HIS OWN TIME. PLEASE SEND ME A MESSEGE IF YOU WOULD LIKE FURTHER PRAYER REGARDING THIS SUBJECT. REMEMBER THAT CHRIST LOVES YOU & SO DO I!!!

I know the plans that I have for you, declares the LORD. They are plans for peace and not disaster, plans to give you a future filled with hope.
JEREMIAH 29:11

FELICIA PLUNKETT
CO-FOUNDER
TAKE A STAND MINISTRY