So gargantuan the earth crumbles beneath me

So repulsive the mirror refuses to reflect

A voice so ghastly the very oceans recede at the sound of it

A mind so nonsensical it functions like a rock

A soul so worthless it should be obsolete

Such a creature as this has but one place and one purpose on this planet

To be a laughing stock

Darling I have something to tell you. With concerned look on her face he takes her by the hand and leads her to his room. They sit down and he looks lovingly into her eyes. "What is it baby?" she asks. He takes a deep breath and says "I love you with all my heart and I want to spend the rest of my life with you but there is something i've been keeping from you. I am what people fear. I am a man of the night. The son of a winged aminal. Grace, i am a vimpire." Her mind filled with questions. She replied "What do you mean sweetheart? Your a vampire?" "I know its hard to believe but you deserve to know the truth" he answered. "What are you talking about? how can you be a vampire" she asked. "It was my father "he said. "My father is a vampire. He told my mother when they found out she was pregnet with me. after i was born he turned my mother and when i was old enough he turned me. I was only 4 but I still remember it. I was laying on my bed and my dad was standing over me. He told me that everything is ok and he bent down and bet me. Thats how its done. The jugular vein is broken and you drink your feel. You'll need it later. The only way to bring a person back is for the one who bite the person to give them their blood. It leaves the bitter very weak. Near death. Thats why it not done very often. My father bite me and I bled to death. You have to wait for the body to get cold and pale and thats when you bring them back.So several hours later my dad cut his wrist and the let blood drop into my  mouth and down my throat. I was alive again but I was very different. I'm sorry Grace. I  love you but I understand if you want to leave." Grace replies "Luke I love you too." t"here is more" he said. Its not loud to marry humans.I love you but I can't ask you to become one of us." You don't have to Luke I'd do anything to be with you.

He takes her hand and leads her to an old victorian bed draped in ghost white sheets, Are you sure?"  His index finger slowly touches her lips, "There is no going back once the transformation starts." Kissing his finger Grace smiles and looks into Lukes radiant eyes. "I'm sure. I just want to be with you." She pulls him into her warm caress. Their lips anxious lovers meet in a slow seductive kiss. Luke lifts her up and pushes her father on the bed. Her raven black hair falls loosely as they both lay back and enjoy the embrace. He kisses her lips and slowly move down to her neck and kisses her smooth soft skin. In one fast violent motion he opens his mouth and sinks his fangs deep inside. Grace continues to tenderly embrace him. Luke looks into her eyes and says "I love you." Soon after her love filled heart beats for the last time. He stays with. Standing over her. Holding her hand. Hour after hour passes and Luke waits vigilantly for the right moment. The time fade and the moment comes close. He touches her check and strokes her beautiful hair. "The time is here." he says to his beloved. He reaches over and pick up a rusted knife and stretches out his arm over her. Luke slices his arm and blood rains down onto her soft lips and into her mouth. As Graces mouth fills with her lovers blood, her eyes open and her teeth exstend. "Hi sweetie" He says. "Did it work? Am I? Grace asks. He answers "Yes baby, it did. Now drink my love" she drinks until she is filled. What do we do now Luke?" I need to eat. He replied. You should come too. you need to learn how to feed

my angry eyes prieces through as you look at me

you brought us sickness

we own you ill will

your diseases invades our space

attacking and disfiguring our face

you are a disguesting aminal

you are no famliy of mine

get out leave this place

let us be

if you stay 

you will wish you would have fleed from me

you selfish pig

get away from me

your nothing but inconsiderate greed

a plege

just leave

go away

please just leave

Hand in hand

Looking into your eyes

Uncontrollable smile

Our journey has just begun

Almost through our first mile

Walk slow

No hurry

Feel the wind blow

Let it take us away

To flow and sway

Like the leaves

Freely dancing

Lets take our time

And let it last

Lets get lost

I am lost

Lost in your eyes

Your heart

Your soul

Your love

I love it

Seeing the rest of my life in your eyes

Thinking back to how our paths first crossed

It was meant to be

You and me

There is no doubt

It is you

No more darkness

The hands of my friends

Thats reached out to me

To pull me up

To help me

And the man who held my head above the water

Who was always there

That never let go

To everyone that showed

They care

Thank you

I will never forget

That you were there

Letting me know that someone cared

Giving me a new start

For the rest of my life

You all will be in my heart

Do you know me?

Do you my dark soul?

Do you know my struggle with good and evil?

Do you know everyday I fight between it?

Do you know I feel like I belong on the dark side?

Do you know it feels like i'm fighting against myself?

Do you know I like the darkness?

Do you know I want to be  there?

Do you know what its like to know how crazy that is?

Do you know how people what people would thik if they knew the real you?

Do you know what is it to think that about yourself

Do you know?