Truth

Im bound for the mother land.

I aint mad at you thats what Im tryna do.

Like a pen that never runs out of ink so is my lyrics.

I go to much knowledge to not drop this line sit back let me Educate you on whats about to happen.

He said there would be weeping and gnashing of teeth

and still many dont fear.

Flaming in church with your chest showin.

My minds my gift too much talent to let it waste

The devils a liar dont let no one deceive yah.

Temptation is knocking but I wont answer.

He said flee, not even a hint, live in the light, watch you life and doctrine closely cause youll save not only yourself but your hearers as well.

this is something Lauryn Hill wrote I love her work and this was hot thought everyone should see it....

Motives and Thoughts

Rotating bodies, confusion in sound,

Negative imagery holding us down

Social delusion, clearly constructed,

Human condition, morals corrupted,

Trapped in reaction, lawlessness, war,

Dissatisfaction, from bowels to core,

Devils technology is strategy for,

Human mythologies and urban folklore

Sick of psychology and counterfeit cures,

Wicked theology robbing the poor

Scheme demonology misleading the pure

Strict and strategically studying war

A light shone in darkness, an image exposed,

But few can see through the new emperor's clothes

Lustful, this hustle turns humans to hoes,

When the blind lead the blind just more trouble and woes,

It's the mind that they chose; it's designed to stay closed,

Standards of jokers, court jester logic,

A sick looking cosmic, from schoolyard to college,

Primitive man in a civilized knowledge,

System collapse and he still won't acknowledge

God as the savior,

But he studies behavior,

trying to fix the mixed mind that he gave you,

Stick-necked scholars on prescription meds,

Wishing their problems was all in their heads,

Moral dilemma, pride at the root,

Misguided from youth, heart divided from truth,

Egyptians and Grecians spiritually dead,

Empirically led by the good gods in their heads

Motives and thoughts,

Industrial wealth,

A global economy in it for self,

Heart full of madness, but covered in kind,

A pleasure designed to take over your mind,

Furnished in godliness,

Painted in good,

This tainted priesthood has got real saint misunderstood,

While classes of government set up the veil,

And cultivate the mind for more mythical tales,

Typical Hollywood follies, good girl,

While vice and corruption take over the world,

Motives and thoughts,

Check your motives and thoughts.

This is part of a rap verse which I am considering for the upcoming recording with the Fugees. I also performed it in 2005 for Mos Def and Russell Simmons.

Now this is talent....

there is always a ni**a that wanna holla and run game but when he get caught up he's ghost...It's always the one you wanna believe nah he couldn't be a undercover ni**a, he's so real, and I know him...then it turns out you don't know him at all, he's a liar a deceiver, and a coward a terrible combination...Sometimes I wish you never came back into my life..It's been a week and I'm holding strong...Give me the strength to not sway or hear what my itching ears want to hear....All it takes is one chance but not this time because Love is an addiction I just Shook.

I want you to be truthful with me I want to believe that nothing is up but have you really changed.....I almost forgot that I liked the little mermaid, that song made me smile even though I wanted to be mad....I want to be there when you change I want to support you through this road ahead of you, but will you allow me....Change is good when you do it to be a better person, or when you change for God, I want you to change because your fed up of that old life of lies and instability....a friend told me that marriage is hard don't rush into it, well whose rushing I ain't even got a man to marry yet....I wanna be mad but you make me smile you make me feel joy you've got me right where you want me captivated mesmerized entranced in your very being....I wanna be a part of your life but I wanna do it the right way...I prayed and I was answered I think and I said I would listen but it is becoming very hard to listen now...I have so much devoted to you, why? I'm not in love. I'm in like, so why is it hard to give u up? I want you to grow, change, surprise me.What makes people want to change is it just realizing that your sick of the old routine or is it loosing someone or something that was amazing in your life, or is it having someone there to support them as they change I think it can be any one of these I want it to be the last one, allow me to support you in your change...Allow me to listen this time.

You know that feeling u get when u find out the person u admire was a liar from day one...yeah thats the one I don't feel it anymore, I started out skeptical and slow but I was still open, I tried something new a very dangerous task could have easily taken me out but didn't...I asked God for clarity guidance show me ur will not by mine but by yours and he did and it happened in the funniest way...Now I know the truth I'm sad I believed the lies but I'm not sad I trusted it's good to know I havent given up hope, or have I, am I destined to never truly love the way I desire, these are my thoughts, my feelings, my nightmares, I live them everyday. I learn now to not dwell in the casualties in life but in the victories I am renewed I have greater faith I prayed and was answered I love God so much. Prayer is so amazingyou know in

 1 Peter 3:12 it says: For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous
 and his ears are attentive to their prayer.

It feels good to know that he considers me righteous cause I can forget that at timesand I have my best friend back...love yah shay shay.....

I have pics from my Sunday service where Maxine Waters was honored with Living Legacy Award at our Easter Service. The living legacy award was established and given by HOPE worldwide check them out at: http://www.hopeww.org/index.htm

Some background on hope and who they are:
HOPE worldwide is an international charity that changes lives by harnessing the compassion and commitment of dedicated staff and volunteers to deliver sustainable, high-impact, community-based services to the poor and needy.

History: The International Churches of Christ founded HOPE worldwide in response to the Scriptures that call us to have the heart of Jesus by serving the poor and needy throughout the world. God has truly blessed our efforts and today the organization operates on every inhabited continent and reaches more than 1,000,000 people each year.

Hope is not a religious entity like a church, but is affiliated with LAICOC and many members of the church serve and contribute to Hope physically and monetarily.

I have been a mentor for them many times and have taught their math classes for the Child CDP program on Saturdays, so if you are interested in finding out more or just want to help people check out there website.

It was a great service and I had to write a bulletin because I was honored to just be in her presence she is such a powerful woman and she was so humble in accepting the award. The service was filled with many great things. Sho did a short presentation on Maya Angelou, and Karrie sang for Maxine Waters, and of course there was the play based on Jesus death and resurrection and CE-CE did a great Job as Joanna. The day was incredible and I wanted to share it with all..

Have a blessed day