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Age: 24
Sign: Capricorn

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Country: DE
Signup Date: 2/20/2006

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Sunday, October 26, 2008 
http://www.cultdeadcow.com/cDc_files/cDc-0412.html


I was born around 1984. I want to tell you about the screen generation,
the generation that was young in the year 2000. Our problem is not only that
someone might be staring at us through a screen, like in the Orwell's vision
of a dystopian society at the time I was born, but that we stare at screens
all the time to see ourselves.

In the book _Doors of Perception_, Huxley evaluates what happens to the
human brain when it is undersupplied with sugar. He then uses mescaline to
support the effect. I think I have experienced similar perceptions without
drugs, on the computer; watching images and videos, reading e-books and texts,
having chats, not eating or drinking enough, being isolated from the real
world. I could compare drugs -- a medium of perception of the world -- and
the Internet -- a medium of perception of society. The peak of these
experiences was a few years back, when I had had an Internet connection for
a long time already and knew my way around the web. Today, many years later,
I am writing this in almost the same state of mind - suddenly, the telephone
rings and drags me back to reality from dreamland. I raise myself from the
chair and stagger down the hallway to the phone. Before I raise the receiver,
I try to remember if I forgot something important, concerning this -- the
other -- world. I don't know, just like I didn't in those days. I can't
define my current state of mind; I have been reading, connecting, and
absorbing content. Lost, windows with text and images scattered across the
screen, fragments. Time loses its importance.

I am part of the Internet generation. I tend to call us the 'screen
generation,' because that is what we are; we are constantly looking at screens
to find ourselves. Since I was six years old, I have been using a computer.
I got my first online flatrate after elementary school. During my time at
school, I had the same ritual everyday: come home, throwe my bag in the
corner, switch on the computer, and immediately establish a connection to the
Internet. Even in my early online days, I received much of my knowledge
online. School was such a boring place. Basically, I could only motivate
myself to do enough to receive some good grades; after that, I forgot many of
the 'facts' quickly. Everything was so empty of emotions; teachers and
classmates meant so little to me. Everybody was drinking the Kool-Aid and
engaged in keeping what they considered their social-lives running: Monday
to Friday, telling cant about their lives and 'adventures' on the previous
weekend and waiting and hoping for the next one. Most of them weren't
interested in their surroundings, nor did they have any interest in art or
culture, nor any real interest in each other. I hated so many of them and
loved so few. My evenings were spent with other freaks at punk concerts; what
little free time I had was spent elsewhere with real friends, feeling alive.
I felt confronted with the notions of the norm and career throughout my youth.
Work to be able to buy, learn to be allowed to work. Everything seemed so
wrong, so far from my real needs.

Very early in my online experience, I spent a lot of time in online
communities, open forums where people shared videos, images, artwork, jokes,
and texts and discussed them. I also spent time in closed communities where
people sharing the same interests would connect to exchange knowledge or stay
in contact. I met many of these people in real life, spent holidays with
them, had parties with them, had sex with them. I knew some people from the
Internet better than those who sat next to me in school. Online, you could
get invitations to art shows, streetart events, underground concerts; I
experienced the web as a powerful tool of organizing life and at the same time
as a toy for organized waste of time. Luckily, there wasn't only trash and
dirt online; worthwhile material was there, but one had to know how to search
it out. The experience of being able to access so much human culture for free
had a great impact on me. This process ignored the rules and regementations
of private property, and I saw it all first hand. Books could be spread
online, every song and album was there; later whole movies and complete
discographies were available for the taking. To a growing extent, the online
culture influenced the offline culture; bands released their music online and
songs containing samples hit the top of the charts.

I have always been addicted to this digital world. To me, it's not cold
and dead here; it's colourful and filled with content and communication and
free stuff. It's my interface to the endless human cultural production. Now
I know how easy it is to get lost in front of an interface. I think I know
now how to balance it. I go outside and play, I sit at night at the ocean and
listen to the waves, see the stars, feel the warmth of a campfire, climb on
the roofs of my city, and let the wind stream past my nose. But when I return
from long or short trips, alone or with others, the world is still the same,
society is still the same. Our needs are administered by a production that is
guided by profit maximization. Most of the people don't take part in this
profit; they are used to generate it. Eight hours and more a day, then the
tube home and then the telly for recreation. The whole circus of advertising,
newspapers, and television shows tries to show us some meaning in all this and
lets everything seem normal and natural. 'Free time' is getting sweeter:
everybody is invited to lean back and enjoy passivity and consume prepared
ideas and products. Consume, work, consume, work, consume.

Some see similarities between the Internet and the TV. Both seem to be
oversaturated with poor entertainment and irrelevant information. I don't
know if I find this comparison quite accurate, though. I grew up without a
TV, so maybe I don't have enough experience to judge this, but I see certain
differences. One is the possibility of influence and interaction. On the TV,
the industry is showing its view on the world. The existing system is
presented and justified. Why does everything seem so natural? The
commodities, the work, the poverty, and the wealth? Because the roots are
never explained. It seems that on the web, critique is more present and you
find analyses for the different aspects of society (though with the critiques,
as with the content itself, one has to separate the wheat from the chaff).
You can get lost in the web, just like in front of the TV. In the past, I
spent whole weekends in chat channels and had exactly those conversations that
appeared so strange and meaningless to me back in school. I watched with
excitement and played more and more realistic computer games; I enjoyed the
cheap entertainment. But thankfully I got over that.

I would like to point out the similarities between the online world and
literary culture. Books have been around for a very long time. They have
always been a way to spread ideas and to formulate critiques, alternatives,
and theories. They are the documentation of human thought. The web is the
new way to make text available to others. I learned about many important
texts there. Since everyone can publish online, you are staring at a giant
mound of dirt when you start. But as I have been reading for essentially my
whole life, I learned to comprehend big texts very fast and to search for the
ideas. I had a hunger for culture. The puzzle pieces came together; my pain
and incomprehension about the mechanisms of the world and why everything was
so administered and unfree. Online, you find people who share your concerns
and you build networks. There are so many connections and you can receive
feedback to your own art and share thoughts on art and philosophy. There are
collaborative texts and artwork. This has an impact on the content-consumer's
thinking also, this feeling of working together with many people on a
completely different level than that of the normal world: in a free, equal,
progressive, uncommercial way. When I look back to the traces I have left on
the web, it's like a long-term diary of moments and feelings. I like to
stroll around the endless archives of the web and to view the contributions of
all the people I have met.

In some ways, there has been no change at all in my web consumption, even
though the texts I obtain have become more and more advanced. Often, the
online ramblings of others result in unstructured reading, overloading me with
text. The really thought-provoking stuff and good arguments I still get from
printed works. And hey -- life is about more than reading and learning. In
fact, the whole meaning of culture and critique is to transport the idea of
how a good life could be lived, to find ways of expressing oneself and to feel
every moment as joy and life and not as survival. The separation of life in
the real world and the relocation of the communication and the arrangement of
this life to the virtual world is a separation that causes new damage. It
lets everyone spend more parts of their lives using the media, and gets
everyone used to a distance between them and other people. The results are
pretty much like the experience of only talking on the phone and not having
direct conversations; a big emotional part of communication gets lost. This
process is growing as I write; more and more people use the web as a tool for
meeting, presenting themselves and for administration of their life. In most
cases, the line of communication loses itself online and no offline culture
and communication comes from that. The online and the offline societies
continue to exist in parallel and this relationship continues to have the
effect of separation, bureaucratization, and lack of emotion.

Basically the web is only a medium of human communication, so it contains
all the negative sides and contradictions of human society. But it can
establish a free space for the spread of critiques against the ruling
establishment, critiques of reality. A space full of knowledge and
inspiration. I am writing this as a small contribution to this pool; perhaps
someone will be awakened by it from seemingly endless hours online, or maybe
someone will find himself described herein. These are the words of a young
person that has had access to the Internet for more than half of his life.
Writing it felt necessary, and now seemed to be the right moment to record
these thoughts and reflections.

The phone rings again. It's someone I love; we'll meet for dinner. A
good plan.
Sunday, June 11, 2006 

Current mood:  angry
Category: Art and Photography
"You call that art? That's just ugly and stupid. Don't be proud of
yourself for that rubbish."

Those were roughly the words my father used when he saw my first
decorations with a self-made marker. As a fifteen year old graffiti kid full
of adrenaline, I had tagged the door of a power station near our house. I
liked the tag; plain bold red letters. Not really art, but it was a nice mark
on my small town. Things then got a bit out of control.

I made a great deal with a spray paint company and they sent me some
laboratory cans (cans with slightly wrong colour tones) for a very good
price. Have you ever seen a box with 70 spray paint cans? *That* makes
parents worry.

I had to do something about it. So I became a legal graffiti artist.
I painted canvases for everybody: my parents, other family members, friends,
and every stupid person who wanted to pay for it. That stopped them from
worrying -- for a while.

But painting canvases during daylight in the garden with some funky
tunes on the mp3 player cannot make up for the feeling of doing a fast bombing
in the middle of the night. Running through the dark with your gear. The
fear and the adrenaline. If criminal activities were not such a great drug,
no one would do them...

During the first summer of the U.S. occupation in Iraq, I got into a
new form of streetart. My friends and I took part in the protests against
the war and, before going out, we always took some postal labels and painted
them with anti-war messages. I remember entering a house and sticking some
big messages onto the outside of the third floor's balcony during a labor
union rally. The cops took a photo of me and one of them approached me when
we came down again. He thought that I had painted something, but as I
explained that these were "only stickers" he let me go.

This form of defacement of public property suited me. I enjoyed
creating a piece of art at home and putting it up during the day, directly
under the eyes of law enforcement personnel. I took the idea of my stickers
further. I moved away from political messages and developed some stencils to
print more complex designs on the postal stickers.

This form of post-graffiti is not new. The scene is impressive and its
documentation is very professional; authors like Tristan Manco and Christian
Hundertmark are doing a great job with their books on streetart.

I assume you have already noticed the vast amount of streetart in your
city. I further assume that you have been eager to try street art for
yourself and the only thing you need now is...


______/==========//- THE NSF DIY GUIDE TO STREETART -....===========..______
..==========....- this ain't your dad's graffiti -//===========/

NOTE: This file does not tell you what sorts of messages to convey.
Use your creativity and find something you want to tell the world. If that
is too much for you, please proceed to point 4 and produce a cDc stencil and
put it up everywhere.

-/- table of contents -..-
1. STICKERS
2. POSTERS
3. DEBRIS
4. STENCILS
-..---------------------/-

1. Do not paint postal stickers. Sorry, this is over and you missed
out. Only do this if you have absolutely no budget. That is the
only advantage of postal stickers: they are free at your PO and
they stick like hell. But if you have no budget, you would still
need some markers to paint...

Let's assume you really want to do stickers and you are willing to
spend a small amount of money. Get some white sticker labels at
any store (e.g. office supply stores, Kinko's, etc.) and produce
your design at the copy shop, or with your home laser printer or
with some markers. Do not use alcohol-based markers; they will
wash out in the rain. I recommend using a nice computer-generated
design and getting 1,000 stickers printed at some web-based sticker
print shop. The prices are not that high.

Sticker production is no big deal, but here are some good tips for
actually sticking them up. It is good to have the stickers
already stuck to the inside of your jacket, if the jacket has a
smooth polyester surface. Then, you can just reach inside your
jacket and you will not have to peel the sticker off of its
transfer medium before sticking it.

Another idea is to buy a sticker album (come on, you know you had
one when you were a kid -- you probably still do) and keep the
stickers in it. Do not waste time separating the sticker from its
backing; you have to be fast.

Remember what I said about how little the cops show interest in
people putting up stickers? Well, that was several years ago. By
now, shop owners and cops will be on the lookout for people
putting up stickers. This does not mean that you should stick at
night; daylight action is far more inconspicuous.

2. Posters are a far more interesting medium. They are cheap and you
can really go big. My favorite copy shop has a plotter and I can
copy my stuff up to a 2 meter size. With posters, you need glue
or paste. You can find good wheatpaste recipes on the web or buy
some good wallpaper paste.

I recommend weather-resistant TERROR PASTE.

***** OFFICIAL cDc/NSF TERROR PASTE *****

You will need:
* powder of pounded glass
* wood glue
* wallpaper paste

Mix the wallpaper paste according to
the package's instructions, but use
double the amount of powder. Let it
set for half an hour. Mix a small
amount of wood glue into the paste and
add the pounded glass. (It has to be
really fine pounded glass, no shards.)
Use the paste immediately, this stuff
gets ugly in storage.

***** ----- ***** --+-- ***** ----- *****

Tips for postering: get some supermarket bags and put your stuff
into them. First, prepare the surface and the poster with your
TERROR PASTE. After you have applied the poster to the wall, put
more TERROR PASTE over it. This will help with weather resistance.

3. "Debris" is a form of street art where you take what you can find
and form sculptures from it.

Tip: use polyurethane foam (fitting foam glue), that is funny
stuff.

4. Stencils are a great medium for mass reproduction of one image.
The process is easy, you create a black and white image, put it on
an acetate sheet and cut out the black areas. Then, put it on a
surface and paint it with a spray can. Ta-da, perfect graffito.

Some basic and advanced tips should be observed:

-< Basic >-

The resulting image should not contain "islands," areas of white
that are not connected. Use a sharp knife (an art design scalpel
It is necessary to cut the stencil out of acetate, as paper will
form waves when it dries. It is good to stick chicken wire to the
inside of a folder to transport the stencil, so it will not stick
to itself. Others have proposed transporting stencils in pizza
boxes as camouflage; this could work as well.

-< Advanced >-

Use spray glue to attach the stencil to the surface before
printing. This will give you sharper lines. Attach a border of
paper to the sides of your stencil to avoid overspray.


______/==========//- WORDS OF WARNING FROM ME TO YOU -....===========..______
..==========....- a nickel's worth of free advice -//===========/

It is illegal in most countries to paint on property that you do not
own. Sticking paper to other people's property is a crime in some countries,
as well, though it is legal in some locales

Please be discreet and cautious. And have fun. Do not get caught;
if you do, you are on your own.