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I think, therefore I am....I am, therefore I think....I think, therefore I am...I think.

Emily Krista



Last Updated: 7/2/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 24
Sign: Capricorn

City: Murrieta
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/17/2004

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Saturday, October 11, 2008 

Current mood:  calm
I am the Ellipsis... I am that "dot dot dot" incarnate....I am forever in suspension and held up by the incongruant... Some things have been omitted, but only for the greater good.... I connect the unrelated and now relate the random...The invisible string that connects all of this is me... and so it is MY life....

My life...hmmm...

Sunday, August 31, 2008 

Current mood:  peaceful

Each Morning, I wake up and breathe,

but recently, I do it as if I have never done it before....

I open my eyes and see colors and shapes like new.

Vibrant visions unfold before me everywhere I look....

Even the evening sky, through darkest nights, the stars seem to twirl and dance.

I hear a drum. They must hear it too. It's the rhythm to which they move.

The noise I hear is foreign, but soothing.

There is a faint and distant rumble that roles forward like thunder and resolves into a melody I somehow know.

Strong but not fierce. Wild but not savage.

The song I hear seems to echo back my deepest desires, and remind my heart of something nearly forgotten....

...You...

You are the breath I breathe.

You are this world I see.

You are the melody I hear.

Yes, You are strong but not feirce. You are wild but not savage.

This song that I now sing, I will always sing for You.


Thursday, November 22, 2007 

1. "Be the change you wish to see in the world" -GHANDI

2. Never let the vision of having more make you lose sight of what you have.

3. Don't view the world through rose colored glasses... people who do this just give optimists a bad name... but rather choose to view the world realistically for exactly what it  is.... the good and the bad...the beauty and despair... but then take from that a vision of possibility. Let that notion of possibility excite you. Only then will you  start to see the world not as it is, but as it could be.... and that is HOPEFUL.

LASTLY...

4.Don't be discouraged by pain, tears or scars... they're proof you had the guts to live.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 

Current mood:  hopeful

To laugh often and much;

To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;

To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;

To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others;

To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;

To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.

This is to have succeeded.

--- inaccurately attributed to
 Ralph Waldo Emerson

Saturday, December 03, 2005 

Current mood:  peaceful
How do I love thee?
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How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

    -- Elizabeth Barrett Browning
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 

Current mood:  amused
Yea... so Tonight there was a power outage at BIOLA during like PRIME study hours... I must admit I was a little freaked out at first, cuz I had a ton of work to do, but could not do any of it without electricity... NO light- NO reading... NO electricity-NO computer or internet which I needed for a little research action... but ya know, somethings happen that you can't do a thing about... so instead of stressing out... My roomie heather and I turned our frowns upside-down (see) ---------> :( :)

Well, I took advantage of the power outage, and I did something a little fun and out of the norm for me tonight... Heather and I went to the 2nd floor lobby of our dorm building (hope) and set up her itunes...

we figured... it's PITCH black... Nobody will recognize us... HOW FREEING!

We pretty much broke out into a MUSICAL THEATRE frenzy... we started with a little cell-block tango and Roxie hart from chicago, Newsies King of New York, LIttle Mermaid's Part of your world, Moulin Rouge, and finished it off with Broadway's WICKED... Now by THIS time, the pitch-blackness surrounding us had somehow managed to intoxicate us and severly depreciate our inhibitions until there was a total loss of ANY recognizable timidity... what I mean is... WE BUSTED IT! We are talkin' dancing AND singing, but not JUST singing... OOOOO NO.... we were totally harmonizing and taking different rolls. For example... when we were singing WICKED, heather was Elphaba and I was galinda/glenda.

Now I love to sing... don't get me wrong, but under NORMAL circumstances I won't sing if someone knows its ME singing... i guess we can call that STAGE fright, right? well anyways, while the darkness was masking our true identities we somewhat developed what you could call a following, I guess... All the sudden our annonymous groupies on the first floor broke out in applause, and we heard cheers, encores, and EVEN some requests (believe it or not)

It suprised US for DANG sure, we didn't even know people were listening... but apparently we were good, or at least we were fillin' the craving need of our "fans" desire for some major "power outage" entertainment... What can I say? WE DELIVER...hehehe

well... our "fame" spread far and wide... ok well just up to the fourth floor ;) and we started getting visitors comin' in and introducing themselves to us, and telling us how happy it made them to hear us singing.

Well... about an hour and a half later, the lights turned on and we stopped our theatrical ecapades...

LIFE back to normal...

but for that small unexpected fraction of the night heather and I transformed into "power outage celebrities".
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 

Current mood:  contemplative
Well, it's raining... and it's been raining for a while now. It's cold and it's wet... and I am short so my pants tend to drag on the ground when I walk... as a result, my legs are drenched up to mid-calf. Ugh!

Am I complaining? It sure sounds like it huh? but the answer is "no". I honestly love it!

Honestly, Nothing transforms me into more of a cuddle bug than rainy weather :) I love being cold and wrapping myself up in a big cozy blanket... I love the cravings I get for tomato soup and grilled cheese that seem to grow in synch with the puddles outside. I love the unexplainable drive for me to dim the lights in exchange for the illumination of a single candle. I love the familiarity and perfect musical symmetry of turning on Nora Jones' "Come Away with Me" and falling asleep to the lulling sound of raindrops percussing the earth. But most of all I love the lessons God teaches me in when it rains.

Saturday night I was over at Kelsey and Britt's apartment (the usual for most weekends) and I was getting ready to go to sleep... it was probably around 1:30am before I finally got nuzzled into bed... and that's when I heard it. Rain. That beautiful and peaceful God sent lullaby.

I already had my blankets, and a big smile on my face... I was good to go, and ready to slip gently into my la-la dream land.

But this is NOT what happened. With every drip and every drop, I seemed to be violently shaken from my sleep. I was unsure at the time if this temporary insomniac sensation was purely a result of the boisterous storm, but I later realized it was an inward stirring of the Holy Spirit. I tossed and I turned for about an hour. As a result, I tumultuously exhausted myself, yet still NO SLEEP...

"Why?!" I found myself asking..."Why can't I fall asleep?...I am exhausted!", "What's keeping me up? It can't be the rain, I love the rain"... listening to the rain is like taking Tylenol PM to me!!! "Nobody is even here, so who is keeping me up?"

Uhuh... there's the ticket...the question is the "who"... I remembered Samuel... He had a similar situation in 1 Samuel 3:1-10. So after my wrestling i finally whispered, "speak, for your servant is listening."

NO i did not have a world-wide affective prophetic epiphany like Samuel, however it was in THAT time that God chose to speak to MY heart. He revealed to me through each individual rain drop, and each "plop" it made on the gravel outside my window, the hundreds of individuals in my life that I need to be more dedicated to. My friends! My family! My co-workers! My academic peers! My professors! My pastor's! My leaders! My heroes! My brothers and sisters in Christ! My friends that don't believe! I care deeply about you and can now honestly say I have lost sleep over you! I want to see you succeed! I want to see your faith increase! Know that you are in my prayers. Know that when I smile, that smile is for YOU! Know that when you speak to me, I am listening, and I will hold your confidence close to my heart. Each of you is a blessing to me, and I love you!

That night, I was FINALLY silent, I had no where else to be and absolutely nothing else to distract me... God was determined to get my attention and He did.... I LOVE THE RAIN!