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Saturday, November 07, 2009 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Life
It has been a terrible week, there is no doubt.

It is my hope that I have been able to offer important information to those who read here that can be of some help, some service.

To Those Who Have Served:
Your courage is immesurable and please know that the information posted here is in admiration of what you have chosen to do.  I humbly ask that you please seek help if you are feeling volitile enough that you may put yourself or others in danger.  There is no shame in asking for help, no matter what anyone tells you.

I am here now because I sought help for myself at the darkest time of my life.  So I am living proof.

There is an unending flow of compassion and understanding for those who need it.  Do not wait another moment if you feel you need assistance.

Thank you.  Blessings.
jae
Saturday, November 07, 2009 

Current mood:  distressed
Category: Life
Saturday, November 07, 2009 

Current mood:  distressed
Category: Life
Fri Nov 6, 2009 6:57am EST
WASHINGTON, Nov 6 (Reuters) - The death toll left by an army psychiatrist who went on a shooting rampage at a U.S. military base in Texas rose to 13 on Friday, U.S. media reported.
Suspected gunman Major Nidal Malik Hasan opened fire with two handguns at the Fort Hood Army post on Thursday, in one of the worst killing sprees ever reported on a U.S. military base, army officials said. [ID:nN05477254]
A woman died overnight from gunshot wounds, raising the toll to 13 dead and 30 wounded, CNN reported.
Hasan, who was shot several times, was unconscious but in stable condition and on a ventilator, CNN said.
Lieutenant-General Robert Cone, Fort Hood's commanding officer, told CNN that the FBI and military forensic experts were investigating the shooting.
The Army said the lone gunman opened fire at the Soldiers Readiness Processing Center, a group of buildings where soldiers were getting medical check-ups before leaving for overseas deployments.
Cone said the gunman had two weapons, one of them a semi-automatic. He said there was no indication that they were military weapons and the evidence does not suggest the shooting was a terrorist attack.
Hasan, 39, is a military-trained psychiatrist who had treated soldiers wounded in war or were preparing at the post for foreign deployment.
The U.S.-born Muslim is the son of Palestinian immigrants and was raised in Virginia. He served as a psychiatrist at the Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Washington, D.C., which treats many badly wounded troops.
A cousin of the suspected shooter, Nader Hasan, told Fox News that he had been ordered to serve a term in Iraq and had been resisting deployment there.
Hasan said his cousin had been transferred to Fort Hood in April and was very reluctant to go to Iraq. "We've known over the last five years that was probably his worst nightmare," he said.
U.S. President Barack Obama called the event a "horrific outburst of violence" and promised "answers to every single question about this horrible incident."
Fort Hood is home to about 50,000 troops and stretches across 339 square miles (878 square km) in central Texas, halfway between Austin and Waco. (Reporting by Anthony Boadle, editing by Vicki Allen)
WASHINGTON, Nov 6 (Reuters) - The death toll left by an army psychiatrist who went on a shooting rampage at a U.S. military base in Texas rose to 13 on Friday, U.S. media reported.
Suspected gunman Major Nidal Malik Hasan opened fire with two handguns at the Fort Hood Army post on Thursday, in one of the worst killing sprees ever reported on a U.S. military base, army officials said. [ID:nN05477254]
A woman died overnight from gunshot wounds, raising the toll to 13 dead and 30 wounded, CNN reported.
Hasan, who was shot several times, was unconscious but in stable condition and on a ventilator, CNN said.
Lieutenant-General Robert Cone, Fort Hood's commanding officer, told CNN that the FBI and military forensic experts were investigating the shooting.
The Army said the lone gunman opened fire at the Soldiers Readiness Processing Center, a group of buildings where soldiers were getting medical check-ups before leaving for overseas deployments.
Cone said the gunman had two weapons, one of them a semi-automatic. He said there was no indication that they were military weapons and the evidence does not suggest the shooting was a terrorist attack.
Hasan, 39, is a military-trained psychiatrist who had treated soldiers wounded in war or were preparing at the post for foreign deployment.
The U.S.-born Muslim is the son of Palestinian immigrants and was raised in Virginia. He served as a psychiatrist at the Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Washington, D.C., which treats many badly wounded troops.
A cousin of the suspected shooter, Nader Hasan, told Fox News that he had been ordered to serve a term in Iraq and had been resisting deployment there.
Hasan said his cousin had been transferred to Fort Hood in April and was very reluctant to go to Iraq. "We've known over the last five years that was probably his worst nightmare," he said.
U.S. President Barack Obama called the event a "horrific outburst of violence" and promised "answers to every single question about this horrible incident."
Fort Hood is home to about 50,000 troops and stretches across 339 square miles (878 square km) in central Texas, halfway between Austin and Waco. (Reporting by Anthony Boadle, editing by Vicki Allen)
Saturday, November 07, 2009 

Current mood:  distressed
Category: Life
October 27, 2009 by Jenny  
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We have a special guest blogger, Melissa Seligman, from HerWarHerVoice.com today! Check them out and let us know what you think…
“I had the dream again last night,” I whisper to my friend. “Yeah?” she urges, pulling me to the side. I lower my voice. “He was back in Iraq,” I say. She asks no more. There is no need for an explanation. I feel a burn and a tear slides down my cheek.
“Don’t,” she says, resting her hand on my shoulder. “Not yet,” she says. I look around the restaurant. Army uniforms inhabit nearly every seat. Our husbands return to the table, and we both force a smile. The upcoming deployment is their new dinner companion. I refuse to meet his eyes. Refuse to hand any of my pain, worry, or fear to him. I will resume the mold of the perfect army wife.
Because what if I kill him?
What if the knowledge that another deployment could break me distracts him from his job? What if I show him the inside of my frazzled brain and I muddle his? What if my worried face on a webcam or my tear-filled voice on the phone is the very distraction that puts a bullet through his head?
The fear clutches me with icy hands. He has no way to assuage my worry. Our marriage is no longer our own. He works late, training. He leaves for months at a time, and I have no idea when or where he will be. He isn’t mine. Not completely. And that knowledge infuriates me.
Throughout the day, I attempt to numb my pain. To pacify my rage. But it is there, always boiling and ready to attack.
“How was your day at school?” I ask my daughter as she skips through the school parking lot. “Fine,” she responds. The sun warms my shoulders, and a soft breeze lifts my hair. My anger remains hidden. Until she begins to break. “Where’s Daddy?” she asks, her lips quivering. My face is instantly hot. My mind, racing. Fury begins to roll up my spine. “He’s gone to work for a few weeks, honey. Remember?” I try to hide my anger so she won’t share it. I fail. “Why?” she wails. My hands begin to clench, and my mind moves back in time. I want to know why myself. Why does he always leave? Why can’t he ever be here with us? With me? “I want Daddy!” she finally releases. Blackness fills my mind. At the end of the pinhole tunnel, I remember the last deployment, her tiny two-year-old frame raging and sobbing for him. Instantly, I am there again.
He is in Iraq. I am on the floor, begging her to stop screaming. She bangs her head, repeatedly on the hard linoleum floor. She screams. Bites me. Punches me. Anything to dispel her rage. Vividly I see her there again, flailing. It is excruciating. Mortifying. And I am filled with rage it happened to her. That it continues to happen to her.
I look at her now, her body bigger, her arms leaner, and I see her months from now, when he is in Iraq again, begging, writhing, and wailing. “Stop screaming,” I snap. “I’m here. Why can’t you just be happy with that? Daddy’s gone!” Her wet eyes meet mine. I can only imagine my bulging eyes. My twisted mouth. My trembling lips. I must look like a monster to her. I turn from her, ashamed and instantly filled with guilt.
“I’m sorry, baby,” I whisper. She wants nothing to do with me, and we walk home in silence.
When he finally walks through our door again, she runs to him, flooding him with hugs and kisses. He returns her affection and begins the long process of catching up. After the stories, the new “tricks” and giving of gifts, she finally lets out my secret. “Mommy yelled at me,” she says. “What?” he asks, confused. “She screamed very so loud, and she scared me!” she whines. He looks to me, searching my face for an answer.
I lie. “Oh, she’s just joking,” I say. “It was just a rough day,” I explain, hoping he will let it go. He does. He trusts me. And I hate myself. But I can’t worry him. Can’t make him fear that I will crack and somehow hurt our children in his absence. I can’t allow him to think this pain will break me. I can’t explain that watching her writhe in pain again, watching her beg me and bite me for a father I can’t produce, could be the fuse that explodes me. I can tell him none of that. I have to be the perfect mother.
The pressure to be perfect swirls around him as well. The fear of failing in his role of soldier sits on his drooping shoulders. He sits at the table, his head in his hands, reading the latest headlines. “We lost another one,” he says. “Oh? Iraq? Or Afghanistan?” I ask. “Neither,” he says. “Another suicide,” he states, pushing away the paper. His eyes, glazed and unfocused, look over my head.
“How did he do it?” I ask, cautiously. He stares. “Why?” he asks. “Does it matter?” he questions. “Just curious,” I mutter, avoiding his eyes. “He took a bunch of pills,” he says. He looks up. I glance at him for only a moment then push my gaze toward the wall. “That’s the way to go,” I mumble. He stops, puzzled. “I’m just saying it’s better than shooting yourself.” I try to avoid his stare. He puts his hand over mine, and I immediately pull away. “You okay?” he asks. I get up, move across the floor, and clumsily begin to prepare dinner. “Sure,” I say beneath my breath.
I can’t tell him that I think about it. Not dying. Just escaping. I want to sleep peacefully. To never have to hear those words again: “I’m going back.” I want to drive. Fly. Float, or even hallucinate away from this drenching reality. The possibility beckons. I know the exact location of every pill. Every pain killer. Every possibility of deadening myself. But I can’t acknowledge it. Because he would patrol the streets of Iraq, wondering if he hid that bottle of sleeping pills. I need him focused. Need him to be vigilant. I can’t be the reason he comes home in a box.
Only other military wives understand this fear. We are intimate with it. Possessed with it. No one beyond the grasp of the military can understand me. And sometimes I hate them for it. I am completely numb and intolerant of their world.
My phone rings constantly. He checks the caller ID. “Your friend is calling again,” he says, handing the phone to me. “I don’t want to talk right now. I’m tired,” I say, ignoring the hard plastic in his hand. “She has left several messages,” he pushes. “I’ll call her later,” I say, hoping he will drop it. He doesn’t. He pushes the green button and walks out of the room. “No. Sorry. She’s gone again,” I hear him say. “I’ll tell her,” he responds. He ends the conversation, staring at me from across the room. “She’s been your friend for ten years. Shouldn’t you talk to her?” he asks. “I will,” I answer. “Just drop it,” I urge.
She can’t understand. She has never kissed her husband goodbye. She has never waited all day for a death notification knock on her door. She has never worried he could be beheaded, and she has never welcomed him home, wondering if he would resemble the same man who left. She has no idea what a daily goodbye feels like. It isn’t casual. Never flippant. Our goodbyes are a final statement. Over and over again. Hers are hopeful. And I hate her for it. But I can’t tell him. Can’t let him know that my friends and family cannot ease my pain while I worry my day away.
It isn’t just our days that are haunted. Our nights, once an escape, are dense with nightmares, flashbacks, and horrific visions of things yet to come.
I dream, over and over again, of his explosive death. Pieces of his body rain down on me, and smoke fills my lungs before I snap awake, sweating and crying. There is no escape. I try to count at night in some attempt to dull my mind. I try reading long after he sleeps. I try creating future vacations, visions of our grown children. Nothing saves me.
While I dream of death, he dreams of escaping it. Over and over again. He tosses angrily in his sleep. To avoid his clenched fists, I ease myself toward the end of the bed. I move slowly and methodically. After all, behind his eyelids, he is searching for an elusive enemy. He yells. Grunts and moans. When I finally reach the other side of the room, I wait, sometimes for nearly an hour, for him to stop thrashing and punching the bed. When he is finally still, I call his name. “ I whisper. Nothing. “Honey,” I say, remembering the advice to help him separate war from home. “Sweetie,” I say, louder. “Yeah?” he responds, cloudy and confused. “What are you doing over there?” he asks when his eyes finally adjust to our bedroom. “Was I dreaming?” he questions. “Yeah,” I say. “But this one wasn’t too bad.”
He sits up in the bed, drinking water to wet his scorched throat. I sit beside him, waiting. He remains quiet. I don’t blame him. I don’t want to talk about my dream either. “Did I hurt you?” he asks timidly. “No,” I respond. “Were you afraid I would?” he continues. I pause, knowing he knows the truth. “No,” I whisper.
We sit in silence, waiting for the night to take us again.
He knows I am tortured. Knows that I am breaking. I know he is worried. Terrified that a third deployment could be the final nail in his coffin. We live each day in the shadow of another deployment. Always pretending there is no deployment. The agony is eating me alive. I am disintegrating in front of him. But I can’t tell him.
Because what if I kill him?
Saturday, November 07, 2009 

Current mood:  distressed
Category: Life
Sixteen American soldiers killed themselves in October in the U.S. and on duty overseas, an unusually high monthly toll that is fueling concerns about the mental health of the nation's military personnel after more than eight years of continuous warfare.

The Army's top generals worry that surging tens of thousands more troops into Afghanistan could increase the strain felt by many military personnel after years of repeated deployments to Iraq and Afghanistan.
The October suicide figures mean that at least 134 active-duty soldiers have taken their own lives so far this year, putting the Army on pace to break last year's record of 140 active-duty suicides. The number of Army suicides has risen 37% since 2006, and last year, the suicide rate surpassed that of the U.S. population for the first time.
The health of ground combat forces is emerging as an element of the Obama administration's review of its Afghanistan strategy. Conditions there have deteriorated in recent months amid lingering political instability and a worsening Taliban-led insurgency.
Gen. Stanley McChrystal, the top American commander in Kabul, wants more than 40,000 new troops, in addition to the 68,000 that will be in Afghanistan by year-end, and has warned that the U.S. faces possible "mission failure" unless it adopts a new strategy and quickly deploys significant reinforcements.
Some senior military officials worry that the troop-increase plans under discussion at the White House would require the Army and Marine Corps to keep forces in Afghanistan longer, or give forces less time in the U.S. between deployments, increasing the strain on military personnel.
At a White House meeting Friday, the Joint Chiefs of Staff urged President Barack Obama to send fresh troops to Afghanistan only if they have spent at least a year in the U.S. since their last overseas tour, according to people familiar with the matter. If Mr. Obama agreed to that condition, many potential Afghanistan reinforcements wouldn't be available until next summer at the earliest.
A recent study by the Institute for the Study of War, a Washington think tank, concluded that the U.S. has only three Army and Marine brigades -- about 11,000 to 15,000 troops -- capable of deploying to Afghanistan this year after spending at least 12 months back in the U.S.
Friday, November 06, 2009 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Life
Base leads Army posts in number of suicides since Iraq invasion

By Ann Scott Tyson
Washington Post Staff Writer
Friday, November 6, 2009

Fort Hood, the Texas military base that was the scene of a mass shooting Thursday, has been hard hit by the growing strain on the Army from multiple combat deployments -- with its personnel suffering the highest number of suicides among Army installations since the U.S.-led invasion of Iraq in 2003, according to official data.
After many years of lengthy war zone rotations in Iraq and Afghanistan, Army personnel are experiencing record rates of suicide, post-traumatic stress disorder, depression and other mental health problems, as well as worsening alcohol and drug abuse.
The psychological toll on the all-volunteer force today is unprecedented, Army officials say, acknowledging that they do not know how much the Army can sustain before it breaks -- making the health of the force a major consideration in President Obama's current deliberations over sending more U.S. troops to Afghanistan.
It's unclear what motivated the Army psychiatrist who is thought to have opened fire on fellow soldiers Thursday, although it's clear he had worked in settings where the effects of combat stress were pervasive.
A small but increasing number of soldiers undergoing the mental strain of repeated combat deployments are taking lives -- often their own.
This year, 117 active-duty Army soldiers were reported to have committed suicide, with 81 of those cases confirmed -- up from 103 suicides during the same period last year. Ten suicides have been reported at Fort Hood this year; more than 75 of its personnel have committed suicide since 2003. Fort Hood's high number of suicides is also linked to the fact that it is the Army's largest base, with more than 53,000 soldiers.
An estimated 30 percent of those returning from combat suffer mental health symptoms such as depression, anxiety and post-traumatic stress. Such problems grow worse with repeated deployments and the constant exposure to danger and the sights, smells and emotions of seeing others killed or wounded, according to Army mental health surveys.
Those who treat the mentally wounded, including doctors such as Hasan, are not immune from the symptoms. It is not uncommon for therapists who treat patients for post-traumatic stress disorder to experience some symptoms vicariously after hearing account after account of the horrors of the battlefield.
Hasan was a psychiatry intern at Walter Reed Army Medical Center from June 2003 to July 2009, Army officials said. In that position, he probably treated soldiers with post-traumatic stress disorder.
Violent outbursts such as shootings by soldiers at Army bases have occurred in recent years, including at Fort Hood, where several killings were reported over the past two years.
Historically, one of the worst shooting incidents involving soldiers took place Oct. 27, 1995, at Towle Stadium at Fort Bragg, N.C., when a soldier opened fire on paratroopers in a formation, killing one Army officer and wounding 18 others.
Friday, November 06, 2009 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Life
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WASHINGTON — Born and reared in Virginia, the son of immigrant parents from a small
Palestinian town near Jerusalem, he joined the Army right out of high school, against his parents’ wishes. The Army, in turn, put him through college and then medical school, where he trained to be a psychiatrist.
But Maj. Nidal Malik Hasan, the 39-year-old man accused of Thursday’s mass shooting at Fort Hood, Tex., began having second thoughts about a military career a few years ago after other soldiers harassed him for being a Muslim, he told relatives in Virginia.

He had also more recently expressed deep concerns about being sent to Iraq or Afghanistan. Having counseled scores of returning soldiers with post-traumatic stress disorder, first at
Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Washington and more recently at Fort Hood, he knew all too well the terrifying realities of war, said a cousin, Nader Hasan.
“He was mortified by the idea of having to deploy,” Mr. Hasan said. “He had people telling him on a daily basis the horrors they saw over there.”

The
Federal Bureau of Investigation earlier became aware of Internet postings by a man calling himself Nidal Hasan, a law enforcement official said. The postings discussed suicide bombings favorably, but the investigators were not clear whether the writer was Major Hasan.
 
In one posting on the Web site Scribd, a man named Nidal Hasan compared the heroism of a soldier who throws himself on a grenade to protect fellow soldiers to suicide bombers who sacrifice themselves to protect Muslims.
 
“If one suicide bomber can kill 100 enemy soldiers because they were caught off guard that would be considered a strategic victory,” the man wrote. It could not be confirmed, however, that the writer was Major Hasan.

Major Hasan was wounded and taken into custody by the Fort Hood police after the shooting rampage, in which 12 people were killed and at least 31 others were wounded.
 
Though Senator Kay Bailey Hutchison of Texas reported that Major Hasan was to be deployed this month, that could not be confirmed with the Army on Thursday night.

Nader Hasan said his cousin never mentioned in recent phone calls to Virginia that he was going to be deployed, and he said the family was shocked when it heard the news on television on Thursday afternoon.
 
“He was doing everything he could to avoid that,” Mr. Hasan said. “He wanted to do whatever he could within the rules to make sure he wouldn’t go over.”
Some years ago, that included retaining a lawyer and asking if he could get out of the Army before his contract was up, because of the harassment he had received as a Muslim. But Nader Hasan said the lawyer had told his cousin that even if he paid the Army back for his education, it would not allow him to leave before his commitment was up.

“I think he gave up that fight and was just doing his time,” Mr. Hasan said.

Nader Hasan said his cousin’s parents had both been American citizens who owned businesses, including restaurants and a store, in Roanoke, Va. He declined to confirm reports that they were Jordanian but said the parents, who are both dead, had immigrated from a small town near Jerusalem many years ago.
 
His mother’s obituary, in The Roanoke Times in 2001, said she was born in Palestine in 1952. It described her as a restaurant owner “known for her ability to keep sometimes rowdy customers out of trouble and always had a warm meal for someone who otherwise would not have anything to eat that evening.”

Records show that Major Hasan received an undergraduate degree at
Virginia Tech and a medical degree at the Uniformed Services University of the Health Sciences in Bethesda, Md. He did a residency at Walter Reed Medical Center and worked there for years before a transfer to the Darnall Army Medical Center at Fort Hood this year.
 
Major Hasan had two brothers, one in Virginia and another in Jerusalem, his cousin said. The family, by and large, prospered in the United States, Mr. Hasan said.
 
The former imam at a Silver Spring, Md., mosque where Major Hasan worshiped for about 10 years described him as proud of his work in the Army and “very serious about his religion.” The former imam, Faizul Khan, said that Major Hasan had wanted to marry an equally religious woman but that his efforts to find one had failed.
 
“He wanted a woman who prayed five times a day and wears a hijab, and maybe the women he met were not complying with those things,” the former imam said.

Mr. Hasan, 40, a lawyer in Virginia, described his cousin as a respectful, hard-working man who had devoted himself to his parents and his career.
Mr. Hasan said his cousin became more devout after his parents died in 1998 and 2001.
 
“His parents didn’t want him to go into the military,” Mr. Hasan said. “He said, ‘No, I was born and raised here, I’m going to do my duty to the country.’ ”

....
David Johnston contributed from Washington.
....
Friday, November 06, 2009 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Life
Mass Shooting Indicates Breakdown of Military

by: Dahr Jamail, t r u t h o u t | Report

Click here to read story with photograph.

At approximately 1:30 p.m. CST today, a soldier went on a shooting rampage at Fort Hood in Killeen, Texas, killing 11 people and wounding at least 31 others, according to base commander Lieutenant-General Bob Cone.

Truthout spoke with an Army Specialist who is an active-duty Iraq war veteran currently stationed at the base. The soldier spoke on condition of anonymity since the base is now on “lockdown,” and all “non-authorized” military personnel on the base have been ordered not to speak to the press.

“A soldier entered the ‘Soldier Readiness Processing Center (SRP)’ with two handguns and opened fire,” the soldier, who is currently getting treatment for traumatic brain injury (TBI) and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) explained. “That facility is where you go just before you deploy to Iraq or Afghanistan.”

The soldier named the gunman as Major Malik Nadal Hasan, and said he was about 40 years old. According to the soldier, Hasan was a member of the base’s Medical Evaluation Board, and worked there as a counselor.

“I can confirm Major Hasan was the gunman, and I actually saw him this morning,” the soldier explained. “I was over in the area doing some paperwork, and saw him at the facility. He seemed fine to me, and I spoke with one of my friends who had an appointment with him this morning. They said Major Hasan seemed OK to them too.”

The soldier believes that at least one Killeen Police Department officer was killed before the gunman was shot. Two other soldiers with suspected involvement in the mass shooting were also taken into custody by a SWAT team, according to the soldier.

Fort Hood, located in central Texas, is the largest US military base in the world and contains up to 50,000 soldiers. It is one of the most heavily deployed bases to both Iraq and Afghanistan. In fact, the shooter himself was facing an impending deployment to Iraq.

The soldier says that the mood on the base is “very grim,” and that even before this incident, troop morale has been very low.

“I’d say it’s at an all-time low - mostly because of Afghanistan now,” he explained. “Nobody knows why we are at either place, and I believe the troops need to know why they are there, or we should pull out, and this is a unanimous feeling, even for folks who are pro-war.”

In a strikingly similar incident on May 11, 2009, a US soldier gunned down five fellow soldiers at a stress-counseling center at a US base in Baghdad. Adm. Mike Mullen, the chairman of the US military’s Joint Chiefs of Staff, told reporters at a news conference at the Pentagon that the shootings occurred in a place where “individuals were seeking help.”

 “It does speak to me, though, about the need for us to redouble our efforts, the concern in terms of dealing with the stress,” Admiral Mullen said. “It also speaks to the issue of multiple deployments.”

Commenting on that incident in nearly parallel terms, US Secretary of Defense Robert Gates said that the Pentagon needs to redouble its efforts to relieve stress caused by repeated deployments in war zones; stress that is further exacerbated by limited time at home in between deployments.

The condition described by Mullen and Gates is what veteran health experts often refer to as PTSD.

While soldiers returning home are routinely involved in shootings, suicide and other forms of self-destructive violent behavior as a direct result of their experiences in Iraq, we had yet to see an event of this magnitude take place in Iraq until last May.

Prior to the May incident, the last reported incident of this kind happened in 2005, when an Army captain and lieutenant were killed when an anti-personnel mine detonated in the window of their room at a US base in Tikrit. In that case, National Guard Staff Sgt. Alberto Martinez was acquitted.

The shocking story of a soldier killing five of his comrades does not come as a surprise when we consider that the military has, for years now, been sending troops with untreated PTSD back into the US occupations of Iraq and Afghanistan.

According to an Armed Forces Health Surveillance Center analysis,
reported in the Denver Post in August 2008, more than “43,000 service members -- two-thirds of them in the Army or Army Reserve -- were classified as nondeployable for medical reasons three months before they deployed” to Iraq.

Mark Thompson also has reported in Time magazine, “Data contained in the Army’s fifth Mental Health Advisory Team report indicate that, according to an anonymous survey of US troops taken last fall, about 12 percent of combat troops in Iraq and 17 percent of those in Afghanistan are taking prescription antidepressants or sleeping pills to help them cope.”

In April 2008, the RAND Corporation released a stunning report revealing, “Nearly 20 percent of military service members who have returned from Iraq and Afghanistan - 300,000 in all - report symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder or major depression, yet only slightly more than half have sought treatment.”

President Barack Obama, speaking during an event at the Department of the Interior in Washington, said that the mass shooting at Fort Hood was a "horrific outburst of violence". He added, "It is horrifying that they should come under fire at an army base on American soil."

Victor Agosto, an Iraq war veteran who was discharged from the military after publicly refusing to deploy to Afghanistan, has had firsthand experience with the SRP at Fort Hood, where he too was based.

“I knew there would be a confrontation when I was there, because the only reason to do that process is to deploy,” Agosto explained, speaking to Truthout near Fort Hood . “So the shooter clearly intended to stop people from deploying.”

Agosto was court-martialed for refusing an order to go to the SRP to prepare to deploy to Afghanistan.

“I was court-martialed for refusing the order to SRP in that very same building. I didn’t enter the building, but I didn’t go in because I was refusing the process,” Agosto continued. “It’s a pretty important place in my life, so it’s interesting to me that this happened there.”


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Dahr Jamail's new book, The Will to Resist: Soldiers Who Refuse to Fight in Iraq and Afghanistan, is now available.

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As one of the first and few unembedded Western journalists to report the truth about how the United States has destroyed, not liberated, Iraqi society in his book Beyond the Green Zone, Jamail now investigates the under-reported but growing antiwar resistance of American GIs. Gathering the stories of these courageous men and women, Jamail shows us that far from "supporting our troops," politicians have betrayed them at every turn. Finally, Jamail shows us that the true heroes of the criminal tragedy of the Iraq War are those brave enough to say no.


Friday, November 06, 2009 

Current mood:  distraught
Category: Life
This is devastating.  The pain of the losses is monumental.  My heart goes out to those who lost a loved one.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009 

Current mood:  pissed off
Category: Life
http://www.brasschecktv.com/page/16.html

This was one of the first videos we made available on Brasscheck TV.

It's especially relevant today as the news media and government fan the flames of swine flu hysteria.
The US military has a long tradition of using its soldiers as medical guinea pigs.

In recent years, with the involvement of pharmaceutical executives like Donald Rumsfeld with the Department of Defense, the trend has accelerated. Now hundreds of thousands of US servicemen and women receive vaccines that are untested and experimental in nature.

On October 16, 2006, the Department of Defense announced that it will resume its previously court-halted anthrax vaccination program and that troops who do not agree to receive the six-injection series voluntarily will be faced with disciplinary action.

Untested vaccinations are believed to be one of the source of Gulf War Illness, a crippling condition which disabled tens of thousands of soldiers after the first Gulf War.

To learn more, visit this site:
www.beyondtreason.com.