today... well yesterday to be precise,

was an extremely happy day for me.

my one and only sister had given birth to her baby

and i became an uncle

since both of my parents are an only child,

i have an extremely small family.

no cousins, no aunts, no cousins

even though our family has grown a lot bigger

due to my sister's husbands family,

having an extra individual added to my family was a big event for me.

all in all,

congratulations asuka and neil,

and welcome to this world, adrian

is

to be that guy on the top left

i mean come on...

LOOK AT THAT

i once had a dream (the ones you see at night),

i was swimming in a humongous pool,

and as i looked down,

the figure of the blue whale came into my eyes

whoaaaaaaaaaaa

with that said,

I WANT TO SWIM WITH A WHALE!!!!!!

.... although i may shit my self when i first see it

hello guys:]

long story short....

watch the finale show for So you think you can dance on thursday on FOX!!

and remember to buy the tickets for the tour!

oh, and if there is anyone who is a designer and knows DIV layers, please contact me because i am still trying to update my crew "QUEST", and my own page.

thanks a bunch :]

First of all, i would like to thank all my friends, family and my fans for their support they have given me throughout the whole competition. As a lot of people know now, i had participated in a MASSIVE dance competition "So you think you can dance" on FOX. I had made it through to being in the top 12 dancers but unfortunately got cut after that. A lot of fans have been telling me how sad that i did not make it to the top 10 and that i had deserved to stay. I truly appreciate those views but i believe that whatever is meant to happen happens, and no matter what we will compare what we accomplished to something more that we couldve had. I will not lie, i am very sad that i could not go further in the competition to learn more things every day and spend times with my friends but the reality is that i will have to face it. this emotion that i am feeling is incredibly strong and i am looking forward for it will be a great ingredient for making a new dance/art. and for the people who are refusing to watch the show anymore/ go to the tour, please dont do so it will be sad to think that i had a negative effect on anybody. i am sorry that i have not been able to get back to a lot of my fans but i will work on it as much as i can when i can find some time.

As for future plans, i would like to create as much as i can so please let me know if there are any opportunity/jobs that i may be able to share my soul with.

thank you again for everything

*lastly, i would like to put down my thoughts that i was never able to share on the show*

Many things happen in life,

for it may be a good thing or a bad thing, your emotions are moved from one side to another.

when you are angry, frustrated, jealous, the mind stresses your body out

when you are happy, excited, inspired, you see the world brighter.

i think of emotions as paints on a pallette.

it is not bad to feel anger or frustration.

it all depends on HOW you use it.

do not go and hurt people, that will never lead you to a good road.

getting frustrated and braking things wont help either.

USE that emotion to create something.

if you want to let it out with a strong impact jump up and land on your shoulder instead of punching someone.

when you are sad, USE that emotion as an ingredient.

it is not everyday that you may be able to feel that way.

think of how much hatred and sadness the war creates.

if you take all the emotions people feel and project it as a form of art,

for sure we will be able to create an amazing masterpiece.

think.

Hokuto Konishi