Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 21
Sign: Cancer
City: North Hills
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/13/2004
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April 10, 2009 - Friday
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Current mood:  virginal
So soft, so tender. Life starts with softness and I am rewarded with it to. The soft brown skin, giving me a sense of sanctuary with out the feeling of having to get away. I smell *Snnnnnnniiiiiiffffff* all up in it, taking in the aroma of satisfaction and anticipation of dancing amongst the tasty, bouncy loving feeling I get to partake if it. To taste it, nibble it, do backflips on it, rub up on it. WAhen I think of love and hope I think of it. So smooth, so soft, so enjoyable. Time is only an obstacle, a depriver, an enemy trying to limit my "happyness". Sometimes I feel guilty, thinking I am not good enough for such quality, to bask in and partake of such magnificance. I believe it is made for the more "Booshey" folks. But, I want it, so I take it.
Baby, Come here, gimme a kiss and lemme feel that "Chocolate Creamy, Brown-Sugary, Milk Chocolatey, Cotton Candy Softness.....
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January 16, 2009 - Friday
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Current mood:  hopeful
Category: Romance and Relationships
Time has come, and may I say, a reward was imminent. I am in a new relationship, things are running very smoothly. Love is there, love is growing(at an alarming pase too). In the past, I would lay on my bed and daydream how my perfect girl would be, what she would look like, smell like, smoothness of her skin, her hair, lips, curves, eyes, voice, all that good stuff. I then would say to myself, after laying there for close to an hour, "It is highly unlikely that I find a girl, in this day and age, that would have those qualities and be interested in a "Poor Farmer" like me. They would be high maintenance or have a bad attitude. But then I would say, "Pssssh, looks arn't everything, I would most likely settle for an average girl with a nice smile". Having come out of a relationship, not due to differences or breakup, but time came when we had to go separate ways. I said to myself,"I will never love the way I had loved", and the fact that it was interrupted makes it even worse, so it seemed. But I was proven wrong by time and a clashing of interests. I found someone, who totally threw me off the mindset I was toating around. I fell in love again, and same as before, I fell fast, because there was so much to like. Remember when I told you about my "Day Dream" girl............? Well I didn't get her, but instead, I got the next best thing, my "Real" girl. The thing is, and I think I must have lost you, I had a picture in my head, a formation, a painted canvas searching for matches, not knowing, I never painted another one. I was stuck on one image, never thinking to myself,"This aint working, lemme form another one". Well I guess I didn't have to, for she was formed and presented to me before my conscious self could have time to get up to the time. All the things my so called "Dream Girl" had, she has, with some extra pudding for me to endulge in.(Oh yes, I am a greedy man). The smile, the everything, with some extra pudding for me to indulge in.(Oh yes, I am a greedy man). Don't get me wrong people, I know I wrote blogs before, talking about how I found love and was confident that it was real. This is different. I am not drowning myself in the thought that this is it, I am just sitting back, and let things marinate and flow naturally. Let the love mixed with pain and joy fall into place. Let us make our future and not hope it should be a certain predetermined way which we formed in our heads. We are in control of "Us" so we will take our time, take it slow and enjoy the ride to whatever the future hold. Yes I do love her with all my heart, yes I see us going on and on, yes I am totally satisfied, all these things I see now, and now I see what I must do. I learnt my lesson, I've developed qualities on the journey to now, I am a different person from a year ago. So the question remains, Is this it?If you are still looking for that answer, you really need to repeat English 101, because you aint read shit I just wrote. lmaoWe will see though, we will see........xoxoxoxxoxoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!    
 | Currently listening: Avant By Avant Release date: 2008-12-09 |
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December 11, 2008 - Thursday
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Current mood:* are to be collected
If I could be always in your thoughts so you can always know who cares. *I would appreciate that.
If I could be the one whom you know you can always go to for love, comfort and security. Permanently *want to be that one.
If I could be that person who secretly admires you for your unique soul and radiating positive aura. I want to absorb it and let *you know how I appreciate it.If I could be the guy who you tell everybody about. *To stand brave and rep you to the fullest.
If I could be there in sickness and sad. To let you *know I am here no matter what.If I could be your sunshine on rainy days. E ven the days *that overcasts all.If I could be real and know you are to. You and *I, the realest of real.
If I could sweep you off your feet each and every time. Surprising you each time and every time. I know you *want that.If I could be your one and only. For *you and only you.
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December 5, 2008 - Friday
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Current mood:  blissful
Category: Romance and Relationships
Are you ready? Because I am You fit me perfectly You fulfill my fantasy
Baby you are heaven sent cuz only sacred can describe the time we've spent your love is overwhelming baby you appeared at the perfect timing
I was lost, but you found me I gave up, and re-inspired me Love was dormant, and you resurrected it So in payment, my heart I submit
I considered myself cool and in control until you came along and rocked my world I love you baby with all my heart So it's time for the "Unconditional Love" to start
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November 6, 2008 - Thursday
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Current mood:So Special
Category: Romance and Relationships
Oh yes, the infamous "L" word. You know what it is. But the question still remains, even after all these years, When do you use the word? When.......That is the grand issue here. When is it really safe to say, "I Love You"? Should it be said when you like someone, or should it be said when you know you like someone to the point where your everyday activities are branded with that person's name. Should you use it when you are arguing to liquidate the tension, or should you use it when you are arguing and the only thing that is sure about the argument is that you really care for them no matter the subject which is causing the argument?
"I Love You". In the days of my mother and grandmother, those words really meant what they read. Nowadays, people take those words for granted. I love you because you look so cute, or I love you because you make me feel good. That doesn't sound like a good enough reason to give someone piece of you heart to hold, hoping/knowing that they take care of it and cherish it like their own? because that is what it means to love someone. Do you think you are ready to do that kind of trust and devotion? This is a serious issue people, this is not an issue to take likely. We can give love, share love, fall in love, fall out of love e.t.c. but we cannot take love. Love is a mutual type of verb. Two parties must exist in love to be in love and share love. Love is like an electric current. There cannot be any current if the line is cut. You need an on going connection for it to flow. Same rule applies to love, you need an ongoing connection with a person to really be in love with them.
A word of advice for potential Love Bugs, if you think you are in love with someone, ask yourself these three questions, 1. Do they love me back? 2. Are they willing to go the way with me? 3. Am I able to handle an ongoing flow of love and security?
For once you are in love you should know it, it's just a matter of controlling your emotions and analyzing them to make sure they are authentic. LOVE, what a wonderful thing.......
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November 1, 2008 - Saturday
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Current mood:GOOOOOOOOOOOD
Category: Romance and Relationships
Have you ever been inspired? Not the "Saw something really great" inspired, no. The Inspiration I speak of is inspiration from a person. A person that amazes you. A person that, no matter how common or typical a topic may be, they still manage to make it seem so interesting and worthwhile. A person that represents something or someone you wanna become. That person makes you smile more than any other person has, in your "Life". Imagine that, life changing situations at this stage on life......Well to my surprise, that person most recently came into my life. They are not really a "Humongous" presence yet though, but they can be. They are amazing, exciting, young, but filled with wisdom, calm, collective, ambitious e.t.c. I can't help but acknowledge them, let them know what kind of significance they bring to my life........Because of them my hard days of work is rewarded by their voice, tired nights are revitalized by their presence, hard mornings are transformed to great days. This person is special to me and will be for an undefined length of time....May I just say this person is................To none other than the one and only T@ra
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August 11, 2008 - Monday
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Current mood:oh so Misunderstood
Category: Life
hmmm....where to start........Well a lot of thought have been put into this topic by me and I must say, most views shared by most people are quite inaccurate. What is a "Good Boy/Girl?" A good girl/boy, is someone who acts/behaves in a civilized and favorable way in the eyes of the observer......If that were the case, anyone can be a good girl/boy....but, many people take this term for granted. A good boy: A punk, emotionally inexperienced but knows how to love, trust and all that good stuff......right? WRONG..... I am, as concluded by others, a "good guy". But I am in no way emotionally unstable, yes, I do trust and love easily, but have you ever thought that I do so because, that is the way I was raised? Raised to respect and honor women as the princesses and queens they are, the mothers of our generation. Respect our brothers as such, our brothers. But people do not want a good guy, they want something else....whatever that may be. Same with good girls..........People forsake them as they were hazardous, use them as they were a tool....but what puzzles me the most is the idea....lol......funny thing is, this way of thinking has been tattooed into the brains of mankind by nothing other than, the infamous "TV".....lol........The good guys and girl portrayed in movies are weak, geeky, inelegant.......you know the rest.....even the good guys of all good guys, SUPERMAN, is portrayed as a glasses wearing, nerdy guy that is trying to fit in........ BUT......underneath all of that, the part that is always forsaken, is his true being. The nerdy, geeky part is how he appears to be in the eyes of others.....trying to fit into a world of harsh and selfish people undeserving of the time people give to them. But in due time, people realize and the emotion that always follows.......... REGRET......no matter though, cuz I'm
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July 26, 2008 - Saturday
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Category: Friends
Men can have mixed emotions when they think of you Mostly because they don't think hard enough understand you Rich, sugary skin with a substantiable and pure smile Your attitude and charisma is enhanced by your style My desires to get higher is inspired by your smile
Intelligent and industrious are understatements in your case For I can derive so many words to describe you, using just two would be waste, of time because you are more than what you seem As they say, "Men can go crazy trying to understand a woman", this is exactly what they mean Thinking of you as an entity more than a person for you are more than what is seen
Let me try to compile a few words to describe what I see Hopefully at the end of this I don't go crazy To me you are, Smart, Cool, Poised and Cute Observant, Pleasant, Sweet, Pure and full of Truth Limitless Charm, Vigor and Overflowing with Life Strong, Fun, made up of a unique code I should stop for I feel as my brain is going to overload
May I say, I have realized one thing while writing this piece, you cannot be described through words alone. Not even Oxford, or Webster, Encarta or Britannica can compile enough adjectives to make a substatial opinion on what I call a "MASTERPIECE". May I say flattery isn't the right expression if that is what you are feeling now, for you should feel discovered for you are more than what you seem to be.
*the condition of being difficult to analyze, understand, or solveChada
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July 25, 2008 - Friday
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Current mood:GOOOOOOOOOOOD
Category: Friends
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July 25, 2008 - Friday
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Current mood:  disappointed
Category: Life
I say this, you hear that. I do this, you think that. Is this a form of mis-communication, or is it an ignorant manifestation of how much you pay attention to what I am saying? Whatever it is, it not only frets me, but it makes it hard for me to communicate with you. Do we not all speak a certain degree of english understandable by most people? So why is it so hard to get a point across? I walk down the street, because I am not wearing the latest Coogi jeans or the flyest pair of Jordan's, don't brand me ass a punk. Maybe that day I chose not to put on my latest gear to go get some gas. Because you see me, standing over six feet tall and have a heavy voice, that does not mean I am slow. Maybe that day when I woke up late and had to go to school to catch a test my voice or my strot wasn't refreshed as yet. My point is people, the first impression is important yes, but it is not always the accurate one. So before you say something or think something about someone because of their looks or the way they speak or by justr being them, know them first. And as my new found interest rapper "Lil Wayne" said, "You should not SPECULATE before you IMFORMATE(Don't spec b4 you check)......lol
 | Currently listening: Tha Carter III By Lil' Wayne Release date: 2008-06-10 |
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April 3, 2008 - Thursday
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Category: Sports
Well, I always knew that my family was a champion. From since I was of a little boy, playing marbles in school, running in sporting events or wrestling with my home boys on the streets, but my cousin Zwade proving it internationally. At the ACCAC Mesa meet, in Arizona, Central Arizona College freshman Zwade Edwards triumphed in the men’s 100m dash in 10.58 seconds. Edwards is a quarter-miler, and as such, was very happy to top the 100m field. Edwards also competed in the men’s 200m, finishing second in 21.36 seconds.
That is what we’re talking about
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March 8, 2008 - Saturday
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February 15, 2008 - Friday
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Current mood:Friendly
Category: Friends
BELIZEAN BEAUTY
A beauty from the Belizean Nation
She is my newest sensation
She cool, she's nice, and she can dress
So making alot of friends was a success
I surely hope that she is true
Cuz true people today is just a few
I really really hope she's nice
If she is, I wont even think twice
You say you've juss been through alot
But look past that, and see wat you've got
You're too beautiful for that to have much effect
Juss live your life and soon you'll surely 4get
Beauty is an understatement to describe you
A great personality and a caring one too
Oh, wat a sight to behold you by anybody
I'm sure you're loved by everybody
SO my beauty, time to start fresh, with a new slate
Getting to know you better, would be great
Pick up the pieces and start a new puzzle
Time to take your life to the next level.
For my girl DeeDee
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February 1, 2008 - Friday
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Current mood:  grateful
You start late But that's great cuz you are so resiliant That even the nights a brilliant
The beauty in you is so concentrated All i can say is, " Thank god i waited" cuz as they say," Good things come to those who wait" Inspiring me, Leaving me with faith
This special angel works through the night And in return, You get the your reward with much delight Feeling all blessed and lucky to have you You just prove that dreams can come true
So my midnight angel, When its time to move up a level Loneliness is part of a struggle' So get yourself a little devil.......lol
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January 27, 2008 - Sunday
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Current mood:  inspired
Category: Music
oh yes, you wake up in the morning, it's cold. As you step off your bed you still feel the extra 100lbs of sleep on your back. You head for the bathroom to get ready for school/work. You look in the mirror, you see the cayote ugliness still on your face. Brush your teeth, then look at the cold dungeon, waiting for you to enter for it to slap you out of your droopiness. After that you put on your clothes, get breakfast and you're out, off to tackle your daily endeavors. This is a habitual regime. But to me all this is not possible without some sort of inspiration, a source of energy awakening vibrations. I'm talking bout music man. To me, waking up to Maxwell(Ascension, Pushing to pull, let's not play the game, eachhoureachsecondeachminuteeachday of my life), Lyfe Jennings(River, Smile, Cry, Must be nice), D'angelo(Cruisin, When we get by, Everybody love the sunshine), Kem(Tonight, When love calls) and other RnB artists, I get the boost I need to start my day on an optimistic frame of mind. Hmm, what i'll do without it. Probably reach to class, and be fallin asleep on myself after the first hour. Well This Is my Daily Inspiration
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