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Makenzie Uganski


Last Updated: 7/19/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 89
Sign: Capricorn

City: Yeman
Country: YE
Signup Date: 10/11/2006

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008 
[INCOMPLETED]


You say that you stood where I stand
And that you would lend a hand
But I know
That you know
You can't...

We are only teenagers
But we all believe that we're cursed
Even though
We'll just go
Through worse...

Walk out that metaphorical door
You need to become so much more
Inside
You need to feel alive
And adored...

Everything must come with a price.
The world, shockingly, ain't all that nice
No one cares
If it's not fair
SURPRISE...

I am only one amongst the crowd
Trying hard, screaming so loud
All I want is peace
And for you to please
Be proud...

The tears running down my face
Tell me to starting moving at my own pace
So believe
That I'll leave
This place...



My Obsession [For Him]


You're so beautiful and lovely
How can I compare to you?
You have him I understand
But what's a girl suppose to do?

He's yours I get it, don't rub it in
I just wish upon a dulling star
That he'd be mine and we could be
Everything that you two are
_______________________________
She tells me to try and get over it
They are going for long term
He loves her with all of his heart
So he just HAD to take hers

But I'll never get over him, he's wonderful
My life started when I saw his face
Before then it was empty and lacked meaning
I just can't go back to the place
____________________________
I know that I don't cmpare to you
You couldn't be any more perfect
and we both also know that I
couldn't be any further from it

So I'll see him in the next life
Even though he still wont be mine
I was never meant to play the role
of the love that will fufill his soul

But maybe if the the compitition was gone
Your hands could be where mine belong
I want to make you dissapear
So if you'd come here and lend an ear...

To the end of you I can call upon
my love for him wont soon be gone
For you, my dear I have a plan
Cause if I can't have him... NO ONE CAN




Lonely Words


I'm trying to write about how I feel
Just a description, not too long
But I don't get what I'm going through, myself
Is this even where I belong?

I need words to describe this feeling
But I need something better than pain or bliss
But what exactly would happen
If these words do not exist?

AS I think about some words
I feel as though I left behind
It's like I cannot find them
They're trapped inside my mind

Plus, My mind's too complicated as it is
It's just another thing I don't' understand
But maybe if someone could help me
Someone could give me a hand

Maybe then I could find these words
So I could know how I feel and go home
But until then, my life's the same...
Always Standing alone.




Wondering Why


I hate the wind blowing today
Surrounding me, taunting me of the emptiness around me
I know this eventually go away
But this feeling inside of me seems forever lasting

Sometimes I wish I could just go back home
my lonliness is the only thing that wont leave me alone

I think of my past and I can't forget about it
My mind's so confusing, I can't even get my own head wrapped around it

Emotions are just thoughts that our bodies think up
Thoughts we're suppose to vent out so we wont self-destruct

But if we choose not to burden and lock it all inside
we'll just explode into millions of pieces and'll be left to wonder why...





What's it Like in Hell?


To be in Hell is not very pleasant
It's a torturous place to be left
It makes you keep the all bad memories
But the good you just forget

I was put here, not by revenge
Nor by an action which was a mistake
You put me here for one reason only
To rememebr the darkness you faced

But now you're gone and I'm stuck back here
In this hell where I seem to drown
with the heat sufficating my every breath
Where all the nothingness tends to surround

The only time I could ever get out
Is if this place freezes over, twice
I know that'll never happen, though
Because you just aren't that nice

Now that I'm here and you're so happy
you could start to cheer
But what am I do to in the mornings
When they don't serve breakfast down here!?

But while I am down here, long lost friend
I give a good-bye and fare well
Knowing that you could never be happier
With me spending an eternity in Hell



Yeah, thanks alot...
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Thursday, May 29, 2008 

Current mood:  tired
Category: Music
MY PHOBIAS!!! :OO



-- Zemmiphobia: Fear of the great mole rat.

-- Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.

-- Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.

-- Gerontophobia- Fear of old people.

--Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.

-- Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.

-- Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.

-- Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.

-- Scolionophobia: Fear of school.

-- Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.

-- Pogonophobia- Fear of beards.

-- Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body.

-- Stigiophobia- Fear of hell.

-- Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.

-- Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored.

-- Cyprinophobia - Fear of prostitutes.

-- Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up.

-- Barophobia- Fear of gravity.

-- Ambulophobia- Fear of walking.

-- Chrematophobia- Fear of money.

-- Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.

-- Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

-- Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.

-- Phobophobia- Fear of phobias!!!



















Plus, a bonus AWESOME Flyleaf Video :DD

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