Yea I'm up, can't sleep so ya'll know what that does to me...
random shit runs through my head so here we go:

Why did Neyo keep taking his hat off on the B.E.T Awards, I mean dude is SEXY with a hat on, but without....maybe NOT

Why did Drake (Who I LOVE) have those young looking girls on stage while he was singing I wish I could ---- every girl in the world

Why DIDN'T Beyonce dance?

I am starting to hear things, if you know me then you know I;m afraid of the dark and I hear and see things...

Why can't I ever keep a GOOD MAN....ughh I don't get it, I work full time, go to school full time, GREAT mother and yet it seems and if niggas either don't wanna commit some  say they do and when shit gets REAL...they run....or they just want females who aren't doing anything with their lives...

I have decided not to have sex for a minute...yes I have a son and I should have learned THEN...lol...I'm just OVER it really...then we will see if a REAL man will find me because I don't know ANY dude that will wait..and that is a SHAME'

I HAVE to get back involved with my church, I was but I fell off, maybe then God will send me a good man..not that I'm desperate or anything like that, I'm just getting older

I'm OVER love for now...you gonna have to be something to sweep me off my feel...it seems I always give all of me and the other person don't...so ya'll can have that

I feel myself changing, not that I'm gonna be bitter and think all men are dogs, I am just going to keep my gaurd up

R.I.P Michael Jackson...I'm so blessed to have grown up with his music..I'm teaching my son NOW...no really I am

I keep typing words backwards...I must be getting sleepy..

I love Zachery to death...we didn't get a chance to say our prayers together tonight because he fell asleep while I was washing my hair...

I'm so ready for my daddy to get better and come home, I miss him dearly.

Speaking of washing my hair, I hope it's dry by the morning

I should really learn to change a tire

Oh I'm OVER New York guys...fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me...I have dealt with two NY dudes and they are no longer my fetish..which is a shame because I LOVE their swagga

I start my last quarter of school tomorrow..well later today, I don't know what I'm gonna sd after I graduate in September..it's kinda scary

Ugh I HATE being single, when I had friends that I partied with it was all good but now that I don't...I'm all lonely...ahh it's all good though

I keep dreaming about my exes...like not the recent ones but almost everyone I know a year plus ago...what does THAT mean?

I'm the most amazing person ever...GOOD NIGHT WORLD