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May 7, 2009 - Thursday 

Category: Pets and Animals

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I want to hear,
to make my demons run
Lay beside me, under wicked sky,
Through black of day, dark of night,
 we share this pair of lives
The door cracks open,
but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still,

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Behind the door,should I open it for you?
Could you be there?,
 I'm the one who waits for you. 
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
understand the me, I can understand the you.

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes.

What I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits,
The one who waits for you.


Metallica -edited  ._.

 its not you ,but me ,I cant forgive!

November 28, 2008 - Friday 

low man
Category: Life

My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins
There's a dog at your back step
He must come in from the rain
I fall cause I let go
The net below has rot away
So my eyes seek reality
And my fingers seek my veins

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bear to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn

So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
And wont cry for this man
cause low man is due
Please forgive me

My eyes seek reality
My fingers feel for faith
Touch clean with a dirty hand
I touch the clean to the waste

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
I can't bear to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn

So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
and wont cry for this man
cause low man is due
Please forgive me

So low the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So you bring this poor dog in from the rain
Though he just wants right back out again

And I cry, to the alleyway
Confess all to the rain
But I lie, lie straight to the mirror
The one I've broken, to match my face

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bear to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn

So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
And Wont cry for this man
cause low man is due
Please forgive me

So low the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So you bring this poor dog in from the rain
Though he just wants right back out again

My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins
written by:
Metallica

November 28, 2008 - Friday 

Rise so high, yet so far to fall.
A plan of dignity and balance for all.
Political breakthrough, euphorias high.
More borrowed money, more borrowed time.
Backed in a corner, caught up in the race.
Means to an end ended in disgrace.
Perspective is lost in the spirit of the chase.


Barren lands that once filled a need,
Are worthless now, dead without a deed.
Slipping away from an iron grip,
Natures scales are forced to tip,
The heartland cries, loss of all pride.
To leave aint believing, so try and be tried.
Insufficient funds, insanity and suicide.

Foreclosure of a dream,
Those visions never seen,
Until all is lost,
Personal holocaust.
Foreclosure of a dream.


Now with new hope some will be proud.
This is no hoax, no one pushed out.
Receive a reprieve and be a pioneer.
Break new ground of a new frontier.
New ideas will surely get by.
No deed, or dividend. some may ask why?
Youll find the solution, the answers in the sky.



Dave Mustaine

May 30, 2008 - Friday 

Current mood:  horny
Category: Pets and Animals
Star light star bright
the first star I see tonight
I wish I may
I wish I might
To have the wish I wish
Tonight.


._.
Currently listening:
Master of Puppets
By Metallica
Release date: 1990-10-25
May 16, 2008 - Friday 

Current mood:  bouncy
Ok get about 3 beers....cept tina since you dont drink...
and take a drink whenever a form of the word drink playes
its better to do with the actual tune



Whiskey, gin and brandy
With a glass I'm pretty handy
I'm trying to walk a straight line
On sour mash and cheap wine
So join me for a drink boys
We're gonna make a big noise
So don't worry about tomorrow
Take it today
Forget about the tip
We'll get hell to pay
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Yeah
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
On me
Come on
Dizzy, drunk and fightin'
On tequila white lightnin'
My glass is getting shorter
On whiskey, ice and water
So come on and have a good time
And get blinded out of your mind
So don't worry about tomorrow
Take it today
Forget about the cheque
We'll get hell to pay
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
On me
Get stoned
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Yeah
Have a drink on me
Come on
Oooh
Gonna roll around
Gonna hit the ground
Take another swing
Have another drink
Gonna drink it dry
Gonna get me high
Come on all the boys
Make a noise
CHORUS
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink oooooooon me


and if you had fun at this game
try the Bob Newhart Game...
get several old episodes of bob newhart
and some booze and take a drink whenever
they say Bob!!!


cheers!


.-.
May 2, 2008 - Friday 

Breathe in right away.
Nothing seems to fill this place.
I need this everytime
So take your lies, get off my case.
Someday I will find
A love that flows through me like this 
this will fall away.,fall away  
This is getting old.
I can't break these chains  I hold
My body's growing cold
There's nothing left of this mind or  soul.
Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of this poison takes me higher.
This will fall away, this will fall away.

You're getting closer
To pushing me off of life's little edge
'Cause I'm a loser
And sooner or later you know I'll be dead.
You're holding the rope and I'm taking the fall.
'Cause I'm a loser.



thx

3DD

January 6, 2008 - Sunday 

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In the white light of the morning -
Dancing in the morning
Are you there - are you there?
And a shadow - like a sadness
Falling all across the garden
Dancing in the garden
Are you there, are you there?

Shine on, friend. goodnight
Why then then darkening of the light

And the leaves at my feet
Whisper sounds so familiar -
Are you there? are you there?

Where the clouds pull apart
And the moon changes faces
In the quiet secret places
Are you there? are you there?

By:

Concrete Blond

January 5, 2008 - Saturday 

Category: Life

My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins
There's a dog at your back step
He must come in from the rain
I fall cause I let go
The net below has rot away
So my eyes seek reality
And my fingers seek my veins

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bear to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn

So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
And wont cry for this man
cause low man is due
Please forgive me

My eyes seek reality
My fingers feel for faith
Touch clean with a dirty hand
I touch the clean to the waste

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
I can't bear to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn

So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
and wont cry for this man
cause low man is due
Please forgive me

So low the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So you bring this poor dog in from the rain
Though he just wants right back out again

And I cry, to the alleyway
Confess all to the rain
But I lie, lie straight to the mirror
The one I've broken, to match my face

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bear to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn

So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
And Wont cry for this man
cause low man is due
Please forgive me

So low the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So you bring this poor dog in from the rain
Though he just wants right back out again

My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins
written by:
Metallica

Currently listening:
Load
By Metallica
Release date: 04 June, 1996
November 24, 2007 - Saturday 

Category: Life
seems funny to me...
i play alot of texas holdem for enjoyment..
as I now have 2 main sites I play at....
I see a definite pattern of wins and losses...
to me it seems that the sites you play for only
points and/or prizes  your  good play
IS   rewarded.....thats brick and mortar play...
when there are $ amounts at stake....seems
like very bad play is given the edge...
here is a summation
it seems as though after a cash out on poker stars
ive been blacklisted to loose  to some extreme bad play...
yet after only a week at a site where no real $$$$ to
loose I hold a rank site wide that suites my ability??? top 100 of ???  how many players...
im so happy to realize this as the real cash i play with at
poker stars was won by my abilities....
and they must realize this...cuzz since ive cashed some funds out
ive  lost a major portion of my original stake to
some awful play...   and realize that im being ass fucked and i still am a damn good playa!!!!
so fuck  "river stars" aka poker stars

sincerely silenthedges

.-.
from  a1500$ stake im at 800 $   and cashed 135.40$

this is some major  "bad" loss in my book
considering the way i've lost the majority of this stake.
but on the other hand it was free $$$$.

._.
Currently listening:
Paranoid
By Black Sabbath
Release date: 25 October, 1990
November 11, 2007 - Sunday 

Bodies fill the fields I see, hungry heroes end,
No one to play soldier now, no one to pretend,
Running blind through killing fields, Bred to kill them all,
Victim of what said should be,
A servant 'til I fall

Soldier boy, made of clay,
Now an empty shell,
Twenty one, only son,
But he served us well,
Bred to kill, not to care,
Do just as we say,
Finished here, greeting death,
He's yours to take away

Back to the front,
You willdo what I say, when I say,
Back to the front,
You will die when I say, you must die,
Back to the front,
You coward,
You servant,
You blindman

Barking of machinegun fire, does nothing to me now,
Sounding of the clock that ticks, get used to it somehow,
More a man, more stripes you bare, glory seeker trends,
Bodies fill the fields I see,
The slaughter never ends

Soldier boy, made of clay,
Now an empty shell,
Twenty one, only son,
But he served us well,
Bred to kill, not to care,
Do just as we say,
Finished here, greeting death,
He's yours to take away
back to the front


I cant remember anything
Cant tell if this is true or dream

Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
Im waking up I can not see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god,wake me

Back in the womb its much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But cant look forward to reveal
Look to the time when Ill live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god,wake me
Now the world is gone Im just one
Oh god,help me hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell

Suspicion Is Your Name
Your Honesty to Blame
Put Dignity to Shame
Dishonor
Witchhunt Modern Day
Determining Decay
The Blatant Disarray
Disfigure
The Public Eyes' Disgrace
Defying Common Place
Unending Paper Chase
Unending

Deafening
Painstaking
Reckoning
This Vertigo it Doth Bring

Shortest Straw
Challenge Liberty
Downed by Law
Live in Infamy
Rub You Raw
Witchhunt Riding Through
Shortest Straw
This Shortest Straw Has Been Pulled for You

The Accusations Fly
Discrimination, Why?
Your Inner Self to Die
Intruding
Doubt Sunk Itself in You
It's Teeth and Talons Through
Your Living Catch 22
Deluding

A Mass Hysteria
A Megalomania
Reveal Dementia
Reveal

Secretly
Silently
Certainly
In Vertigo You Will Be

Shortest Straw
Challenge Liberty
Downed by Law
Live in Infamy
Rub You Raw
Witchhunt Riding Through
Shortest Straw
This Shortest Straw Has Been Pulled for You

Pulled for You
 This Shortest Straw
Pulled for You....

Currently listening:
...And Justice For All
By Metallica
Release date: 25 October, 1990
October 3, 2007 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  anxious

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hope i do better than 9th this year                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 

September 20, 2007 - Thursday 

Category: Music
Get on!

You think you see me
In the glass
You think you hear me
Better listen fast
I think I see you
Gone to seed
I hear your reason
Is your guilt and greed

You're out there on your own
Your face turned to stone
What ever happened to your life?
Stone dead forever
All right

You're a financial wizard
Yeah, a top tycoon
You're a sweet long lizard
With a silver spoon
You know you've never had it
Quite so good
And you didn't know
That you even could

Your time has come to own
Your touch turned to gold
What ever happened to your life?
Stone dead forever
All right

It's been a long time
It's been a long long wait
And you caught your fingers
In the pearly gates
You better leave your number
And we'll call you
You know your problem
Ain't exactly new

Your time has come today
Your face has turned to hay
What ever happened to your life?
Stone dead forever
That's right


._.
Currently listening:
Kiss of Death
By Motörhead
Release date: 29 August, 2006
September 9, 2007 - Sunday 
September 9, 2007 - Sunday 

Category: Pets and Animals
August 24, 2007 - Friday 

Current mood:  hungry
Category: Life
Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job.
I work, They pay me.
I pay my taxes and the government distributes
my taxes as they see fit.
In order to get that paycheck. I am required to pass
a random urine test, which I have no problem with.
What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my
taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test.
Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare
check, because I have to pass one to earn it for them?
Please understand, I have no problem with helping people
get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a
problem with helping someone sit on their ass.
Could you imagine how much money the State would
save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public
Assistance check? Pass on if you agree.
Currently listening:
...And Justice For All
By Metallica
Release date: 25 October, 1990
FAMINE_ C4FH ♥

James Lawless


Last Updated: 5/31/2009

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