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Life keeps changing.... ...so where do I go from here?

June 9, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  blissful
And ive decided that i'm deleting all of my old posts and starting all over again.  it's like springe cleaning, just pick a day and do it.  A lot has changed, in just the last few months, people have entered my life and others have decided to go (on the latter i will not go into any details).  none the less it has all been a learning experience, and i have decided many things for myself.  the first, and most important to me, is that i am going to try and surrond myself with people that truely respect me and want to be around me.  I'm tired of holding on the relationships that only bring me down.  And i think that (for the time being) that i have managed to do that, despite my still trying to go on with my life wondering what could have been different.  that though is no longer a point. sometimes you just need to let go so that you can move on with your life, and THAT is what i'm doing.
For now, i will leave it at that (since i must go and study for my finals, which will allow me to officially kick off my summer), those are all my thoughts at the moment.  and hopefully i will continue to grow and find others that will fill my life with joy and accept me for the person that i am!
Currently watching:
Harpers Island - Season One, Vol. 1
December 19, 2007 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  creative

i was just writing today. i haven't done that in a long time actually. but it was really kind of nice to do again. don't ask what i'm talking about, because i'm not all that sure what the answer will be. so umm, i guess here it goes...

The world spins

While I watch the masses move

Twisting and turning in the unconsiouse dance life always brings

No one ever really knowing where it will lead.

 

My heart beats with lightning speed

Imagining your gentle touch

My chest tightens more then I can bear

Breath catching so unexpectedly

It feels almost as if I'm drowning

Drowning in something I can't seem to explain.

 

It comes to me every chance it gets

Slowly breaking down the walls I've worked so hart to build-up

I close my eyes trying to avoid this contant hum I can't seem to ignore.

 

My heart beats with lightning speed

Imagining your gentle touch

My chest tightens more then I can bear

Breath catching so unexpectedly

It feels almost as if I'm drowning

Drowning in something I can't seem to explain

 

I keep time with this new tune of mine trying to grasp every meaning it could possibly hold

Every time I think I've about found them all

Life throws in a new key for me to hear

 

My heart beats with lightning speed

Imagining your gentle touch

My chest tightens more then I can bear

Breath catching so unexpectedly

It feels almost as if I'm drowning

Drowning in something I can't seem to explain

 

So I take this song into my soul

Wanting nothing more then to make it my own

Hoping that one day you'll find the perfect words to go along with this wonderful melody

 

My heart beats with lightning speed

Imagining your gentle touch

My chest tightens more then I can bear

Breath catching so unexpectedly

It feels almost as if I'm drowning

Drowning in something I can't seem to explain

 

But in the end I know

I'm drowning in you.

 

Currently listening:
The Secret Life of the Veronicas
By The Veronicas
Release date: 14 February, 2006
January 14, 2007 - Sunday 

For one human being to love another; that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks... the work for which all others work is but preparation.

Rainer Maria Rilke

Elise



Last Updated: 6/11/2009

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Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Aquarius

City: Metro Atlanta
State: Georgia
Country: US
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