A documentary that came on discovery channel

Michael Jackson was pronounced dead yesterday June 25th. Although it's still kind of a sensitive subject. I feel the need to express this feeling I've had all year about the new "comeback"

Now I know, when it comes to celebrities you have had your fill of conspiracies. But when it comes to someone like MJ, you're no longer a celeb...you're a corporation. Your vitality keeps OtHER people paid.

Earlier this year Michael Jackson began promoting his final tour and album. A long awaited album to say the least. When I saw the press conference in London my first thought was ..."that's not Michael"

I will post the video:




Now other than some minor voice issues at 1:38 he looks "like" Michael...well I can't see him too well over the big shades and all the hair in his face. Now I said I didn't think he was the real deal and just one of Michael's many doubles based on his demeanor or (for lack of a better word) swagger.

When he walks in from backstage notice his stride in his walk and he even seems to get somewhat excited by the crowd while announcing the new album. I don' t know ...I could be wrong, but  I have rarely seen Michael in the past get "excited" with the crowd. If anything he ALWAYS keeps the same calm demeanor.

Let's watch a video of the REAL Michael and compare:




This is the real Michael...in 2007 at one of his last appearances in Japan. Cool Calm, collected. Also notice his walk and body frame.


SO WHAT AM I SAYING?

if a body double has been used in promotions all year...WHERE WAS THE REAL MICHAEL???

Was he sick? or was he dead already?

I'm asking these questions because a new album is in the works. I think it's very convenient that it is to be released in JULY this year (unless they push it back) and that it was conveniently called RESURRECTiON.

Before this death there was question as whether Michael COULD make a comeback be that blood on the dance floor didnt go over too well. They needed a gimmick so they loaded his new album with guest performers from hiphop to pop.

But they still needed to blow the sales out the water.

COULD IT BE they felt they could make money with Michael dead than alive? And with Michael in control I'm sure they were limited to what TYPE of music they would release...now he's gone , trust me we will hear a new more "pop" sound that I'm sure Mike wasn't into.

WHo is they? The music powers that be.

The media is already investigating foul play with medications as we speak. Because...

HOW DOES a 50 year old man...with no previous health issues JUST DROP DEAD? Don't believe the hype about suicide folks...Michael would not do that to his kids.

QUESTION EVERYTHING FOLKS....question everything.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwsSngCw088

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYys66ASMGc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f6pvm9Dcjzo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcWQIsG9Rqw

Sometimes after its all said and done, we all just want someone in our lives that we can be real with in a very honest way and hopefully after they see all the imperfections they'll still want to love you....hopefully

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8EbYmMb4lR4

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If you know anyone who would be interested, please pass this on.

Here is a really good discussion on Bisexuality that I was apart of...watch the whole thing

This is a good time for reflection for me. Having just had a birthday. To regroup and rethink what is important. What is real and what isnt.

When it comes to friends....we all want them, we want to retain those that we have. But there comes a point where , like an employer doing a six month review...you check out those who call themselves friends and those who actually act the part.

I've been through some hell in the past year and I KNOW who has been there for me in words or action...and I know those who didnt have a clue nor cared. But it's not their responsibility nor is it mine.

But I beginning to understand this word called friend. And that possibly really means. Its more than "hey what you been up to?" every blue moon when in truth they dont care... they just want to hear themselves talk.

It's more than the person who only interested in your life if somehowit benefits them.  A friend, no matter how different they may be from yourself tends to have some genuine love for your existance. A connection either in contradiction or compliment that breathes in as you breath out.

It's an exchange a sharing of ideas and heart and in turn something beautiful is created. You finally feel accepted...you feel a part of someone or something. You don't have to change, cause its unconditional.

So having said that...ive spring cleaned my phonebook again...cause i was like " who are these people?" There's family, lovers,  friends, associates, frienemies, and just merely fans. those are circles that surround me.

i cant do myspace like that....its too many folks but if you are a friend of mine...a real one...you feel it and i do to. There is no question. But hell ...i have some online friends far closer and know more about me than some people that have met me in person.

But if there is a question, then ask yourself why .....