BAHAHAHHAHAHAAS.... i just saw this. and thot it's funny~ =))

RANDOM,.

i just wrote down a million and 1 things and IE just had to close when i was about to post the post.............



T^T









i wrote SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Nvm, maybe that post was too messy! it needed to be simplified!!! plus i can recap on moi stuffs....

Just that it's late, i'm going unto 48 hours of no sleeeep......

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Oh wells. Let me treat that as a letter to God and God alone...

Telling Him everything and everything! just that i wanna record them down so that when i look back, i would be like... wow. My God did that for me today...

Just like how i just read an unposted blog post during my SOT times... =))

Silly things i do.. But, He's nonetheless faithful. hahas.


I mentioned soooo much just now..........


from meeting a girl who resembles SOOO MUCH of UTADA HIKARU...
and i wanna make friends with her but too shy... SHe's sooo kawaiii. and i bet she's Jap.

She's a petite size with HIkki's features. Eyebrows, eyes, lips, faceshape, nose....
GOSH....
just that she's petite... i could even imagine hikki's voice coming out of that girl talking........


IN ANYCASE, she's cute. And i think studying in Fashion or Fine ARts. Most prob fine arts. NAFA or LASALLE. no idea.




We were having breakfast at KFC.
and i wanted to say hi... our eyes met for like... 5 secs before i looked away... She's TOOOOO CUTE TO STARE AT!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDD

and i needed help in my Japanese... i thot i could make a friend early in the morning...

But typical me... thou really wanting to go and say hi and tell her she looks like hikki... i blushed and looked away from her eyes...



And had a heart-to-heart chat with grannie and fei fei...
old ppl are sensitive and keeps everything in their hearts.

just being there is enough...

and going thru, and being able to relate to those who are gng thru what u went thru...

Not superficial, but... real...... relatable.


and, people think all christians are perfect human beings.

They dun smoke, they dun lie, they dun steal, they pay their taxes... whatever...
They think that christians can and are only supposed to live right and wun allow any mistakes from them... They have to say their grace for a long time and do the cross sign on their forehead when they eat... They cannot gamble...
They cannot have thots of commiting suicide... They cannot give up on life...
They cannot feel sad, cannot feel bad... cannot be upset, cannot this cannot that...

When... actually they are humans too just like you and i.



Nobody in this world is perfect.
We can always try to live well and right,
we can always try to maintain the right attitude and thots towards life and in our lifes...

But there are STILL, always moments when we're upset, disappointed... Life is chaotic... Problematic...

the only diff is that, we decide. We make a choice to trust in God still, and lift everything up into His hands, and cling unto Him, and keep walking with Him...

Not alone, and getting out of it all together...


Perspectives and mindsets are changed towards life by Him....

But not everyone are able to grasp that.

Not even all christians...

If they dun wan to let go and let God, it will nv happen...

If they don't have a relationship with Him, they won't understand what is the meaning of... He holding our hands, comforting us when we are down, troubled... all these... Wun noe...


U just have to really... instead looking at the probs, look at Him...
and He will give you rest.

Crying in Him and crying by urself is different...

U feel that everything is lighter with Him, and by urself, u still feel the heaviness after all....




And, just being there... is enough....















And daniel chan. He used to be my idol.!!!! that was then... Heard it on my mum's phone just now while trying to help her setup ringtone...

SHOCKED!

how long nv hear his song alr....
Childhood times when uncle and brothers would listen everyday! =))

His songs are the BESt! =)))) <333 and he's handsome. heeheehee....
He's singing is simple... and still unique... so different from the singers now~
=)))) His first movie,  (初戀無限 Touch!) was like... e 1st time i see him, i think. an gigi leung... Mans.... Time flies.... They were sooo young... i was a kid back then!!!!!!

And i started listening and singing to their songs since then... coz my uncle and brothers would get their cds and all... OOOOHS... memories... =)) 



He snds the same live. =))

Hope u enjoyed!!! =))


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxa_oyLUIbk
 猜猜猜. my first fav song of his. =))))





N xmas is coming... gosh.
It's dec next month!!!
i still cant believe it... ><
I'm gonna turn 18 and take driving license...
Like... This year seemed to fly past like a hummingbird.

and today qiu qiu sleep supe scary.. his eyes were shaking... half opened... and his paws were shaking... look like he was having fits.... ...... i dunno whether he was sleeping or was he awake..........

SCARY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okaeee okaeee....


Ja... Mata!







I'll keep praising You!
Thank You for being my shelter and refuge.

& oh. i came across this twice. i shld just write it down...

The Five Love Languages

Copied from Gary Chapman.

1. Words of Affirmation

Mark Twain once said “I can live for two months on a good compliment.” Verbal appreciation speaks powerfully to persons whose primary Love Language is “Words of Affirmation.” Simple statements, such as, “You look great in that suit,” or “You must be the best baker in the world! I love your oatmeal cookies,” are sometimes all a person needs to hear to feel loved.

Aside from verbal compliments, another way to communicate through “Words of Affirmation” is to offer encouragement. Here are some examples: reinforcing a difficult decision; calling attention to progress made on a current project; acknowledging a person’s unique perspective on an important topic. If a loved one listens for “Words of Affirmation,” offering encouragement will help him or her to overcome insecurities and develop greater confidence.

2. Quality Time

Quality time is more than mere proximity. It’s about focusing all your energy on your mate. A husband watching sports while talking to his wife is NOT quality time. Unless all of your attention is focused on your mate, even an intimate dinner for two can come and go without a minute of quality time being shared.

Quality conversation is very important in a healthy relationship. It involves sharing experiences, thoughts, feelings and desires in a friendly, uninterrupted context. A good mate will not only listen, but offer advice and respond to assure their mate they are truly listening. Many mates don’t expect you to solve their problems. They need a sympathetic listener.

An important aspect of quality conversation is self-revelation. In order for you to communicate with your mate, you must also be in tune with your inner emotions. It is only when you understand your emotions and inner feelings will you then be able to share quality conversation, and quality time with your mate.

Quality activities are a very important part of quality time. Many mates feel most loved when they spend physical time together, doing activities that they love to do. Spending time together will bring a couple closer, and, in the years to come, will fill up a memory bank that you can reminisce about in the future.
Whether it’s sitting on the couch and having a brief conversation or playing together in a tennis league, quality time is a love language that is shared by many. Setting aside focused time with your mate will ensure a happy marriage.

3. Receiving Gifts

Some mates respond well to visual symbols of love. If you speak this love language, you are more likely to treasure any gift as an expression of love and devotion. People who speak this love language often feel that a lack of gifts represents a lack of love from their mate. Luckily, this love language is one of the easiest to learn.

If you want to become an effective gift giver, many mates will have to learn to change their attitude about money. If you are naturally a spender, you will have no trouble buying gifts for your mate. However, a person who is used to investing and saving their money may have a tough time adjusting to the concept of spending money as an expression of love. These people must understand that you are investing the money not in gifts, but in deepening your relationship with your mate.

The gift of self is an important symbol of love. Sometimes all your mate desires is for someone to be there for them, going through the same trials and experiencing the same things. Your body can become a very powerful physical symbol of love.

These gifts need not to come every day, or even every week. They don’t even need to cost a lot of money. Free, frequent, expensive, or rare, if your mate relates to the language of receiving gifts, any visible sign of your love will leave them feeling happy and secure in your relationship.

4. Acts of Service

Sometimes simple chores around the house can be an undeniable expression of love. Even simple things like laundry and taking out the trash require some form of planning, time, effort, and energy. Just as Jesus demonstrated when he washed the feet of his disciples, doing humble chores can be a very powerful expression of love and devotion to your mate.

Very often, both pairs in a couple will speak to the Acts of Service Language. However, it is very important to understand what acts of service your mate most appreciates. Even though couples are helping each other around the house, couples will still fight because the are unknowingly communicating with each other in two different dialects. For example, a wife may spend her day washing the cars and walking the dog, but if her husband feels that laundry and dishes are a superior necessity, he may feel unloved, despite the fact that his wife did many other chores throughout the day. It is important to learn your mate’s dialect and work hard to understand what acts of service will show your love.

It is important to do these acts of service out of love and not obligation. A mate who does chores and helps out around the house out of guilt or fear will inevitably not be speaking a language of love, but a language of resentment. It’s important to perform these acts out of the kindness of your heart.

Demonstrating the acts of service can mean stepping out of the stereotypes. Acts of service require both mates to humble themselves into doing some chores and services that aren’t usually expected from their gender. However, these little sacrifices will mean the world to your mate, and will ensure a happy relationship.

5. Physical Touch

Many mates feel the most loved when they receive physical contact from their partner. For a mate who speaks this love language loudly, physical touch can make or break the relationship.

Sexual intercourse makes many mates feel secure and loved in a marriage. However, it is only one dialect of physical touch. Many parts of the body are extremely sensitive to stimulation. It is important to discover how your partner not only physically responds but also psychologically responds to these touches.

It is important to learn how your mate speaks the physical touch language. Some touches are irritating and uncomfortable for your mate. Take the time to learn the touches your mate likes. They can be big acts, such as back massages or lovemaking, or little acts such as touches on the cheek or a hand on the shoulder. It’s important to learn how your mate responds to touch. That is how you will make the most of this love language.

All marriages will experience crisis. In these cases, physical touch is very important. In a crisis situation, a hug can communicate an immense amount of love for that person. A person whose primary love language is physical touch would much rather have you hold them and be silent than offer any advice.

It is important to remember that this love language is different for everyone. What type of touch makes you feel secure is not necessarily what will make your partner happy. It is important to learn each other’s dialects. That way you can make the most of your hugging, kissing, and other physical contacts.


- I needa spend time with church girls and my dear sc friends... ><
Misses..

And my senior wrote this that i thot wld be good to share.. coz i share e same thots...

Today's sermon was good. In light of 80 million years in your first second
in eternity, 80 years on earth really is pretty short. i think sometimes we
take ourselves too seriously. I had big dreams in that moment, of going to
med school, of serving in missions, of setting up an organisation. But what
amazed me was how quickly that need was forgotten, that moments after stepping
out of church those thoughts just vapourized.
And once again, it was back to being preoccupied with scholarship applications,
big-name universities and career options. It makes me realise how fickle we are,
it's a wonder we actually accomplish anything in our lifetimes.'


Many things we wanna do.. but... other things in life kinda envelopes them..
I think we needa often remind ourselves.

On a lighter note. From her blog too.


They're married. =)) cute. 2.51 is amazing! and i still dunno how they swipe the top of their foot without getting floor burns. Do they have like callus on the top of the foot? =/ MAns....
ANYWAYS!

It's 1 NOV.
Exams Exams...
No time to dilly dally and let time run as it is... itself. without me caring how fast it passes actually....


<3
You are mine..
and, for others, and You. not me...

Woah... I'm PHYSICALLLLLLY drained...... Chin cha...


Tirrrreeeed....

I have so many things to say.

But.. yeahs.

1 most impt thing is...

'In places where creativity flows strongly, is where God can move mightly... '

1st thing...

I had goosebumps watching the dance and music tgther...
It was not horror kinda goosebumps, or yucky kinda goosebumps...

It was e kind of goosebumps that touches the soul..


U  noe how people get goosebumps listening to ppl sing, or play instuments... or dance?

YEahs... it was that kind...


But, more than that...
It's the first time tt wat Pst Tan mentioned in cultural mandate...

I mean, i really really understand... it was an unprecedented moment.....
Coz our God is a creative God.. That's why the earth is soo creative. e world is full or colours, big, creative, colourful things!

I mean.. I see how everyone is truly created in the image of God when the creativity and artistic flow thru each and every single person....

Bits and pieces.... of who my God is...

That's why i love people...
I mean... every single person is loved... by the Almighty Heavenly God.



In anycase, coz of everyone's dedication and effort, and all the focus and energy and thots they had put in... i saw God.. =))

THEY ARE AMAZING PEOPLE!!! ^^ So proud of u dancers! and everyone else! =DDD

CHE GU!!!! JJANG!!!!!

Meaning...

BEST!


=)) okays... loads more... and pics. But, unfortunately, coz my phone completely broke down, and cam's card has prob...
I cldnt take much photos... in fact. i took only 2-3 photos outta this whole thingy...

In anycase. it was great. =))


It's cool how i feel much stronger and better already... huh? hahas....

But, seriously... my tummy is hurting MUCHHHH now.... ARGGGHSS...

I've been sleepin early, and now!!! garghs! i passed e beauty time sleep where cells get regenerated...!


Okays... off to catch some sleep... recuperate. hehe.

U people are AWESOME!


Ja...
Mata ne...





(saw this from a senior's blog)
Romans 12:2
"not by a mere outward disconformity to the ungodly world, many of whose
actions in themselves may be virtuous and praiseworthy; but by such an
inward spiritual transformation as makes the whole life new--new in its
motives and ends, even where the actions differ in nothing from those of the world--
new, considered as a whole, and in such a sense as to be wholly unattainable save
through the constraining power of the love of Christ." (JFB)


Character is what u want us to have...
all this while...
coz You love us soo much. <3

Boyzone stephen Gately died!

I mean... =( I hear their songs since i was young... Coz of the influences of my brothers.

I mean, "No matter what they tell us, no matter what they do..."
Or was it say... what ever... And picture of u in my mind...

It's only words.....

Mans... i love their songs.... =((

And stephen had such awesome voice. like, bright... gay voice. =(


My bro's gonna be shock if he hears abt it.


Anyways, i think being a mum is tough. I think, one of the strongest ppl in the world are mums.

I mean, they handle so many things. they work, they take care of the household chores, they take care of kids, they make sure they still have life and spend time with their friends and relatives.. They are one of the toughest ppl who multitasks crazily.

i mean, i think only mums can clear up a messy place in less than half an hr...
and of course, did i mention they work and take care of their family and hse to the best ability?


But yet, not all are under proper care as they shld be... Not all have some kind of protection or security and are left to fend for themselves, and their families..


Despite of all that, they are tough, and go thru the fire strong... and hence, they emerge as gold... always the adoration of their kids... well, most of them... Seriously, they are angels... Super heroes..

My mum is one.

She's the best super mummie, gorgeous and pretty.



Of course, they tend to nag and u noe... blah blah.. But, it's coz u mean to them and it's something that tugs at their heart...


i mean, if u care abt someone, u would seriously, care abt what they do, what happen and stuffs right?

same...

and, they are people too. they have stress, and probs...

I think humans need to learn to not just look at the angle where a cup is chipped, but learn to turn the cup arnd and look at it, the pretty brim side.



Understanding... and not judge.
Don't accuse. Don't help do the devil's work.


Cherish them, love them as they shld be.. =)
I noe it's not mother's day.. But, yeahs...


THey shld get ur support when others are against them...
get her things now and then, bring her for dinner, encourage her, hug her, tell her how awesome she is...

SO yeah. u get e point.
Show love to ur mum.


=)


And, i realise ebay is one of the best place to get cheap thingies that u want... =))

and i need a part-time job.

=))

And i wanna learn new things.
I wanna keep upgrading myself...

and did i mention?
Qiu qiu peed in bed today!
I had a hard time clearing up. i mean, the pee soaked into the mattress!!!! not just the bedsheet... mans...
THis was also why i came to realise being a mom is not easy...
THis girl is like a baby!!!!! completely..

Mans... i think having pups and doggies are one of the best way to train as a parent... But u gotta do the things, and not push whatver it is to ur parents or siblings larhs. =))

Mans... but, today was the first time the thot of not wanting to keep a dog came across my mind...

And, i locked her in her cage, but, she became soo quiet and kept giving me the puppy eyes... (i hope u get the pun and metaphor..) i took her out and hugged her again...

i still want her and love her.... hahas.
O wells,
change is the only constant.

love more, love less also change... okay.....

=))

I wanna be a good mum in the future. =^^=

and i'm baking again with qun jie this weeeek. yippppee!
Then, got some stuffs online, mans... ^^ good and cheap. such a good haul... =))

some still coming sooon. so yeaps.
Waiting and still getting more.. i wanna try to get all that i want before A&B.
Hehehe....

Give and receive. =)) Sure in the midst of that will be rich too. =)


 
I want to sew a bag roll.. to put moi purses and stuffs.
Tell me if u want.
Hopefully u can provide me with e cloth material u want. coz i'll be making using clothes that i can find at home.
CHeck it out if u wanna do for urself.

http://www.pincstuff.com/apps/blog/?page=9
http://www.freewebs.com/pincstuff/blog/Purse_Organizer_Recipe18_11.pdf

If u haven check out pincstuff yet, check her out alr for DIY, makeups and whatnot. =))



It's easier to change from bag to bag. =))
and neat... and wun make a mess out of ur esp branded bags. =))


And, my dad got me my first gucci bag recently.. on sat. he just wanted to buy it for me out of nowhere... hahas... hmms, wells, and i received this blessing well. THou rejected a couple of days ago before i got it.. i mean, spend so much for a bag when i can have what 600-800 plates of nasi lemak!!!! (Basically, to get so much more things than a bag)

But... oh wells, he just kept saying no larh... just wanna get u one. then he said, soo many girls on the street taking LV bags... they so young, how they get e money buy such branded stuffs arh?
and blah blah... but, i'm glad i got it. I still chose GUcci after walking arnd and arnd.. It's younger and prettier looking. =)) It's a pretty cutsie bag... my style. with pink. =)

Thankies! But, he warned me to not put it arnd and nv leave it wherever i go... Mans.. And he say it's not a normal bag, ppl can steal it and blah blah... and the store lady said to take good care of it blah blah...

Great responsibility arh................
Oh wells. But, it's a nice bag. =))

and weather is getting cold... rain rain rain. =) i kinda like rain, but hate it when it gets my feet wet... Sun is good too, but too much of it... mans... i can go crazy..


A little of everything is good. Balance is key...
in anyways, take lotza care, keep urself warm!! =)) Let's all not get sick, and be healthy pink babies! =))


And erm, last but not least, happy thanksgiving! ^^ Saranghae~!!



Total abandonment of myself.. my rebellious, prideful, selfish, unwilling self...
and just want You..

Okays... Forget abt the rambling i was on abt makeup and clothes.

Hahas. It was becoz in e photos, i look shagggg when i'm in sch and it caused awareness in me.... hahahaas.

wells, dun mind me kaes! =)


ANYWAYS...



THis was a lot better already... mans... it was baddddddddddd. i had much scarier looking times. my mum said i look like a vamp! *rawr* hahas.

But, i've seen e doc. And am a good girl taking the meds..... But, i realise once i go out, like... maybe it's e dust or sth, and maybe the meds are not u noe, fully working on me yet, so... my eyes start getting all cranky again......

But, yeaps...

and later papa gonna bring me out... i was soooooo gonna go for perf proj today!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhs. whatever......


OKAYS... and i dunno what else to write.

=(((((((
I miss playing piano..


Ja, Ja ne...

(I took many photos with this lil girl. ^^)









my soul cries out.
for more of You..

ALL E B EST FOR SHUQING, MATTHEW, GRAYSON, QUN JIE... whoever taking their N's!!
Just this week, and it's over!!!!

ALL E BEST!!!!!!! CHENG ZHE!!! JIAYOUS!!!!!! =DDDD




=)))

Toking abt exams... I have to start chionging for all my projects, presentations, exams in NOV. then it's HOLS!!!! YEAHS!!!!!!!! same as e JC students!

ANYWAYS.... sooo many assessments... arghs......
BUT, NVM! we can de!!!!! =DDDDD whooohooooooo.....

And, i guess h.k will have to wait for end of nov.
Oh wells, i'm still gonna go do some shopping before that! =))))))

and meet-ups sessions, and ks....
AND all e presentations and master CV........


OKAYS.
ANYWAYS,
all e  best for those having exams!!!! JIAYOUS!!!!!!!


Many times i fail, but,
You will forever be the strength of my heart. <33

i really really adore Ally. Mans...
She's like the female david.
except she uses her voice to bring peace to the soul.

NV fails to bring me deep into my Abba's presence.


=))



He saves, and He reigns.

Mummy and niece (8 months old, sorry, not 4 months) came to say hello!!!! ^^





Some pics i took with her...















This girl hardly stays still, so it's hard to take a photo with her. hahas.

She's a shy little guai guai girl when u first meet her,
but, she starts getting soooo mischievious and naughty! (Heh, just like me.) She nibbles on ur fingers, and hands, and she loves licking ur feet, ur hands, ur face, ur mouth! She's one crazy baby!!!!!  And she wagggs her tail like everything is sooo fun!!!! =D Hahhaas. She's my new love now. I can't wait to see her everyday! Like, just wanna go home to her. and she exitedly walks to u 2 legged, and keeps jumping and walking up hugging ur legs~!

Arghs~ She's just sooooooo ADORABLE!!!!! =DDDD

That's why doggies need to be small~ (Suan-ing boy boy)
hehe..They are easy to manage, huggable! carriable...
Arghs.... just toooo cute! ^^


And, i'm craving for new makeups and clothes. ^^ Must i wait till h.k?
I don't think i can hold for that longggggg...

And, i need clothes for schoool.
I mean, it's not like i can wear normally like any kinds of outside clothes to schoool.
U see, we have to move around freely, and, sometimes, actually, most of the times, our knees may have to touch the dirty ground, and just really love the floor for thinking and making up dance movements.. basically just dancing.

and i hate the idea of gliding on the dirty floors with bare knees.. And, wearing white shirt will make them dirty....
Sighs.... It's tough to dress normally to school. Esp for a person like me... hahahas.
I tend to over-think too many things, and care abt too many things, like, making the clothes be a covering for my legs, so, all these clothes are out, and blah blah blah....

NO skirts, no shorts... no JEANS!!!!!! =(((((((
Sadded. i look like some kinda liu lang han everyday..... hahhahaas.
Is that exaggeration? maybe not!!!!

And, u noe, SOT trained me to put makeup on everyday right?
Of coz, there were days where i slipped into class without any. =P

But, it's hard to put make up to school in the morning..
U get all sweaty from dancing in the morning classes, and.. ur face sometimes have to touch the dance floors....
in anycase, u just dirty up ur face after dancing, and imagine all the dirt on ur madeup face.....

For me, i really really cannot imagine.......
arggggghhhhhhs........

Call me a clean freak, whatever... but... mans... =((

Maybe i'm more fussy abt all these stuffs... hehehes.
BUt, yeahs...

I tried putting just even foundation and blusher on before classes,
and...
mans.. i started having breakouts and my makeup were all gone...

hhahahahas. O WELLLLLS........
Will think of something out, but, i really can't stand my outfit and shaggy look during school. i mean, just for myself... I LOOK shagg~~~~
It's painful sometimes to even look in the mirrors that hangs in every wall in most of the classrooms i'm in...

Hahhahahahahahas.... and, 5 days a week.. looking like that. i mean....
I'm quite 'jiang jiu' abt all these. if not, all the clothes that i have, make ups i have are for what?

I'm a person who loves dolling up.... and loves helping ppl doll up tooo.
hehe.
SO.... It's crazy to look like a sec school student who had uni, in a complete fashionista culture of Lasalle.... hahas.


But again, it's crazy to have the need to think of what to wear every single day for the designers... who dresses up as fashionistas for sth.... It's an overflowing of creative juice, and money. hahas.

And, to say the truth, i found it redundant to wear makeup... when i was younger...
I mean, i love dolling up and all, but, it hurts ur skin... and wearing that everyday is insane~

But.... then again, u noe how tired i am when i schooool.... and the need to loook sharp. yeahs.... i'm at tertiary level already... shld get ready for workplace... looking presentable and sharp. so. yeaps!!!! ^^

Impt impt! =)))))))))

ANYWAYS, keep anyhow putting on my mum's clothes are not helping... i need some sch clothes....

AND ARGHS... i cannot believe i'm rambling about these...........

Okays. excuse me, and i'm getting tired anyways~

Time for breakfast then off i go! =))

awww, qiu qiu is sleeping away.... FINALLY, this energetic little girl!!!!!
(I kept calling it boy.. like, u naughty boy, then oooops! girl........)


oKAYS! Ma, JA NE!

and oooh! MEi Chan is niiiiccccce! =))

and, i just viewed pics, and... i miss my ex school mates, sot, scgs, dlss.... hahas. Mans... those days~
(i sound old.....)

I'm young, i have a good long life to live. Amen.

Change is the only constant

Abide in Faith, Hope, Love.
Out of my heart flows rivers of living water....

mycute mum

=(((((((((

I can never look at fairytales the same way as i did before....

Did u noe that snow white and Cinderella were stories abt revenge????

cinderella had the birds to poke her step sister's eyes......
and.....

snow white had the queen dance in hot iron slippers till she died......... =(((((((



These stories were originally like this.... but, they were cut off.....

WAHHHHHH.... TT^TT

Brothers Grimm's fairytales are actually horror.........

and and... doraemon was yellow before and had ears.. but mouse or rat whatever bit the ears off and he got shocked, hence he turned forever blue...
and the saddest thing was, doraemon was a hallucination ALL THIS WHILE~!!!!!!

the author said it herself........



Alice in wonderland was a psychotic story... alice becoming big and small from eating mushrooms and everything was becoz of drugs that the author tooook....


and and... pinocchio. the movie still scares kids.... omgeeeee.
there was a version, the original version.
from mythforum.net
Original version:

Disney follows the main themes of the book, but skips over the grim moments from the original story.
Pinocchio hides his gold coins in his mouth, the cat attempts to force Pinocchio's mouth open withstory.When Pinocchio bites the cat's paw off and spits it out. While he's running away Pinocchio meets a zombie girl. Then the fox and cat hang him by the neck, trying to make him spit out the gold.In
the original book, the cricket has no name. It appears early in the story and is promptly smashed with a hammer by Pinocchio. Later in the tale, the cricket's ghost pops up as a sort of insect Obi Wan Kenobi, offering Pinocchio guidance (rarely heeded) as he goes on his journeys.
Pleasure Island (called Playland in the book), Pinocchio does turn into a donkey and is sold at the journeys. He is forced to perform in a circus before going lame. Then he's sold to a man who plans to us Pinocchio's skin to make a drum. The man tries to drop Pinocchio, but fish eat the donkey skin off him, revealing the puppet inside.
Pinocchio does rescue Geppetto, but from the belly of a shark, not a whale. This deed alone isn't enough to turn Pinocchio into a boy. He works from sunrise to sundown every day for five months before his wish is finally granted.

yeahs... EEEEEPS.


and and and... the author actually killed pinocchio to end the story by hanging him on an oak tree coz the newspaper did not want to pay him for the story... but, the readers loved it, and... the author then wrote again, and revived him........................

SCARRRRY RIGHT............
read more here:

http://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/music/features/the-true-story-of-pinocchio-519091.html

to think they were supposedly ending happily ever after and such....



ANYYYWAYS~

it's 1st oct already... 1 more month to the exams.........

and 3 more months to christmas and end of year.... crazy right? gosh..... so fast so fast..


And that marks the end of being 17... I'm getting older....... =/
But, oh welllls!
Being 18 won't be that bad right!! I'm still young... i'm still young........
Gotta keep telling myself... reminding myself...

young is what the old do not have already, and old is the young not having it yet,
so... both are precious. =))

Make full use of this life we have!
So long yet so short... actually, time flies, so... yeahs...


Anyways, it has been raining at night, or, in the morning... before the sun's up...
so, do take care during this change of weather...

and... phil and indo.. the disasters... mans... gotta pray for them continuously.


gng h.k end of the month. =) wells, gotta work hard before i can relax and shopping! heehee. look around and EAT! mum mum....

okays....... and this 4 months old miniature Maltese is at moi hse. hehe. KAWAIIIIIII.
I'm abandoning boyous for qiu qiu. hahahhaas. meanie.





okie okayyy.
Shall upload some pics when i have the time...
(The vids and pics i owe...... OMGGEEEEE)



okays, neways. nights.













my mum's foot. hahas.



Some pics to show u my cutsie sexie prettie mummie. =))
she looks japanese right.........? =D deep set eyes and sharp features.
hahahhahas. took them today only. the doggie will appear next time.



nightie.





My shelter, my refuge.. my life
for Your honor, Your glory...