Well I thought I was just acting weird, but it came back again a few minutes into class. In second period, Ms. Kocher looked afraid and was questioning me outside, but I controlled myself and relaxed. Two security people came in and started talking to the wrong person cause they're fucking idiots like everyone else.
Jesus Christ, I'm ashamed of myself. And I hate. I just fucking hate.

So there she went. Just gave my shit back to me and left without saying anything. Probably the last time I'd see her. But since she didn't seem to understand or even give a fuck, I don't think it's a big deal anyway. 
I'm so goddamn persistent when it comes to it.
But it's just a waste of my time if that person doesn't care. Just a fucking waste.

I just can't wait until I go to the Philippines tomorrow and get the fuck out of here.
I don't wanna talk to anyone except for only two. I just feel so fucked up right now. I'm so miserable right now, god dammit.

There's some good-smelling fried rice, mini dogs, and scrambled eggs on the table.

I hadn't played brawl with anyone in a long time. Let alone online with all the lag. I played with profscam. It was 50/50.

Tomorrow I'm leaving early to go to Ryan's for his birthday.