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Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Married
Age: 34
Sign: Virgo

City: TEXARKANA
State: Arkansas
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/27/2006

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Sunday, September 27, 2009 

Current mood:  accomplished
Wednesday, November 07, 2007 

Current mood:  creative
I just came back from a kick ass weekend of NASCAR race'n....All I can say is it was awesome!!! It was a good time for all involved but the outcome of the race coulda been better.Jimmy Johnson won....not a fan.The crazy thing is,no matter how much fun I had or was have'n at the time I just could not get this one person off my mind. She has invaded every thought of almost  every second of every day......What the fuck man????....I am not complaining,she brings a smile to my face every single time that I see her,think of her or dream about her.What I find even more amazing is that.I only thought I was happy(in my past life of mere existance) but I feel like now for once in my life I truely know what happiness is.Its not just about the way you feel,its also about the way you make others feel.....(weird shit come'n from me I know but the title is called "Random"....sorry) But I know now that I have met my soulmate..... cliche right?....look up the definition.....and then ask yourself what it is that want out of your life...its never too late.
Sunday, October 14, 2007 

Current mood:  content
From this day forward I have made a promise to myself....to never revert back to my old self. I am still me and that is what is so incredibly strange...I look into the mirror and see the same person but something has changed me forever. What you ask....its not just one thing its a million little things that someone has opened my eyes to.She has walked into my life and changed everything whether she totally understands it or not....I am  forever changed.I thought I knew the direction I had taken in my life,I was on a straight path...moving forward ...living but not truely seeing life for what it is. Big J is broken rite???....I think its just the opposite....she has fixed all that was broken.I no longer want to take that straight path,I want to drive full throttle down a long and winding road ...with curves that ressemble her body and none of the streets have stop signs.She has spent an amazing weekend with me and I can now see things the way that they really are between us...lots of break thrus,barriers torn down and real words spoken.With the right person all of the above statements are so easily achieved.For 32 years I have felt like there has been a missing piece to this life of mine.....she holds that piece.....We can talk for hours on end and speak few words, its almost as if we are sharing the same brain...we finish each others sentences without even meaning or trying to...we are in each others head all the time...thinking the same thoughts at the same time....How do I explain this to her???...I dont have to,she already knows...thats what makes this so goddamn good.Well I am torturing myself right now,I really should go take a shower and change clothes because I still taste her on my lips and her smell still lingers in my clothes and in the air.There will be so much more to post on this matter later as I travel that road ......full throttle
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 
Well boys and girls another year has passed me by in this life.I am  now another step closer to being middle aged...UGGHHHH...I found out this weekend I am no longer the wild young man that I used to be,nor can I continue to hang with the best anymore.If you dont know,I found all of this out the hard way but had one hell of an awesome time do'n it.Myself my brother and several close friends made a little trip to The Clubhouse in Dallas Tx where we set up camp for the night,only to drink entirly too much and spend way too much money.....some of us more than others(right Joe?) In the wee hours of the morn'n we returned to our rag'd out hotel room and attempted to get a few hours of sleep before the long ride home....But,thanks to Robert and his fucked up bucket of worms story none of could sleep due to laff'n at his drunk ass.I got home sometime in the early afternoon hours Sunday,reflecting on the good times had by all and realize'n that I dont wanna try and do that again anytime soon.Dont get me wrong......it was a great fuck'n time!!! Thanks agsain guys for an awesome B-Day!!!!