ARGH. ok i've changed my mind, maybe mac computers aren't so great after all. currently waiting in the magiclab for our chem video to update itself. so freakingly SLOW. and yeah i'm pretty damn irritated. it seems like i keep wasting my time and effort doing useless things. nobody to blame i guess, it just so happens. UGH. example1: i had to fake minutes for rs. i don't see the point of faking, don't see the point of minutes, don't even see the point of RS in the first place. example2: i waste my sleeping time watching hai tun wan lian ren. i'm so pathetic. example3: i spent up to 1am yesterday trying to figure out how to arrange the columns for our chem manual and cut and paste them onto a booklike thing. and now it's going to be changed cos it's too untidy. oh whatever. example4: i go for things like chinese opera when the laoshi refuses to pai our chang so more often than not we sit there and do our homework (which is obviously highly unproductive with wayang music in the background) or sleep or stone. i feel so pathetic. my life is like nothing.

i'm very upset now but i'm not sure exactly why. could be several reasons though. hmm. i'm upset with myself, mostly. like always. all right please rain now.RAINRAINRAIN. but i know eventually i still will be alone

ok i've managed to help jiaqi find the route to get from nygh to bkt panjang plaza all thanks to the trustee street directory(: cos we're going there, to laoshi's house on tuesday. anyway. i have a plan. i shall try as much as possible not to sleep tonight, and do my work, and i'll sleep during sports fest tomorrow. i will do that. i don't mean to sound offensive or anything but sports fest really, really, has nothing to do with me.. very sad but honestly. hmm two to-be knights in shining armours called in for enlistment and two damsels in distress left behind. what is one to do. thats why, it's always good not to fall in love, yet.. ok i'm off to do work now. so guai right.

i'm counting down to the june holidays already. but that's where i'll be only if i survive through the mid years. MID YEARS. yes now even in rg we have mid years! tell me what's new. i'm becoming a breadbox. have been eating bread and delifrance since forever, it seems. oh anyway since i'm on the topic.. it's quite amusing to hear that some people have "heard me puking in the toilet". don'tknow whether to laugh or to cry. but then it kind of shows that i'm not that unobvious after all. like, i actually have tales made up after me. which reminds me. this thing currently offers more sightly urls. and i've made mine /unobvious. and if the severe continues to upgrade and develop, maybe it'll offer to comment feature soon. and then i don't have to switch to the whateverjournal (i still haven't figured out which. in my bid to be different and ap, i shall not use livejournal) so that my friends can tag my updates. ohwell. meanwhile i shall just not blog. it's too much of a hasssle. yawn.

happy birthday sab! (: attempted to do chem pt yesterday. which was a very expected disaster. and with some help of adriel yap who saw us struggling with the highly unprofessional electroplating self-made setup, we were on our way to get battery cases and crocodile clips from sim lim twr. we were all in unhigh and stoned mode. hype-meter rates zero. gulp. afterwhich, liuyi left and chiam rach and i lugged ourselves (and archer's bowling bag!) to macs at bugis village. the watery ice cream cones which were somewhat rejuvenating. managed to reach cityhall on time (duh. one stop only.) had dinner at kopitiam foodcourt outside engwah.
birthday song with a silly piece of chocolate easteregg cake:D
fountain of wealth! where we had andersen's ice cream after the movie. sab treated us! YUM. second serving for the day, and fourth for the week. no wonder my teeth are getting yellow. but, nevermind(: it was quite a fun(ny) night we had. reached home at 11.30 so i hurriedly went straight to bed. didn't dare to go up and see my pa. today, bong brought tan and me for easter service with bethesda community. i like planetshakers(: but didn't really know most of the songs. am on a frantic downloading spree now. limewire thing that hui2 recommended is fairly good. ohwell. i think this two weeks had been too much of a joyride for me. been going out pretty often. which is just as well cos i know next week will be a hectic one. i just need my discipline and self-control back. no more slacking please.

please tell me i'm not addicted to blogging. anyway, because i just suddenly felt like it, uhh. here are my favouritest places in sunny Singapore: / changi airport / chinatown (don't stare at me) / little india (stop staring already) / cityhall, suntec, the esplanade (uh the CBD area and thereabouts) / clarke quay i'm sure there are some more. yay i like my country! ok that was random. and anyway, the places (in Singapore) where i really want to go. (either i haven't been, or have forgotten) : / holland village / macRitchie nature trail / bugis village i'm sure there couldn't be any more. i mean, Singapore is only this big. okay now i shall try and stay off the computer for the night.

okay i'm slightly annoyed. firstly, i had to redo the entire ss report for reasons i'm too irked to mention and am finally at 520 words now. and yet i'm still pretty convinced that what i've written is crap and i will eventually have to redo everything a few more times. ss is terrible. the bane of my life. no points for guessing who is the ss rep in class. secondly, i am extremely irritated by the fact that my mom lets my brother starve himself for the fun of it while she takes note of every single thing i eat (or don't eat, for that matter) and never fails to bug me until i stuff everything down my stomach. HELLO i'm not anorexic. gosh give me a break. like take that pizza we ordered just now for example. i shall not elaborate. never mind. salsa is good. i feel so long winded today. intended to watch hai tun wan lian ren but guess i will not. shall be productive and do work instead. yes term me a mugger and marvel at my dilligence. WHATEVER

yesterday i had chopra (CHinese OPReA) in the morning. for once we had the gym, but only a pathetic total of 7 or so turned up. another wasted morning again. talked mostly, and suaned chia ying (HAHA), and listened to laoshi's (i forgot her surname) stories about wayang-ing. i realised that the look in the eyes are probably the most important elements in acting. they tell everything. met jo and xinmiao for a movie at cine. lemony snicket! (like, after so long.) movie was kind of predictable though, if you ask me. which is very ironic. and the setting was good, though in a very-obviously-fake kind of way. then walked around aimlessly and eventually we ended up grocery shopping! hehe. bought three bags of chips, doritos included(: for the room. went home with xinmiao around fourish. oh something freakish happened on the train. uhhh two girls came to ask for my number, supposedly "on behalf of their friend". haha was part amused, part traumatised (looks helplessly at xinmiao). they were probably on some sort of a dare, but i still can't help but feel flattered HAHAHA. this morning was spent selling tissue packets. for the uninformed (but i highly doubt it cos the school really made such a big hooha about this whole thing which i honestly deem unnecessary), it's this fund-raising project our school is doing. selling specially designed tissue packets in aid of the tsunami victims. anyway. paired up with liu yi and the pro-ded us went to the area around shangrila and forum. which was a very smart idea cos we managed to sell everything in an hour. yay we rock! the caucasians are really nice. some paid 10bucks for each packet (it was supposed to be 1 buck) but we in our bid to "clear stock" still insisted that they take at least 5 packs or something. heh. but we both agreed that the difference in mindsets between asians (or, singaporeans rather) and caucasians was like very evident. so hmm it's not just stereotypes. locals really are more selfish i guess. but why. met my mom who was breakfasting at coffee bean outside forum (liu yi thinks she's modern HAHA). she was there to give me financial and moral support but we kind of er finished selling all already. heh. and we did work okay! disucssed hpbgc and chem (over vanilla iceblended and latte:D) so proud of myself. met up with the rest for lunch at taka foodcourt (I LIKEEEE!). so i'm feeling pretty good about everything today. which is a good time for me to start doing work. shall brood over my ss now. it's in dire straits. sorry for the anti-climax.

taking a break from social studies. (our favouritest subject, no?) all the research i've done are in bits and pieces and .. are either disgustingly jumbled up or irrelevant. how fun. ohwell the science centre trip today was a waste of time again. learning journey doesn't work. seriously. tonight is the second in a row where i had an ice cream for supper! magacone chocochip raisin. comfort food really does help i guess(: well so long as this doesn't kickstart a habit of having supper every night. gah.

i figured i needed a new blog, so there. will meddle with the html sometime soon. and since not many people use this (or so i think), it probably won't be down as often as Diaryland, which, although i'm not a very conscientious blogger myself, irks me very much.