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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 20
Sign: Cancer

City: Sharpsburg
State: Pennsylvania
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/18/2005

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Tuesday, January 06, 2009 

Current mood:  loved
Category: Music
"Early Morning Silence"
By: Glue


my paradise is gone, and you have thirty seconds to wake up

from a nightmare with a flooding rush

of memories like this one,

caressing your inventive side

i find pride is my enemy most of the time

obsessed with finding answers, guided by voices

the choices i've made have been cancerous

suppose this were you, tell me how would you live

energy all spent, with nothing left to give

except a rib and your blessing to be free

doesn't sound much like a fair trade to me

obviously it was finding the better of both worlds

no matter how much it hurts, and we both deserve

the company we keep to let us get good sleep

i'm not weak right now, but it's not worth it to eat

it was never part of the plan to end up like this

and i'm not trying to die for the things i can't admit



this morning i woke up, the ceiling was spinning

my eyes couldn't adjust, the sun was beginning

to pry open the shades and burn through cotton skies

i reached over to hold you but you were cold as night

the room was hot, but your body felt different

i tried to wake you up, but your head never lifted

i was whispering into your ear "please don't leave"

she was sleeping in gods arms where i couldn't reach

her face was against my chest, the silence was singing

the song of innocence, feeling like children again

the moment was stuck, i couldn't breathe

i screamed for someone to help us up here...please

nobody was there, just me and my love

wrapped up in the blankets that meant so much

touching her skin against mine the life slipped away

god stole my heart, but left my body here to stay



Went to sleep early, You have to be at school by 8

Got out my flashlight to write and not keep her awake,

I stay up too late, always tired in the morning,

She's kisses me goodbye while I'm half asleep yawning,

It's not that I'm lazy; I've got things to do,

Not trying to say my art is more important that you,

My epiphanies are killing me, but I'm keeping it quiet,

I love to see see angels painting on the inside of her eyelids,

Locked at the legs, if I move she'll wake up,

So I stay in this position till my whole body's numb,

When the room is still, I write to the rhythm of her pulse,

but it's always perfect speed so my thoughts are never rushed

Sometimes you roll over and try to mumble goodnight,

I laugh because your hair is always sticking up to the right,

Brush it away from your face because your smile is on,

Whisper goodnight my love and turn my flashlight off.
Currently listening:
Sunset Lodge
By Glue
Release date: 2005-12-06
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 

Current mood:  pensive
Category: Music
"If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Was Ask"
By: Mayday Parade

I'm throwing away pictures
That i never should have taken in the first place
And it's cold in my apartment
As i'm changing all the colors
From the brightest reds to grays

Well it's 3 o'clock on monday morning
I'm just hoping you're not seeing his face
I've been getting calls in these hotel rooms
Long enough to know that it was him
That took my place

And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts

And i'm burning all the letters
Hoping that i might forget her and her bad taste
That she left when she was leaving me
A life of barely breathing as she walked
Out of this place

And you dropped the note and we changed key
You changed yourself and i changed me
I really didn't see us singing through this
Then you screamed the bridge
And i cried the verse
And our chorus came out unrehearsed
And you smiled the whole way through it
I guess maybe that's what's worse

And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts

And i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
And i don't need you or anybody else
So take a look at me
See what you want to see
When you get home

Take me home
I'd rather die than be with you
Take me home
You have a problem with the truth
Take me home
Because this happens every time
I knew it would...
I knew it would...

Take me home
I'd rather die than be with you
Take me home
You have a problem with the truth
Take me home
Because this happens every time
And i knew it would...
I knew it would...

And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts

And i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
And i don't need you or anybody else
So take a look at me
See what you want to see
When you get home
Currently listening:
A Lesson in Romantics
By Mayday Parade
Release date: 2007-07-10
Friday, September 12, 2008 

Current mood:  amused
Emery

"The Smile, The Face"

i was never going to fall
but the smile, the face has sealed my fate
shes weird, an addict of it all
lets wait for another taste!
(i have nothing left to give....)

the world, has turned, black and cold
and i , cant catch my breathe
you rehearsed your lines
with rythmic details
they match, the pounding in my chest

(chorus)
the summer came and you left me with your words
the clever sounds from your mouth
can make me feel so worthless
and you say, that i am not enough
and though my heart is breaking open
know that i will not be broken

the person you claimed to be, is not who haunts me now
the cherished lines behind those brown eyes
that you swore were true more times then i can count

(chorus)
the summer came and you left me with your words
the clever sounds from your mouth
can make me feel so worthless
and you say, that i am not enough
and though my heart is breaking open
know that i will not be broken

i know these these words are weak and young
but broken as i come undone
and while i drown in these mistakes
you ego swells but i can tell
you know that your a fake.


(you cried and cried i,'m your friend!)
just to save some face!
(you didnt want it to end!)
in just a week im replaced!
(you wanted me so listen to me but can you hear me now?!)
(your just a sickness and a cancer!)
the cancers your filthy mouth.....

Currently listening:
I'm Only a Man
By Emery
Release date: 2007-10-02
Friday, September 12, 2008 

Current mood:  blah
Category: Life

EMERY

"Walls"

Are you listening?
We write a thousand pages, they're torn and on the floor.
Headlights hammer the windows, we're locked behind these doors.
And we are never leaving, this place is part of us.
And all these scenes repeating are cold to the touch.

My hands seem to deceive me
When I'm nervous or when I'm healthy.
The scenery's all drawn.

They hang here from the walls dear,
Painting pictures, bleeding colors,
Blanket the windows.

Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe.
Your eyes can see right through me.

These fights with your arms left beside.
It's one thing and one more says goodnight.
You've got the map come get to me.
These knuckles break before they bleed.

Tear out these veins that own my heart.
This skin that wears your lasting marks.
I've built these walls come get to me, come get to me.

Is this your lesson, a slight discretion,
The lines that keep you, the lines that sweep you.
Lock the doors from the inside.

Your face is so contagious, it wears announcements,
It leaves me breathless, I won't forget this,
I won't forget.

Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe.
Your eyes can see right through me.

Let the walls have their say. [x6]
Have their say.

There's no conversation, words without remorse.
And this television drowns the only source.
Wake from these dreams of you in my arms.
Go to the staircase where you hold my heart.
This place, these walls mean everything to me.
Currently listening:
The Weak's End
By Emery
Release date: 2004-01-27
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 

Current mood:  chill
Category: Life

FROM FIRST TO LAST

"Note To Self"

Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.

Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.

Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...far!...
Currently listening:
Heroine
By From First to Last
Release date: 2006-03-21
Saturday, January 26, 2008 

Current mood:  shocked
Category: Music
COHEED AND CAMBRIA
"Welcome Home"

You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world

Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if so here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played letter,
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon play, demon out!

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you

Please make up your mind girl...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you

Please make up your mind girl...
Before I hope you die
Currently listening:
Good Apollo, I’m Burning Star IV, Volume One: From Fear Through The Eyes of Madness
By Coheed & Cambria
Release date: 20 September, 2005
Friday, January 11, 2008 

Current mood:  scared
Category: Music

The Fall of Troy

-FCPREMIX-

Slow down this is slippin' through my mind,
This conversation has run out of time.
Honey I know you know what I mean,
And that's the one thing that you soon will find.
I know that you really wanna go,
My mind is runnin' outta gas just relax,
And recap, and relapse.
Tonight, my bodies jumpin' and I,
Go through the motions and I'm leaving on this journey,
Maybe someday I'll come running home to you.

I don't wanna see the day, my words cannot make it safe.
(Come running home! Come running home!)
Her heart in my hands, it's too bad, no regrets
I don't wanna see the day, her tears are falling on my grave.
(Come running home! Come running home!)
This is my one chance, to take back, no regrets

Let's go, I just wanna let you know,
This situation leaves me outta breath
We'll drive till the love that's in your eyes,
Drops to the ground,unravels like a thread
I know that you really wanna go,
I only think about her, must get to her, cannot lose her.
You know that I will not let this die,
Life support systems and my mind on
Rewind and rewind and rewind

I don't wanna see the day, my words cannot make it safe.
(Come running home! Come running home!)
Her heart in my hands, it's too bad, no regrets
I don't wanna see the day, her tears are falling on my grave.
(Come running home! Come running home!)
This is my one chance, to take back, no regrets

I don't wanna see the day, my words cannot make it safe.
Her heart in my hands, it's too bad, no regrets
I don't wanna see the day, her tears are falling on my grave.
This is my one chance (my one chance, my one chance)

Currently listening:
Doppelgänger
By The Fall of Troy
Release date: 16 August, 2005
Wednesday, January 02, 2008 

Current mood:  bummed
Category: Music
WEEZER

"Perfect Situation"

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm a hero, but I'm a zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no play
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
And I just pass through...

Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?

Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.
Oh..!!

[solo]

Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
Currently listening:
Make Believe
By Weezer
Release date: 10 May, 2005
Sunday, December 16, 2007 

Current mood:  confused

Sometimes I feel like i'm being deceived .

I always feel like there are things hidden from me and these secrets will be the end of me...or atleast my life as I know it.

It gives me a headache.

Currently listening:
Mute Math
By Mute Math
Release date: 26 September, 2006
Monday, November 12, 2007 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Life

BOX CAR RACER
"The End With You"

What the fuck!

Our days are running thin.
Our hopes will start to fall.
I can feel the world collapse around me from within.
And the letters keep coming by to let us know when time will die.
And please, God, will you forgive us and give us one more try?

If you will then we'll go as fast as we go far.
Maybe we'll be forgotten when the world is torn apart.

I've been up all night long
counting days that all went wrong.
I opened my bedroom window.
I wish this pain was gone.
There are no useful drugs to escape from feeling numb.
I remember an amazing birthday.
I remember when I was young.

If you will then we'll go as fast as we go far.
Maybe we'll be forgotten when the world is torn apart.
'Cause the sun won't be so blinding
and the rains will finally come.
The ashes will slowly pile up just to prove we're finally done.

If you will then we'll go as fast as we go far.
Maybe we'll be forgotten when the world is torn apart.
'Cause the sun won't be so blinding.
and the rains will finally come.
The ashes will slowly pile up just to prove we're finally done.

What the fuck!

 

Aaron says, "Thanks for understanding"

Currently listening:
Box Car Racer
By Box Car Racer
Release date: 21 May, 2002