As I sit her thinking, wondering, of many different things, a thought comes to my head of how would I "picture" my life. The thought proceeds of what I would have in the time "frames" of my life. Then I think, is this broken down by decades, made into albums, categories, etc? So I decided to take it by years, first part of my life smushed together cuz I don't have distinct memories and everything else I would try to pick a picture that described that year. I realize that for this year, so far, even though you see it all the time, truly the picture that fits right now would be, me, on a mountain, guess I could have my guitar and harmonica, looking out at the scenery. I really have had many times of deep thought and the changes that have happened have made me stop and enjoy the steady things in life, like nature, it has and always will be beautiful to me. The instruments come in because all that thought and my mom's handed down talent of rhyming and musical talent made it happen. SO this is my new project, hopefully I can have some stuff up soon, and you can see how I've seen my life.

Hosted By: Brandon Skip Warner
When: Friday Jul 11, 2008
at 7:00 PM
Where: The SkiRukJo House
500 S 234 W
Provo, 84601
United States
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Brandon Skip Warner

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I'm very privileged to have such good friends and also such good friends that play amazingly. Even more so, the opportunity to have them play and let me share a bit of the spotlight with them, is so phenomenal! I am excited for this experience, yet oh so nervous, I've never sang or played stuff by myself. So here's hoping that I'm decent and if not the others talent will make you forget how bad I was! :)

This unfortunately is my thoughts in dating... Girls! Arg! Don't get me wrong, I still like 'em. It's just like the play my heart strings til they break and I have no idea where you get replacements or how to replace them. And thus far in dating, I meet a super cool girl but none the less too good to be true, fizzles out. You ask a reason but I'm normally skeptical about the answer they give. I mean one of them said, "I get off work and I don't feel like doing anything." Hmmm...then why are you always playing with your friends... This is more of vent I realize than a blog, really, but hey, enjoy! I would love to hear some responses.

PS Day after I wrote this, totally had a semi-similar experience, fffffffffffffine.

So I realized today something about myself that I thought was just my personality but is actually influenced by my Mom. When I was a kid the worst thing was shopping with Mom. Not just the shopping part but we would always have somebody come up and talk with my Mom. Funny thing a lot of the time she doesn't remember how she knows them. Sometimes she would ask other times she would just act like she remembered them and later realize who they were. It has happened to me. I was in a big setting of people and a guy said to me "Hey your Skip right? The guy who likes pie?" I responded that I was and chuckled that it was humorous to be remembered as the pie guy. I've also realzied how many other things I do because of my Mom. It quite astonishing. I have quite a many things where I realize, oh I got that from my Mom.

So lately it has come to my attention, due to the great people I have luckily surrounded myself with, that I have some good qualities. Then comes the immediate thought, due to my up bringing, "oh wait, I'm being prideful." In some aspects it's just seems that I have just been lucky enough to learn this, that, or anything other, and I have an advantage. Other times it's just "can't you see how naturally better I am!" Then I even improve and still get no notice. It's been racking my brain lately of where's the line of being prideful and just having confidence. This is what my thoughts are for now.