Tonight I try to face on one of my best friend. I catch all energy to tell these several months terrible experiences! I have one thing i want to give my friend for a while but my heart was so painful for some points and I could not focuse on other things special to tell my situations for my friends to know what is going on! We share a lot about our pass life! I feel comfortable to talk with my friend. I don't know I can still alive or what will happen in next, but this monemt I can tell myself I am right. I don't want to have more melancholy or regret or wait for next mintues to do the things that I want to do them! I will leave here a several months coz my body and my family have some problems! Thank you all people that he or she concern about me! I hope all people have fun, comfortable and Love around their life!

Everyone

               Take care la!

                                        ----Jean----

These two weeks, I don't feel so well. I saw two time of doctors and i did the blood test. i feel so weak on my body. Some time I think i feel better but one day later I felt so weak again. What is going on? How to make myself feel more comfortable and happy more. Who can tell me? One person told me that right now my heart and my feeling get sun burn. That means I am so sence for all changes and all new meet people!

    I want to  but I can not! I want to study my test and do my assignment but I do not start yet! What things real happen or stop or end.... who can tell.....when you adjust to a situation suddenly you need to change again.. Feeling no fun and lose some friends again.. Sometime i believe No thinking or stop your hope will easier to waste time to living in the world. No painful no upset no missing someone no angry ... nothing need to care lor!

Here is the finish soup and some vegetable for my meal

today I try to make a soup with some noodle in the bottom. I think cooking food is not that interesting than i think. First need to go to market to find the vegetable and meat, and then need to spend a lot of time to watch the soup boiling and take care the vegetable and meat do not stick on the container. No easy and no that fun!

If one day you stay in one country, and you do not have any friends, any family members (include your parents or your bf and gf), and nobody can talk with you, your life suck in a terrible situation such as no job, no degress, your leg got hurt (sometime are so painful and sometime is normal); still studying your education but you never know how long you can graduate in your school. All things make you stress, upset, and disappoint! Your age arrive in an adult age. In your country nobody wants to employee you becasue the bosses want to find a young employee to work on their jobs. What thing you will do? What decision you will make?

Who can tell me what is life? Family members and Friends real can stay with u when you feel sad? I do not have answer, but I think about my whole life is time to change, otherwise I will become some people shadow and never find my way. My heart has still felt painful. I try to go outside the shopping malls or supermarkets to see different kind of things. In fact i go outside can not help so much. I like a ghost floating in the crowd. I can not hear and listen other people's words or can not feel other peoples' happy coming with me. I can not do anything. I only feel my heart dump. I want to stop this kind of feeling, and come back to my original life!

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